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13.4k · Aug 2014
The beauty of a woman.
zaineb nabi Aug 2014
The beauty of a woman

Isn't in the way she dressed

But the way she stood for you everywhen you messed

The beauty of a woman

Isn't in her thin skin

But the times she forgave you everywhen you sin

The beauty of a woman

Isn't in one night stand

But the times you've ******* and she still gave you a hand

The beauty of a woman

Isn't in her body size

But the strong she've always been after her daily cries

The beauty of a woman

Isn't in the diamonds she wear

But the sensitive she turns after you play with her hair

The beauty of a woman

Doesn't change if she's covered or bare

No matter what you do she always tend to care

The beauty of a woman

Is in her soft touch

No matter how broke you were she'd be your only crutch

The beauty of a woman

Is in her soft voice

While you're stupidly thinking that she's a bad choice

The beauty of a woman

Is in her sweet kind heart

And the times she've been there whenever you were falling apart

The beauty of a woman

Is in the adventures she've taken

While she've always been judged for being mistaken

The beauty of a woman

Is in the sorrow she hide

Whatever the problems she's facing she'd be your best guide

The beauty of a woman

Is in her shining smile

After breaking into pieces and crying for a long while

The beauty of a woman

Is her laugh after tears

For all the pain she carries but still errases all your fears

The beauty of a woman

Is in the poems she wrote

And all the words she gathers to make a fabulous quote

The beauty of a woman

Is in the art she make

Even a touch of her hand would make your body shake

The beauty of a woman

Is that after a heart break

She'd still be passionate that she'd lick you like a poisoned snake

The beauty of a woman

Is in how deep you look

How awesome she've always been and all the hearts she took

The beauty of a woman

Differs from one to another

No matter how her appearance was she'd never let you smother

When you're feeling small

She'd give you her nothing and all

She'd give you love and care

And that's the beauty of a woman.
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10.4k · Mar 2016
The beauty of a women.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
The beauty of a woman

Isn't in the way she dressed

But the way she stood for you everywhen you messed

The beauty of a woman

Isn't in her thin skin

But the times she forgave you everywhen you sin

The beauty of a woman

Isn't in one night stand

But the times you've ******* and she still gave you a hand

The beauty of a woman

Isn't in her body size

But the strong she've always been after her daily cries

The beauty of a woman

Isn't in the diamonds she wear

But the sensitive she turns after you play with her hair

The beauty of a woman

Doesn't change if she's covered or bare

No matter what you do she always tend to care

The beauty of a woman

Is in her soft touch

No matter how broke you were she'd be your only crutch

The beauty of a woman

Is in her soft voice

While you're stupidly thinking that she's a bad choice

The beauty of a woman

Is in her sweet kind heart

And the times she've been there whenever you were falling apart

The beauty of a woman

Is in the adventures she've taken

While she've always been judged for being mistaken

The beauty of a woman

Is in the sorrow she hide

Whatever the problems she's facing she'd be your best guide

The beauty of a woman

Is in her shining smile

After breaking into pieces and crying for a long while

The beauty of a woman

Is her laugh after tears

For all the pain she carries but still errases all your fears

The beauty of a woman

Is in the poems she wrote

And all the words she gathers to make a fabulous quote

The beauty of a woman

Is in the art she make

Even a touch of her hand would make your body shake

The beauty of a woman

Is that after a heart break

She'd still be passionate that she'd lick you like a poisoned snake

The beauty of a woman

Is in how deep you look

How awesome she've always been and all the hearts she took

The beauty of a woman

Differs from one to another

No matter how her appearance was she'd never let you smother

When you're feeling small

She'd give you her nothing and all

She'd give you love and care

And that's the beauty of a woman.
August 15th 2014
1.8k · Mar 2016
Whore.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
Hi, I'm a *****

Because you decided not to see anything more

Because I'm a girl and that's what girls were born for, right?

I'm a ***** because of things I wore

Requests i'd ignore

And meals you'd pay for

I'm a ***** because you decided I was

Right after I refused to get "that" close

I'm a *****

Because if not, there'd be no fun

No flood of tide, it all would be done

I'm a ***** because I show too much skin, maybe

I'm a ***** because I let you call me baby, or not

I'm a ***** because you think I'm hot

Or maybe ugly but still can lick

Because I have a hole in which you'd stuck your ****

I'm a ***** because your fantasm said so

Because your majesty decided that I'm a ***

I'm a ***** because society decided I am

Because I'm nothing but ****** and ham

I'm a ***** because I give you *****

I'm a ***** because I'm a moner

I'm a ***** because I'm not a male

Or because my ****** can fit a whale

And that's of course how you see your ****

Never too thin, always so thick

That ***** which with no doubt

Is all you ******* talk about

Hi lady you look nice I bet you can ****

Hi lady, nice figure, how about we ****?

Hi lady, lift your legs, I have something that want to be stuck

But ever thought that maybe, I just don't give a ****?

New message, photo sent, wanna rate my ****?

You make it strong like **** and hard like a rock

Now if I'd do the same, of course I'm a *****

And the only reason you sent me your **** is because I'm a *****

Or about to become one

Because if not there just wont be no fun.
February 28th 2016.
1.7k · Dec 2014
Breath holding.
zaineb nabi Dec 2014
Hold your breath...


But baby don't get fooled with the eternal

See, love is such a fat lie

That we tend to believe until we die

Love is an illusion, so are butterflies

Tight hugs, sweet words that always turn to be fat lies


Breathe...


But passion, my darling, was never fake

Passion is how much emotions you can take

Passion is in the way we kiss

Passion is in how much the heart can miss

Passion is in how much our lips can lick

Passion is real, and never a trick


Breathe...


Pierce your arm upon my hip

Close your mouth near to my lip

Bite me hard and show me hell

Actions says more than what words can tell


Breathe...


Haven't I said that love is an illusion?

Well baby I take that back

Perhaps my words sound too confusing

But I do feel the butterflies

Don't you fear my daily cries?

Don't you feel my beating heart?

Leave me a second and I'd be falling apart


Breathe...


Love, my darling, we are love

Love is there like the sky above

Love is huge, love is true

I have never loved anyone but you


Breathe...


Kiss me hard and fill my thirst

Who trully stuck the knife in first?

Who first released you of the demons in your head?

Who fell for your pain and wished to be dead?


Breathe...


I am in love with the bitter and pain

Of having no gain

Of living in vain

I am in love with a picture in my head

That claims to be you

Though I know that it's untrue

See, the picture has a grin

And all you ever do is sin

The picture is full of life

While you're standing there, hiding that knife


Breathe...


Oh how I wish to wrip your head

Oh how I wish to see you dead

To lay by your body and cry near your soul

And think of the one love that made of me such a fool


Breathe...


I love the way I broke your heart

Love the way you were falling apart

Crying your eyes out for me

Crying for how painful love can be


Breathe...


Now, you stand there, calling me crazy.

But crazy we are and crazy we die

We live the bitter and sometimes we cry

Life is a belief of a sweet fat lie

Life is the love of you and I


Breathe...


All you smell is the sent of your lies

Of the tears I've cried in disguise

Of the love mixed with hate

Of the loss of the perfect mate

Of the pain that felt great


Breathe...


And though you're still living in my thoughts

You're still living in my dreams

Hate isn't as easy as it seems

Cauz when we love, we don't keep a spot for hate to ever arrive

All we feel is death while being alive


Breathe...


I'd hit you twice if I had the choice

I'd eat your mouth and own your voice

I'd steal your sight and turn you blind

I'd live in your brain and **** your mind


Breathe...


There is no end

We are eternal

We are the flash of the darkest nights

When it's too dark we are the lights

We are the love that never dies

We are the truth hidden in the lies


Breathe...


Untill death will tear us apart

I'll be there living in your heart

I'll be yours and you'll be mine

Fixing me with your eyes, holding my wine


Breathe...


I own your head, body and soul

Without my love you'd lose your cool

You'd lose your joy

I own you boy

I am able to make you enjoy

As i can slowly destroy


Breathe...


Destroy your thoughts of living away

Cauz' baby you're meant to stay

Your presence is required everyday

Touch my body and make me sway

Now baby, don't hold your breath

Now baby, breathe your death.
1.7k · Jul 2014
Now i'm happy.
zaineb nabi Jul 2014
After being stuck in darkness, now i'm happy

After years of trouble and harshness, now i'm happy

After days of tears and sorrow

After giving up on tomorrow

After loosing my only hope

After smothering my neck with a rope

Now i'm happy after seing heaven's light

Now i'm happy after ending my moral fight

Now i'm happy and that's why i tend to write

Now i'm happy that everything is turning alright

After having a broken heart, now i'm happy

After weakness and falling apart, now i'm happy

After realising that love ain't smart, now i'm happy

After getting a fresh start, now i'm happy

After sinking in my tears

After being chained with fears

Now i'm happy after my lovers started doing well

Now i'm happy after leaving my virtual jail

Now i'm happy after stepping of my circle of fail

Now i'm happy after my soul got unveil

After hurting all the time, now i'm happy

After thinking my birth was a crime, now i'm happy

After setting my soul free now i'm happy

After getting freedom's key now i'm happy

After knowing the things i can't get

After smoking my last cigarette

After drying every tear

After ending my glass of beer

Now i'm happy.
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1.7k · Mar 2015
Bathing girl.
zaineb nabi Mar 2015
Feel the lust, my bathing girl

Give me your trust, embrace so tight

Fill my thirst, my bathing girl

Be my first, in this blessed night

With your cold fingers pierced in me

Swimming and bathing in the middle of the sea

Chain my body, never to set me free

Be my joy and my daily glee

Let me feel your skin, and each bone

Let me sens this depth unknown

Together we bath, together we moan

Rock my ears like a rolling stone

And i'll rock yours

Open all your doors

As we feel our bodies soar

Consuming the pleasure and seeking for more

I can feel you nestled on my chest

I can feel your shapes undressed

Peaceful and sound

Spinning me around

Till' i sink in the dreams

Of the sound of your sweetest screams

Let's spark the fire

Let's roar so hot

Never to feel the tire

Let's stand for a longer shot

You've lit up my heart

That's gone astray

Oh, this piece of art

In which lust has taken way

As the water is the bed, and wind is the sheet

You enthralled my body and head, just to make it complete

Feel my body shivering with bliss

Floating in the pleasure of your wonderful kiss

Let me drink the sound of your sympathy

****** me with the sound of your screams

The sound of your moans speaking the pleasure

Carrying me to the world of dreams

Lick... Bite

Feed me tonight

Bathe me in your unholy fire

Immerse me with the great desire

My beauty, barefoot, undressed

Providing me with the sugar of her chest

Swallowing me up inside

Float back in the water trying to hide

Oh the blush in her face so shy

Oh the look of her dazzling eye

Owning me inside out

Unchaining me of all the doubt

Oh feel the magic, my bathing girl

That'd turn to tragic if you ever leave

Fill the thirst and the hunger

Create me a dream in which i'd believe.
1.5k · Mar 2016
Now I'm happy.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
After being stuck in darkness, now i'm happy

After years of trouble and harshness, now i'm happy

After days of tears and sorrow

After giving up on tomorrow

After loosing my only hope

After smothering my neck with a rope

Now i'm happy after seing heaven's light

Now i'm happy after ending my moral fight

Now i'm happy and that's why i tend to write

Now i'm happy that everything is turning alright

After having a broken heart, now i'm happy

After weakness and falling apart, now i'm happy

After realizing that love ain't smart, now i'm happy

After getting a fresh start, now i'm happy

After sinking in my tears

After being chained with fears

Now i'm happy after my lovers started doing well

Now i'm happy after leaving my virtual jail

Now i'm happy after stepping off my circle of fail

Now i'm happy after my soul got unveil

After hurting all the time, now i'm happy

After thinking my birth was a crime, now i'm happy

After setting my soul free now i'm happy

After getting freedom's key now i'm happy

After knowing the things i can't get

After smoking my last cigarette

After drying every tear

After ending my glass of beer

Now i'm happy.
July 24th 2014
1.4k · Mar 2016
Breath holding.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
Hold your breath...

But baby don't get fooled with the eternal

See, love is such a fat lie

That we tend to believe until we die

Love is an illusion, so are butterflies

Tight hugs, sweet words that always turn to be fat lies

Breathe...

But passion, my darling, was never fake

Passion is how much emotions you can take

Passion is in the way we kiss

Passion is in how much the heart can miss

Passion is in how much our lips can lick

Passion is real, and never a trick

Breathe...

Pierce your arm upon my hip

Close your mouth near to my lip

Bite me hard and show me hell

Actions says more than what words can tell

Breathe...

Haven't I said that love is an illusion?

Well baby I take that back

Perhaps my words sound too confusing

But I do feel the butterflies

Don't you fear my daily cries?

Don't you feel my beating heart?

Leave me a second and I'd be falling apart

Breathe...

Love, my darling, we are love

Love is there like the sky above

Love is huge, love is true

I have never loved anyone but you

Breathe...

Kiss me hard and fill my thirst

Who trully stuck the knife in first?

Who first released you of the demons in your head?

Who fell for your pain and wished to be dead?

Breathe...

I am in love with the bitter and pain

Of having no gain

Of living in vain

I am in love with a picture in my head

That claims to be you

Though I know that it's untrue

See, the picture has a grin

And all you ever do is sin

The picture is full of life

While you're standing there, hiding that knife

Breathe...

Oh how I wish to wrip your head

Oh how I wish to see you dead

To lay by your body and cry near your soul

And think of the one love that made of me such a fool

Breathe...

I love the way I broke your heart

Love the way you were falling apart

Crying your eyes out for me

Crying for how painful love can be

Breathe...

Now, you stand there, calling me crazy.

But crazy we are and crazy we die

We live the bitter and sometimes we cry

Life is a belief of a sweet fat lie

Life is the love of you and I

Breathe...

All you smell is the sent of your lies

Of the tears I've cried in disguise

Of the love mixed with hate

Of the loss of the perfect mate

Of the pain that felt great

Breathe...

And though you're still living in my thoughts

You're still living in my dreams

Hate isn't as easy as it seems

Cauz when we love, we don't keep a spot for hate to ever arrive

All we feel is death while being alive

Breathe...

I'd hit you twice if I had the choice

I'd eat your mouth and own your voice

I'd steal your sight and turn you blind

I'd live in your brain and **** your mind

Breathe...

There is no end

We are eternal

We are the flash of the darkest nights

When it's too dark we are the lights

We are the love that never dies

We are the truth hidden in the lies

Breathe...

Untill death will tear us apart

I'll be there living in your heart

I'll be yours and you'll be mine

Fixing me with your eyes, holding my wine

Breathe...

I own your head, body and soul

Without my love you'd lose your cool

You'd lose your joy

I own you boy

I am able to make you enjoy

As i can slowly destroy

Breathe...

Destroy your thoughts of living away

Cauz' baby you're meant to stay

Your presence is required everyday

Touch my body and make me sway

Now baby, don't hold your breath

Now baby, breathe your death.
December 27th 2014
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
I loose sight of the right...I loose my vision during the night

I loose the smack get the track... Whenever I'm locked away in black

That hurts my head, burns my skin... But never keeps me away from sin

I used to melt of feeling the guilt ...For all the walls I need to rebuild

Or not... I don't know ... My brain is working too slow

I built walls between us two... Walls to never let you get through

But then I broke them and you broke me... Left me like a dead body thrown in the sea

I missed my way iI needed to stay... I needed to leave back to my grieve

My way wasn't all I was missing... My lips never ceased from kissing

I'm missing you kissing you and dissing you

Hating you loving you wishing that you were never true

I'm missing you

The hole in my chest you used to fill

My evil demons you used to ****

Drunk in love

No wait just drunk

Escaping away of all the bunk

But never escaping away from you... Still trying to walk on your shoe

Caus' I'm hunted

No I'm haunted

At least something is happening to me

Break my chains and set me free... Try to see us the way I see

Or are you too blind?

But never too kind... Just leave my mind

Just go for a walk...There's nothing to talk

There's nothing to say

At least I'm left to pray

At least to pray is left, is left

At least I'm far of falling in the cleft

You see the sun

I see fireworks

You take the gun

**** all the jerks

Just free the world of all the sinners

But never forget that we are one

Throw away the gun

Or start with shooting me

It wouldn't be your first to get me to fall on my knee

No love no pain no kissing no gain no missing no **** no luck we just ****

I fell under water I can feel my body sinks

At the end of the road I think my guardian angel drinks.
November 24th 2014
1.4k · Feb 2016
Whore.
zaineb nabi Feb 2016
Hi, I'm a *****

Because you decided not to see anything more

Because I'm a girl and that's what girls were born for, right?

I'm a ***** because of things I wore

Requests i'd ignore

And meals you'd pay for

I'm a ***** because you decided I was

Right after I refused to get "that" close

I'm a *****

Because if not, there'd be no fun

No flood of tide, it all would be done

I'm a ***** because I show too much skin, maybe

I'm a ***** because I let you call me baby, or not

I'm a ***** because you think I'm hot

Or maybe ugly but still can lick

Because I have a hole in which you'd stuck your ****

I'm a ***** because your fantasm said so

Because your majesty decided that I'm a ***

I'm a ***** because society decided I am

Because I'm nothing but ****** and ham

I'm a ***** because I give you *****

I'm a ***** because I'm a moner

I'm a ***** because I'm not a male

Or because my ****** can fit a whale

And that's of course how you see your ****

Never too thin, always so thick

That ***** which with no doubt

Is all you ******* talk about

Hi lady you look nice I bet you can ****

Hi lady, nice figure, how about we ****?

Hi lady, lift your legs, I have something that want to be stuck

But ever thought that maybe, I just don't give a ****?

New message, photo sent, wanna rate my ****?

You make it strong like **** and hard like a rock

Now if I'd do the same, of course I'm a *****

And the only reason you sent me your **** is because I'm a *****

Or about to become one

Because if not there just wont be no fun.
1.3k · Dec 2014
Sensuality.
zaineb nabi Dec 2014
There she stood in the corner gazing at me

In her black mini-dress, how attractive can a woman be?

Her soft pale skin calling for company

Calling for warmth, calling for me

I closed up to her shaking of stress

Infront of such a beauty, that must be hard to impress

I first looked at her, waiting for approval

She answered with a sweet grin...

As a beginning, i started feeling her chin

And i kept feeling her soft skin

Once i started touching her with my cold quivering hand

I felt a flame lighting my body, like a sun warming the sand

Her hotness was being transferred to me through hands, touches and sight

Our bodies slowly united and then started the sweetest fight

Her red pretty lips haven't said a word

But i saw thirst in her eyes, like an unfed bird

There was no need for using voices

We understood each other very well

It felt like a day-dream, except that there was no alarm bell

I started feeling her undressed legs that had a room for me in between

Her body trembled out of a suddent, waiting for me to lean

And as i did i saw the magic, felt it and got drifted with it

I started licking, eating my treat and then i stopped for a bit

I wanted to make her feel wanted and feel the great desire

I wanted to add the flame to her and set her body on fire

I ate the teeth, the lips and the tongue

As i wished that we'd last a little too long

She took me to another world through her sweet naughty touching

She took me to a world full of desire

I have never felt so satisfied, i have never flew higher

My thinking was all about her, the perfection laying in my bed

As she stole all my thinking, she started inthralling my head

Our moves matched like a sweet duet

With sounds of moaning that got stuck in my head and aren't easy to forget

She moaned slowly but heavily

My sights got so hazy

And she fascinated my brain and got me going crazy

The way she oscillated on my bed

Moved my body as well as my head

All i could feel was the vibrations beside the passion and the lust

She gave me all i've wanted and more, she gave me her love and trust

Young lady you are the remedy of every existing illness

With your sweetest touches and the beauty of your stillness

Time ran fast and was hard to feel

Her mind and thinking, i was trying to steal

She've shown me passion in a perfect way

In the way i guide and she perfectly sway

My night couldn't end in a better way

My mind drew fantasy for me to obey.
1.0k · Jul 2014
Head over heels.
zaineb nabi Jul 2014
She says to be fine while she's going insane

She says to be cool but she've lost her brain

She says to do good but she's in so much pain

She says to be winning but she has no gain

She says it's nothing but it is alot

She says she's doing fine but actually she's not

She says she's breathing fine but she already got shot

She says she ain't lying but she got caught

Every breath for her is a war

Wich she doesn't seem like winning anymore

She got sick, life is nothing but a *****

She kept her sadness and darkness loked behind that door

She lost everything she ever loved

Because she was never loved back

She went too far with her emotions

And that has caused her a heart attack

However she claims that she's still breathing fine

That she'd be doing better after few glasses of whine

That she might be exhausted but it's ok

She's used to survive through that everyday

No body could notice how bad she feels

Since her life became head over heels.
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843 · Jul 2014
Away of life.
zaineb nabi Jul 2014
His childhood wasn't much of ordinary

And all memories he had left were so scary

Have been raised by a single mother

Who've gotten him to do nothing but smother

As she was a drog addict

The troubled life for him she picked

As he never saw her sober

Untill a day on last october

When he entered his mother's room

Saw her laying on her bed

His nose kept smelling her cigarette fume

And than he realised that she was dead

She might have raised him in the wrong way

She might had no longer a reason to stay

She might've been high everyday

But all he wanted was her soul to sway

As he knows all that she've been through

The much she suffered untill he grew

Her unhealed scars left by his father

And all the strenth she tried to gather

A father he was but never a dad

That did nothing more than making them sad

Wich drived his mother to do drugs

To forget his beating as well as his hugs

She worked her *** for her baby child

No matter how hurt she've always smiled

But couldn't hide her mother of addiction

Her life was similar to science fiction

She tried to be strong but to drugs she could not

Still, in the heart of her child she had a special spot

And now she's gone to a better place

She has no longer fear nor pain to face

But has left her soul with her poor little child

Who've been left alone with no body and no guide

It doesn't matter how loud he cried

No one would hear, he had no body by his side

Mother, he screamed

Of her he dreamed

The only thing he had to live for

The person who'd never walk his door

And so he made his last choice

Tried to escape of demons' voice

He holded his breath and took a knife

At that moment, he walked away of life.
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799 · Mar 2016
Away of life.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
His childhood wasn't much of ordinary

And all memories he had left were so scary

Have been raised by a single mother

Who've gotten him to do nothing but smother

As she was a drug addict

The troubled life for him she picked

As he never saw her sober

Until a day on last october

When he entered his mother's room

Saw her laying on her bed

His nose kept smelling her cigarette fume

And than he realized that she was dead

She might have raised him the wrong way

She might had no more reason to stay

She might've been high everyday

But all he wanted was her soul to sway

As he knows all that she've been through

The much she suffered until he grew

Her unhealed scars left by his father

And all the strength she tried to gather

A father he was but never a dad

That did nothing else than making them sad

Wich drove his mother to do drugs

To forget his beating as well as his hugs

She worked her *** for her baby child

No matter how hurt she've always smiled

But couldn't hide her mother of addiction

Her life was similar to science fiction

She tried to be strong but to drugs she could not

Still, in the heart of her child she had a special spot

And now she's gone to a better place

She has no longer fear nor pain to face

But has left her soul with her poor little child

Who've been left alone with no body nor a guide

It doesn't matter how loud he cried

No one would hear, he had nobody by his side

Mother, he screamed

Of her he dreamed

The only thing he had to live for

The person who'd never walk out his door

And so he made his last choice

Tried to escape of demons' voice

He held his breath and took a knife

At that moment, he walked away of life.
July 14th 2014
zaineb nabi Nov 2014
I loose sight of the right...I loose my vision during night

I loose the smack get the track... Whenever i'm locked away in black

That hurts my head burns my skin... But never keeps me away of sin

I used to melt of feeling the guilt ...For all the walls i need to rebuilt

Or not... I don't know ... My brain is working too slow

I built walls between us two... Walls to never let you get through

But then i broke them and you broke me... Left me like a dead body thrown in the sea

I missed my way i needed to stay... I needed to leave back to my grieve

My way wasn't all i was missing... My lips never ceased from kissing

I'm missing you kissing you and dissing you

Hating you loving you wishing that you were never true

I'm missing you

The whole in my chest you used to fill

My evil demons you used to ****

Drunk in love

No wait just drunk

Escaping away of all the bunk

But never escaping away from you... Still trying to walk on your shoe

Caus' i'm hunted

No i'm haunted

At least something is happening to me

Break my chains and set me free... Try to see us the way i see

Or are you too blind?

But never too kind... Just leave my mind

Just go for a walk...There's nothing to talk

There's nothing to say

At least i'm left to pray

At least to pray is left is left

At least i'm far of falling in the cleft

You see the sun

I see fireworks

You take the gun

**** all the jerks

Just free the world of all the sinners

But never forget that we are one

Throw away the gun

Or start with shooting me

It wouldn't be your first getting me to fall on my knee

No love no pain no kissing no gain no missing no **** no luck we just ****

I fell under water i can feelmy body sinks

I think my guardian angel drinks.
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789 · Mar 2016
Bathing girl.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
Feel the lust, my bathing girl

Give me your trust, embrace so tight

Fill my thirst, my bathing girl

Be my first, in this blessed night

With your cold fingers pierced in me

Swimming and bathing in the middle of the sea

Chain my body, never to set me free

Be my joy and my daily glee

Let me feel your skin, and each bone

Let me sens this depth unknown

Together we bath, together we moan

Rock my ears like a rolling stone

And i'll rock yours

Open all your doors

As we feel our bodies soar

Consuming the pleasure and seeking for more

I can feel you nestled on my chest

I can feel your shapes undressed

Peaceful and sound

Spinning me around

Till' i sink in the dreams

Of the sound of your sweetest screams

Let's spark the fire

Let's roar so hot

Never to feel the tire

Let's stand for a longer shot

You've lit up my heart

That's gone astray

Oh, this piece of art

In which lust has taken way

As the water is the bed, and wind is the sheet

You enthralled my body and head, just to make it complete

Feel my body shivering with bliss

Floating in the pleasure of your wonderful kiss

Let me drink the sound of your sympathy

****** me with the sound of your screams

The sound of your moans speaking the pleasure

Carrying me to the world of dreams

Lick... Bite

Feed me tonight

Bathe me in your unholy fire

Immerse me with the great desire

My beauty, barefoot, undressed

Providing me with the sugar of her chest

Swallowing me up inside

Float back in the water trying to hide

Oh the blush in her face so shy

Oh the look of her dazzling eye

Owning me inside out

Unchaining me of all the doubt

Oh feel the magic, my bathing girl

That'd turn to tragic if you ever leave

Fill the thirst and the hunger

Create me a dream in which i'd believe.
March 6th 2015
696 · Mar 2016
Rage.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
it's funny how days passes and i feel nothing but normality

and than when i take a moment to think of the past i almost lose my sanity

it's funny how i became the person i said i'd never be

it's funny how i look at the mirror and i still see me

it's funny that i didn't die

it's funny that im not high

i'ts funny how you're not around

and how i was lost in this earth ground

it's funny not to have you by my side

it's funny that i almost lost my pride

it's funny that i'm not out of my mind

it's funny how i didn't get lost in the wind

but how can this be funny now when it felt horrible at that time

how can a broken heart be funny

or when my dad took all my money

how can failing school be a pleasure

while when i broke i suffered like a homeless in a bad weather

what's funny in getting beated by pervs

when they kept me nthng but my perturbate nervs

what's funny in kissing females when i was madly in love with the most amazing of all males

it wasn't funny when i had psychological problems

or when my head looked like one of the pathetic mems

not funny either when i left home

neither when i made my dad cry

i had better die

i never thought i meant anything to anyone

im gonna stop writing now im done.
January 24th 2014
694 · Sep 2014
Addicted.
zaineb nabi Sep 2014
Lasting pain drives me nuts, lasting pain

And i look around and see people with no brain

My vision for the world is no longer the same

And all i ever have in mind is your name

I don't want to be part of this

I'd rather die of a broken heart attack

I'd rather die and stay locked away in black

I don't want to be part of this

As i remember how we used to kiss

I remember how we used to hug

You used to be my daily drug

You just got me addicted

Your love got me convicted

And now i'm stuck in hell

Besides blood, there's nothing i can smell

I watch my blood running in the sink

Wich makes me think

If it's worth it, if anything is ever worth my bleeding

I'm a need filler but would you care about my needing

Chained by the future, thinking about the past

Dreaming of fake love that never seem to last

Mistaken

Forsaken

Body shaking

Hate faking

Displaced

Disgraced

Interlaced

Double faced

Deeply hurt

Covered with dirt

Lost in darkness

Raised with harshness

I am bleeding

When leaves the wave of fear

I am bleeding

You clearely aren't here

You never were

You never care

No body did

And none would never do

I can't believe the stupid i was to think that i'd be loved by you

You...

What are you?

Were you really made of clay

Did you really had to go away

See i wanted nothing more than to get you to stay

But i'm sure you've forgotten about me in the next day

Your existance shall be illegal

You are a toxic drug

Don't give me that dismissive shrug

You are a pain in the ***

You are a bug in the grass

You are a dog astray

However i wished you could stay

But now that you are gone

Leaving me all alone

At least i'm left with the memory

This is all we could ever be

But you've became my drug

I am officially an addict

Shall i start to conflict?

I am addicted to you

To all what we've been through

Addicted to what we were

Addicted to breathing your air

You know what i've became?

I say it with know shame

I am

Afflicted

Convicted

Absoloutely not predicted

Restricted

Inflicted

To you... I am

Addicted.
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607 · Mar 2016
Hard to tell.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
It's hard to tell

I love your smell

It's hard to say

I want you to stay

I want you to go

I don't know

This empty mixture of heaven and hell

It's hard to tell

It's hard to think

Hard to blink

In deeb water

Hard to sink

It's hard to breathe

Clean air

Soft hair

Soft skin

Used to sin

Used to cry

Wished to die

Fell on the knee

What's wrong with me

Back on my feet

Hating my sheet

Full with your smell

It's hard to tell

Feeling alone

Feeling pain in every bone

Claiming to be fine

Watching my blood line

Watching my blood

Watching it's flood

Dreaming of pain

Of having no gain

Dreaming of death

Loosing my breath

Loosing my voice

With my last choice

Or was it a choice

Or was it illusion

It sure is confusing

I am confused

I am abused

I am hurt

Covered with dirt

Hearing voices all over the place

Annoying noises with a deep trace

Hearing the yell

It's hard to tell

It's hard to speak

Acting like a freak

It's hard to live

Hard to die

Hard to cry

Hard to try

Hard to fly

Hard to speak

I can't spell

It's hard to tell.
September 12th 2014
zaineb nabi Jun 2017
Is it really as sweet as it seems?

Doesn't feel so, though its my own doing

I have chosen not to choose and now I can no longer stand in my own shoes

Does it have to be this hard?

Making rules with our own brains and being ruled by our own chains

How cleaver can a human be depriving himself of being

How bright can the eyes see while they know nothing about real seeing

Am I looking with closed eyes

Am I wronged while believing I'm wise

Does questions really have an answer or could it be a simple belief

Are human-beings trully free or are they meant to live in grief

Are words really expressive or is it just another sweet lie

Nothing happens  while we're alive but what really happens once we die

Is my heart as hurt as it feels or is it drama knocking on my door

And if it's trully as fine as it seems why is it always asking for more

Can we ever get enough or we're just meant to live with hunger

Are we doing what we do just because we'd never be younger

Does words really have a meaning or am I the only one that knows

That we can never go right nor wrong though we can always simply suppose

That we are sighted while being blind,

I sometimes misknow what's locked inside my mind

I swear I do but would you believe, I certainly have an answer to that

I must have answers to what I do as well as answers for doing what

My conscious has given up on me all along with my past believes

It felt quite bad at times but I was sure the feeling would leave

To the nowhere we create that discreates us in an harsh way, Though we're always meant to obey

Feelings or senses that steal our defenses

For we are so weak yet we are so strong

And I go back to wonder why my nights have to be this long

Why does desire leave so fast

Why can't we live in constant blast

Why does bad always cover the good

What do we do to avoid being misunderstood

Why don't we have an eternal moment of our own choice

Why do we often cry in a loud voice

Yet why are we always the only to hear

Why are we always chased with fear

Why can't we cover ourselves with sheets

Why can't we often control our heartbeats

To whom do we belong and who belongs to us

Why don't we often choose to discuss

Why are we quitters who never quit

Why are we pieces that never split

Why don't my questions ever reach an end

Why do my words always seek to offend ?

..............................................................­...
585 · Jul 2016
Few months later.
zaineb nabi Jul 2016
It's been months since

I ran out of ink

Have been blinded by what days could evince

And chained to a wretched river in which I used to sink

It's been months since all I wanted was a piece of what I couldn't have

Then it turned out that what I couldn't have actually belonged to me

What I couldn't have was maybe too blinded to see

What I couldn't have was pretty much what lightens my life

He was the only one that could take off the knife

With which I have been stabbed for years

Yet, what I couldn't have is now errasing all my fears

Mental, physical and all kind of abuse

All the different reasons that once gave me the blues

Being a part of a world so cruel and lame

Humans, that's who we are, we brought nothing but shame

A destructive race that gave me alot of rage

A destructive race that made me hate my age

I got really ****** one night

Creating a new moral fight

For I have been dodging of thinking

For I have been kept away from sinking

Inside a mind that blew, several times

And an innocence that got tied to mental crimes

Though that's pretty much what makes us who we are

Going through the mental war

As I stand safe today

I realize that, no matter what life is still hiding for me, I'll always end up as safe

For soft is my soulmate

And life is what I create.
Publié le 12 juillet 2016
580 · Jan 2015
Owned.
zaineb nabi Jan 2015
You own me...


Like the tomb owns the dead

Like the ache owns my head

Like the eye owns the sight

Like the moon owns the light

Like the tear owns my eyes

Like the fear owns the lies


The fear of reality...


Like the lazy fears vitality

Like the crazy fears normality

Like the chained fears liberality

Like the wise loses sanity

Like the world misses humanity


You own me...


Own the laugh, own the cries

Own the truth, own the lies

Own the joy, own the pain

Own the loss, own the gain


Let me go...


Let me strangle, let me breathe slow

Let me cry my tears to flow

Let me smother in all the ache

Let me heal the scars you break


Just let me be

Stop owning me.
564 · Mar 2016
To my poor hometown.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
We were born in a place that isn't the best

But still it's much different from all the rest

We were born as people, sharing a same town

Always stood for it, never to let it down

We were raised in loving and caring about our country

We were raised in respect to every guard and sentry

It has always been our precious mother

In bitter and sweet, when it laughs or smother

Our duty towards our town

Never to let it drown

With time going on, many things has changed

Something went wrong that got everything rearranged

Black souls were born and has came

Been using the town and it's people in a way that was so lame

Whenever our people tried to start the blame

They got burned right away like a fire flame

People were scared

The fear was shared

They kept silence while they were deeply dying

They kept silence while they were secretly crying

They kept silence when they knew the government was lying

They kept silence when they had to be complying

And then we thought time has come for one more glee

And then we thought we've got back freedom's key

And then we thought we were no longer falling on our knee

And so it turned out that the grave doesn't seem to be setting us free

New people came

With different masks

New changes in the game

With different kind of tasks

They were using our poor precious town

They were seaking for a chair or a crown

None of them cared about your good

They all claimed to be missunderstood

But the worst part is that the bad people are in power

The worst part is how big they can devour

Our soldiers are dying

Our mothers are cying

Our tears doesn't seem to be drying

Our government is doing nothing but lying.
July 17th 2014
553 · Sep 2014
Hard to tell.
zaineb nabi Sep 2014
It's hard to tell

I love your smell

It's hard to say

I want you to stay

I want you to go

I don't know

This empty mixture of heaven and hell

It's hard to tell

It's hard to think

Hard to blink

In deeb water

Hard to sink

It's hard to breathe

Clean air

Soft hair

Soft skin

Used to sin

Used to cry

Wished to die

Fell on the knee

What's wrong with me

Back on my feet

Hating my sheet

Full with your smell

It's hard to tell

Feeling alone

Feeling pain in every bone

Claiming to be fine

Watching my blood line

Watching my blood

Watching it's flood

Dreaming of pain

Of having no gain

Dreaming of death

Loosing my breath

Loosing my voice

With my last choice

Or was it a choice

Or was it illusion

It sure is confusing

I am confused

I am abused

I am hurt

Covered with dirt

Hearing voices all over the place

Annoying noices with a deep trace

Hearing the yell

It's hard to tell

It's hard to speak

Acting like a freak

It's hard to live

Hard to die

Hard to cry

Hard to try

Hard to fly

Hard to speak

I can't spell

It's hard to tell.
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zaineb nabi Mar 2016
Late night wailing

Moaning for failing

Moaning and crying

Constantly dying

Tears running off your eyes

You can no longer count your cries

Than you go check on your face

Knowing that it never had no grace

You have never looked more ugly

It's even starting to become snugly

As you're used to your ugly cry face

As you know you aren't welcome in no place

Maybe in space

Maybe in hell

But you know that's something you can't tell

Crying over love and ****** romance

Crying for not having your last dance

Never had a chance

Only a virtual lance

To stab it in your heart

As you're already falling apart

But it's funny how love can distract

It gotten you to forget a main fact

The fact that you're too ugly to be loved

Even your fingers should always be gloved

You are not ment to touch

You better move out to a hutch

No spirit no beauty not even hope

Always thinking of smothering your neck with a rope

Always depressed

Smothering your chest

Crying for being left

For falling in such a cleft

For having a broken heart

For loosing faith in restart

But you know, love shouldn't be the reason for you to cry

It'd be best for you to die

Set your soul free by leaving to the sky

Your life was nothing but a huge lie

You're a shame for the world

And all the wailing i've always heard

Coming out of your throat

Sounding more like a dead note

Dead note of a dead soul of a dead female

Mistery and secrets you decided to never tell

You've been crying every season

Crying your eyes out over the wrong reason

I might sound a little too smugly

But don't cry because it's over, cry because you're ugly.
August 18th 2014
531 · Mar 2016
Lovedose.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
Memories are all that's left for them both

The time they had a relation full of faith and troth

It's funny how time changes everything

It's funny how much pain these changes could bring

It's funny how they used to be inseparable

And how this argue doesn't seem to be reparable

They used to be one

Used to have so much fun

They used to shine like a mock sun

But now it is all done

It's sad how such a friendship could end so bad

Leaving them both disappointed and sad

Missing everything together they had

They seperated but still, none of them is glad

It's like a dark cloud

Sat on their love sky

Soft voices screaming loud

Of how much nights they've spent on cry

How could any of them betray her mate

How could such a love start to turn to hate

While what they had was beyond love

Beyond everything, they were loverfriends

But none is lasting, everything ends

No lovers ever end holding hands

It's not like any of them ever understands

Seems like their love image got froze

Seems like they were both suffering from a lovedose.
July 8th 2014
522 · Mar 2016
Long journey.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
Parlez! et que le silence termine, parlez et en parlant retirez la souffrance intérieure, la peine qui n'arrive pas a finir. Et en parlant exprimez-vous avec liberté. Parlez de vous-mêmes et du monde qui n'est pas capable de le faire.

Quand a moi, ma souffrance n'arrive pas a finir

tristesse mortelle de solitude et de secrets

et voila on retombe sur le pire sujet

pourquoi t'es partis si ****

toi l'éternel visage du matin

hier encore t'étais la

aujourd'hui plus rien ne va

si seulement qu'on se revoit

rien qu'une seule fois

ils disent que j'ai la vie devant moi

le bonheur est la bas

je dis il faut se retrouver

si seulement tu me chauffais

je suis tellement perturbée

t'es le seul qui peux me sauver

pourquoi se séparer?

Maintenant que t'es partis

pourquoi? pour qui ?

j'en ai tellement marre de cette vie

de ce cœur qui bas

pour qui? pourquoi ?

c'étai clairement la fin du chemin

et puis je me suis perdu sur la planète

a la vie, a la mort

j'ai tellement tort

abîmée cœur et corps

visage pale

d'une fille fatale

qui a du mal

pensant de jeter l'encre de son journal

la flamme d'une femme qui ne vient pas de quitter

et j'ai mal de regretter

regretter mon enfance

pleurer en silence

avec une grande envie de sortir ma violence

tout ce qui reste c'est la peine d'amour

des mauvais discours

si seulement quelqu'un s'approche

et dit quelques mots qui me fraîche

si seulement quelqu'un me dit:

" Je connais ta peine, ta douleur

j'en ai la même dans mon cœur."

mais bon je reste seule avec ma malheur

avec ma souffrance intérieure

j'ai fais plusieurs erreurs

après avoir perdre mon âme sœur

chacun pour sois est parti

dans le tourbillon de la vie

et puis la vie continue

je reconnais comme j'ai connu

il faut juste avoir le droit

de faire son choix

il faut poser les questions

apprendre a dire non

personne n'a toujours raison

je recommence maintenant

a m'approcher d'autre gens

l'alcool fait toujours t'oublier le temps

c'est comme si je suis revenue en milles ans.
January 30, 2014
493 · Mar 2016
Cancer in the air.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
He was ill. Aren't we all? But our illness never killed... Hims did.

He had tumors. He had them all over his body... After he was diagnosed, he didn't have much time to live...

Two years... Two more years of struggle and pain, two years of chemotherapy and radiation, of biopsies and X-rays, of sorrow and tire.

He had doctors, plenty of them... Doctors without hope, not even a little, that he's ever going to make it through this. It was his longest race ever, and the most tiring.

He had friends, he had family, he had me... And what did i have?

Daily cries... Nightmares... Overthoughts... Emptiness, i had sorrow ! All over me...

Sorrow that thrives on my emotions, to the sensitive part in me. But i've been tough, cried in disguise... Never showed a tear, nor an honest smile.

He was my source of power, until he ran out of hims. So there was no more power, nothing but pain, that he was feeling, that kept tearing me apart.

He had moods, chearful and optimistic and helpless and despairing.

He had the sharp pain, he felt disabled... he felt weak... paralyzed and powerless.

We used to have many things in common but at that point, all we had was despair.

I had what i like to name "supportive pains"... Though he had headaches and muscle aches, had a sore throat and stomach cramps. He had cancer which was every ailment, all gothered in it... He had the deeper duller pain undercovered, he suffered in disguise. He had painkillers that never helped.

He had joy entombed at his core, he had a life, he had memories...

We had memories.

we had pain...

He had tumors, he had cancer.

Breathe...

He is leaving...

He have left...

Last look, last words, last wink, last emotions, last breath. He have left...

Left me... He-have-left-me.

For what? A couple of tumors! Couldn't love heal that? Tumors? Is it that serious? It  never seemed so until he left. Never felt like it was goodbye, never felt like the last sight... All i've felt was my wet eye, each cry... He had to die... Why? For what? For who?

For something called destiny, that have pictured my life. And hims.

Breathe...

I've cried rivers haven't i? I've cried seas... I've cried waterfalls... I've cried them all.

What did he leave behind? Beside Percocet, Darvon, Ativan, Oxycontin and Morphine.

Who've shown in the funeral?

Beloved ones... besides oncologists, ophthalmogists, surgeons, neurologists, gastroenterologists and radiologists. Everything smelled like medication, it all smelled like sikness, therapy, treatment, recuperation that has never healed... It was never the remedy.

It wasn't the remedy because, cancer was a killer.

Breathe...

Really? Can i ? Years have passed, days have came in and out, i've met people, i've had a life, but what's a life without him? What's a life with no love? What's a life with no meaning, life to me is hollowness, emptiness, vacuum, void... Life is nothing and i am nothing and he was everything, everything... Seems like i've lost my everything and what do people see? What do they see in me? A face... Acts... Words... Dirtytalks... Gossip.

And what do i see? I see vacuum... I see everything but me... I can't see what i used to be caus' i can no longer be.
December 5th 2014
475 · Mar 2016
Wildness of the sea.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
Undressed to fulfill your fantasy

Brunette, redhead, blonde and more

Whoever you'd want me to be

I'll do all you would ask for

Together, sailing in the middle of the sea

In the exact place where we feel the most free

Allowing lust to take part

And then we start...

Bathing in a tub that generously fits for two

As the passion speedily grew

And hands started to move

As the fire groove

Both wet, we've hitted to bed

With lots of passion to spread

Body language took place until I wanted to speak

In front of body language, words would seem so weak

But desire have nestled on my tongue as I said:

"Place your manhood deep in my throat"

As we united on the boat

Placed on me, your body felt so light

I couldn't feel the weight as desire flew me high

Carrying me down again into that liquid place

In which I've had so much grace

I like my body when it's with yours

I like your body, I like what it does

I like its hows, I like to feel the spine

While your body would be stuck to mine

I like your tongue, your lips and voice

Mixed with mine as we make the noise

The perfect match of moans and wails

Turns me like **** as I pierce in you my nails

Lust have driven us to its wildest side

As it enthused the ride

And the trembling firm-smoothness

And which I will, AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN

Kiss, lick and swallow

I like stroking the silky skin

That grows my favorite part in you

Not too huge but not too thin

Taking me to the world of true

When dreams become real

When lust is all we feel

When skins are on fire

We sank in passion and desire.
August 8th 2015
455 · Mar 2016
One last piece of you.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
Missing... Oh ******* missing

Nostalgia of your ******* kissing

I miss it when we used to share breath

I miss it when you used to love me to death

I miss waking up early to see you

And all the beautiful lies that you made look true

I miss the freazing weather when we used to share the bed

I miss all the emotions that now seem to be dead

I miss your giggling smile

And your weird clothing style

I miss your messy teeth

When you were my reason to breathe

I miss your tight hugs

That used to be my daily drugs

I miss you smashing me to the door

Kissing me like if we've never kissed before

I miss all your tickles

And the sound of my stupid giggles

I miss your red eyes when you get high

Reminds me of mine after each passed daily cry

I miss acting stupid around you

And even the bad times we've been through

There came days when i thought i hated you

But i don't, i don't even love you

I'm numb, towards you i'm just numb

But still hating all the times you've made me feel dumb

I miss it when you forgave and so did i

It's funny how such  love can ever die

I miss your messy hair

I miss it when we used to care

The love we used to share

Just went flying in the air

I miss you sitting me on your hips

Holding my body tight with your grips

You were the reason i've ever held a pen

You were the reason i've ever trusted a man

You were the reason for all the poems i wrote

You were the reason for each line and each quote

You were the reason for each troubled note

You were the reason for my smothered throat

You were the reason for my words to rhyme

You were the reason for our love to turn to crime

You were the love that came just in time

And blew up in no time

You were the reason of each word i say

And for all these reasons all i want is one last day

To revive the beautiful memory in my mind

The one that'd never go off even if i go blind

Just one last taste of your sugar sweet lips

Just one last lick with your tongue on my hips

Just one last touch of your soft warm hand

Just one last walk bare feet on the sand

Just one last look of your tiny honey eyes

Just one last check on emotions that are hidden in disguise

Just one last break of my old daily cries

Just one last night without being wise

If all these wishes ever come true

All i ever want is one last piece of you.
Sptember 2sd 2014
447 · Mar 2016
Notes to crushes.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
Writing about passion and desire isn't very new to me, but this feeling I'm having, kind of is.

This person I tend to write about, is someone I have known for a very little time, but have already affected me much, for my thinkings are all about him...

All the beautiful ideas I often get and dreams, Oh the dreams that are driving me to the less sane human being I could ever become.

Everytime I lay my body on the top of my bed, seeking for a rest, for my body is quite active as well as my days are... The moment my head reaches the pillow, all intentions of sleep suddenly disappear, and a wave of thinking soon nestles in my head. I start dreaming before even sleep gets to me, I start seeing all the scenes I'd ever want to come true and to take place at some point, in my so hollow life.

At that very moment everything grows interesting in my head that it gets determined to realize at least one percent of all it desires, and maybe more. It is not surprising for me to mention that "He" is quite what all these dreams are about, for how thirsty my soul gets in order to reach hims, for how passionate my self gets just the while he appears in my daily thoughts.

I no longer can satisfy my weakened body with a decent duration of sleep. For my thoughts are so disturbed or for better say graced with thoughts of him every now and then. I am known to be pleased by least, and what could please my tired body is to just have hims laying right next to mine, to have my waist so thin surrounded by his very delicate arms. That would get me to sleep as peaceful and sound as I never did. But soon my thinkings get overfatigued that I fall asleep seeking to reach him once more, in my second dream that is more likely to be one.

Shall I also describe how grin rejoins my soulful self as I wake up on the sound of my mobile singing his name on its screen, how I soon start convincing him that I am in no need to go back to sleep, as he apologizes for waking me up. For my sleep is far from being as perfect as my condition at that very moment. His voice couldn't get more perfect just like his words are. I never get too affected with words for they wouldn't cease to be just words that sound so beautiful but meaningless, but Oh how his words affect me, my body soon gets filled with all butterflies that have ever exsisted in this entire universe, as my heart starts rushing its pounds and speaking them outloud.

This all might sound overrated for some of you, my dear readers, but if I am to write all I'm feeling, this would be quite the least I could ever say.

As I pointed earlier that I have known "Him" for a very little time, I feel like I've known him for ages... My mind is kind of blocked, and it's my desire that is speaking for me, or in this case, writing these few lines for me.

In such a short period I got to learn about the food that appetites him the most, the colors and numbers with which he is so indifferent that he can't even pick a favorite. He attracts me and this word doesn't seem much expressive for how attached I am to him. For a smile that cheers me up the second i hear it. For such a personality that gets along well with mine for he has all the qualities I could ask for.

Then comes the part that is quite the hardest in this whole "attractiveness story". As I've been mentioning, we are the closest humankind can ever get, yet, he is a world away from me. Well, not quite that far but it feels so for how many times I'd just seek for a hug of hims, a look of hims or a kiss of his fine lips so fresh and scarlet.

I have written much already, but I still insist that I swear for the dearest lives that this is quite the less I could ever write about such an awe-inspiring individual.
August 16th 2015 and this is not a poem.
435 · Sep 2014
Kissing the rain.
zaineb nabi Sep 2014
At once i entered her life, covered with blood

And then she left mine, in the same color

Probably because she was reborn, somewhere else.

I remember it was a freezing saturday, of wintertime... I was about nine back then, locked myself in my room, alone... Except for the wall, which was my only friend. Not the front one, not the one behind, but the one with the picture of my mother hanging on it... It's the only time i ever see her smile... Without facking it.

She was in the living-room, at that moment... I can remember her voice, her yelling, her wailing, while fighting with her husband... My father... but not my dad. My father that never acted like one.

She was disrespected, but she could live with that, she used to say she does it for me, i say i know, though i know she's liying. She's only afraid of what's going to come after if she ever steps out of the house, she thinks, at least she has a home, not much of a home but a house with a ceiling, to protect us from the cold and rain, though it's always raining inside our house. Raining through tears coming out of my eyes, and no longer my mom's.

she's used to all the beating, the yelling and the fights.

Every couple have to go through missunderstandings, she used to say, i say i know, but it's different, i could tell from their daily fights.

At first nothing felt awkward to me... She sings me to sleep through her yelling, and whenever it's over she comes up, to my room, re-sing to me, with her soft voice barely coming out of her smothered throat. she sings, and i listen... Hug her tight, it's the only thing i can do, to lessen the pain that never seem to be leaving. I do it whenever i'm helpless, which i always am. I probably can't give her comfort through words so i try to make her feel safe physically and keep her company.

But on that night, it lasted longer than it ever did... the fight didn't seem to be ending any soon, and i was still waiting to hear her footsteps on the stairs.

Suddently, mom's voice disappeared, and probably, so did she.

I put my ear to the cool hardwood floor, all i could here was silence, besides water drops.

It was raining tears outside, and it gotten colder than it was. I unlocked the door, went straight to the living-room, seeking for one of my mom's hug, to warm me in such a cold night. I was shaking of fear, and cold, i was scared because something felt unusual.

Usually my mom comes right to my room after the fight is over... She runs to my arms, her favorite shelter, and appearently, her only one.

I was slowly walking so i wouldn't make noice and awake my father's rage. I always thought he was satan, or maybe a child of hims, he was my biggest fear.

As i arrived to the room, i saw my mom sleeping on the floor, but it was too cold, how come she picks the floor and not my arms! Awkwardness have reached it's highest level. I landed my hand to her, said "mom, i'm here to help you stand"...

But there was no answer, only silence and water drops...

I bent to her, touched her face, it was colder than the floor...

I said mom" you're going to catch a cold, get up", my mother never answered.

Tears ran out of my eyes, i've never cried that much before, neither did she. I didn't panic while seing the blood in the beginning because it's mom's only accessory, and dad's favorite. But than, while realising that i was left alone, left by the only person that cares about me, the only one that'd ever holded my arm.

Who's going to sing me to sleep, cook me pies and gets me chocolate?

Who's going to hold me after my dad hits me bad?

But the worst part is ...

Who's going to hold mom's hand and heal her scars?

Who's going to dry her tears and hug her tight?

At that moment i realised why the sky was crying

It's probably my mother's soul, that has left to the sky

She's probably crying for having to leave me alone

I say "mother, don't worry, enjoy your time away from satan, around angels... Mother, i did not know you well, nine years felt like nine days, but i will however see you through the memory on my way back to you... Someday i will know you because it never is too late. In that while, i will always be kissing the rain, each water drop, because i'd be kissing away your pain even from far distance, don't cry mother... Don't cry".
This is not a poem.
434 · Jul 2014
They killed me.
zaineb nabi Jul 2014
I was sinking in my own sea

Thought that drinking would set me free

My head was underwater, my breathing wasn't fine

That was the moment i realised, your heart cannot be mine

And so i tried healing scars with many glasses of wine

Every single part of me was damaged even my blood line

Yes i was bleeding, isn't that obvious and clear?

Yes i was bleeding, When ends the wave of fear?

Yes i was bleeding, for not being anyone's dear

And yes i kept bleeding, and maybe yelling but none could hear

Every heart-beat explains my pain

Every empty sheet abuses my brain

And i was slowly going insane

My sources of power i should regain

Yes i've lost my sanity

In a world missing humanity

Full of sick souls hiding their reality

A bunch of fools claiming normality

As i was obliged in being a part of the world

As i was obliged to keep unspoken words, none ever heard

As i was obliged to deal with sick society

With a world of acts full of impropriety

I might've gone insane but all i've got in mind

Are many seperate words i'd like to throw behind

Defines how much human is blind

In damaging all the good he could ever find

Oh **** human

Oh **** people

Always claiming straighness, in a mosque or a steeple

Oh **** human, stabbing each each other in the back

Oh **** human, you never deserve being locked out of black

Oh **** human, you have no arms but a knife

Oh **** human, you've missunderstood the rules of life

Oh how i hate being a part of you

Oh how much you cause me a mind blew

Oh how hard i wish the world was never true

A lame joke, sick lie that we are going through

You think that's too much hate?

You think i over berate?

Try once to walk on my shoe

Try to see the world just like i do

Try to sink with me in my sea

Try to imagine how life should be

Try to see how lame human can be

That way they would **** you... Just the way they killed me.
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429 · Mar 2016
Death note.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
Death, always chasing me

Takes of me everyone i love

Death, tragedy's highest degree

Takes them away to the sky above

Death, such a scary word

The worst one i have ever heard

Death, something i can't go through again

But still it happens every now and then

Death is a time when truth sound bitter

It takes of me the sun as well as it's glitter

To some we are dear, to others we are the dearest

Mere humans are we, well humans the merest

For every glance of her eyes so bright and black

For everytime i'd wish her soul drops back

I want her to watch me reach success

I want her to fill me with her bless

I wouldn't stand watch her leaving in that white robe

My screams would be heard from half the globe

Mother and daughter, that's what we are

In the middle of darkness, she's my shining star

Please don't go away from me

Please don't fall down on your knee

I'm having black days

Tougher than the pool baize

I reached a point i no longer can talk

Meanless words is all i say

I am begging, don't you dare walk

Away to a place i couldn't sway

I need you to stay

Or less i'd be stray

It all has happend to me before

And caused my heart a moral war

When an angel stepped away from me

His eyes, his face,i was no longer able to see

All was left is the memory

He took with him every joy and glee

And since that my whole life changed

Like if two personalities exchanged

I have became much sadder

His death hurt like a puff adder

It felt like climbing with no rope ladder

Like diving without an air bladder

And so i'd rather be blind

Than to go through that again

I swear i'd be out of my mind

If that ever happens to me again.
June 3rd 2014
425 · Jul 2014
To my poor home town.
zaineb nabi Jul 2014
We were born in a place that isn't the best

But still it's much different from all the rest

We were born as people, sharing a same town

Always stood for it, never to let it down

We were raised in loving and caring about our country

We were raised in respect to every guard and sentry

It has always been our precious mother

In bitter and sweet, when it laughs or smother

Our duty towards our town

Never to let it drown

With time going on, many things has changed

Something went wrong that got everything rearranged

Black souls were born and has came

Been using the town and it's people in a way that was so lame

Whenever our people tried to start the blame

They got burned right away like a fire flame

People were scared

The fear was shared

They kept silence while they were deeply dying

They kept silence while they were secretly crying

They kept silence when they knew the government was lying

They kept silence when they had to be complying

And than we thought time has come for one more glee

And than we thought we've got back freedom's key

And than we thought we were no longer falling on our knee

And so it turned out that the grave doesn't seem to be setting us free

New people came

With different masks

New changes in the game

With different kind of tasks

They were using our poor precious town

They were seaking for a chair or a crown

None of them cared about your good

They all claimed to be missunderstood

But the worst part is that the bad people are in power

The worst part is how big they can devour

Our soldiers are dying

Our mothers are cying

Our tears doesn't seem to be drying

Our government is doing nothing but lying.
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420 · Oct 2014
Born confused.
zaineb nabi Oct 2014
I was born, but not alive

Had no reason to survive

What's life after all?

Once you stand and the rest, you fall

Once you laugh and the rest you cry

Life is never to let your tears dry

You think you're alive but actually you're not

Dead soul thrown in bed, in a large spot

I overthink of what i'm missing

I overthink of being misplaced

Still drunk and still kissing

With damaged thoughts interlaced

Thinking of how life should be

Thinking of chained minds to set free

Thinking of how people should act

Or maybe of a suicide pact

But then i tend to take a step back

Maybe we'll never be released of black

Maybe we're meant to live this way

Maybe our acts were meant to be stray

Humans are just too dumb

And i just tend to feeling numb

No feelings to have towards the world

No feelings to have towards life

All changes are refused

All souls are abused

All minds are misused

Weren't we all born confused

But not excused.
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416 · Apr 2015
Blind love.
zaineb nabi Apr 2015
Yet again i'm losing breath

I'm breathing death

My soul is chained with pain

I feel the bitter in my blood vein

Yet again i run after words to free me

Love is blind and i can no longer see

And again we're here

Half drunk, half in love

With wine glasses and beer

But never full enough

Waves of sadness washed over me

And i sank in my own tears

When there was no one to errase my fears

You could hold me for a million years

You could always fill my need

As we drink blood and smoke ****

As you bath under the moon

May my soul follow soon

We were alone but love kept us company

Growing our love flame right under the sea

When the impossible seems possible

When the wrong seems right

When the light seem so dark

When life turns to a rough fight

Let our love be the remedy

Let us be the cure

And in this world full of dark souls

Let our souls be pure.
416 · Mar 2016
Finger on the trigger.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
And no one seem to be the one

And i'm no longer being fun

My joy in life seems to be done

My eyes only saw darkness and never remarqued the sun

Thought with you or anybody i would get my rerun

But i was being dumb again you better hand me a gun

I can picture myself pull the trigger

I can see my tomb as i see my grave digger

I can see me die before this **** gets any bigger

Somebody might cry over me but all i hear is snigger

You can cover my eyes with blood

Throw my body in a river, right near the rudd

Leave me thrown away as you scud

But stop making noise i still can hear the thud

Body floating alone, got no lover got no stud

I should've thought twice before hitting my head with a spud

I was born alone and i'll leave as a loner

With cold heart and no love, and not even a *****

Is there life after death, or will i be a body loaner

If yes, then take care of my soul, everybody knows i'm a moaner

I've always wanted to die young

With aching soul and a black lung

And lasting name instead of being unsung

With every word i'd make the world swung

I am a dreamer

Death dreamer

Crier and screamer

But never a schemer

I might talk more often about pain

But darkness is pulling me with a chain

I'm tired of thinking, and using my brain

I'd rather be drinking and still have no gain

People think i drink too much

And don't realise that it's my only crutch

Only my bottle gives me a soft touch

While all i get of people is a none ending smudge.
June 8th 2014
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
At once I entered her life, covered with blood

And then she left mine, in the same color

Probably because she was reborn, somewhere else.

I remember it was a freezing saturday, of wintertime... I was about nine back then, locked myself in my room, alone... Except for the wall, which was my only friend. Not the front one, not the one behind, but the one with the picture of my mother hanging on it... It's the only time I ever see her smile... Without facking it.

She was in the living-room, at that moment... I can remember her voice, her yelling, her wailing, while fighting with her husband... My father... but not my dad. My father that never acted like one.

She was disrespected, but she could live with that, she used to say she does it for me, I say i know, though I know she's liying. She's only afraid of what's going to come after if she ever steps out of the house, she thinks, at least she has a home, not much of a home but a house with a ceiling, to protect us from the cold and rain, though it's always raining inside our house. Raining through tears coming out of my eyes, and no longer my mom's.

she's used to all the beating, the yelling and the fights.

Every couple have to go through missunderstandings, she used to say, I say i know, but it's different, I could tell from their daily fights.

At first nothing felt awkward to me... She sings me to sleep through her moaning, and whenever it's over she comes up, to my room, re-sing to me, with her soft voice barely coming out of her smothered throat. She sings, and I listen... Hug her tight, it's the only thing I can do, to lessen the pain that never seem to be leaving. I do it whenever i'm helpless, which I always am. I probably can't give her comfort through words so I try to make her feel safe physically and keep her company.

But on that night, it lasted longer than it ever did... The fight didn't seem to be ending any soon, and I was still waiting to hear her footsteps on the stairs.

Suddently, mom's voice disappeared, and probably, so did she.

I put my ear to the cool hardwood floor, all I could hear was silence, besides water drops.

It was raining tears outside, and it has gotten colder than it was. I unlocked the door, went straight to the living-room, seeking for one of my mom's hugs, to warm me in such a cold night. I was shaking of fear and cold, I was scared because something felt unusual.

Usually my mom comes right to my room after the fight is over... She runs to my arms, her favorite shelter, and appearently, her only one.

I was slowly walking so I wouldn't make noise and awake my father's rage. I always thought he was satan, or maybe a child of hims, he was my biggest fear.

As I arrived to the room, I saw my mom sleeping on the floor, but it was too cold, how come she picks the floor and not my arms! Awkwardness have reached its highest level. I landed my hand to her, said "mom, I'm here to help you stand"...

But there was no answer, only silence and water drops...

I bent to her, touched her face, it was colder than the floor...

I said mom "you're going to catch a cold, get up", my mother never answered.

Tears ran out of my eyes, I've never cried that much before, neither have she. I didn't panic while seing the blood in the beginning because it's mom's only accessory, and dad's favorite. But then, while realizing that I was left alone, left by the only person that cares about me, the only one that'd ever held my arm.

Who's going to sing me to sleep, cook me pies and gets me chocolate?

Who's going to hold me after my dad hits me bad?

But the worst part is ...

Who's going to hold mom's hand and heal her scars?

Who's going to dry her tears and hug her tight?

At that moment I realized why it was raining tears

It's probably my mother's soul, that has left to the sky

She's probably crying for having to leave me alone

I say "mother, don't worry, enjoy your time away from satan, around angels... Mother, I did not know you well, nine years felt like nine days, but I will however see you through the memory on my way back to you... Someday I will know you because it never is too late. In that while, I will always be kissing the rain, each water drop, because I'd be kissing away your pain even from far distance, don't cry mother... Don't cry".
September 24th 2014.
zaineb nabi Aug 2014
None planned night
Sweet, soft fight
Between two heavy lips
One hand and two skinny hips
Sky throws magic to a random tongue
So they could kiss all night long
Dark blue sky
Took them high
Shining stars, dancing together
A view they wish if it lasts forever
Empty beach with too aching souls
Laying by the sand acting like fools
It ain't crazy love
Love crazy ain't it
It's not about the cigarette
But the way that he hand it
Mysterious words, complicated lines
Two souls still wishing if the sun never shines
If there wasn't an end to the way they dreamt awake
If there was more passion than the way their bodies shake
She got tickled by the wind, and fingers feeling her skin
To the top of her stomach which was too thin
It's all about missing
That turned into kissing
Beautiful friendship that went a little off line
Manlish lips tasted like sweet mixture of wine
But friends they are
And friends they will be
This night they just had set their souls free
It's not handed to them that their souls tried to reach
But however, what happens at the beach stays at the beach.
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zaineb nabi Aug 2014
This guy stepped to me with self confidence and ****

In such a bad timy as i was trying to rest a little bit

He said to like me so bad

You know, the famous lines

And how being away of me makes him go mad

And how i am the reason that his sun shines

He says try to love me, let's start with a date

But love hasn't taught me nothing but how to hate

I say take a bow, this ain't going anywhere

He smiled to my face as he started playing with my hair

And that was the time a part of me started shaking

Started wondering of the feelings i hope he isn't faking

Did he really knew me this good

The way he acted has completely changed my mood

My vains got colder with frozen blood

First time i feel that i was really made of mud

The guy has known my weakest point... wich is my hair

As he lost hope, he was walking away, i said pull a chair

I started having butterflies

Haven't i hated all kind of guys?

But you know, weak points and ****

And how he was only trying to fit

I said don't stop... With that hair thing

He gave me a comfort smile, as his eyes bling

Let's go to a better place

Your love i'm trying to chace

Let'***** to a cooler bar

Let's go away, go far and far

Hold my hand and pick a star

I'd cross rivers just to be where you are

I'd jump of a tree

I'd sing you a melody

We started kissing in his car

It might, for some, sound too fast

But he got his place right in my heart

He gave me joy, he is a blast

We watched sunshine

He called me "mine"

Opened a bottle of wine

And we took off

To a better side

Where there was no scoff

And nothing we had to hide

I watched his lips... calling my name

I started getting the fire flame

Deep in my heart, of the sweet he say

I wish he'd be around, everyday

Wasn't the first time i heard these words, but they didn't sound the same

He treated me like a treasure, and not as a cheap game

We were comfortable together, inseparable maybe

My joy was indescribable to finally find my baby

He was spontaneous around me and so was i... Best way to happiness

The joy and magic we get to share i hope it doesn't turn to emptiness

And so to have this kind of joy

It's not all about the girl or the boy

It's about honesty

Wich is the best policy

And so

There is a lesson i want you to take it

Do not fake it untill you make it

Cause you won't make it.
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zaineb nabi Mar 2016
The weeping of my guitar begins

Do not try to silence it

Her tune craves for your lips to sing

As my fingers slip into each string

When she's held in my hands she comes alive

In a world afar from you it's hard to survive

It's hard to even speak the unspoken

It's also hard to remain so broken

My lips haven't said a word

However, my voice is still going to be heard

Do not forget how to listen with your eyes

Do not ignore the tune my guitar cries

Follow its melody and follow your heart

There's no way your inner voice would break you apart

And then when you're close enough, follow my breath

As I put life into her and change her to a living death

Get closer and closer till' you feel my thirst for you

They said two is better than one, why don't we prove them true?

The sun is gone, the sky is gray

Guitare has no more words to say

Sun's disappeared behind the moon

May our souls follow soon

I see me nestled on your chest feeling every heartbeat

I see your eyes so full with passion and lips so hungry to eat

I see us together watching the eclipse

While my guitar gets your lips.
November 3rd 2015
376 · Mar 2016
Blind love.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
Yet again i'm losing breath

I'm breathing death

My soul is chained with pain

I feel the bitter in my blood vein

Yet again i run after words to free me

Love is blind and i can no longer see

And again we're here

Half drunk, half in love

With wine glasses and beer

But never full enough

Waves of sadness washed over me

And i sank in my own tears

When there was no one to errase my fears

You could hold me for a million years

You could always fill my need

As we drink blood and smoke ****

As you bath under the moon

May my soul follow soon

We were alone but love kept us company

Growing our love flame right under the sea

When the impossible seems possible

When the wrong seems right

When the light seem so dark

When life turns to a rough fight

Let our love be the remedy

Let us be the cure

And in this world full of dark souls

Let our souls be pure.
April 23rd 2015
375 · Jul 2014
I need you to stay.
zaineb nabi Jul 2014
Pain demands to be felt

Heart demands to be melt

I demand to have you near

It's killing me not having you here

Smokes, wines, not even beer

Would ever help errasing my fear

My fear of loosing you

I really wish this wasn't true

I'm slowly dying

Constantly crying

As it hurt me to see you in pain

As it kills me to know that there's no gain

In both hands you will never heal

Loosing you is never a good deal

This drives me to hate the world even more

As i know i wouldn't be knocking on your door

Laying in your arms like i used to do before

As i know i wouldn't see that pretty smile

On your face, it even left mine for a while

I hate coming in and watch you hurt

I'd rather drink blood, i'd rather eat dirt

I'd rather loose my life and not see you die

I'd rather **** myself and not see you cry

Give my life and all to have your tears dry

Your body can't die, your soul can't fly

You're my source of power

With your shining smile like a sun-flower

I'm sorry for not being able to save

Your pretty soul

As you're becoming pain's slave

As i'm loosing sanity to become a fool

I want nothing but to see you again

I do not know if i can

Or would last night

Be the last sight

Of your pretty face

Your soul i try to chace

Would it become a memory

I am falling on my knee

Memory of me saying goodbye

Last kiss, last hug before you die

When i kissed your forehead

I can't believe you'd ever be dead

When i kissed your arm

I'd never find such as your warm

Your hugs and kisses, even your food

No body can ever be that good

Please don't die

Please don't go

Oh soul don't you fly

Don't let it be the end of show

A grand mother is similar to a mother

When you're hurt she always smother

I was raised by you

Always taught me what to do

Don't go

I'm dying slow

I'm sinking in tears

Surrounded by fears

Of death

Such a scary word

The worst i've ever heard

Death

The monster of life

To each back there's a knife

To yours there's death

To mine there's loss

I keep praying with finger cross

Just don't walk away

I need you to stay.
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373 · Jul 2014
Dark paradise.
zaineb nabi Jul 2014
The child is grown

The dream ain't gone

But i did become comfortably numb

There comes times when i feel so dumb

So alone that i no longer feel my heart

The truth is told, i am falling apart

But this ain't smart

I see more light and cheaper art

The world is **** everything's underestimated

Only the ****** crap is well estimated

The whole world is devastated

A piece of crap everyone hated

So i left to the darker side

I felt like i needed to hide

The room felt wide

And i had no guide

I kept loosing pride

Closed my eyes and cried

A piece of me died

And my tears had never dried

So many people lied

All you see is flood of tide

I wan't to free what i've got inside

And walk the road with you side by side

You have no idea of how much i tried

Untill i finally got my demons untied

Let's hold hands and walk worldwide

You'll be my love gun and i'm you're war bride

Let'***** together to the dark paradise

I know my choices have never been any wise

Been through much, kept crying in disguise

Hard lies, paralyze

But it's fine, somebody had to pay the price

I'm in my bed

You're in my head

We ain't separated

From anything we'd want to be

We think we'll be liberated

But the grave won't set us free

Dark love don't you fear it

Dark love in my spirit

I ain't sad i'm a silent lover

There's a large side of me for you to discover

Been laying under a dust cover

Waiting for you, for love to recover

Can you feel our kisses hover

Can you hear it's sound plover

I can feel your arms close

I can sens our love dose

In my dreams and when i'm awake

That's my treasure that no one can take

Hold me closer till my body shake

Lick me hard like a poisoned snake.
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zaineb nabi Mar 2016
A none planned night
Sweet, soft fight
Between two heavy lips
One hand and two skinny hips
Sky throws magic to a random tongue
So they could kiss all night long
Dark blue sky
Took them high
Shining stars, dancing together
A view they wish if it lasts forever
Empty beach with two aching souls
Laying by the sand acting like fools
It ain't crazy love
Love crazy ain't it
It's not about the cigarette
But the way that he hand it
Mysterious words, complicated lines
Two souls still wishing if the sun never shines
If there wasn't an end to the way they dreamt awake
If there was more passion than the way their bodies shake
She got tickled by the wind, and fingers feeling her skin
To the top of her stomach which was too thin
It's all about missing
That turned into kissing
Beautiful friendship that went a little off line
Manlish lips tasted like sweet mixture of wine
But friends they are
And friends they will be
This night they just had set their souls free
It's not handed to them that their souls tried to reach
But however, what happens at the beach stays at the beach.
August 7th 2014
372 · Nov 2014
Untitled.
zaineb nabi Nov 2014
Who allowed darkness in?

Wrinkled face with scratched chin

Saying goodbye to all the grin

Lying alone, no lover no kin

Covering all your bleeding skin

Who allowed you to put life on wait?

Who allowed you to treat poetry with hate ?

Hello poetry here we are

Spreading our words near and far

Up in the sky we see the same star

But deep inside i'm a woman with a heart

And you? what are you?

All your words were never true

You're someone i thought i knew

But never tried to walk on my shoe

Or anybody's ...

All you see is your own self

All i see is my book shelf

I'm not talking about one special person

This message is to everyone that care

Just try not to get the world to worsen

Life is a game just do your best to play fair

Somehow i felt the dread

Like if someone have hit me on my head

Gotten me to hate the whole world

Cauz' of the people who treat each other like ****

Wake up! this is poetry

Life is a piece of art

Life is mistaken

People are forsaken

We were wrong in letting bullies in, bullies like you

We were wrong in trusting people when all they say turns to be untrue

All you say, you say with brash

All your words are nothing but trash

All your words are punishment, all your words hit like a knife

Try to be a nicer person, try to look for a better life

Let's just act like we have no clue

Let's flash it all like so much poo

Most of the times reality hurt

But it smells better than a piece of dirt.
zainebnabi.over-blog.com
363 · Mar 2016
Deeper.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
I remember discovering his body for the first time

When our moans slowly united and started to rhyme

When body language was seen as a crime

We suddenly ignored the world as we started to chime

I remember his skin put on mine

I remember his lips tasting like wine

His teases and flirts were more than fine

I remember wishing never to attend the finish line

I got lost in the middle of pleasure

Could it be a lasting treasure?

Or was it a one night stand?

In all cases I didn't want it to end

Heaven was pretty much floating on his chest

I felt heaven in the middle of his skin undressed

Heaven in his eyes that could actually see me

When I refused to see myself

I remember him laying kisses upon me

And how he was my vision when I could no longer see

I remember being chained to him but never felt more free

Until we reached the moment when I knelt down on my knee

It was then my turn to feedback the lust

As it was the time to taste, sense and gust

For my tongue was the master of this whole transgression

It started kissing and licking in such succession

That it burned his skin like lightning storm

And allowed each spot to feel the warm

That it made his heart pound like thunder

As I mastered the under

Although it was my first

It was full of familiarity

Experiencing to fill my thirst

In a way that was full of rarity

As I point that I'm a male attracted to a similar gender

And as I point that an homosexual doesn't have to be seen as an offender

For emotions are uncontrolled

As my story is there unfold

We can be different it's never a shame

We have the right not to be all the same

I might find desire in an identical gender

As you find it in a various one.
June 17th 2015
361 · Mar 2016
Witch bible.
zaineb nabi Mar 2016
We go riding in the middle of the dark

You go driving out of the car park

We go riding on our broom

You go cleaning with it your living-room

When black cats are seen

When the food turns to be green

When every night is a Halloween

When all you worry about is being prom queen

Us witches rule the world

Tall, short, straight, curled

No matter how our appearance looked like

It's always better riding a broom than a bike

You better be aware of what we can do

See, we can turn a sky to green instead of blue

We can eat the hair of your dog

And whenever you complain about it, we'd turn you to a frog.
April 25th 2014
359 · Aug 2015
Wildness of the sea.
zaineb nabi Aug 2015
Undressed to fulfill your fantasy

Brunette, redhead, blonde and more

Whoever you'd want me to be

I'll do all you would ask for

Together, sailing in the middle of the sea

In the exact place where we feel the most free

Allowing lust to take part

And then we start...

Bathing in a tub that generously fits for two

As the passion speedily grew

And hands started to move

As the fire groove

Both wet, we've hitted to bed

With lots of passion to spread

Body language took place until I wanted to speak

In front of body language, words would seem so weak

But desire have nestled on my tongue as I said:

"Place your manhood deep in my throat"

As we united on the boat

Placed on me, your body felt so light

I couldn't feel the weight as desire flew me high

Carrying me down again into that liquid place

In which I've had so much grace

I like my body when it's with yours

I like your body, I like what it does

I like its hows, I like to feel the spine

While your body would be stuck to mine

I like your tongue, your lips and voice

Mixed with mine as we make the noise

The perfect match of moans and wails

Turns me like **** as I pierce in you my nails

Lust have driven us to its wildest side

As it enthused the ride

And the trembling firm-smoothness

And which I will, AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN

Kiss, lick and swallow

I like stroking the silky skin

That grows my favorite part in you

Not too huge but not too thin

Taking me to the world of true

When dreams become real

When lust is all we feel

When skins are on fire

We sank in passion and desire.
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