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"wrongdoings" poems
Another mistake Another mishap Adds up to the wrongdoings of humans The number keeps increasing Humanity tried hard to be perfect Unable to accept that we are but flawed creatures Truth be told Accidents and mistakes help us progress For the greatest inventions were creations of accidents And mistakes the secret of knowledge
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Aug 4, 2014
Aug 4, 2014 at 8:01 PM UTC
Accidents and Mistakes
I am so sorry. For every time I hurt you.. For every cruel word I’ve ever said to you.. For not seeing what you needed most.. For not being kind to you as much as everyone else.. For every tear you have wasted.. For every time I stepped on your heart.. For every time I didn’t believe in you.. For every time I didn’t listen to you. I am so sorry. For ripping you apart.. For destroying the beautiful things in you.. For always making you pay the price.. And I apologise for all the wrongdoings I caused you! Forgive this fallible human that is you. I am so sorry.
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Sep 21, 2019
Sep 21, 2019 at 8:21 PM UTC
I am so sorry
An imaginary but desirable sense of control Created by the bully in my head Screaming at me, pressuring me, hurting me Encapsulating my mind as a second meninges. Impossible to separate my true thoughts From what it tells me, My conscious mind is tied to a cinder block And left to drown in its enticingly rough waves. My physical being constantly changing with the tide Unpredictable but regular, Shallow but deep. ****** into its infinite black hole, I am left feeling disgusted and ashamed Of all that is me. No longer am I able to decide the way in which My needs are met-if in fact they are met. As though I have DID, I am constantly bouncing From alter to alter Body to body. Blinded from looking directly into its sun, I am warmed and comforted by its rays While reassured that my doubts are unwarranted. If ever defied, it scolds and whips me, Like a master to his slave, A father to his child. The welts and cuts, gratefully rip into my Skin, muscle and bone – Punishment for my wrongdoings and self. I, immediately silenced Remove myself from society, Restricting contact, nourishment and emotions To nil. It is not until someone notices The beginnings of an eternal invisibility, That I am released and Able to breathe in The salty air of life.
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Jun 20, 2012
Jun 20, 2012 at 9:29 PM UTC
An Eating Disorder Defined
Confined to eternal asphyxiation They live a suffocated existence No hope to regain what they took for granted They showed no regard for earth, air, or water This polluted wasteland, their planet They cannot love each other anymore Their punishment is solitude and xenophobia What privileges they had, once upon a time Affection and love, and interpersonal immersion Now doomed, forever, to be alone In this world destroyed by greed, desire, and lust For power, the human beings atone, They do not deserve to be alive, let alone To walk aware of their wrongdoings They should have been erased I would have loved to be the executioner Of billions sinful, lying, cursed, wretched, Vile, incessant, promiscuous, vicious, insidious, Slimy, wily, evil creatures humans are Instead I have become their saviour I feel no pity or sympathy for the Devils They became in exchange of their materialism I see them walk in masses of melancholy, loneliness As I once did for which they showed no regard for me And heartless, I ignore their silent cries for help You are sentenced to life in prison, one like no other Free to live in a society which shows more confinement Than any man-made cell or coffin Elements you took for granted shall be stripped away Your sinful quest for immortality has led you accordingly It is forbidden to breathe the air you polluted, Drink the water you tainted, eat the fruits of the earth you destroyed Your senses will be nullified and your spirits Crushed as this planet was insufficient For your corrupted existence .
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Dec 3, 2009
Dec 3, 2009 at 11:38 AM UTC
Oxygen Erase
Confined to eternal asphyxiation They live a suffocated existence No hope to regain what they took for granted They showed no regard for earth, air, or water This polluted wasteland, their planet They cannot love each other anymore Their punishment is solitude and xenophobia What privileges they had, once upon a time Affection and love, and interpersonal immersion Now doomed, forever, to be alone In this world destroyed by greed, desire, and lust For power, the human beings atone, They do not deserve to be alive, let alone To walk aware of their wrongdoings They should have been erased I would have loved to be the executioner Of billions sinful, lying, cursed, wretched, Vile, incessant, promiscuous, vicious, insidious, Slimy, wily, evil creatures humans are Instead I have become their saviour I feel no pity or sympathy for the Devils They became in exchange of their materialism I see them walk in masses of melancholy, loneliness As I once did for which they showed no regard for me And heartless, I ignore their silent cries for help You are sentenced to life in prison, one like no other Free to live in a society which shows more confinement Than any man-made cell or coffin Elements you took for granted shall be stripped away Your sinful quest for immortality has led you accordingly It is forbidden to breathe the air you polluted, Drink the water you tainted, eat the fruits of the earth you destroyed Your senses will be nullified and your spirits Crushed as this planet was insufficient For your corrupted existence .
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I have a dream, no not that of Martin Luther king, but that which is beautifully flawed, making you perfect. I am no writer so bear with me as I try to put into words That which my heart cries out. I pray that I will one day find you And not because I was searching but because it is written. I pray that our friendship will not be a toxic one Where one gives and the other takes it all. Oh dear future friend, I pray that you won’t spend so much time self- Proclaiming your worth that you forget mine, When in matter of fact we are all worth life to the one Whose opinion only matters. I pray that you will love me enough to not have to Play the victim always, nor I for that matter. I pray you won’t have to raise your voice, Just so your opinion matters for no one knows it all. I pray you won’t abuse my nature so much that even The lashes I’ve taken have no hold on your words. I pray I won’t go to bed hurt because you failed to care Oh dear future friend, I pray you will show me my wrongdoings without condemning me, Or proving again how much more righteous you are than I am. I pray you won’t count the grains of rice I lend from you To one day reclaim them all. Oh dear future friend, I have a dream. A dream where I will wake up everyday wanting to try and be a better friend to you Than I was the day before. I pray that you will not only remember that you have a friend in me Only when storms surround you, but that you will remember me too While you dance in the summer rains lit with rainbows. Dear future friend, I pray that we will write our own meaning Of friendship, one that has no laws or subtle terms And conditions applied. But mostly oh dear friend I pray that we will become friends Not ‘because of’ but because Just because Dear future friend I think I’m already in love with the thought of meeting you……..
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May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 3:45 PM UTC
Dear future Friend
I have a dream, no not that of Martin Luther king, but that which is beautifully flawed, making you perfect. I am no writer so bear with me as I try to put into words That which my heart cries out. I pray that I will one day find you And not because I was searching but because it is written. I pray that our friendship will not be a toxic one Where one gives and the other takes it all. Oh dear future friend, I pray that you won’t spend so much time self- Proclaiming your worth that you forget mine, When in matter of fact we are all worth life to the one Whose opinion only matters. I pray that you will love me enough to not have to Play the victim always, nor I for that matter. I pray you won’t have to raise your voice, Just so your opinion matters for no one knows it all. I pray you won’t abuse my nature so much that even The lashes I’ve taken have no hold on your words. I pray I won’t go to bed hurt because you failed to care Oh dear future friend, I pray you will show me my wrongdoings without condemning me, Or proving again how much more righteous you are than I am. I pray you won’t count the grains of rice I lend from you To one day reclaim them all. Oh dear future friend, I have a dream. A dream where I will wake up everyday wanting to try and be a better friend to you Than I was the day before. I pray that you will not only remember that you have a friend in me Only when storms surround you, but that you will remember me too While you dance in the summer rains lit with rainbows. Dear future friend, I pray that we will write our own meaning Of friendship, one that has no laws or subtle terms And conditions applied. But mostly oh dear friend I pray that we will become friends Not ‘because of’ but because Just because Dear future friend I think I’m already in love with the thought of meeting you……..
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It's not one thing It's not five It's not something I can point to on a map of my wrongdoings and my rights The geography of the darkest places I have within me and the landscaped version that I share and I've refined, I'm sorry It's not one thing, my love, It's not five It's all things all the time.
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Nov 13, 2015
Nov 13, 2015 at 3:43 PM UTC
Landscape
forward forward forward going somewhere moving forward whether progressing or regressing growing or unlearning coming or going living, dying everyone believes they are moving towards something and as everything happens all at once each perceptive reality is entirely different than any other and each consciousness travels, and does, and is. each consciousness believes it has a purpose or a path. the purpose is not to see into nor plan the future. from the civilian to the hero tv shows and movies have consistently glorified the ability to see visions of the future generally this is followed by someone trying to prevent the happenings in said vision from becoming reality and distinctly failing because they "saw into" the future that their own energy influenced but the true super power is to be able to look into the past. to prevent the omitting of details and data to avoid a rewrite of our conscious interaction with this planet not to white out the chapters that bear the truth in the textbooks to recall history so it does not repeat itself my question is then do people disguise the wrongdoings of those hidden by the passing of time? because they are ashamed of the mistakes of their ancestors pasts? because they are ashamed of their participation in past consciousness's? because they are ashamed of the atrocities humans have inflicted upon each other and themselves as well as their home planet since the beginning of recorded time here? or do those who have the power to omit and hide history purposely rewrite it? do they mask the pains of the past so the rest of us will forget? so that even they can forget? so their next consciousness can unknowingly, while predestined, have hand in crimes against the world all the same as committed in the lost past? how many times has someone written these words or a similar combination only to delete the post? burn the pages? backspace the message? stop themselves from speaking them aloud? cover the symbols? pass out of conscious living mid sentence? lose them to a past lifetime? how many times has this cycled through the same way? how many times have I been me? how many times have you been me? how many times have I been anyone? how many times have I been? is there a rhythm or is it all as scattered and random as the thoughts that bring you to this kind of an understanding of the habit of misunderstanding? the kind of thoughts that bring you back to the birds nest because you were too early for even the worm? they will all catch up eventually after all they all think theyre moving forward and they don't even know where they've been. they don't even know that they've been.
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Nov 23, 2015
Nov 23, 2015 at 9:54 PM UTC
I've been
forward forward forward going somewhere moving forward whether progressing or regressing growing or unlearning coming or going living, dying everyone believes they are moving towards something and as everything happens all at once each perceptive reality is entirely different than any other and each consciousness travels, and does, and is. each consciousness believes it has a purpose or a path. the purpose is not to see into nor plan the future. from the civilian to the hero tv shows and movies have consistently glorified the ability to see visions of the future generally this is followed by someone trying to prevent the happenings in said vision from becoming reality and distinctly failing because they "saw into" the future that their own energy influenced but the true super power is to be able to look into the past. to prevent the omitting of details and data to avoid a rewrite of our conscious interaction with this planet not to white out the chapters that bear the truth in the textbooks to recall history so it does not repeat itself my question is then do people disguise the wrongdoings of those hidden by the passing of time? because they are ashamed of the mistakes of their ancestors pasts? because they are ashamed of their participation in past consciousness's? because they are ashamed of the atrocities humans have inflicted upon each other and themselves as well as their home planet since the beginning of recorded time here? or do those who have the power to omit and hide history purposely rewrite it? do they mask the pains of the past so the rest of us will forget? so that even they can forget? so their next consciousness can unknowingly, while predestined, have hand in crimes against the world all the same as committed in the lost past? how many times has someone written these words or a similar combination only to delete the post? burn the pages? backspace the message? stop themselves from speaking them aloud? cover the symbols? pass out of conscious living mid sentence? lose them to a past lifetime? how many times has this cycled through the same way? how many times have I been me? how many times have you been me? how many times have I been anyone? how many times have I been? is there a rhythm or is it all as scattered and random as the thoughts that bring you to this kind of an understanding of the habit of misunderstanding? the kind of thoughts that bring you back to the birds nest because you were too early for even the worm? they will all catch up eventually after all they all think theyre moving forward and they don't even know where they've been. they don't even know that they've been.
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This world wasn't meant for me. To be all that you can be means you must give in to giving up one of your desires. When you can feel your heart by touching your wrist you're able to close your eyes and feel the Earth spin. That is transcendence. That is comprehension. It's what cathartic energy once was, before sacrifice was essential for happiness. This world hasn't accepted me. I've only learned to tolerate injustice and repetitive wrongdoings that history has tried to educate the masses with. They're written in differing languages and many books; books that implore morals and ethics, but place brothers and sisters into groups of people destined to fail. Simply because minor differences are easier to swallow than major similarities. That's why this world isn't meant for me, or you. We sacrifice our lungs for shelter, and our hearts for love.
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Dec 20, 2016
Dec 20, 2016 at 9:43 AM UTC
Sacrificial Injustices
staying up late just thinking of all the could-beens and should-beens that could and should have been us. what if we'd tried a little harder? persisted a little longer? held on to each other as tightly as we should have? would you be by my side then, instead of the empty void staring tauntingly back at me? would our hands be clasped together, interwoven, your eyes that once bored right back into the back of mind haunting me wherever i would go, your touch tattooed into the skin of my palms as they once were? what if i hadn't let go? what if i'd learnt fate's cruel lesson that possessing the trait of fickleness never awarded anything but everything slipping past, earlier? would you be willing to stay with me then, and forgive me for all the wrongdoings that i would inevitably cause? would we have ever evolved into more than just an idealized dream drawn from a fragmented memory, the idea of an irrevocable love that despite having been mulled over for what would've seemed like an eternity, has never seen the light of reality before? then again, everything does appear only better when it's all in your head. when i can still pretend that you are who i expect you to be, and i may be accepted for who i am truly, excess baggage of unneeded insecurities and imperfections weighing me down and all. is it better to be cleanly rejected or to be torn down bit by bit, night by night, spent just staring at a blank screen and waiting, hovering over imperishably, pure naive hope fuelling the drive to continue delaying the inexorable? foolishly believing that crossed fingers and any lingering feelings that hadn't yet been sieved away by the jaded culture we exist and drown in today would perhaps, even if accidentally, as if out of a fairytale that i starkly don't belong to, send me a text back?
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Jul 25, 2018
Jul 25, 2018 at 7:06 PM UTC
send me a text back
staying up late just thinking of all the could-beens and should-beens that could and should have been us. what if we'd tried a little harder? persisted a little longer? held on to each other as tightly as we should have? would you be by my side then, instead of the empty void staring tauntingly back at me? would our hands be clasped together, interwoven, your eyes that once bored right back into the back of mind haunting me wherever i would go, your touch tattooed into the skin of my palms as they once were? what if i hadn't let go? what if i'd learnt fate's cruel lesson that possessing the trait of fickleness never awarded anything but everything slipping past, earlier? would you be willing to stay with me then, and forgive me for all the wrongdoings that i would inevitably cause? would we have ever evolved into more than just an idealized dream drawn from a fragmented memory, the idea of an irrevocable love that despite having been mulled over for what would've seemed like an eternity, has never seen the light of reality before? then again, everything does appear only better when it's all in your head. when i can still pretend that you are who i expect you to be, and i may be accepted for who i am truly, excess baggage of unneeded insecurities and imperfections weighing me down and all. is it better to be cleanly rejected or to be torn down bit by bit, night by night, spent just staring at a blank screen and waiting, hovering over imperishably, pure naive hope fuelling the drive to continue delaying the inexorable? foolishly believing that crossed fingers and any lingering feelings that hadn't yet been sieved away by the jaded culture we exist and drown in today would perhaps, even if accidentally, as if out of a fairytale that i starkly don't belong to, send me a text back?
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I am writing this letter to you because you don’t know what you did to me. You ruined me. In more ways than one. I am a mess and I blame this all on you. You are sick and wrong and cold. I hope one day you realize what you’ve done and it tears you apart. I could sit here and write out a list of things I wish upon you, but instead I just want to say I hope you get what you deserve. There is something to be said about me wanting you to take my innocence, but in the end I said no. You kept going. Pushing my hands above my head, I was crying and you were satisfied. I can not stand my body because you touched it. You made me feel like a dog. You have no idea what I feel or what I’ve done to try and get back at myself for your wrongdoings. No. **** that. They weren’t wrongdoings, they were ****** up actions that made you seem in power. Stop blaming other people for things that you caused. You are sick. Completely and utterly, disgusting. I wish you were dead because maybe then I would finally have peace. I have given my body to a handful of boys after you and what the **** am i supposed to do when all of them remind me of you? You make me ill. So ******* ill. I hope you have nightmares about how disgusting you are, because you are a pig. A vile, vile pig. You will never ever know what I am thinking and that tears me the **** apart. I drive by your house twice a week just to see if your car is outside so I can slash the tires. As much as I wish you were dead, I wish I was dead. I wish this never would’ve happened to me. I wish I never would’ve gotten in the car with you. Wish I never said yes then no. You ruined my life. Until you understand what you’ve done, you will never know how it feels. Rot in Hell.
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Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 11:20 PM UTC
letter to my ******
I am writing this letter to you because you don’t know what you did to me. You ruined me. In more ways than one. I am a mess and I blame this all on you. You are sick and wrong and cold. I hope one day you realize what you’ve done and it tears you apart. I could sit here and write out a list of things I wish upon you, but instead I just want to say I hope you get what you deserve. There is something to be said about me wanting you to take my innocence, but in the end I said no. You kept going. Pushing my hands above my head, I was crying and you were satisfied. I can not stand my body because you touched it. You made me feel like a dog. You have no idea what I feel or what I’ve done to try and get back at myself for your wrongdoings. No. **** that. They weren’t wrongdoings, they were ****** up actions that made you seem in power. Stop blaming other people for things that you caused. You are sick. Completely and utterly, disgusting. I wish you were dead because maybe then I would finally have peace. I have given my body to a handful of boys after you and what the **** am i supposed to do when all of them remind me of you? You make me ill. So ******* ill. I hope you have nightmares about how disgusting you are, because you are a pig. A vile, vile pig. You will never ever know what I am thinking and that tears me the **** apart. I drive by your house twice a week just to see if your car is outside so I can slash the tires. As much as I wish you were dead, I wish I was dead. I wish this never would’ve happened to me. I wish I never would’ve gotten in the car with you. Wish I never said yes then no. You ruined my life. Until you understand what you’ve done, you will never know how it feels. Rot in Hell.
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The mystic Sadhu chants cryptic mantras, I hear the Hammssss of his voice, He is lost in his world Like I'm with mine, Above me, the bridge clanked gleefully announcing the arrival of her lover; Shimmering in white, honking it moves slowly like a big serpent, Ending the tryst with a flickering red light. Several mounds, smoldering woods, and one body stuck to the trunk of the bridge swirled in me the fear of leaving this world early, leaving all that I strived to achieve, and leaving all of it in the middle. Buses pass on the next bridge A hand came out and aimed the stream with something, probably a coin, to compensate for wrongdoings, Coin-collectors waiting like a starving lion in a zoo pounced on these throwings, aiming the spot   with a magnet like a trained ninja in nocturnal warfares, After a few unsuccessful attempts A boy yelled in joy "Har Har Gange". The Ganges was like this from the beginning, She was moderate in demands offering so much at the cost of a penny, Throw a coin and you are absolved from all your sins.
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Oct 21, 2021
Oct 21, 2021 at 7:31 PM UTC
A Night on the Bank of Ganges
I want to scream my deepest fear Uncover my deepest sin Admit my wrongdoings But the ice under me Is very thin The lion inside of me Who scars the jungle And fight an army of angry men Can't fight the loneliness anymore Or the sadness, deeper within His lioness has gone His lioness has left the den
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Oct 31, 2020
Oct 31, 2020 at 3:02 PM UTC
The Lioness Has Gone
We say that times have changed Yet the issues in the news Remain the same Three Muslims shot Over a "parking dispute" Yet the media news Can't get to the root Of the hateful crime Committed by a brute Too busy reviewing Fifty Shades of Grey While unjust crimes Are carried out everyday And why do we let ISIS Receive so much fame? And why is it that every Muslim is to blame? Associating a belief With violence and terror But it is among us Where you'll find the true error Using religious excuses To **** off God's creations Manufactured missiles Sweeping entire nations Thousands dead With nothing left to gain And those who survive Are left with terminal pain Seeing tears in the eyes of a mother Her son buried deep By the prejudice of another How far will we go Until we see the wrongdoings? Cuz once a life is gone... There is no undoing Segregating humans By religion, *** and race My beliefs may be different But I am no disgrace We classify ourselves With things like melanin As if our destiny Is determined by our skin Ignorance causing our vision to be impaired Can't accept the unusual Cuz we're too scared Too scared of the truth So we hide behind lies Too scared of being left out So we wear a disguise Morphing ourselves Into what is accepted Turning into clones Fear of being rejected But it's time to wake up Time to accept The difference in our land Time to end The suffrage that is at hand Time to unite ourselves as one Time to put down the weapons And put away your gun So join me now To spread the love And to silence the hate Our world may not be perfect But it's never too late.
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Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 8:07 PM UTC
Call for Change (Edited).
We say that times have changed Yet the issues in the news Remain the same Three Muslims shot Over a "parking dispute" Yet the media news Can't get to the root Of the hateful crime Committed by a brute Too busy reviewing Fifty Shades of Grey While unjust crimes Are carried out everyday And why do we let ISIS Receive so much fame? And why is it that every Muslim is to blame? Associating a belief With violence and terror But it is among us Where you'll find the true error Using religious excuses To **** off God's creations Manufactured missiles Sweeping entire nations Thousands dead With nothing left to gain And those who survive Are left with terminal pain Seeing tears in the eyes of a mother Her son buried deep By the prejudice of another How far will we go Until we see the wrongdoings? Cuz once a life is gone... There is no undoing Segregating humans By religion, *** and race My beliefs may be different But I am no disgrace We classify ourselves With things like melanin As if our destiny Is determined by our skin Ignorance causing our vision to be impaired Can't accept the unusual Cuz we're too scared Too scared of the truth So we hide behind lies Too scared of being left out So we wear a disguise Morphing ourselves Into what is accepted Turning into clones Fear of being rejected But it's time to wake up Time to accept The difference in our land Time to end The suffrage that is at hand Time to unite ourselves as one Time to put down the weapons And put away your gun So join me now To spread the love And to silence the hate Our world may not be perfect But it's never too late.
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(I) People used to light candles to ward off
 prophesies such as this. Stopping, each motherly representative, for 75 seconds 
or less, to tip match-spark to wax-thread and hope for the best. What ceremonial significance now 
do we seek for to slow the approach 
of what we know is waiting? Oncoming march of death-knolls and unhappiness 
bound up in silence 
where once we laughed uncensored at and for
 the characters who spun throughout this town, that school, the city, our lives. All being, understandably, becomes 
efficiently replaced with obvious simplicity.
 From effortless performances 
of what made our lives important
 back in childhood years when living was stable and guaranteed,
 now to this mongrel era of constant migration 
beckoning....
 The familiar is no longer our youth’s careless summer holidays.
 The Familiar is now a land where 
people don’t bother with any ideas 
of an ideal existence beyond 
what lottery tickets may bring. Those who inhabit here are 
more alerted to the purpose of lighting 
coals in winter to shelter the children 
and to keep the windows from cracking. 
In summer find these same awaiting with
 patient ears to heed any advice which keeps them from going completely insane. (II) Go now, away
,begin your quest, foolish schoolboy.
 An entire adolescence’s
 comeuppance is due. 
 Time now to seek recompense for the years you waited
 for anything significant to happen. 
 Time to seek girls with inviting eyes 
and lilting vowels to offer favors to. Abled with a catalogue of charmed 
intoxicants. All softened by a plentitude of weekdays waking at three in the afternoon. 
(Does “afternoon” exist in layman’s terms? Does 
he simply made do with morning, day and night?) Then on your flight make haste 
to ensure your visit merely brief.
 Like only one dimension of
 your day-persona be a hawk
 that delivers messages 
back to the ivory towers of 
new central HQ, while remaining 
 all cloak and whisper. Messages from where people live 
but no longer speak, 
as result of an assigned sense 
of failure,or complimentary 
wrongdoings sought, what sorrow achieves. 
Shattered lives, Ending dreams.
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Feb 11, 2013
Feb 11, 2013 at 11:55 AM UTC
Forecast In February
(I) People used to light candles to ward off
 prophesies such as this. Stopping, each motherly representative, for 75 seconds 
or less, to tip match-spark to wax-thread and hope for the best. What ceremonial significance now 
do we seek for to slow the approach 
of what we know is waiting? Oncoming march of death-knolls and unhappiness 
bound up in silence 
where once we laughed uncensored at and for
 the characters who spun throughout this town, that school, the city, our lives. All being, understandably, becomes 
efficiently replaced with obvious simplicity.
 From effortless performances 
of what made our lives important
 back in childhood years when living was stable and guaranteed,
 now to this mongrel era of constant migration 
beckoning....
 The familiar is no longer our youth’s careless summer holidays.
 The Familiar is now a land where 
people don’t bother with any ideas 
of an ideal existence beyond 
what lottery tickets may bring. Those who inhabit here are 
more alerted to the purpose of lighting 
coals in winter to shelter the children 
and to keep the windows from cracking. 
In summer find these same awaiting with
 patient ears to heed any advice which keeps them from going completely insane. (II) Go now, away
,begin your quest, foolish schoolboy.
 An entire adolescence’s
 comeuppance is due. 
 Time now to seek recompense for the years you waited
 for anything significant to happen. 
 Time to seek girls with inviting eyes 
and lilting vowels to offer favors to. Abled with a catalogue of charmed 
intoxicants. All softened by a plentitude of weekdays waking at three in the afternoon. 
(Does “afternoon” exist in layman’s terms? Does 
he simply made do with morning, day and night?) Then on your flight make haste 
to ensure your visit merely brief.
 Like only one dimension of
 your day-persona be a hawk
 that delivers messages 
back to the ivory towers of 
new central HQ, while remaining 
 all cloak and whisper. Messages from where people live 
but no longer speak, 
as result of an assigned sense 
of failure,or complimentary 
wrongdoings sought, what sorrow achieves. 
Shattered lives, Ending dreams.
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If you only knew How much I've been keeping it in Maybe you could cut me some slack And leave me to my thoughts If you only knew The feelings in my wavering heart That no matter how much I resist They're eating me away slowly If you only knew How much I want to apologize For keeping myself at bay and distant Because I might never want to let go If you only knew Why I'm doing things to hurt you Acting indifferent despite being close Resisting feelings that I shouldn't feel If you only knew How much I'm falling in love With everything and all about you Wanting to break the status quo If you ever find out That I've been hiding these feelings To keep this bond between us Would you rather stay? If only you would stay I really hope you won't leave But if you really do This may be the last time That I admit to you That after all this time And after all this pain After all that ignorance And all that silence All the wrongdoings And all the mistreatment I love you And pushing you away Asking God to take away these feelings Away from my fragile heart To save what we have So that I could keep you still Even when we're far apart
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Aug 23, 2018
Aug 23, 2018 at 2:03 PM UTC
If
This world we live in, It's not supposed to Be that way. Hell is supposed to come after. Instead, we suffer through Hell every day of our lives. Heartbreak, lost friends, abuse. The list goes on and on. The very thought that There is worse to come Scares me out of my mind. Is there truly another hell Or do the "bad" people Simply get sent back to Earth as their punishment, Forced to suffer life again? That seems to be enough Punishment to discourage Wrongdoings. An eternity on earth Forced to deal with evil People and forces all over Again.
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Jul 26, 2012
Jul 26, 2012 at 6:01 AM UTC
Hell on earth
sitting at the computer ranting about global tragedy but only peeking through the slightest slit barely noticeable curtain rustle when a physical knock finds the ominous wooden door the passive-aggressive activist waits – the blog whirrs into life… instilling motivation in others for the terrors of GMO crops and the vast wealth of lies perpetrated by government officials while quietly munching corn chips bought on the food stamp card… the passive-aggressive activist giggles – buying filtered water in plastic bottles and organic produce from chain grocery stores taking out personal loans to give to charity the passive-aggressive activist reads John Trudell only because he just died – watching CNN because FOX lies only frequenting local coffee houses while investing in French sunglasses mispronouncing the names of countries unable to be located on maps while exclaiming the wrongdoings of his government after going to college on federal aid programs promoting the second amendment with no intention of ever owning a gun the passive-aggressive activist waits -- someone will one day send the letter proclaiming the importance of the insights offered –
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Dec 11, 2015
Dec 11, 2015 at 3:19 PM UTC
An ode to basically everyone in Portland, Oregon (San Franciso and Seattle too)
Such a tedious thing, I sense our existence appears. For my chest to breech to the sky, A tightened blossom of whipping purity. Then to sink towards such a vicarious engulfment of hell. With each palpitating symposium, My lungs waver. To crust over, and bless the, upon gilded guffaws. Perturbed of my ascension. Or shall they sink, Sallow under chagrined blasphemy, My horridness inked upon parchment seasoned skin. Not but, a child of bitter consideration. I shall butter myself in ashes, just to perceive myself a shadow. For at dusk's beckon, perturbed; to kiss the constellations. Blemishes I conjured, beneath a quavering lip, a gentle crease of my nose. I silence their whimpering of wrongdoings, which I have failed to rupture. To exhale, in such a bubbling manner. It gurgles at my lips. Dribbles before me, Whilst the sun blinks back a yawn. Yet, upon a lunar serenade, the talons which protrude from my veins, writhes gruesome. To my supposed talents, I see no anchor. From them, to what lay before me. To where I shall drift. And good sir, label my simplistic existence, if you must. Yet I shall soon die, and so, you will too. And by that flicker of seconds, we should matter no more.
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Dec 3, 2013
Dec 3, 2013 at 8:59 PM UTC
such a tedious thing
I sat there like a museum of moments, a mosaic of emotions as she dissected my personas and did an autopsy of my past. Memories climbed my spine from the forgotten attics in my heart with every question, she asked. But my tongue was a drought and my voice box was a rust box, as the child in me was bullied into quietude. My edgy, messy and raw memories molded my perception, rewrote my interpretation and deepened my experience. There was underlying vengeance as the layers of fabricated scabs were scrapped to disclose the deeply entrenched, tender emotional scars. As the present, struck a cord my limbs would turn into cement as the echo would bring me back to the endless street of time and I would be dragged through open wounds within me. The pain would seep in the nooks and crannies of my soul. At every jibe and remark one more part of my flesh would be chiseled away. The sky would join in my sorrow as the clouds gathered like sheep summoned by a shepherd and then we would begin to weep our unresolved issues onto tissues. I revisited the bathrooms that became sanctuary in high school with its gossip soaked walls and tear-stained countertops. I dream of the people that have lost their way in my memory; a fabrication of nostalgia. But the tranquility of waves, can’t even erase the memories of their wrongdoings. My past engraved itself into my muscle memory ingrained its teachings and matured my sensibility. The dim shadows that would creep And the blues that I would pour are becoming budding flowers in my chest. Weaving from the same web I was entangled in building from the same sorrows I was drowning in. I began connecting, understanding its stem stitching my memories. I write for my younger self who felt silenced and erased by the world. I shape all the tainted pieces of memories into art and paint shades of my past as each is soaked in a memory. I craft subconscious relief, breathing memories into 6 alphabets that were strung into paragraphs, beginnings and end. I reached out to corners to bring out sunrises and sunsets and reignite dying embers as I de-spell the damage that silently reverterbrates through generation. I find home in my skin and love myself, whole; Shadows, crevice and all.
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Jul 24, 2019
Jul 24, 2019 at 8:34 AM UTC
Healing Memories
I sat there like a museum of moments, a mosaic of emotions as she dissected my personas and did an autopsy of my past. Memories climbed my spine from the forgotten attics in my heart with every question, she asked. But my tongue was a drought and my voice box was a rust box, as the child in me was bullied into quietude. My edgy, messy and raw memories molded my perception, rewrote my interpretation and deepened my experience. There was underlying vengeance as the layers of fabricated scabs were scrapped to disclose the deeply entrenched, tender emotional scars. As the present, struck a cord my limbs would turn into cement as the echo would bring me back to the endless street of time and I would be dragged through open wounds within me. The pain would seep in the nooks and crannies of my soul. At every jibe and remark one more part of my flesh would be chiseled away. The sky would join in my sorrow as the clouds gathered like sheep summoned by a shepherd and then we would begin to weep our unresolved issues onto tissues. I revisited the bathrooms that became sanctuary in high school with its gossip soaked walls and tear-stained countertops. I dream of the people that have lost their way in my memory; a fabrication of nostalgia. But the tranquility of waves, can’t even erase the memories of their wrongdoings. My past engraved itself into my muscle memory ingrained its teachings and matured my sensibility. The dim shadows that would creep And the blues that I would pour are becoming budding flowers in my chest. Weaving from the same web I was entangled in building from the same sorrows I was drowning in. I began connecting, understanding its stem stitching my memories. I write for my younger self who felt silenced and erased by the world. I shape all the tainted pieces of memories into art and paint shades of my past as each is soaked in a memory. I craft subconscious relief, breathing memories into 6 alphabets that were strung into paragraphs, beginnings and end. I reached out to corners to bring out sunrises and sunsets and reignite dying embers as I de-spell the damage that silently reverterbrates through generation. I find home in my skin and love myself, whole; Shadows, crevice and all.
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because all I see is IGNORANCE minds that are satisfied with being uniformed where has the world gone where is the CURIOSITY where are the children pledging to make the world a better place because all I see are PRETENTIOUS photographs and empty thoughts where are the questions why is it acceptable to know nothing society i hate the thought of a culture a culture that is OBSCENE a society that should be ASHAMED of its wrongdoings a society that should present WORLD HUNGER as an actual problem a society that should take ACTION rather than sit by as if people aren't dying as the minutes pass and every grain in the hourglass represents a STORY stories that aren't told all because society is too IGNORANT to care
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Aug 27, 2013
Aug 27, 2013 at 9:44 PM UTC
Ignorance
Transcending all the right and wrongdoings Will meet you at a place where nothing exits Just You and Me, in rendezvous with us In a language which surpasses all the worldly meanings Meanings of our heart expressed in an alien language
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Apr 20, 2014
Apr 20, 2014 at 1:29 AM UTC
Our Meeting
Let me be kinder to myself. Forgiving, like I am to others. Let me see beauty in my reflection. Smile, everything is better with one. Let me take time for the small things. Give me the colour I want. Let me walk near the water, And sit with a book in my hand. Let me appreciate myself again. Let me not value myself by others wrongdoings. Let me respect myself, Then I will not do the same to someone else. Let me have cheesecake. My self worth is not determined by my body. Please self, stop fighting yourself. And let myself finally free.
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Oct 21, 2012
Oct 21, 2012 at 10:04 PM UTC
Let me change me
Poured a cup of fruit juice to see it was only 5% Artificially coating life, never tasting the truth of what it meant. My motivation space in my brain is vacant, and open for rent. Sorry if you have to share it with a guy on the inside that's seemingly hell-bent. Parents shed your clarity and wisdom, as oppose to letting your anger fill them. Screams in dreams rip me out of my fantasy right at the seams, and maybe, Maybe I'll never know what it means. Some could view me right now as apathetic, but those are the same that see my words as babble, because they just don't get it. I think I've stopped caring about the criticism, Because I stay within the confines of my individualism. Your judgements put walls around me, restrictions I don't need. I realize we're different, down to the music on which we feed. No one wants to see how we're similar, Always casting categories to the unfamiliar. ***** the false idea that you live up to The only way out is being Through, with all the ******** No more wrongdoings to persist. I could speak forever, and for those who've listened, I hope you get the jist. I'm ****** to remain in a state with people of a similar fate because we let it. You must have it made if you're one who doesn't get it.
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Aug 11, 2012
Aug 11, 2012 at 8:50 PM UTC
Acknowledging the Absorption of the Artificial
1) God divides people, Sachin unites them 2) God does with people what he fancies, Sachin does with the bat what people love 3) God gives life, Sachin adds meaning to it 4) God answers prayers, Sachin comes as the answer to those prayers 5) God takes away what he gives, Sachin only gives, gives and gives 6) God doesn’t always give you what you want, Sachin gives you more than what you expect 7) God gives you death, Sachin teaches you how to live 8) God blesses you only if you’re good, Sachin’s benevolence is unconditional 9) God gives you troubles to teach you lessons, Sachin makes you forget your troubles 10) God puts you to test to reassert his supremacy, Sachin keeps passing every Test and still remains humble 11) God punishes people for their wrongdoings, Sachin takes it upon himself to rectify others’ mistakes 12) God's existence is an unsolved mystery, Sachin’s existence is beyond any doubt 13) God loves you only if you believe in him, Sachin’s genius and goodness compels you to love him 14) No one has seen God, No one will ever see another like Sachin!!!
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Mar 17, 2011
Mar 17, 2011 at 9:26 PM UTC
14 reasons why Sachin is not my God!
Destroy me. Take what you can from the middle. Take that golden yellow moon- that sherbert sunset in the center of how I exist, **** it, take it! And Stubbornly I'll be. When all that is left is bones for the jackal to satiate on when all that is heard is bubbles popping and the jaw creaking from the overuse of what was inside me- When that dark and silken predator lies lazy on it's back with my contents fuming in its distention... destroy me, do. ***** my remains with huge heaving gusts of your gluttony. Because you will. Because I am too heavy to carry, I am too light to settle. Oh, yes I'll be your posion, and into every cell I will invade marching with my army, marching with my anger I will wiggle in your ear and chew through the pictures in your mind, eating at the corners of everyone you covet most. I'll call you in a singsong voice that does not end. In every room you'll look to hear- in every corner your try to hide from it. I will flood your soul with my wrongdoings so you carry mine as well as yours. Yes, destroy me- dust. And you will perish from my digestion and you will carry my heavy sins. Oh, what is left? What is left? Just the eternal weight of light and you cannot eat that, On light you can feast but not thrive. It will not still the noise of the rotting wood that sits solid and solitary in the place where someone stole your exclusive rights to feel joy. Sahn 3/26/2015
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Mar 26, 2015
Mar 26, 2015 at 9:15 PM UTC
The Insatiable Raven