So aching to be in love
You romanticize the few good moments
And turn a blind eye to the red flags.

Gut says no
No, no, no
Save yourself the pain, don't ignore me now.

You drive me mad with love
You drive me mad with fury
It must be real
My feelings are so strong
It's as if they're foreign
Like I've never felt this kind of love before
Perhaps I haven't
Perhaps you are my first
My first true love
My only
I love you, darling
Please come here and hold me
The waiting has made me crazy
My imagination is my sole companion
Dreaming of you through the day and night
I'm obsessed with you
Blissfully addicted
You're my drug
High on your love

I can't tell if I've fallen out of love with him
Or if I just hate myself
And it has now blinded me
Leaving me senseless

you are
the love of
my life
and
you are
the life of
my love

Your lips,
Appearing sugar coated,
Once tasted
We're revealed to be
Dusted with arsenic