Tau birthstone bulan april apa?
Ya, berlian

Dan aku Intan
Kristal karbon murni
Terjaga dan menjaga
Tekanan besar 'kan jadikanku berlian

Dan aku Intan; berlian
Biasku tinggi pada cahaya
Sudut pandang baru yang indah
Pandang sudut baru yang indah

Dan aku Intan; berlian
Ragam cahaya berbelok
Satu lebih tajam dari yang lain
Dispersku hilangkan depresimu
Yang monoton terpecah
Jadi spektrum yang indah

Dan aku Intan; berlian
Presisi pantulkan cahaya berkali-kali
Ku 'kan berpikir berkali-kali
Sampai yakin
Pancarku kilau putih terang warna-warni

Mungkin banyak konflik dalam diri
Tapi aku Intan; berlian
semakin banyak pantulan internal
Akan semakin berkilau

Dan aku Nur; cahaya
Dan aku Amelia; pekerja keras

Dan aku Nur Intan Amelia
Apa belum jelas?

I'm tired of seeing myself as the problem
Trying to fix myself for people's appeal
It doesn't change anything
I'm going to be myself now

OPPRESSED
INCAPACITAED
OPPRESSED
INCAPABLE
OPPRESED
REPRESSED
OPPRESSED
OPPRESED
TYRANT
OPPRESED
THE WOMB OF MY MOTHER
TURNS INTO THE SHADOW OF THE DEPTH
SHE KNOWS FROM THE BEGINNING IT IS JUST A FALL AND DECLINE FOR THE FAMILY
the thing that she doesn't know is that wether the fall will take forever or the lights go out as instant as she takes the dip
poor her
OPPRESED
INCAPACITAED
THE BONE OF MY FATHER EXPLODES
FROM WEIGHT CARRIED PASSED BY THE
OPPRESED
TYRANT
OUR FLESH TORN BY THE WHIP OF THRONE EARNED BY THE
OPPRESED
ARROGANCE
TYRANT
THE EYE OF MY SISTER TURNS BLUE AS MY MOTHER CRIES FOR SOMETHING VAIN, BRUISED BY THE
GREEDS
GLORY
GLORY
OPPRESED
OPressed
oppresed
I
Will fight
For all of you, knowing
THAT MY LIMBS WILL FALL ONE BY ONE
MY MIND WILL GO INSANE OH SO FINE
FINE
I'LL FIGHT
take a rest my dear family
I WILL MAKE MY SHOULDER AS SOFT AS PILLOW AND SMOOTH AS SILK
soothing for this house
i will unleash it outside
just smile please we're gonna be alright
i'm here
let me cry in silence so don't ask me anything if i turn a blind eye about myself
So
You
Oppresor
Win or lose
Least now you gon' get a hard time first
A heart attack first
You'll skip a beat as much as we skip our lives
I promise

May i pardon myself for blatantly speaking
Or just keep hiding my true feelings
It beats for you yet it beats me up
And when you're consisted by dualism of actions
The way you see me
It's up to you
Tho' it matters deep down

Ranung
Bukan aku
Kan ku ramu kabungmu
Tuk nanti ruamku juga jadi ruangmu-itu harapanku
Suaku kadang ingin tuk jadi jua
Tapi bukan tuk membakar
Hanya untuk menyinari yang kelakar
Si karib dan kerabat

And i say to myself
"What a being we are

By being broken hearted
Means we can take my mind off a bit
From liabilities
And the minor trouble in your expertise
You lil' love *******"

What's the point of igniting a match when there's nothing to burn
Just a waste of resources
And what's the point of lighting a flame when you're not ready to get burnt
You're just going to blame the flame?
The heat? That you yourself started?

What's the point of knowing that flame needs fuel if you fear the light is going to be out
If you fear that it will be extinguished, prepare for the darkness and or the fuel

And if you fear the burn, prepare to smother it
Smother it like you smother your love not out of commitments
Don't take risk if the substance's flamable, just get out from the beginning
Or just don't blame all the small sparks when your match is out because you play with them to begin with
Means you don't match

What's the point of friction when there's no tension? This ain't physics where some variables can be ignored
You're scorched, not scoring
It's feelings. Inelastic traction can snap and transfer heat. And you can't snap back on your own causes.

Read this!

You've managed to pull through because of the wound
The grudge to prove yourself better
To outplay those who hurt you

And some still piece themselves back together from the fall you gave
From the slip of your hand
Deliberately or not

So why are we blaming the past and each other?

You expect them to pull you back up as much as you expect them to pull themselves back together

It's just the feelings wanting to break
And to be broken
Just a melancholy to be bragged
For attention