Love is a plague
That turned my ecstasy into misery
Thou brightest of the stars in the Nuit
The star of hope which I've lost somewhere in my journey
While I was returning back into the abyss.
I've had enough of this suffering
Wanna quit set me free
Seize what you feel
And let me flee...

You gave me strength
To overcome my weakness
You consider me as your friend
But I'm nothing more than a *******

You still take a stand
Regardless of our differences
We don't really talk much
Come seek me I'm behind the fences

You taught me so much
I followed you with my eyes closed,
Without a question

I broke your trust
But trust me,
I just wanted to get closer.
Closer than ever before

I'm so grateful
That you are saving me from the abyss
Look in my eyes
Forgive me for my lies
I know that you know
What I'm hiding behind my smile is

You said emotions makes us weak
So I tried to slaughter every part of it
Closed my eyes so tight that
It hasn't been wet since

Now I'm feeling empty inside
I wonder how would you manage to comprehend
That I was not as strong as you were
Now I'm colder than anyone you know around
Cold-hearted than you can ever be my friend
You think I'm your friend
But I'm nothing more than a ******* ...

I'VE BEEN NUMB EVER SINCE YOU WENT,
LOST MY DEAREST, FRIENDS, AT A YOUNG AGE
WANT TO FEEL PAIN AGAIN
COMMIT SCHEMACIDE, WITH SEPPUKU, IN MY FATE

LUCIFER IN MY HEAD SHOWS ME THE DOOM THAT WORLD IS ABOUT TO MEET
THE FLOWER IN MY HEART WANTS TO BLOSSOM DON'T PLUCK ME BEFORE I BLOOM
CUZ IT'S HARD TO GROW SUCH FLOWERS IN GLOOM

ALL THAT I SEE IS THE LIGHT
RECEDING INTO THE DARK OF THE NIGHT

When the sky turns pink
And when love is in the air we breathe
We'll make love on our bed
Until everything turns into magical red
I'll love you, ******* until my very last breath...

Almost every night I have this same dream,
People targetting me for unknown reasons.
At my workplace, my home.
Blaming me for things I never did;
Yelling and screaming.


I try hard to get control over me
But, at some point my temper
Gets all over me.


I feel all alone,
This feeling is well-known.
I'm sick of dealing with people's behaviour
So, I started finding ways to cut them out.
Getting zonked and run around.


This part breaks me down.
I'm standing on the edge of a cliff,
Asking everyone around
Will you join me, while I jump down?
They look at me while no-one utters a sound.
None of them wanted me to climb back down...





I wake up realising nobody is by my side.
Thinking that's how I'ma die,
I've got no friends.


Isolated me in my room, so I'm not stressed
I'm tired of love, tired of hate
Turning me emotionless;
Insensitive and depressed. I guess.


My dreams and reality are both messes.
If you have someone in your life
Who can help you out from pitfalls
Just remember you're truly blessed...

My temper cost me a whole year,
A degree of Bachelors.
Now I'm a dropout, a failure.


The traumatic experience is severe,
I wish I can run away from here.
Dunno where just want to disappear.


Lacking back isn't my fear.
Covered by responsibilities as if an atmosphere,
My only reason to reappear.


Time to gear up,
Hike up like a mountaineer.
This is not the end of my career,
Proving myself once again is to adhere...

From candy store to outdoor tours,
You had my back like no other.
From sharing secrets and cigs,
And Ending together in a police car.
You helped me overcome my deepest scars.



I hope you can see,
You're a mentor for me.
I'm guitar and you're my strings.
I Can ignore this world for "We".



Back and forth,
Like waves on the shore.
I'm emotional and sore.
We act like we're mature,
Feelings aren't discussed anymore.



You're just beside me, but you're still too far
We're not just friends,
Obviously something more.
I'm for sure...