Once she said she will come back
When the flower bloom and the rain stop
Or after she find the perfect job

I don't know the song
She said it's good I should listen
But even we laugh and play pretend

Teardrops and cold clouds
The black umbrella flew to the air
Your body is stiff and pale

Tell me why you hate the rain
I always thought it makes you prettier
Because you made me forget all of my rules
*And now I'm waiting for a flower that will never bloom.

I kissed the drop of the ice
Like your tears that never stop
I should have hold your corpse
Instead of giving it to another man
Grayscale and a forceful kiss

I should have warmed you with my love
But now you're gone and I act though
I can't smell the petrichor anymore
My sense had gone walk past that door

The mist that used to makes me shivered
Now just a thin air that whispered
I have lost you in a rainy day like this
Your raindrops were warm and salty
*And now I am buried with  guilt

Broken, decayed
As they have never been the adversaries
Depressed, forlorn
As they befriended my mind
Virtuous, vigorous
As I hardly be
Frail, tenuous
As I conceal it in front of beings

Tell you my thoughts,
you will collide
Tell you my strength,
you will revile
Tell you my griefs,
you will laugh
Tell you the reason,
you already left

Many! The ones are straggling out
Stand by their ground to shout
As they are frozen by doubt
The silence speaks aloud

Many! The ones are seeking for a lore
Guidance to propel them to a shore
A quest for a hidden door
A quest for a long-lost oar

The dazzle of the sun, yet warming
The shadowy stars, yet mesmerizing
The crescent moon, it's moaning
The ones fall asleep, humbled and dreaming

Why are we here?
**Conjoined and broken.

Life's ****** up
Does not mean you are ****** up
That means you should look up

For God stands still and wait
For you to beg and repent
For God indeed is The Forgiver

Never thought it would turn up like this
Take a step back from the words of unknown
exhausted by screaming feelings
hence I choose to take a rest

Try to speak the unspeakable
a murmur of voices contain within me
Confused and lost have I been
I'm just trying to reach you, my dear

Hopes aren't hopes anymore
My will has been taken from its core
The world has decided who has lost
I've lost

She's out of my league
It's so predictable
Distance has been my own foe
Is true love that hard to find?

Reminisce the world we used to live in
Dimension beyond our imagination
I could only hope that it won't be forgotten

*For that slight remembrance...
...brought the smile upon our face

Though lips stay shut
As words don't matter
and things are mess

Though heart has yearned for a glimpse of her
and winter has never been this cold
I might be filled with warmth
if I could just be with her

So talk to me, though scars would be unhealed
Hold your paddle, as we pass this stormy ocean

Hold on to those memories we have
Don't let them disappear
even a mere speck of it

Alone again
The only echo I hear
is my own voice
Stuck with the thoughts

Just cut my wrist
we cut our hopes
Smoking brown
as I begin to crumble

Expand it even more
with those glistening minds of yours
I see the stars
almost every day

They hurt. They’re stuck
Your words have never been this sharp
Confused, I was and I’ve been
but keep following your footprint

He once had a dream
A rendezvous with a star
They laid in vast serenity
Emit the nebulous gleam of light

He asked for a Norse saga
For the star had revealed her consolation
She then asked him to take his council
Indeed, an old soul with greater maturity

She reminds him of a being
Whose moral compass is unerring
The strenuous encumbrances she is lifting
Nonetheless she always twinkling

Bliss untold
Lost in times
Merely a dream
An illusory interlude