Again, And again. A mind empty , Now full of dread. Thoughts of confusion, Moments in illusion. Following an order From strange intrusions. My mind is chaotic With harsh infusions.
Dear lord, Please help me know. That these feelings I feel Will come to go. Guide me through paths That frost in snow. Cover me in sun To dim the unknown. And lord, Please know, Before I go,
I have blossomed, I have sewn. From a girl of youth, To a woman of grown. My body Is different. To me it's unknown. Though I feel Such hatred, For my newer mould. But that is okay, We all must grow.
To hear your cries, Broke me inside. Wheezing for breath, As I sit by your side. My mind, Hurt me, But at least we tried. So weary in fret, Though we seemed just fine. But I live in regret, It should pass in time. Though I'll never forget,
Hatred, It runs through my veins. Cascading through My body of pain. Attacking my system, It alters my brain. Leaving bitter notes And thoughts that stain. And I, The victim, Of my own demise. Unable to love My own little mind.