"whichway" poems
He looked up-pointing
ah moon
He said
You know it was bright and early
morning
and sure enough
far off and unassuming
ah moon
Not even full
or very impressive
Washed out if that helps
But he got it
He knows
At this ridiculous tender impossible age
That the moon is the moon
luminous and heavy
full on the evening horizon
facing any whichway
silver orange ghostly
imposing
left right high low
day or night
And when it is black
New and gone
He's never asked me
where it went.
Mar 22, 2010
Mar 22, 2010 at 3:42 PM UTC
back in the days.....
when i was youthful
bright longing in my eyes.
when life was
a desperate struggle
based on a whim....
i found myself at a place
edge of a valley
start of a mountain
holding back ,
whilst ....
looking forward,
balanced on the rim....
of a new horizons skin.
what to do....... what....
dive
back into the shadow
climb
up into the light.
walking...
on a tightrope
of fraying indecision
circling...
round and round.
years of making myself
dizzy...
with fury
and
rebounded thought
pinging,slinging, stinging
doubt....
about which way
back...
forth...
back
(g)round....and (g)round
wore myself a groove,
with witless, wistful pacing.
a grave slowly shuffled out,
deeper, darker...
valley dark,
mountain light,
grey grave groove...
on the cusp between.....
mental twilight...........
had me enthralled,
everday shufflin...
till,
when...then.. somehow...
i...
ceased ......
to be me,
frightened to decide....
.........epiphany........
any whichway
was better than this.....
grinding, ground down
groove worn grave.
small steps, giant leaps.
i found grace was in
believing.....
found was in the looking,
laughter in the smiling
life was in the living.
direction was merely mindful
deception....
coralling random disposition.
for one
up
for another.....
down
purpose is a delicate
preponent,
in decsion making choices
attitude the fulcrum
on which it all approximates.......
valley dark
mountain light
both wrong
both right
take .....
a step,
a leap,
a bound,
a flight,
of fortunate fancy....
........or petulant plight.
Mar 31, 2014
Mar 31, 2014 at 5:34 AM UTC