Brooke Olthouse

Brooke Olthouse Sep 2023

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What would I do
Who would I be
Where would I belong
If I didn't have you

#childrenchangeyourlife #mychildrensavedme #ilovemykids #newperson #newlife #newlove #love

Brooke Olthouse Jan 2023

Better off dead

She wished her life would end

I don't want to do this anymore
So what
Go steal someone else's ****
Brooke Alison Ilene Olthouse

#depression #anxiety #sadness #ppd #ptsd #sad #depressed #poetry #neglect #loneliness

Brooke Olthouse Sep 2020

You

I ******* miss you
Wish I could kiss you
I'm furiously mad at you
Tried to be good for you
Feel ******* sad without you

Nothing but bad to me
Should have minded myself
Instead I blinded myself

#imissyou #hurt #pain #anger #sadness #strife #dumb #alliwantedwasyourlove #itried #imsorry

Brooke Olthouse Sep 2020

Compliance

I used to be compliant
No longer will I stay silent
This was supposed to be our families life
Instead you caused much strife

Brooke Olthouse Sep 2020

The man in my dreams

The last few nights
You've been in my dreams
You were my protector
Or so it seemed
In real life and all reality
Me you did demean
Your love is a tragity
The truth has hit like gravity

You are the man of many dreams
Unfortunately you and me can not be
It is written in the stars
This is not our destiny

#separated #love #hurt #violence #sadness #ourchild #him #alcohol #fate #domestic

Brooke Olthouse Aug 2020

Her

Half part of me
All that I see
To my heart she holds the key
Together we will be

Without her I'm afraid I'd be lost. My baby girl is my everything.
For she holds me together.
She is my strength when I am weak.

#daughter #love #mother #bond #motherhood #peace #sanity #myrock

Brooke Olthouse Aug 2020

Shifting Drifting

Not sure how I'm feeling
Coping and dealing
Roping and reeling
In need of serious healing

#hardtimes #dazed #confused #hurt #sad #him #us #split #together #apart