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Alexis Ulrich Dec 2018
I dream about a day where I don't have to hide
Every night I have cried
I dreamed about a time with happiness, beauty, and truth
Til the day I will lay down my blade and introduce

The girl unloved, the girl unsaved
forgotten, beatten, and scarred
With a smile on her face with a beatten broken heart
But sorrow in her mind and in her heart

She takes her best friend, he's silver and sharp
She sits down beside the tub
And slices away at her beautiful skin
Trying to win the battle in her mind

But all is lost as she gets back up with blood on her arm
She screams in her mind and keeps smiling beacause no one can see
She's broken inside unable to be fixed
She starts over the next day then the next
Alexis Ulrich Dec 2018
A broken mirror has no perfection
You look and all you see is a reflection
You turn away, not wanting to look
All the poeple there only took

A broken mirror is useless
Everyone else is clueless
But you know the truth
The broken mirror takes your youth

A broken mirror with a bleeding fist
A silver blade against the wrist
Tears falling down her lips unkissed
She's the kind you'll come to miss

A broken mirror has no perfection
You look and all you see is a reflection
You turn away, not wanting to look
All the people there only took
Alexis Ulrich Dec 2018
Deep down inside
I have died
I will not lie
and try not to cry
deep down I’m sad
I feel so bad

But that was then this is now
come and give me a bow

Deep down inside
I have not lied
I love you till the end
our love; I will mend
deep down I’m smiling
we are so blinding
Everyday I’m so blue
I don’t have a clue
deep down I feel better
you are in the center
Alexis Ulrich Dec 2018
Don’t be sorry
don’t be scared
don’t be sad
it’s not bad
I’m not mad
don’t be worried
you don’t have a care in the world

There is a lot of things
you shouldn’t be
but you need to see
what you need to be
There’s more things you should be

You should be happy
you should be proud
just be loud
you should be full of wonder
I am like lightning and you are thunder
You always think Positive
it will help in the end
be sure not to lend
making you happy
will always bring me joy
Alexis Ulrich Dec 2018
You are the reason I stay
I have found my way
Til the end is near
I will give you great cheer
with the moon and sun
we will have so much fun
the world is not the same
but who can I blame
Till I see you again
I will count to ten

You have no idea how much I love you
I know you love me too
without you it’s all a blur
you are my only cure
it’s such a blessin
to have you teaching this lessin

You are the reason I smile
for you I will walk a mile
the fun will never end
we can not pretend
for I will show you the way
that means I want you to stay
we can walk in the sky
there’s no reason to say Goodbye
I am the reason you stay
you have found your way
Alexis Ulrich Dec 2018
With this flower I shall take your hand
With these words I shall make you cry
With this promise I shall give you hope
With this kiss I shall take you home

But the flower is dead and my hand is stained red
The words you say make me cringe
That promise you spoke made me choke
The hope is gone
The kiss u gave only said good-bye

Not everything is as it seems
One moment that you dream
You could wake up with a scream
That one day you’re happy
Could turn into despair

Trust me when I say
Look out into the bay
And see the way to go home
Walk into the water into the sunset
Sit down on the rocks with the fish
Sink down into the bay

As your vision starts to blur
As the water combs through your hair
Let the waves take you away
As you start to fade you’ll smile at the thought
That you’re finally going home
Then you close your eyes
And take your last breath
I have always thought about where I would truly belong and what would happen if I was to ever leave this world.
Alexis Ulrich Dec 2018
I thought you loved me
you helped me see
I thought you cared
so much I couldn’t bear
I thought I was yours
But I realized that was a chore
I thought I could trust you
you had me singing a blue
I thought that I was a duel
our love was so cruel

But who cares what I think
every second that I blink
All that matters is what I know
enough to let you show
your future is bright
just look at the sight
with the whole world in our hands
get up near the stands

I know you love me
the days go by in a breeze
I know you care
so much for me to share
I know I am yours
our love, it will soar
I know I can trust you
when you’re here nothing is blue
I know you will duel
for our love, nothing is cruel

Just remember one thing
you don’t need so much bling
I love you the way you are
you are my north star
I will hold you till the end
our love will never bend
with all the love you give
it’s just enough for me to live
I always wanted to believe in love, but I know that it doesn't exist.

— The End —