"I love you to death."
"I'll always love you"
"Please don't fall for someone else"
the words found there way out through your tears, through your desperation.
It was too late, I did fall for someone else.
His arms became home.
His voice became a blanket.
His eyes became shelter
His crooked glasses became a source of comfort
You became my melancholic normal.
You broke me one too many times
also hi. im back
It's been a long time, since I've been here.
Over this time, I fell in love and stayed in love.
People have come and go, just like normal
Life stayed on the steady course, as always.
i love you,
i really do
i just can't seem to accept it.
It's no shock I got sun-burned after you began to love me again,
your touch, like fire.
your words, like a burning sun glare
and your heart, hotter than the the heat.
It's no shock I got sun-burned today,
your love is painful to the touch, but i'll endure it all.
i'm not here.
i'm not alive
i'm not awake
this is not real.
i wish i could show you that i'm worth it.
but it's impossible to show you a lie.
you often tell me that i remind you of her
the way my mind functions
and the way my words come out
the things i enjoy
and the things i dislike
you often tell me you see her in me
but if that's the case,
why did you choose her over me?