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"wedge" poems
i’ve given up on days that begin in late afternoon, skipped breakfast and lunch, days that fade slowly and end with ****** cut-out holes in eyelids because the second i close them and it all goes black, every moment with you comes back played on fast-forward, the memories moving so quickly that both our faces are blurred and it feels like everything i’ve ever felt for you is overflowing the tub, filling the washroom with suds that take forever to melt i’ve given up on those days. i’ve traded them for ones that begin with sunrises instead of sunsets, days that are spent falling forward instead of trying to chase the past, and i don’t look back and see something broken, or something that was better off left unopened i look back and see our bodies so close together that you can’t tell where yours begins and mine ends, i see my heart that grew twenty-three times its size, i see you and me wrapped up in something that i didn’t know existed outside of blurry 35 mm and overdue and falling-apart library books that sit on the nightstands of middle-aged women who are bored with their lives and i’m just so happy i got to love you at all. but i’ve folded up all the days spent with you and taped them in the messy pages of my journal and now i’m running into the sun, running away from every lie that’s trying to wedge its way in between my ribs, running in the opposite direction of words like "regret" and any feeling that insists that none of it was worth it because all of it was worth it. every moment we were together pumps through my veins, and it will always be there; it will be there when we’ve both graduated, when you move out west, when you kiss your family goodnight, when you sit in your backyard with tears in your eyes because you’ve lived a life you are proud of it will be there when i finally make it to new york city, when i kiss someone who isn’t you, when i find the answers you inspired me to search for, when i sit on my rooftop with tears on my cheeks because i’ve lived a life fuller than i could’ve ever imagined and you and i will live these lives apart, we’ll move on and forget what it felt like to wake up beside one another; we’ll find what we’re looking for elsewhere and we’ll understand why this all had to happen the way that it did but what we had will always exist somewhere, in rotting apples and old mail and unplayed mix CDs, in mosaics that line the city streets, in sirens and red and white flashing lights that shine through your window while you are asleep you and i were magic, we always will be.
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Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 11:25 PM UTC
atoms
i’ve given up on days that begin in late afternoon, skipped breakfast and lunch, days that fade slowly and end with ****** cut-out holes in eyelids because the second i close them and it all goes black, every moment with you comes back played on fast-forward, the memories moving so quickly that both our faces are blurred and it feels like everything i’ve ever felt for you is overflowing the tub, filling the washroom with suds that take forever to melt i’ve given up on those days. i’ve traded them for ones that begin with sunrises instead of sunsets, days that are spent falling forward instead of trying to chase the past, and i don’t look back and see something broken, or something that was better off left unopened i look back and see our bodies so close together that you can’t tell where yours begins and mine ends, i see my heart that grew twenty-three times its size, i see you and me wrapped up in something that i didn’t know existed outside of blurry 35 mm and overdue and falling-apart library books that sit on the nightstands of middle-aged women who are bored with their lives and i’m just so happy i got to love you at all. but i’ve folded up all the days spent with you and taped them in the messy pages of my journal and now i’m running into the sun, running away from every lie that’s trying to wedge its way in between my ribs, running in the opposite direction of words like "regret" and any feeling that insists that none of it was worth it because all of it was worth it. every moment we were together pumps through my veins, and it will always be there; it will be there when we’ve both graduated, when you move out west, when you kiss your family goodnight, when you sit in your backyard with tears in your eyes because you’ve lived a life you are proud of it will be there when i finally make it to new york city, when i kiss someone who isn’t you, when i find the answers you inspired me to search for, when i sit on my rooftop with tears on my cheeks because i’ve lived a life fuller than i could’ve ever imagined and you and i will live these lives apart, we’ll move on and forget what it felt like to wake up beside one another; we’ll find what we’re looking for elsewhere and we’ll understand why this all had to happen the way that it did but what we had will always exist somewhere, in rotting apples and old mail and unplayed mix CDs, in mosaics that line the city streets, in sirens and red and white flashing lights that shine through your window while you are asleep you and i were magic, we always will be.
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Above the mountains the geese turn into the light again Painting their black silhouettes on an open sky. Sometimes everything has to be inscribed across the heavens so you can find the one line already written inside you. Sometimes it takes a great sky to find that first, bright and indescribable wedge of freedom in your own heart. Sometimes with the bones of the black sticks left when the fire has gone out someone has written something new in the ashes of your life. You are not leaving. Even as the light fades quickly now, you are arriving.
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Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 11:12 PM UTC
'The Journey' / A poem by David Whyte
Oh delicious wedge When you come to be no more My heart aches with need
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Aug 4, 2013
Aug 4, 2013 at 5:51 PM UTC
Pizza Haiku
The Affair I fell in love with childhood, he wore a red cape made of polyester plaid, tiny stitches of lines circulated around his palm. He never wore a mask, his memories wore enough of one, a fog remnant of a dream, his home he’d never see again all along the river, led up to a lake. It didn’t matter anyway, a wedge upon two brick walls was a plaque – or a warning – a memorial, perhaps, but all succumbed to his pain, every inch crumbled to dust. That’s when I took his childhood away. I fell in love with memories.
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Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 2:49 AM UTC
The Affair
The Cross, the Cross Goes deeper in than we know, Deeper into life; Right into the marrow And through the bone. Along the back of the baby tortoise The scales are locked in an arch like a bridge, Scale-lapping, like a lobster's sections Or a bee's. Then crossways down his sides Tiger-stripes and wasp-bands. Five, and five again, and five again, And round the edges twenty-five little ones, The sections of the baby tortoise shell. Four, and a keystone; Four, and a keystone; Four, and a keystone; Then twenty-four, and a tiny little keystone. It needed Pythagoras to see life playing with counters on the living back Of the baby tortoise; Life establishing the first eternal mathematical tablet, Not in stone, like the Judean Lord, or bronze, but in life-clouded, life-rosy tortoise shell. The first little mathematical gentleman Stepping, wee mite, in his loose trousers Under all the eternal dome of mathematical law. Fives, and tens, Threes and fours and twelves, All the volte face of decimals, The whirligig of dozens and the pinnacle of seven. Turn him on his back, The kicking little beetle, And there again, on his shell-tender, earth-touching belly, The long cleavage of division, upright of the eternal cross And on either side count five, On each side, two above, on each side, two below The dark bar horizontal. The Cross! It goes right through him, the sprottling insect, Through his cross-wise cloven psyche, Through his five-fold complex-nature. So turn him over on his toes again; Four pin-point toes, and a problematical thumb-piece, Four rowing limbs, and one wedge-balancing head, Four and one makes five, which is the clue to all mathematics. The Lord wrote it all down on the little slate Of the baby tortoise. Outward and visible indication of the plan within, The complex, manifold involvedness of an individual creature Plotted out On this small bird, this rudiment, This little dome, this pediment Of all creation, This slow one.
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Tortoise Shell
The Cross, the Cross Goes deeper in than we know, Deeper into life; Right into the marrow And through the bone. Along the back of the baby tortoise The scales are locked in an arch like a bridge, Scale-lapping, like a lobster's sections Or a bee's. Then crossways down his sides Tiger-stripes and wasp-bands. Five, and five again, and five again, And round the edges twenty-five little ones, The sections of the baby tortoise shell. Four, and a keystone; Four, and a keystone; Four, and a keystone; Then twenty-four, and a tiny little keystone. It needed Pythagoras to see life playing with counters on the living back Of the baby tortoise; Life establishing the first eternal mathematical tablet, Not in stone, like the Judean Lord, or bronze, but in life-clouded, life-rosy tortoise shell. The first little mathematical gentleman Stepping, wee mite, in his loose trousers Under all the eternal dome of mathematical law. Fives, and tens, Threes and fours and twelves, All the volte face of decimals, The whirligig of dozens and the pinnacle of seven. Turn him on his back, The kicking little beetle, And there again, on his shell-tender, earth-touching belly, The long cleavage of division, upright of the eternal cross And on either side count five, On each side, two above, on each side, two below The dark bar horizontal. The Cross! It goes right through him, the sprottling insect, Through his cross-wise cloven psyche, Through his five-fold complex-nature. So turn him over on his toes again; Four pin-point toes, and a problematical thumb-piece, Four rowing limbs, and one wedge-balancing head, Four and one makes five, which is the clue to all mathematics. The Lord wrote it all down on the little slate Of the baby tortoise. Outward and visible indication of the plan within, The complex, manifold involvedness of an individual creature Plotted out On this small bird, this rudiment, This little dome, this pediment Of all creation, This slow one.
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I take care of everything in this world They can’t stop me Since I used to be You know I could **** a million trees These people on earth need me, but I don’t need them, if I throw disaster In their mouths and their bodies shut You know on this earth I am your master You are just living on the edge A tsunami like an ocean of wedge Don't try to play with me And you know what consequences it may be
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Mar 25, 2017
Mar 25, 2017 at 11:46 AM UTC
Our Fearless Mother Nature
I would've given birth To you, Endured whatever Mothers do. Instead, I did What Dads do. I rocked you Til my future shook; Watched you til I couldn't look. As you changed, I changed too, To do the things That Dads do. You were bathed, Dressed and fed; I loved you so much I was saved. If there's credit, Well, I get it, For teaching you to read. I took the blame When you got bored With school's ABC's. I followed you In all your roles, Your teams, Your solos, Your trips, Your shows. First to clap, Last to sit; I taped it all, From start - To finish. I taught you How to tie a lace, Ride a bike, Golf and skate. When time arrived For you to drive, You learned On standard, Never stranded, You came home alive. Your highs I took in stride, By example taught Humility's pride. Your lows, I couldn't internalize, I dropped my guard With my eyes. When Dad's do well It's a double edge, The future wedge. The world Revealed Desired you too. I don't dismiss What mothers do, But when Dads do well, Both lose you.
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Sep 13, 2014
Sep 13, 2014 at 10:12 AM UTC
When Dads Do Well
Because one loves you, Helen Grey, Is that a reason you should pout And like a March wind veer about And frown and say your shrewish say? Don't strain the cord until it snaps, Don't split the sound heart with your wedge, Don't cut your fingers with the edge Of your keen wit: you may perhaps. Because you're handsome, Helen Grey, Is that a reason to be proud? Your eyes are bold, your laugh is loud, Your steps go mincing on their way: But so you miss that modest charm Which is the surest charm of all; Take heed; you yet may trip and fall, And no man care to stretch his arm. Stoop from your cold height, Helen Grey, Come down and take a lowlier place; Come down to fill it now with grace; Come down you must perforce some day: For years cannot be kept at bay, And fading years will make you old; Then in their turn will men seem cold, When you yourself are nipped and grey.
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Helen Grey
poem in two parts (a plane and bird) You are a sound in still silence; a point against negative space toward which my eye is drawn. The sun set, peeking beneath a blanket of storm clouds, painting the underside, as a plane, an infinitesimal photon, a plane flew as an impossible pinprick of optimistic light, moving slowly against the immense parallax backdrop of bright and hazy pink-orange glowing thunder clouds. You are the first breath I took. You are the product of all infinities, divided by itself, the sum of all integers. When the earth falls into the sun, long after humans left, long after you left, and any recognizable trace of you is swallowed, your memory will persist. You will have still lived; You will have been the last breath I took. A fulcrum of loss and a wedge between two equally lost people, but between them, between them still a bird, flying farther than any eye can see, but should the lights of the lighthouses lose you against their foggy panes, or should the salty wind dash you against something equally heavy, call out, and cast your voice into the sky, upon the sea, and against the stars, and maybe its echoes will live a little longer than you.
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Dec 24, 2015
Dec 24, 2015 at 5:27 PM UTC
For Victoria
Where's the edge in your rhyme schemes? No wedge between my time and my themes. You make cents while you don't make sense, play dense when you mistake tense. In my defense, I expend to no end, at no expense. Hide intense behind offense, a generic's scend is too immense. Son of sin, son of suns and runes. Father of win, father of puns and tunes.
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Sep 29, 2014
Sep 29, 2014 at 9:57 PM UTC
On My Rap **** (Exhibit A)
At a very small age, much too young to know what a true love felt like, I learned that I’d never be the special girl in your life. I could see from the distance already wedged between us that there would always be a much larger section of your heart that I’d never be good enough to fill. I was only a very small part of your world, taking up a tiny section of your heart like a sliver wedged deep inside the membrane of your greatest ***** like a paper cut to the side of your finger; so small just to push aside but too much pain to forget completely. I was the mistake you were trying to move on from, to put behind you, to forget about me as if I never existed. Even from a modest age, I knew how to long after a man who barely knew that I belonged to him. You were out of my league; in a total different game. I could hang on to someone like they were the air I needed inside my lungs to breathe. But you only ever wanted to be let go. Oxygen is nothing that I’ll ever be able to touch. You taught me what it meant to be temporary before I would ever know what commitment was and I learned soon enough that they didn’t mean the same thing. I tried and I tried and I tried to be your girl. I experienced my first broken heart when you asked her to marry you. We never had a relationship but she became the wedge between our potential friendship. I learned what heartbreak felt like by a man who said he loved me but had the strangest way of showing it. I learned that actions spoke louder than words but sometimes actions didn’t speak at all. I learned to never believe the truth because you’d taught me how good a lie felt within my ears; like the harmony of an orchestra whose conductor was blind to the instruments being played in front of him. We’ve never known harmony; always out of tune, I hated the sound of music. I loved fairytales but hated Cinderella and the reality that she brought to my life. Blood wasn’t thicker; It meant nothing to be related biologically when romantic love came into play. From a young age, I learned the world was a cruel and unfair place and I had to fight from my corner of the ring by myself. I learned what favoritism meant and not because you chose me. I learned temporary, but never knew commitment. The ratio of lies to truths was far greater. After knowing distance, I knew how to be cautious. After you broke my heart, I learned hate. I knew how it felt to hate before I would ever know how to love. I knew it like the back of my hand; more than I could ever know you. But it’s time I taught myself something so I’m learning forgiveness. I forgive you, for not knowing what it means to be a father. I forgive you for never choosing me and for always picking her. I tried and I tried and I tried to be daddy’s girl, but you never allowed me that privilege and your heart was never large enough for both of us, so I forgive you for loving her more; I forgive you for being my dad.
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Jan 19, 2015
Jan 19, 2015 at 11:12 PM UTC
I Wanted You; You Chose Her
At a very small age, much too young to know what a true love felt like, I learned that I’d never be the special girl in your life. I could see from the distance already wedged between us that there would always be a much larger section of your heart that I’d never be good enough to fill. I was only a very small part of your world, taking up a tiny section of your heart like a sliver wedged deep inside the membrane of your greatest ***** like a paper cut to the side of your finger; so small just to push aside but too much pain to forget completely. I was the mistake you were trying to move on from, to put behind you, to forget about me as if I never existed. Even from a modest age, I knew how to long after a man who barely knew that I belonged to him. You were out of my league; in a total different game. I could hang on to someone like they were the air I needed inside my lungs to breathe. But you only ever wanted to be let go. Oxygen is nothing that I’ll ever be able to touch. You taught me what it meant to be temporary before I would ever know what commitment was and I learned soon enough that they didn’t mean the same thing. I tried and I tried and I tried to be your girl. I experienced my first broken heart when you asked her to marry you. We never had a relationship but she became the wedge between our potential friendship. I learned what heartbreak felt like by a man who said he loved me but had the strangest way of showing it. I learned that actions spoke louder than words but sometimes actions didn’t speak at all. I learned to never believe the truth because you’d taught me how good a lie felt within my ears; like the harmony of an orchestra whose conductor was blind to the instruments being played in front of him. We’ve never known harmony; always out of tune, I hated the sound of music. I loved fairytales but hated Cinderella and the reality that she brought to my life. Blood wasn’t thicker; It meant nothing to be related biologically when romantic love came into play. From a young age, I learned the world was a cruel and unfair place and I had to fight from my corner of the ring by myself. I learned what favoritism meant and not because you chose me. I learned temporary, but never knew commitment. The ratio of lies to truths was far greater. After knowing distance, I knew how to be cautious. After you broke my heart, I learned hate. I knew how it felt to hate before I would ever know how to love. I knew it like the back of my hand; more than I could ever know you. But it’s time I taught myself something so I’m learning forgiveness. I forgive you, for not knowing what it means to be a father. I forgive you for never choosing me and for always picking her. I tried and I tried and I tried to be daddy’s girl, but you never allowed me that privilege and your heart was never large enough for both of us, so I forgive you for loving her more; I forgive you for being my dad.
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I’ll split the hairs, I’ll split an atom And never leave the bedroom. I most identify with December, Not because of the crushing temperature But the lack of cosmic dawdling Is no more mesmerizing than a frozen phoenix. And as she arrives by train from Phoenix, I study who she appears to be, the atoms Composing her auburn hair with dawdling Authenticity shout “Take me to the bedroom!” While the wedge of geese in this temperature Head to the Southern Hemisphere’s December. The common chill of this morning in December Prevents us from rising from out the covers like a phoenix, And our blankets like ash defend us from the temperature That stills the vibrations of the atmosphere’s atoms. I curse the insulated walls of the bedroom, Trapping in heat and discouraging our dawdling. A rafter of turkeys outside my window are dawdling, Printing their runes on the documents of December Between the thickets surrounding the bedroom While the sun, golden like the plumage of a phoenix, Awakens in my bones every dormant atom, Instilling in me courage to brave the temperature. I follow her, dressed, from the bedroom And her footsteps serve to punctuate the temperature Like the smoldering beak of a phoenix Too busy being risen for dawdling. She leaves, by train through the chill of December, Me daydreaming of fission. The splitting of an atom. I’ll split an atom daily, safely within the bedroom And sleep through December’s pitiless, hollow temperature, Waking only for dawdling until Spring is a phoenix.
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Mar 24, 2010
Mar 24, 2010 at 10:16 PM UTC
Fission
I’ll split the hairs, I’ll split an atom And never leave the bedroom. I most identify with December, Not because of the crushing temperature But the lack of cosmic dawdling Is no more mesmerizing than a frozen phoenix. And as she arrives by train from Phoenix, I study who she appears to be, the atoms Composing her auburn hair with dawdling Authenticity shout “Take me to the bedroom!” While the wedge of geese in this temperature Head to the Southern Hemisphere’s December. The common chill of this morning in December Prevents us from rising from out the covers like a phoenix, And our blankets like ash defend us from the temperature That stills the vibrations of the atmosphere’s atoms. I curse the insulated walls of the bedroom, Trapping in heat and discouraging our dawdling. A rafter of turkeys outside my window are dawdling, Printing their runes on the documents of December Between the thickets surrounding the bedroom While the sun, golden like the plumage of a phoenix, Awakens in my bones every dormant atom, Instilling in me courage to brave the temperature. I follow her, dressed, from the bedroom And her footsteps serve to punctuate the temperature Like the smoldering beak of a phoenix Too busy being risen for dawdling. She leaves, by train through the chill of December, Me daydreaming of fission. The splitting of an atom. I’ll split an atom daily, safely within the bedroom And sleep through December’s pitiless, hollow temperature, Waking only for dawdling until Spring is a phoenix.
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the other day i sat alone having lunch in a McDonalds. i found the Big Mac enjoyable and the wedge fries good enough but what i truly loved was the cold-ass Oreo McFlurry. actually, that's a half-lie because the cold-ass Oreo McFlurry wasn't the only thing i truly loved from that McDonalds lunch. when i was McSpooning the creamy goodness using my left hand, the hand that should be reserved for ice cream related endeavors, this girl wearing a polka-dot dress and a beret came in, stood in line, and i heard her order: Big Mac, wedge fries and an Oreo McFlurry. she anxiously tapped her right foot, the foot that should be reserved for tapping, and i felt love for the first time in months. i didn't know her but i was in love. it was the kind of momentary love developed for strangers that makes you think: **** I wish we could sit together in silence at a McDonalds, mouths full, eating Big Macs, wedge fries and McFlurries being the envy of McDonalds residents." and then the stranger asks for her order to go and the universe collapses. the momentary love begins fading slowly and the fantasy is enveloped by greasy fast food smells. reality is a ***** girl in the polka-dot dress and beret. it's been 5 minutes since you left. i miss you. it's been 10 minutes since you left. i've tried forgetting you.
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Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 9:31 PM UTC
McRomance
In Benidorm there are melons, Whole donkey-carts full Of innumerable melons, Ovals and ***** Bright green and thumpable Laced over with stripes Of turtle-dark green. Chooose an egg-shape, a world-shape, Bowl one homeward to taste In the whitehot noon : Cream-smooth honeydews, Pink-pulped whoppers, Bump-rinded cantaloupes With orange cores. Each wedge wears a studding Of blanched seeds or black seeds To strew like confetti Under the feet of This market of melon-eating Fiesta-goers.
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Fiesta Melons
789 On a Columnar Self— How ample to rely In Tumult—or Extremity— How good the Certainty That Lever cannot pry— And Wedge cannot divide Conviction—That Granitic Base— Though None be on our Side— Suffice Us—for a Crowd— Ourself—and Rectitude— And that Assembly—not far off From furthest Spirit—God—
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On a Columnar Self
I stumbled across a letter from an old friend, its contents were long and wordy but they had their end. It was just her way of saying she appreciated our friendship. A friendship unanchored, blew away with the wind with paper sails that have only thinned. Birthdays used to be a grand affair; a day to celebrate but each year the wishes dwindle down so I reciprocate. Radio meets silence while we're both aware of the days until it becomes a memory of the song that no longer plays. Too busy trying to navigate channels that changed. Then an invitation to a graduation came to me one year a wedge of uninterrupted distance bridged by a, "Dear." I don't know if olive branches can hold my weighted heart but I sent my response to expect me there before I decided to not care. When the day came you said, "I didn't think you would come!" I kept quiet how I cried in my car a block from your home. I hid my face in your arms and squeezed you tight because the wedge between us was five-years wide. "I said I would," is all I replied. And we asked each other questions that friends don't ask. What did you study? Where do you live? What do you do? We joke around but do not laugh as hard as we used to. My past brought to my present like a nostalgic gift. A chance to heal over our ocean-wide rift. And there were no known reasons! I can't turn back the clock! I just drifted like a small boat barely tethered to its dock until a storm came and everyone forgot to tie me down. Or maybe it was on purpose, or maybe I couldn't secure me. I was the fourth in a unit of three, send me out to sea. But there is a positive to all of this turmoil there is a reason the invitation made it to my door. I rowed myself through the five-year waves back to shore and tethered my boat and checked the knots times ten. When friends become strangers we get to meet again.
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May 20, 2020
May 20, 2020 at 1:15 PM UTC
When Friends Become Strangers
I stumbled across a letter from an old friend, its contents were long and wordy but they had their end. It was just her way of saying she appreciated our friendship. A friendship unanchored, blew away with the wind with paper sails that have only thinned. Birthdays used to be a grand affair; a day to celebrate but each year the wishes dwindle down so I reciprocate. Radio meets silence while we're both aware of the days until it becomes a memory of the song that no longer plays. Too busy trying to navigate channels that changed. Then an invitation to a graduation came to me one year a wedge of uninterrupted distance bridged by a, "Dear." I don't know if olive branches can hold my weighted heart but I sent my response to expect me there before I decided to not care. When the day came you said, "I didn't think you would come!" I kept quiet how I cried in my car a block from your home. I hid my face in your arms and squeezed you tight because the wedge between us was five-years wide. "I said I would," is all I replied. And we asked each other questions that friends don't ask. What did you study? Where do you live? What do you do? We joke around but do not laugh as hard as we used to. My past brought to my present like a nostalgic gift. A chance to heal over our ocean-wide rift. And there were no known reasons! I can't turn back the clock! I just drifted like a small boat barely tethered to its dock until a storm came and everyone forgot to tie me down. Or maybe it was on purpose, or maybe I couldn't secure me. I was the fourth in a unit of three, send me out to sea. But there is a positive to all of this turmoil there is a reason the invitation made it to my door. I rowed myself through the five-year waves back to shore and tethered my boat and checked the knots times ten. When friends become strangers we get to meet again.
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Three days, is what the HR rep said, somewhat sheepishly, As if she was fully aware that boxing up one’s grief In a span of a few dozen hours Is a matter of wishful thinking And certainly she sympathizes (Indeed, as she speaks, She spreads her hands in such a way As you half expect doves to come forth in full flight) Empathy being their stock in trade, But the law and the handbook say three days, And then you need to have your head ******* back on and looking forward. Eventually, the mail brings fewer envelopes Marked with embossed flowers And subdued and tasteful stamps, The usual flow of solicitous inquiries, Pre-stamped and pre-sorted, Inquiring as to your credit needs, The condition of your windows and siding, Resumes apace, and more than once, In fits of inappropriate black humor and frustration, You scribble, in bold thick strokes of a marker, The addressee no longer resides at this location. You return to nine-to-five, Though your ghosts keep their own hours, Stopping by to visit on their own schedule alone, Prompted by the tiniest of things: The dog scampering to its feet in a hurry, As if someone was at the door, The discovery of a long-unused pitching wedge Standing expectantly in the back of the closet, A song from long ago which was beloved When you lived in the pairing mandated by Noah Before you entered the shadow world of ones and nones. Sometimes you give into the giddy madness, And rise to waltz around the room, Careening about unsteadily, clumsily As you have yet to completely master The difference in weight shift and distribution That is required of a solo act. The timing of these visitations Often disrupts your schedule and sleep patterns, And you think that perhaps tomorrow you’ll call in.
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Nov 28, 2017
Nov 28, 2017 at 10:38 AM UTC
sick day
Three days, is what the HR rep said, somewhat sheepishly, As if she was fully aware that boxing up one’s grief In a span of a few dozen hours Is a matter of wishful thinking And certainly she sympathizes (Indeed, as she speaks, She spreads her hands in such a way As you half expect doves to come forth in full flight) Empathy being their stock in trade, But the law and the handbook say three days, And then you need to have your head ******* back on and looking forward. Eventually, the mail brings fewer envelopes Marked with embossed flowers And subdued and tasteful stamps, The usual flow of solicitous inquiries, Pre-stamped and pre-sorted, Inquiring as to your credit needs, The condition of your windows and siding, Resumes apace, and more than once, In fits of inappropriate black humor and frustration, You scribble, in bold thick strokes of a marker, The addressee no longer resides at this location. You return to nine-to-five, Though your ghosts keep their own hours, Stopping by to visit on their own schedule alone, Prompted by the tiniest of things: The dog scampering to its feet in a hurry, As if someone was at the door, The discovery of a long-unused pitching wedge Standing expectantly in the back of the closet, A song from long ago which was beloved When you lived in the pairing mandated by Noah Before you entered the shadow world of ones and nones. Sometimes you give into the giddy madness, And rise to waltz around the room, Careening about unsteadily, clumsily As you have yet to completely master The difference in weight shift and distribution That is required of a solo act. The timing of these visitations Often disrupts your schedule and sleep patterns, And you think that perhaps tomorrow you’ll call in.
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you wedge your pointer finger between your canines- in an attempt to appear sublime- or nervous- or seductive either way it doesn't succeed. your tooth, teeth speck of blood, bleed emerging as you pierce your calloused yellow patch of skin (layers & layers of the girls you've touched before) but you crave one more- for in every sleepless night there's a quote to be fill- a new slit to drill- you're a man. i can sense it- throbbing and shaking beneath your olive exterior how you long to drag your now bloodied, prior prettied finger up an off white thigh- to disregard the things obliged- to forge the paradigm from faulty tools, splintered and battered in a worn down knapsack duct taped to a hunching back, you're a man. thoughts of droning monotone quiet your hungry bones (i can hear them) rattling as you **** your head and lift that heavy glance up to me. i can see you, flopping and thrusting and sweating, which after years of curiosity has handed me nothing, but sweaty sheets and burning *** i lay beneath you, silent i'm a woman. avert your eyes ( i am tempted to plead) from the onset of premature varicose veins (i am pale, glasslike, arched & stained) allow me to suffocate the already immune- girls born into the world with big black brandings stamped onto their lightly acne ridden foreheads. (SMALL, MEDIUM, LARGE) trim your ribs, shave off the cellulite- turning a blind eye to accessible insight.. a salad for lunch, make it dinner too. finger down your throat, orange acid hurling, stick like dancers twirling, they bring tears to your eyes, if only {you} possessed the grace- but there are pounds to erase. i'm a woman. thirteen years of advertisements stapled to your eyes standing barefoot in a bath tub with chunks of blood running down shaking legs kicking off a now crimson pair of old underwear- stuck & tangled on trembling feet [ silence your voice and push up your ******* til they're touching your neck. get a nose job get a blow job you're a woman ]
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May 10, 2012
May 10, 2012 at 10:50 AM UTC
trials of womanhood.
you wedge your pointer finger between your canines- in an attempt to appear sublime- or nervous- or seductive either way it doesn't succeed. your tooth, teeth speck of blood, bleed emerging as you pierce your calloused yellow patch of skin (layers & layers of the girls you've touched before) but you crave one more- for in every sleepless night there's a quote to be fill- a new slit to drill- you're a man. i can sense it- throbbing and shaking beneath your olive exterior how you long to drag your now bloodied, prior prettied finger up an off white thigh- to disregard the things obliged- to forge the paradigm from faulty tools, splintered and battered in a worn down knapsack duct taped to a hunching back, you're a man. thoughts of droning monotone quiet your hungry bones (i can hear them) rattling as you **** your head and lift that heavy glance up to me. i can see you, flopping and thrusting and sweating, which after years of curiosity has handed me nothing, but sweaty sheets and burning *** i lay beneath you, silent i'm a woman. avert your eyes ( i am tempted to plead) from the onset of premature varicose veins (i am pale, glasslike, arched & stained) allow me to suffocate the already immune- girls born into the world with big black brandings stamped onto their lightly acne ridden foreheads. (SMALL, MEDIUM, LARGE) trim your ribs, shave off the cellulite- turning a blind eye to accessible insight.. a salad for lunch, make it dinner too. finger down your throat, orange acid hurling, stick like dancers twirling, they bring tears to your eyes, if only {you} possessed the grace- but there are pounds to erase. i'm a woman. thirteen years of advertisements stapled to your eyes standing barefoot in a bath tub with chunks of blood running down shaking legs kicking off a now crimson pair of old underwear- stuck & tangled on trembling feet [ silence your voice and push up your ******* til they're touching your neck. get a nose job get a blow job you're a woman ]
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Saint Augustine! well hast thou said, That of our vices we can frame A ladder, if we will but tread Beneath our feet each deed of shame! All common things, each day’s events, That with the hour begin and end, Our pleasures and our discontents, Are rounds by which we may ascend. The low desire, the base design, That makes another’s virtues less; The revel of the ruddy wine, And all occasions of excess; The longing for ignoble things; The strife for triumph more than truth; The hardening of the heart, that brings Irreverence for the dreams of youth; All thoughts of ill; all evil deeds, That have their root in thoughts of ill; Whatever hinders or impedes The action of the nobler will;— All these must first be trampled down Beneath our feet, if we would gain In the bright fields of fair renown The right of eminent domain. We have not wings, we cannot soar; But we have feet to scale and climb By slow degrees, by more and more, The cloudy summits of our time. The mighty pyramids of stone That wedge-like cleave the desert airs, When nearer seen, and better known, Are but gigantic flights of stairs. The distant mountains, that uprear Their solid bastions to the skies, Are crossed by pathways, that appear As we to higher levels rise. The heights by great men reached and kept Were not attained by sudden flight, But they, while their companions slept, Were toiling upward in the night. Standing on what too long we bore With shoulders bent and downcast eyes, We may discern—unseen before— A path to higher destinies, Nor doom the irrevocable Past As wholly wasted, wholly vain, If, rising on its wrecks, at last To something nobler we attain.
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The Ladder Of St. Augustine
Saint Augustine! well hast thou said, That of our vices we can frame A ladder, if we will but tread Beneath our feet each deed of shame! All common things, each day’s events, That with the hour begin and end, Our pleasures and our discontents, Are rounds by which we may ascend. The low desire, the base design, That makes another’s virtues less; The revel of the ruddy wine, And all occasions of excess; The longing for ignoble things; The strife for triumph more than truth; The hardening of the heart, that brings Irreverence for the dreams of youth; All thoughts of ill; all evil deeds, That have their root in thoughts of ill; Whatever hinders or impedes The action of the nobler will;— All these must first be trampled down Beneath our feet, if we would gain In the bright fields of fair renown The right of eminent domain. We have not wings, we cannot soar; But we have feet to scale and climb By slow degrees, by more and more, The cloudy summits of our time. The mighty pyramids of stone That wedge-like cleave the desert airs, When nearer seen, and better known, Are but gigantic flights of stairs. The distant mountains, that uprear Their solid bastions to the skies, Are crossed by pathways, that appear As we to higher levels rise. The heights by great men reached and kept Were not attained by sudden flight, But they, while their companions slept, Were toiling upward in the night. Standing on what too long we bore With shoulders bent and downcast eyes, We may discern—unseen before— A path to higher destinies, Nor doom the irrevocable Past As wholly wasted, wholly vain, If, rising on its wrecks, at last To something nobler we attain.
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I awoke in the night and felt your back against mine Was this some sort of sign, some distance I couldn't explain? Or was this a self-perceived storm in the making constructed from nothing that was real? The darkness took comfort in those nights we spent back to back Ticking, ticking, ticking- Searching for an outlet, even forging one out of our lack of subconscious physical attachment, trying to create a wedge The wedge served as an object that would separate my vulnerability from reality Creaking across my temples and finding solitude in the destruction of everything I held dear, you. As time went on, naturally that wedge became an abyss and every night I fell hundreds of feet over and- over again- until my heart shrank into a thread. The feeling of uncontrollable anxious behaviors began to manifest in my chest There it remained- digging around to find its home, once more In my adolescent insecure tendencies
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Sep 2, 2016
Sep 2, 2016 at 2:43 PM UTC
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I never thought you'd drive a wedge into my ribs and touch the heart within I never thought I'd lie awake and dream up something real I never thought I'd keep away from harm for too long I never thought I'd witness walls fall apart and crumble in my feet I never thought I'd believe in myself again take up these fragile wings I don't believe in an enemy replacing something dear so I stray away from every smile that ends up near to keep what's left of sanity as thoughts weep silently
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Oct 27, 2017
Oct 27, 2017 at 1:07 PM UTC
Prevention / Collateral (song lyrics)
i miss the dogfight of our teeth squaring off in a shiny mirror. you could call our canines moon kernels or portents, but the sentiment is sharper. the poem tautology to a bracelet of crescent dents. self-portrait: light shadow, shadow, light. a plane reflecting other planes, an edge biting an edge, biting an edge, bitten. the bracelet tautology to a skyline sans sky, one wedge of evening held in your periphery. i press my fingers into a warm glass throat.
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Jul 21, 2015
Jul 21, 2015 at 12:12 AM UTC
the better self
I am ashamed that I am Spanish because of Franco I am ashamed that I am French because of Algeria I am ashamed that I am Algerian because of France I am ashamed that I am American because of Bush, Iraq and the bloodshed once among brothers I am ashamed that I am Russian because of Stalin, Gulag and recently of this and that I am ashamed that I am German because of ****** clearly (Pol *** appears more and more seldom in the lists, but one is horrified, humanly ashamed, remembering) I am ashamed that I am English because of football etc I am ashamed that I am Polish — only when I am not proud I am ashamed that I am Turkish, but then there are Kurds... I am ashamed that I am Czech and allowed myself to be stifled (I am just as ashamed myself — some say, who feel shame in its extremity and hide weapons in pantries, waiting for that moment in which they wash away their shame with the blood of traditional enemies) I am ashamed that I am Orthodox or Catholic and I wedge and split the mountain on which Jesus bled — before others made even smaller pieces out of his Golgotha below I am ashamed that I am Indian because... well, it’s no matter I am ashamed that being Macedonian I let the Greeks be even more I am ashamed that I am Korean and one of Kim Ir Sen’s I am ashamed that I am Korean no matter where, as long as Kim Ir Sen’s Koreans remain I am ashamed that I am Serbian, but... let me think I am ashamed that I am Chinese because: ‘You’re Chinese?’ I am ashamed that I am Romanian because of Ceausescu, Dracula of course and now, God, all these Romanians all over the world... I am ashamed of my nation even when I am not ashamed — but each of us seeks to forget something I am ashamed because .......... [Everyone: fill in the blanks, write yours here!] but you, but you — you, only you you, whose nation filled the desolate earth with life and kindness you are the man who begins the new day today with your first step Ioana Ieronim
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Apr 25, 2015
Apr 25, 2015 at 5:22 PM UTC
"To Friends"
I am ashamed that I am Spanish because of Franco I am ashamed that I am French because of Algeria I am ashamed that I am Algerian because of France I am ashamed that I am American because of Bush, Iraq and the bloodshed once among brothers I am ashamed that I am Russian because of Stalin, Gulag and recently of this and that I am ashamed that I am German because of ****** clearly (Pol *** appears more and more seldom in the lists, but one is horrified, humanly ashamed, remembering) I am ashamed that I am English because of football etc I am ashamed that I am Polish — only when I am not proud I am ashamed that I am Turkish, but then there are Kurds... I am ashamed that I am Czech and allowed myself to be stifled (I am just as ashamed myself — some say, who feel shame in its extremity and hide weapons in pantries, waiting for that moment in which they wash away their shame with the blood of traditional enemies) I am ashamed that I am Orthodox or Catholic and I wedge and split the mountain on which Jesus bled — before others made even smaller pieces out of his Golgotha below I am ashamed that I am Indian because... well, it’s no matter I am ashamed that being Macedonian I let the Greeks be even more I am ashamed that I am Korean and one of Kim Ir Sen’s I am ashamed that I am Korean no matter where, as long as Kim Ir Sen’s Koreans remain I am ashamed that I am Serbian, but... let me think I am ashamed that I am Chinese because: ‘You’re Chinese?’ I am ashamed that I am Romanian because of Ceausescu, Dracula of course and now, God, all these Romanians all over the world... I am ashamed of my nation even when I am not ashamed — but each of us seeks to forget something I am ashamed because .......... [Everyone: fill in the blanks, write yours here!] but you, but you — you, only you you, whose nation filled the desolate earth with life and kindness you are the man who begins the new day today with your first step Ioana Ieronim
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I just tasted a memory. BANG . slapped me on the tongue like a freight train out of a rip in space and time, of garlic and peppercorn chicken with jasmine rice , a clear broth and fresh cucumbers, a wedge of lime and chrysanthemum tea. oh .. my mouth , how could you spring this on me .. when i'm so far from the motherland... then they come thick and fast - thai iced tea , thai iced coco , thai iced coffee , thai lime soda .. papaya salad with sticky rice , Mango and coconut sticky rice , Roti with condensed milk and banana , coconut ice cream in a white bread bun with coconut sticky rice and peanuts, fresh fruits of rambutan and mangosteen for 30 baht a kilo......oh.....oh...who could forget the fried flat noodles , or the fried pastry's called explosion ***** oh... oh my heart..... my heart...... my stomach... calls out to you , oh glorious green curry with roti , morning congee with little pork ***** and soy sauce..... come to me my dumpling and noodles let me lick the chillies and sugar off my lips , may i taste once more the conception of such marvelous treats , unfathomable to the western palate , little sweet corn and flour discs cooked on a special cooker over a real fire...dried squid sold on the back of a bicycle , fried garlic with sticky rice , a pink soup ! I just had a taste memory ****
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May 17, 2014
May 17, 2014 at 12:22 PM UTC
Taste Memory
you kidding me, right?   nachos? tacos? tortilla wraps?           guacamole molé molé? sombrero(s)...   the revised eastern european moustache?                     tequila! that's it?                well... not if you consider the second tier of soy boys - the ones that drink that... budscheiss that's          "der könig aus bier"... one word... no... actually two: CER-VE(H)-ZA(H) - probably the spanish word, that sounds better than all the other spanish words...      what did mexíxíxíxíco give us?    the orthodox script of a german beer:     yeast, hops, barley, malt, water... fizz: boom!    a fine summer's day...    mexíxíxíxíco beer? MALTED, BARLEY...      don't ask me how the genius figured out a smoothness so subtle,    that you actually had to shove a lime wedge into the neck of the bottle...   or, as i did - buying an almost litre sized bottle,    and a lime -   looking at this ***** goliath at the checkout thinking:    david?        am i david?     did we really enslave such people? david, meet goliath... goliath wanders off like some happy ****** giggling and brings another strawberry milkshake to the checkout...          so the west, enslaved these                            nearing 7ft Baobabs? king david's audacity,            nothing more... so i buy the CO(H)-RHO-NA(H), and a lime (30 pence a piece)... **** no knife... guess teeth will have to do... shove a whole lime in bits and bites and walk on...                    seriously? guacamole molé molé?          that's the best you can do? drinking a beer with lime... compared to the h'american budscheiss?            who... apart from the japanese... extracts alcohol... from: ******* rice!        malted, barley...                    whoever that sergio sanchez was...                hats off to him...      sometimes it's just nice... to take a break from the heavy cavalry, orthodoxy brew of german beers...    americans?      know jackshit about brewing a decent beer...    mexicans?               they put a lime in it! **** you have to drink it!
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Jul 24, 2018
Jul 24, 2018 at 6:44 PM UTC
what was it that mexíco gave us
you kidding me, right?   nachos? tacos? tortilla wraps?           guacamole molé molé? sombrero(s)...   the revised eastern european moustache?                     tequila! that's it?                well... not if you consider the second tier of soy boys - the ones that drink that... budscheiss that's          "der könig aus bier"... one word... no... actually two: CER-VE(H)-ZA(H) - probably the spanish word, that sounds better than all the other spanish words...      what did mexíxíxíxíco give us?    the orthodox script of a german beer:     yeast, hops, barley, malt, water... fizz: boom!    a fine summer's day...    mexíxíxíxíco beer? MALTED, BARLEY...      don't ask me how the genius figured out a smoothness so subtle,    that you actually had to shove a lime wedge into the neck of the bottle...   or, as i did - buying an almost litre sized bottle,    and a lime -   looking at this ***** goliath at the checkout thinking:    david?        am i david?     did we really enslave such people? david, meet goliath... goliath wanders off like some happy ****** giggling and brings another strawberry milkshake to the checkout...          so the west, enslaved these                            nearing 7ft Baobabs? king david's audacity,            nothing more... so i buy the CO(H)-RHO-NA(H), and a lime (30 pence a piece)... **** no knife... guess teeth will have to do... shove a whole lime in bits and bites and walk on...                    seriously? guacamole molé molé?          that's the best you can do? drinking a beer with lime... compared to the h'american budscheiss?            who... apart from the japanese... extracts alcohol... from: ******* rice!        malted, barley...                    whoever that sergio sanchez was...                hats off to him...      sometimes it's just nice... to take a break from the heavy cavalry, orthodoxy brew of german beers...    americans?      know jackshit about brewing a decent beer...    mexicans?               they put a lime in it! **** you have to drink it!
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