"wll" poems
I can't change the things I've done,
So Far from perfect.
Actions I've taken only fills me with regret.
Knowing that the past can be rewoned.
I refuse to fall or to let my self drown.
With this in mind.
I'll strive to Change my life in hopes that a better me I I can find.
I can't hate the person I once was.
Nor will I ever love my self with out letting go.
So I make a choice to be a better me .
Putting the past a part of history.
I can't change the things I've done.
BUT I CAN CHANGE THE PERSON I WLL SOON BECOME.
Nov 13, 2014
Nov 13, 2014 at 8:27 AM UTC
I will be waiting for you,
even when all ages gathered and gone,
even when time tarries not.
When moment flies in race.
When seasons run and all are lost in pursuing,
i will surley wait for you.
Even if it takes the rest of my days.
Even if it takes the rest of my life.
I will wait for you.
No matter how long,
as long as u be mine,
even when no attention is given,
when all at self-will lost.
I will wait for you,
i will wait for you,
i wll wait for you.
This i promise you.
I will wait for you.
Jul 17, 2013
Jul 17, 2013 at 2:54 PM UTC
How do you spread peace across Earth? First, start with your heart. It matters not where or how you begin. Love is in everyone's heart. Your heart has infinite seeds of love in it, as do the hearts of every other human being on Earth. Toss these seeds of love everywhere. It is amazing, miraculous where they may land, and wherever they may land, they wll sprout. Those with megawealth, those who control global corporations, those who compesate their unconscious lack of self-esteem, because they were not loved enough, if at all, as they were growing up, beome not the bestowers of kindness and caring and magnanimity, but are twisted into despots and tyrants and dictators. Throughout their entire lifetimes, they know no love. Hydrogen bombs and all other weapons they know, because they absorb and pervert worldwide the invaluable recources that could feed the starving, shelter the homeless, heal the sick, educate the unenlightened. Humanity has spent millennia killing each other. Now it is time to take the real power on Earth, Love, and live and love as one. Fling your infinite seeds of love from your hearts everywhere and watch them sweep over all of Earth and watch Peace on Earth bloom forever before your eyes.
Copyright 2020 Tod Howard Hawks
May 18, 2020
May 18, 2020 at 2:17 AM UTC
If I lose myself tonight,
Don't come looking for me,
I promise I'll be alright,
I need some space to be free.
Don't use a compass,
Don't use a map,
Just wait at home on the front porch,
When I'm ready I'll come right back.
Don't ring the police,
Or search all day,
Just let me travel and go far away.
If I lose myself tonight,
Don't be alarmed,
I'm finally escaping to a quiter place,
Where I wll remain unharmed.
Jul 24, 2013
Jul 24, 2013 at 8:11 AM UTC
dear lovely lady or kind sir,
my family has just come in to extreme, monumental good fortune, the likes of which amze the pope himeslrf and lama dolly too.
poor creidt have i thru sad mismanagement of funs, now big banks an capital cfompanies venturees, fail to reply to wll intentioned requestes for baluabel fund.s needed.
however, telegram did jyst arrive, my faimly na me so very very happy.
the sum is 100,000,000,000 dollars US with half more in pounds sterling...
currency calculator on blink... but we think this much scratch.
plesae be soknid if you will , i send you MY band account informaiton, then when funds come through you share with me? you help us please?
sincerallly,
Miss A I r Head
Sep 28, 2015
Sep 28, 2015 at 3:04 PM UTC
finding me in the
dense corn field
is difficult, even if
you search all around,
i would be
working with the peasants,
somewhere, far or near
or resting under the tree shade
sharing their home made food.
finding me in the
library is even more remote,
some word,
acting as an enticement
would take me to the deapths,
i'll feel free and relieved
and be swimming with the words -
unaware of time, sharing their aesthetic delights.
finding me in the
day time, would be
such a tricky affair,
i eat, the clear light,
drink freedom for delight,
and slowly get levitating
and fly above all like a storm petrel,
in ethereal form above distant clouds.
finding me in water
would never be possible,
at the edge of the lake i sit,
my face reflects
in the water plane,
and my eyes dive and swim,
with fish of every size.
i wll be a fish like the time of my origin:
fish that swam from dad's **** to mom's womb.
Find me
with in you, if you remember my smile,
my words, my deeds,thunder and rain,
my quirky eye, my heart's deepest desire,
search your consciousness deep, i am there.
o
Jan 12, 2012
Jan 12, 2012 at 12:59 PM UTC
I wonder if the dot above the "i" gets lonely
as it sits above each i, all by itself.
I mean look at how many times I
have created a lonely i in the last four lines!
What if we never used the letter i,
so then if it wasn't used
there would be no dot in existence to be lonely?
I shall start now.
Ths wll be dffcult, I can already tell.
What f nstead, I used captal I's to replace
all the lowercase ones?
Then there would be no lonely dots!
I shall use bIg I's from here on out!
No dot shall every be lonely on my watch!
But now, the questIon remaIns...
what about punctuatIon?
Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 11:47 PM UTC
Truth is always real.
What seems real isn't always truth.
If you're having any doubt,
Wll then, you should ask for proof.
Aug 15, 2010
Aug 15, 2010 at 6:03 PM UTC
THE PAIN THAT IS HEAVY ON MY HEART IS THE PAIN OF A LOST SOUL WITH EVERY INCH RIP FROM ONE END TO ANTHER.
THE FEELING OF THIS PAIN WITH TEARS OF SADNESS THAT NO WORDS COULD EVEN WXPAINED.
MY WORRIES AND MY GIVING OF LOVE THAT I HAD AND STILL HAVE FOR YO IS BROKEN TO PEACES THAT IS SHOULD NOT HAVE TO TRY TO PUT BACK HLE AGAIN. THEREE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT WAS TO STILL BE DONE MANY HOURS OFB TIMES THAT WE SHOULD BE RUNNING. THE WHEELS OFF THIS ROAD THAT U NOW HAAVE PASSED WITH OUT ME ARE BLOCKED BECAUSE YOU LEFT ME TO FAST AND TO SOON. THERE I FIND MY SELF FRONT OF THE WINDOW WITH RAIN DROPS OF SADNESS AND PAIN ASKING WHY? MY GOD WHY? NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO NOW THAT YOUR ARE NO LONGER HEAR MY FRIEND. NOT ABLE TO BREATH BECAUSE YOU STOP BREATHING ON ME. HOLDING IT ALL IN WHERE INJUST WANT TO LET IT ALL OUT AND WAKE UPO FROM THIS NIGHT MARE OF MINE.FOR ME MY FRIEND YOU WHERE THE BEST FRIEND ANY ONE COULD HAVE. YOUR HEART WAS FULL WITH SO MUCH LOVE THAT YOU COULD ALWAYS BSEE THE LOVE THAT YOU GAVE TO THOSE THAT JUST NEEDED A HELPING HAND YOU NEVER SAID NO. THE MADNESS THAT ONCE WAS WITH IN YOU GOT NOVER COME BY BEING MY FRIEND AND LETTING ME IN YOUR LIFE. NOT ONLY YOU SHOWED ME AND HELP ME YOU LET ME HELP YOU AS WLL. I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT ALL THE TIMES WE HAD FROM DAY ONE WHERE THE BEST TIMES OF MY LIFE THAT I WISH YOU WHERE HEAR FOR MANY MORE... I FIND IT SO HAED TO LET GO OF SOME ONE SO SWEET AND LOVING AND CARING AS YO FOREVERB AND EVER YOU WILL HAVE A BIG PART OF MY HEART I WILL NEVER LET ANY ONE TAKE THAT FROM ME. I FIND IT SO HARD TO BREATH ANY MORE AND NEVER WANTING TO LET U GO. I LOVE U ALWAYS AND FOREVER YOU MY BESTFRIEND BOSS AND SO MUCH MORE MY DEAR LOVE ABEL TOVAR REST WITH ME IN PEACE IN HEAVEN WE SOME DAY SOON WILL MEET.
Dec 16, 2016
Dec 16, 2016 at 6:29 AM UTC
I'm tired of living
I wish I could hibernate
My body is wary
My mind is wary
I wish I had a turn off
Or reset button
Wll
Life is hard
Like concrete bricks
Concrete bricks which I need
To build my future
But somehow
When it's halfway
The building collapses
Try to pick them up again
Place them one by one
And then
Sit down and rethink another plan
I should let go
Of my good guy tendencies
It gets you nowhere
Maybe I should change my ways
And be a villain
Cause' that black dot
Is consuming me
Consuming my soul
Until my mind, body and spirit
Are in a black hole
May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014 at 3:55 AM UTC
When am gone
i will be like the wind
unbreakable,untouchable.
When am gone
i will know freedom
like wind sings
irresistable,indomitable.
When am gone
i will be free
in freedom i wll be with them in white.
When am gone
when am gone
No! No! I don't want to go
the dark lane beneath!
I don't want to go the eeries road.
But when am gone
sands of time shall celebrate
and echo my name in one tune,
for the mark made un-erased.
When am gone
when am gone
in freedom i will be free.
Aug 10, 2013
Aug 10, 2013 at 5:59 AM UTC
Dad...can you tell me where is Mom?
is it that hard to answer?
Yes, I know:
she went with Grandpa, and she's with uncle Sam but,
why did she leave us so soon?
wll you ever stop crying every night?
am I not grown up enough to know the truth?
Did she love me?
do you love me, dad?
Grandma told me, she loved me with all her heart,
that you and grampa too
and that you all have all your fate in me,
but your face seems to be so sad
I know you hide it behind your smile.
Dad...why your nightmares never stop?
are you still dreaming about the War?
last night you were calling Mom out loud,
I'm sad for you,
what can I do for you?
aren't you happy for me?
next year I'll become a man.
I'm 13 now!!!
Am I not good enough to stop
your war against the world.
Dad...did you and Mom did that for me?
did she choose, or was it you?
I'm the only one to blame
my birth just became disgrace.
Her life for mine,
Your happiness for mine,
would you be happier if you were with her
instead of me?
do you feel that I take her away from you?
Dad, please tell me,
are you proud of me?
please don't make me cry
can you sing me a song?
will you forgive me?
you think she's sad for us?
I don't beleive in your words,
you don't love me...
my life is away from light
I'm a ghost now,
behold what's left of your son...
am I not beautiful?
Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 7:20 PM UTC
I am the only one that controls this body I am in
It is I that feeds my spirit and my mind within
I am am a canvas being worked on day in and day out,
waiting to see what is created.
I am getting closer to myself the more that I listen to voice in me
I challenge myself to do whats best for the me in me
I could have been anyone else but somehow, the miracle of it all is
I am Me and always wll be
Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 2:26 AM UTC
I think you will find
That dating a poet
Is no waste of time.
An ardent poet
will transport you-
with flights of fancy
he will court you.
His catalogue of
All your graces
wll put fond smiles
on knowing faces.
And, if you are
Not so inclined,
Who better
to forlornly pine?
A poet on a string
Who’ll send you verse?
You might do better-
But you could do worse.
Apr 18, 2014
Apr 18, 2014 at 5:02 PM UTC
Have you ever felt so numb that it hurts?
So empty that your hollow , like a tree that has only ever been cut down
A life so tramatic it loses its appeal
So lost and out of options
So lost and out of range
Ii seem to have lost my will to live
can someone help me find it?
Maybe its behind the mask ive been wearing for so long
That mask that I use to hide my pain
Pain hidden away with practice
Scream the pain away
Scream from the top of your lungs . but no one wll hear
You cant see yourself being anything you want to be
No all you can see is your own misery
You get lost In your own senselessness
Sit there quietly, don’t make a sound
The only thing you can hear is the sound of your own inadvertent loneliness
You cant do anything but sit there and get lost in your own worthlessness
Until blissful death
Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 11:15 PM UTC
when you lose a loved one. time will be your friend
it will heal your sorrow bring it to an end
take away the pain that your going through
as the time goes by will heal the heart in you
the memories you have will for ever stay
always there with you each and every day
your loved one will be there watching over you
from heaven up above in the sky so blue
it wll take a while for your heart to mend
time is there for you time will be your friend
take it day by day till all the pain has gone
time is there for you. help your sorrow to move on.
Dec 10, 2023
Dec 10, 2023 at 10:02 AM UTC
I live in hell
The underworld
Because I once fell
I didn't take it well
Bitterness is what everyone sees
Some say my heart may as wll freeze
All day I can hear these desperate pleas
And sharp words, meant to do more than just tease
Why, I never realised
The solitude
And loneliness I despised
Helped me staying disguised
That's why
My words drip venom
And cut like a knve
The burn like lemon
In a wound to thrive
That's why
I inflict pain
Although I gain nothing
Except disdain
So I try to keep on laughing
That's why
I never complained
It wouldn't make sense
I am left restrained
I'll never stop being tense
Feb 16, 2020
Feb 16, 2020 at 11:37 AM UTC
A crisp night
Illuminated with the oncoming excitement
A jolly season all in all
Creates an ignorance great enough to fill the world with joy
And create shadows on the truth
To mask any horrid feelings
For -anyone that may be feeling down
Wll be excluded from all the glory-
And so nobody hears it
And they all ignore the drops-
Of crystals into the sky
As the moon sobs high above
Only able to watch everything unfold
While everyone is cheery
And shouting in happiness
They forget the oncoming troubles
That will create a massacre great enough to shroud all hope
Of a Merry Christmas
Dec 13, 2019
Dec 13, 2019 at 12:41 PM UTC
Is there rehab for a workaholic?
I think of it and frolic, forcing little thoughts of my feeble mind to flip and *****
I wish that I could cherish little moments before they're gone
And have the verbal verbosity of a love song
Long lost in these words ; fire to my c4
Sunset to the sea shore
That's my work to me but I see
Love through a peephole
Tenacity is feeble and my patience is unfaithful
I think my money tree
must be my rehab
Yea, I can sleep when I'm dead
In my head I can hear
Voices asking me for bread
Fantasizing bout my death and how I lived along instead
Where's the money, gimme that
Cash, credit, bonds and stacks
Cash, credit, bonds and stacks wll take away a ***** life.
Workaholic
Jan 29, 2018
Jan 29, 2018 at 8:08 PM UTC