How did my zoul taste?
Left not a morsel
For anyone else
On heart's plates
Spirit and mind aligned
Your zoul tasted wonderful
Now! How was mine???

Never really concerned
About or over loosing you
More worried that I could lose me
Falling more with time and effort
Every lie you uttered
Gave this foolish
Fool's heart comfortable
Necessary temporary comforts
Instant gratifications
Of zoul loosing proportions
When only in God
I should've put ALL of my trust

Heavenly father WE are so humbly grateful, 2019 opened with a roof over our family's heads, food in our fridge and our bellies. Our bills paid, clothes on and off our backs by choice. A warm and loving atmosphere for to rest our weary zoulz. WE are grateful for these beds. Ever so thankful for peace of mind,hearts and heartstrings. Never forgetting that this is ALL gifted, and the brothers and sisters not as fortunate as WE. WE pray for humility, and that you help WE help ourselves so WE can humbly help someone else. Our heart's desires and zoul'z prayer
Is that our children's, children's, children's, children's,children's,children's, children's, children's, children
Be better than WE!!!

How many ways are you
Ready and willing to love
Still waters of an inferno zoul
Volcanic ash reigning your entire world
Melting glacial iceberg smiles
Bedding venomous skorpyonz
Waking in Pheonix'z eagled eyez
Mmmmmmm such a tazty morsel...

May I
Be worthy enough
To hide myself
In your peace
Far longer than
Just this moment
May I
Sojourn in your zoul
Far beyond just
This lifetime
Bmyndz far longer lifelines
May I
Stay just a while
To, by all means
Let the sweet smelling
Savorings linger
Only minds know
Where brains master plan
Is hidden pinky
Learn to love yourself
May I
Let you be you? Of course
As long as you let me be me

Counting the many
Blezzingz all around
Grateful to still be
In the land of the living
Grace and Mercy
Kept death at bay
Honestly just yesterday
At the windows and doors
To my very zoul, death came
By knocking once again
God's merciful grace
Covered another vehicle
My family was in
Great truly is your faithfulness...

A thoughtful mind turns
Me all the way on
Sap as I am
I'm enamored in the sexiest ways
Intellect peaks my interest
I need to look
Into the windows of your zoul
And see the excitement
Of what you see in me
That I don't see in myself
And melt into your being
Relations are relational
When WE relate
Better to and with each other
My FLT4AATG valentymez

Never encountered anyone
Who wants to end up
Lonely or all alone
But what's the cost of
Selling one's zoul
For the world's price
Of living in hates houseless homes?
Segregated complications of loneliness
Occupying mental time and space
When I was yours
And you were mine to own...

Storytelling to be accepted  
Well known, loved or even liked
Knew of the dearly departed well
Kept talking their wayz
Straight into the spit fyahz of hell
No earthly  water could quench
No human can tame abundances
Of their own demise
Living and dying by what lyez
Insides the windows and doors
To their own zoul'z trapping
By way of dropping mics
Katana sharpened doubled edges
Rearranging story lines
Piercing through the
Balderdash of wordy words
Divulging devilishly
Black or White, big or small
Embellishments or omitance
If it ain't the whole
And nothing but
Beloved WE far too old
To not know deceit lies in lies
Wagging  tounges
Taking our own Livez.
Speak to be listened to, Stop talking to be herd!!!

Double doses
Quenching my every thirsts
Only daily bread
Earnestly prayed for
Or could ever longingly need
Food for my burning zoul
Feed me til I
Needingly no quiero mas
Surfacely speaking to my core
Knowing only
One thing's
Certainly sure
One mindedness
In We hearts iz why WE love
Is so Unbreakably strong...

Its a yearning
This loving lust
To once again
Taste the bitterness
Of your zoul
Taking
A morsel of your spirit
You know I can only
Enjoy you in doses
Binging would be sure death
A heavenly haven
My exhausted war struck
Heart
Will welcome one sweet day
What you call love is so toxic
I know I am not to blame, but
It is I who have yet to learn
Just how easy it is to
Simply let go and let God...