That moment when you first see there face
Knowing if they were in your life it'll always be great
So is true your first love
Keeps you in the cool mind of state

I remember my first crush
I was only in the 5th grade
Everytime I saw her face
I really thought I had it made

You know that feeling when they walk pass
And you catch them by your eye
Sometimes you feel like your in heaven
Sometimes you feel relief
And when there in a emergency you become the 911

That moment when they finally come to your
Heart
Making promises to never break apart
Its like you started a new life part
Attiension all how did yall feel when yall seen yall first love

What's the since of living
When you never feel right
I have no hope
Falling dreams
I know you wonder why a teen says these kinda things

I always been a child with no confidence in this world
I couldn't even get a city lady
So I started talking to out of town girls
Everysince that moment my cousin and brothers
Have judge me talked about me bad
I might smile in person but in the inside
I'm always sad

Girls in my city used me
Made me feel lonely and like a dummy
So I've developed some issues
Thinking every girl will use me for money

But now I understand that ever lady is not the same
I need a real woman to teach me these girls games
So I'm calling out to all women I really need help

My heart has been broken way to many times
I suffered pain everyday
Wish that special lady came
That way my pain will wash away

Mane I remember there was a time I had a crush
I really liked her more than any other
Everytime she came around I'd blush
But it ruined me when I realized she liked my brother

So what's the since of being good when it leads to no joy
I feel I've been more played than a child's toy
I'd rather die than cry
And no one cares to wonder why

I've lost all hope
With none to find
No way I ll cope
Cause at the end I ll be out my mind

No words can explain how I feel if you
I try to do all I can to make you smile
And every since the day I accused you of using me
We been fighting for a while

I know were both far apart
I know your life is harder than mine
You ve always had a broken heart
That hasn't fixed overtime

Why I  made you my bestest friend
Cause you were always there
When I was lost in this world
It seem like your the only one who cared

You've given me words of encouragement when I was sad and down
that why I've dreamed of you being my queen
But trust me your more royal than a crown
I'd rather see you in a white gown

Everything used to be good
But good has its wrongs
Everysince last night
When u said u wanted to die my heart collasped
So I'm no longer strong

Everyday I feel guilty
And sorry no longer works
I'd rather die right beside you
Cause how much our love is worth

I feel you probably hate me
And its killing me inside
And since our old times will never come back
I cry with my eyes open wide

Dear Ariee
I know in wrong for what I said
Everyday I question myself what have I done
And now its all got me in stress
Without you in my life I ll just be a mess

Dear ariee
Being close again is what I hope
Cause arguments are gonna leave us broke
No its not a joke
Its hard to think at night when your feelings try to cope

I'm dedicated to the writing I do
If I can achieve my goals you can to
All It takes is time and dedication
faith and hope
Disregaurd the feelings cause they shall cope
when you give your dedication to something
You won't achieve it in a day
You gotta put in more time
Put in more focus
You even have to put in tears
Cause there's time we will fail
I mean well fail a lot
But if on trying you ll feel like a star player when there hot
And when that happens,
Your now in a zone
now since you, ve reached your limit
Everyone will see your on

You know that feeling when music plays in the background
Whipped cream and strawberries on the bed
most people rush through I'd rather take it slow instead
You know that feeling when there's rose petals,
That lead inside the room
We both stand here naked as we wait upon the moon
You know that feeling when it starts
If my tounge starts on your body
Is when you give me most your heart
You know that feeling when you say he's a teaser
well tonight my lady I ll be your pleasure pleaser
You know that feeling when it feels more better
My tounge falls between your legs
The secret that gets you wetter
As time goes by,
I hear the sound of your voice
Your love feels like church,
And I'm dying to rejoice
You know that feeling when I'm deeper
Your nails stratching my back
Your moans grow louder
and your becoming more louder
You know that feeling when your legs come to my shoulder
As we ease on to the wall
Eating until I feel a river fall
You know that feeling when  evertime I get inside
Your something like a goddess when you climb on top and ride
I know you know your riding is the best
The feeling of you riding with my face between your breast
You know that feeling when you lose control
We've went in so many places its like were trying to travel
You know that feeling when your trying to hold stable
I enter from behind as she grips on to the table
No my baby never lacks
The deeper I go in
The harder she throws it back
You know that feeling when you lasting for hours
Our bodies are both wet as she's eaten in the shower
I promise I ll always give this kind of endurance
Your body is in good hands
Your my allstate insurance
Our last position is the 69
But tonight will be 68
Because I wanna make you mines

First I would like to say I'm thankful your the caretaker of my mother
Im so happy your nothing like the others
This poem is not only from me its also from my dearest brothers
We're proud to see that your the person you are
A lady with infinite pride
And a personality that's bright as stars
We love how you come around and laugh with us and play
But can you promise louis and momma you won't scare them like you on one day
Dear rose
We see you as a angel that was sent from Christ
it likes God sent you hear to make our mother live more right
Mainly because we treat her so wrong
Rose were trying as hard as can
But for a mother that's now disabled,
Its hard to raise her boys to men
Were saying this now because we know you understand
Dear rose we hope your feeling better
And we all hope you read this poem or family letter
Well thank you rose its been great
While your at home your second family is here
But in the meantime we'll
Make sure mother faces no more pain and tears

My whole life I was the most talked about person there was
I was talked about by people by co workers by friends
I thought one day it would all end
I laugh and smile not to show how I truly feel around people
It not like anybody will care anyways
I was always judged throughout my life In school
And yet they still judge me to look cool
My whole life people told me I'm nothing I'd always be considered lame
So now I've gaven up on t popularity and fame
I feel there's no reason for me to be in this world
I laugh and feel sad as I wath all my cousin and brothers get girls
Nobody understands me not my brothers and even my mother
I guess that's why it shows from others
Nobody understands  my pain my kife my struggles and more
I'm an angel that's fallen that can no longer sore
Nobody understands me only because I'm different
Different by how I act and how I look
I was the kid who had nicknames still today its the same
I still have pain inside
But out of every hurt I felt it never ruined my pride
So that part is good
My Name is Louis Haynes
And I'm misunderstood