Forgive me 
For i have sinned 
I told my daddy to wait
Im gonna make it 
But when?
I cross my heart and i hope to die 
This life i live
Its all a lie
Look at my face 
A happy smile right? or
Look in my eyes
Dont be scared 
This is wheremy demons lie
Foegive me 
For i have i have sinned
I haven't been myself
I pray for help
I want you to trade me shoes
See if you could walk a mile
Without wanting to die 

I try not to cry 
Father god this life i live 
Im sorry i lied 
I'm on my knees
Please forgive me
I ask for the thousandth time 
Did you hear me?