"I don't want anymore heartbreak,
                  I'm tired of the sound it makes."

In the dark, there is a light.
A shining guide,
Granting flight.
There are not words, for how it feels.
It quietly lifts,
It gently heals.
There are not reasons, regarding why.
The spinning stops,
It clears the sky.
In the dark, there is a light.
Impossible is possible,
A certain serenity replacing fright.

You snuck up on me.
You came from the the back of my mind to the forefront of my life.
You made me believe.
Things I never thought possible become reality.
You amaze me.
Never has anyone so completely unlocked me.
You waited for me.
Proving that you are utterly and entirely mine.
You cannot leave me.
I fear you've taken me completely, you are my eternity.
All this because you love me.
And I'm not even scared.

Open and free again
Open to love
Open to life
Open to be again

Can’t live the rest of life like a monster
Open and free again
Open all doors and breathe it all in

Still me, unfree of sin
But wide open to be, just free

Whatever lurks in corners of my mind
Whatever morbid thoughts linger on the other side
Right now I want free, even if later I freely enslave me

her holds on me
(more than i held her)

i first spent time with her
in an apartment with no heat,

fell into her with ease
we were young, no stresses and free

laid her down on my couch
party dress, balloon packaging

my friend took her out first
pure and simple, should have scared me

by the glow of candles
warming her face to the lights ream

her smell was different
i was just hoping to get-some

her true intent eluded me
and i got her under my skin

her taste so devilish
tremble my heart as we began

i lost myself to her
and there i vowed never again                      

my friend, was not as lucky
he died, her still clinging to his arm

her power is entrancing
quickly ruining lives with the chase 



but time moves on and things change
i haven't kept her around for years now  

that girl was my hero in one dark moment of my life
then a villain stealing both friends and tears