em - Hello Poetry

Nov 2015

ab

Tired

I'm getting awfully tired
of being alone.

It's getting colder
and
I'm lonely
and I'm really
really
tired.

I'm tired of
being anxious
about everything

overthinking

being left out.

I guess I'm just too young
to know myself
and I'm tired
of that
too.

I'm also tired
of getting told
that although I'm special
I'm not quite
special
enough...

but I guess that's my fault.

I'm just so tired.

Sorry.

#fear #depression #worry #depressed #alone #anxiety #cry #overthinking #tired #sorry

em Nov 2015

#11

she has told you everything about her past.
Her family, her dad, her stepmom.
She's been broken down enough in the past.
You were the thing that built her back up.
But now you were no longer be there for her.
You were the thing that fall down her hopes.
*Do you know how much you mean to her?

em Nov 2015

#10

Did it make you happy, when you saw all those tears streaming down her face?

em Oct 2015

#9

How do I tell you how much you mean to me? How do I tell you not to leave me hanging?

em Oct 2015

#8

I'm Still hanging in. I'm still hanging on. I'm Still fighting, im still here. Please. Don't give up.

Sep 2015

Just Me

Understand?

How do I make you understand
     Understand what you mean to me
          How your words cut me
How do I make you understand
      Understand that I don't know what I would do without you
           Even though your words cut me
How do I make you understand
      Understand that I love you
            Even though I know you don't love *me