I can't tell, is the water on my face rain or tears?
I can't say it out loud! Please read it in my eyes....
"Can you just not be so damn sad for once?"
The wind claws at everything, a welcome pain.
I'm trying! Can't you see the effort? Oh stars, it HURTS!
"You can talk to me..."
I look away, I cannot bare the pain in your eyes.
Oh darling I know, I want to but... I can't.
"Talk damn it."
Your eyes are hard now, your angry with me, please don't be mad.
Don't you see? My voice betrayed me!
"You know, you make it hard to love you sometimes."
The song playing is fitting "I'm searching for something that I can't reach."
Your words are cutting me. Stripping me to the core, please for the love of God, don't say you can't love me anymore...
There are times when one simply cannot bare to speak
Yet in their silence is the screaming you can't bare to hear.