Feb 6 · 593
deafening heart

there are some days
when the absence of stars
turns the horizon into
a beautiful void

there are some days
when my ears deafen
not from brilliant supernovas
but the beating of my heart.

i loved you too much.

just a footnote,
i don't want to write about love. don't get me wrong, i love writing about it, i just don't 'want' to, maybe some time to time but  i realized i've been making metaphors, rhymes, and alike for the sake of writing about it. there are other things i'm interested in but i guess i'm just scared for the transition? i don't really know. i try to please my readers, i forget to please myself.
Dec 2016 · 830
looking away from stars
yuki motokane Dec 2016

i hope one day
i could stop
staring at the stars
in your eyes

to look away
to finally look up
and see the whole universe
beyond my sight.

focusing on something too much may cause us to neglect and not see what else is out there.
Dec 2016 · 912
silence between us
yuki motokane Dec 2016

i fall in a way
day to day
to the words
i fail to say

you are silent
but my dear
in heart, the words you say
i can vividly hear

all these quiet moments between us, i treasure so.
Dec 2016 · 899
like a meteor
yuki motokane Dec 2016

like a meteor
that falls to the earth
she fell for him

like a meteor
and it's small pieces
that scatter when it crashes

like the broken pieces
that lay on the ground
she was lost
she was broken.

but the feeling of falling was all worth it.
Dec 2016 · 355
forest fires
yuki motokane Dec 2016

heart was the forest
trampled upon on with haste
sawed to halves
now a barren land

you came
watered my saplings
tended the leaves
brought upon me sunshine

with all you could give
like a gardener
had a connection with i
a ferocious fire blossomed

love we called it
but the flames, scattered
like forest fires
destroyed me once again

and yet it didn't matter to me at all.
Dec 2016 · 597
accused
yuki motokane Dec 2016

we were an almost.
worse than nothing at all
on bed i turn and toss
for the great love i lost.

i'm aware that i'm the one who
left that day, so
what right do i possess
to have a say.

i still get confused
as to why i left you
yet i still am to be held accused
for all the lies i told you.

it's for the best, or so i tell myself.
Dec 2016 · 333
reason to wake
yuki motokane Dec 2016

i whisper you sweet melodies
in your wake
and yet nightmares they,
still come to your sleep.

you say they keep you breathing,
without them you
would not have reasons to
open your eyes.

i wonder what you thought of me?
Dec 2016 · 433
a memory in heart
yuki motokane Dec 2016

i stare
at his
closed eyes

lashes
longer
than mine

skin
so flawless
and pure

envy not
love him
i do

holding on
to bright
colored flowers

ironic
to his
black and white

casket too big
for his
thin frail body

a boy
once filled
with life

now
just a
memory.

for a deceased loved one. your spirit lives on.

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