"wishings" poems
Somedays i wake up wishing you were still here
Wishing that you're voice was something i could still hear
Somedays i wish but i know the wishings going no where
Apr 18, 2014
Apr 18, 2014 at 4:54 PM UTC
Here thinking
Is it worth it
All that hard work
Trying to get his attencion
Risking my education
Trying to be there for him
While he doesnt realize I am there.
Is it all part of destiny
Or is it a part of life
Is it all what I have done
It is all because of my mistakes
I am here
Wondering if he ever thinks of me
Hoping that he loves me to
Wishing he could look
At my smile and fall for me
Just like I fell for him
I love him,
wishings he loved me
Yet in English clas
He does not even turn my way
I wish he could know
But I am not scared to say anything
I wish he could understand
That I am falling in love every second
Even more
I need him to see
I need him to know
That every second
I think of what could be
Nov 9, 2012
Nov 9, 2012 at 3:36 PM UTC
It has been quite some time
Far too long to be missing anybody
But yet, I still do.
I miss you.
It has been miserable, it has been futile
It has been a sad, sad face,
that I always bear and I cannot
Seem to break out of this phase.
Will this last longer? Of hope and wistful dreams?
Seeing you again, makes me happy
If only I could.
Stop wishing, I should.
A dragging on of many days,
turning into months
and wasted time
All because I'm wistfully wishing.
This has become a routine already,
more than brushing my teeth
or wearing my clothes
it has become what I do, everyday.
When I sit back and think,
I realise my faults,
supposed to be corrected, far long ago.
Not even harboured in the first place.
Liking you is so stupid,
I never should have fallen.
All I get is nothing in return,
and in fact,
it makes my heart burn.
May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 3:21 PM UTC
It's been an honest while since those times of denial, lie, sit and smile... Go another mile
The crow kack a sqwak so black " it's back it's back!' in terrific laughter this redundant chapter.
A fool sold me his soul, I wish I hadn't bought it-- **** thing don't shut the **** up. Oh.
Now somebody else knows from where the river Nile flows, so so slow.
Wishings are tepidly fine, half-boiled mind, still content to knock the trappings of the blind, there in the muggy dark. Scratch the floor some more....
Why the hell not?!
Oct 24, 2013
Oct 24, 2013 at 11:34 PM UTC
sprinklings of soft flour
scattered upon teal green kitchen tiles
well wishings and moving chairs
make soft background noises
I look up at the deep red of your apron
the business suit of the old fashioned woman
you pick me up and place me on the tiles
Usually cold, they're warm in the kitchen's heat
I smile as I draw a tree through the flour
you look down on me and laugh
such warmth and happiness in your smile
that split second of attention, all I needed,
to progress through the cinnamon smelling household
on a day perfect for lying.
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 3:32 PM UTC
Yes and yes,i've meet this point of my life when it seems so different from all my wishings and fairy-tales.If yesterday i hope we're the prince and the princess who had a happy ending which finally together after a lovely skinny love,now that i suddenly come to wonder that how good it would be if we don't have anything between.It sounds like now im the one who want to lose you and be free and try another atmosphere.I want to be away,let go every frets and give up on things which seems so hard.Well,let's start earning and i swear to myself since then that i just want to see and understand
Sep 14, 2013
Sep 14, 2013 at 1:37 AM UTC
Reach for raindrops when the sky is blue.
So that when rain comes you've already said hello and you can stand aside and allow it fall unto what needs to grow.
Simple as it confuses most as does the simple act of introducing yourself to passing strangers.
Fearless interactions and excepting simple verbal transactions with thankfull compassion is powerful
A hand shake a bow or verbal transaction of a greeting, along with a relinquishing of titles and wishings of happy travels
For no reason other than to make strangers, named beings that in that one moment we know who were seeing.
A lessoning of fear and a knowledge of what was before speculation and uncertainty
Has now become an understanding and an exchangeing of knowledge to lead to an acceptance and an equality without judgment or an irrational miss understanding of other people's actions
Introduce yourself to someone you fear and share with them simple truths of your person
Don't judge them for what they believe or what they look to achieve, accept and learn from them what you didn't know before and wouldn't know if you didn't allow them to speak
Around the world if we could all introduce ourselves and have respect in what chose to speak .... wars would be pointless knowledge would come from the mouths of those we meet and our neighbors would be our friends and teachers in every subject.
Word of mouth would hold power and languages would compound into 1 tung spoken by people to pass knowledge without barriers of who could understand them
Unity would be true and currency would burn and Melt at the new exchange of ideas, stories and facts,
Our hands would help others and in return thier hands would do the same.
People would have a place to live, let live, build and learn every possibility of what they can belive in and practice.
Spread your name without reason and knowledge without being asked or needed.
Maby one day peace will grip earth and we can all teach learn and help one another without barriers and do so happily just to convers and learn new things, pointless thing but knowledge of every thing from every perspective and every human being
Dec 18, 2016
Dec 18, 2016 at 10:13 AM UTC