"waisting" poems
***** I'm dreaming*2),..nigga I'm believing,.. I'm chasing hope & faith mane..I'm chasing my dreams, ***** I'm believing, I'm chasing (my goals & aspirations2)..nigga I'm believing,nigga I'm dreaming (Yeah2)..(nigga I'm dreaming*2)
Dreaming..nigga I'm believing, ***** I'm dreaming.. Dreaming..I'm (having hope & faith2)..nigga I'm believing.., (I'm having hope & faith2)..nigga I'm dreaming, ***** I'm believing, (I'm having hope & faith2)..Yeah..(nigga I'm dreaming2)..Nigga I'm believing, Im (dreaming2)..I'm chasing hope mane,..(I'm chasing my goals & aspirations2)//nigga I'm dreaming, ***** I'm believing, I'm chasing (my goals & aspirations2)..Aye..(I'm dreaming3)..dreaming, ***** I'm believing , I'm chasing (my goals & aspirations*3)..(nigga I'm dreaming, my ***** I'm believing*2)..(I'm chasing hope & faith *2)..mane,
I ain't chasing after fame, I ain't chasing none of these hos either,..(nigga I'm dreaming2)..nigga I'm believing,..I'm dreaming, I'm chasing (my goals & aspirations3)..nigga, I'm believing, ***** I'm dreaming, ***** (I'm believing2)..(Im dreaming3)..dreaming..,aye..I'm chasing, (my goals & aspirations*3)..
Goals & Aspirations.. Aye
That's what I'm chasing after like a hungry cheetah, I never been a cheater, ***** Imma believer, a true believer, a King Yeah..Aye, I'm chasing my goals & aspirations, &( I'm speeding*2) like,fuck the laws I'm going past the speed limit, **** a stop sign, no braking, I'm in drive ***** Its so hard being patient, but I'm tryna be Aye, no time waiting , no time waisting, none of my days being wasted..Im so wavey..Aye, Yeah I'm getting so faded, so wasted, Lord please forgive me even , tho I smoke alot of **** on a regular basis, that's (my medication2)..& I need it, it helps me from going (crazy2)..,I ain't never had **** partner, I come from nothing, I ain't had alot of money at a point of time in my life , I was so broke my ***** all I ever had was my goals , dreams, & aspirations, Yeah I was dreaming, & believing, I was chasing after hope & faith.., not after no females mane,Aye..
Nobody can't tell me nothing paparazzi better stay away from my face, aye I ain't on that Kanye West **** I ain't selling my soul for a happy meal ***** In happy all ready, God owns me, So I'm investing in my own worth homie, Yeah..I'm building my on corporation..Aye man..
***** I'm dreaming*2),..nigga I'm believing,.. I'm chasing hope & faith mane..I'm chasing my dreams, ***** I'm believing, I'm chasing (my goals & aspirations2)..nigga I'm believing,nigga I'm dreaming (Yeah2)..(nigga I'm dreaming*2)
Dreaming..
I ain't chasing after fame, I ain't chasing none of these hos either,..(nigga I'm dreaming2)..nigga I'm believing,..I'm dreaming, I'm chasing (my goals & aspirations3)..nigga
Uhh,Yeah
/This is (only for the Real3)..if you don't know well then now you know nigga/3,..
Aye, if you don't know ***** then pull a chair up & listen, Turn this **** up & listen, Blaze one up, (& listen2), pay attention..This is (Only For The Real2)..Aye
I'm teaching ****** lessons like a teacher ***** I didn't have to go to college to teach ***** but that doesn't mean I can't teach you ***** I was blessed wit this gift from God, thank you so much Heavenly Father, thank you so much Jesus Christ, Ayo we all can learn something from each other, we all sisters & brothers word, Uhh..
Let's come together, let's stand up to this curropted government system, rise up & destroy them..Uhh, Aye I usta be all alone man, so lonely stuck in my room writing hits all day, I been a big factor my ***** man I always been the man, Yeah..Uhh, I ain't conceited either my ***** I'm just saying I'm confident,.. (Yeah nigga*2)..
I just been (chasing my dreams & aspirations2)..I write (masterpieces2) Pablo Picasso type of **** if you don't know well now you know this is (Only For The Real*2)..Aye,..
/Im chasing my goals & aspirations2..(my goals & aspirations2)/*2
(Aye, we all on*3..)..now..we all on..now
(Aye, we all on*3..)..now..we all on..now
/Aye it doesn't matter what anybody gotta say about ya, forget a doubter let them hate man, if you dream it see it in yo mind, & believe it, then you can achieve it/*2
**** right..my *****
if you dream it see it in yo mind, & believe it, then you can achieve it..for real dawg..Ayr
You can become anything that you want my ***** for real dawg, gotta push yo self, uplift yo self if nobody else will, chase after hope & faith, chase (your goals 2), chase (your dreams2) & your aspirations, don't ever stop ***** Cuhz, (anything you put your mind too you can achieve it,*2) Yeah mane, you can..Uhh
***** I'm dreaming, I'm chasing hope & faith, I'm chasing my goals & aspirations/*3
(Goals & aspirations*3)..aye
Dec 28, 2015
Dec 28, 2015 at 1:44 PM UTC
It's funny that I can sit here and say
that my life is something, when I was lazy today.
I stayed inside, watched a movie or two
Cried my eyes out, feeling rather blue.
But after it was over, reality came back
and I realized that I... hadn't done jack.
Sure, I had felt, I had feared, I had wished,
I had procrastinated, and stuck up my fist.
In today's world, however, what does it mean
if you're not an athlete or mathlete; you're just unseen
Unseen because you have blocked yourself completely out
from the world, from danger, from the coming drought
of people who actually cared about others
and not just their next Friday night lovers.
Can I call myself accomplished at high
when all I've done is weasel my way by?
Using the bare minimum of my brain power.
Waisting little energy staying up for hours.
I've been lazy.
I AM lazy.
But should that validate anything I've done?
Should I waste away a life that's only just begun?
Or should I stop being lazy, here and today,
turn off the device, take a look around at... May?
That's the month, isn't it so?
I can't remember, do you even know?
I have been stuck in a grave mindset
that blocks out every responsibility or threat;
but I think I should awake
and see the world for it's mistakes
yet still embrace it 's wit
and never ever never quit.
I'm lazy, yes, but I can make my life something.
Because after all, we all started as nothing.
May 6, 2015
May 6, 2015 at 1:59 PM UTC
Uhh..,I'm just gonna **** around on this one, lights, camera, action nigga..yoo,Young Ston, of course it's still gone be dat real **** Day trill spit..Yeah That unbelievable **** dawg..my ***** you should already know Dat tho dawg..
Let's go..(Uhh2)..(Yeah2)..
(Lights, Camera, Action3),we filming , we back Yeah, we back man..(Yeah2)..(Lights, Camera, Action3)..Yeah we filming,..yeah we back in business again..Yeah we back man...(Uhh2)..(Yeah2)..(Light Camera Action2)
Yeah ***** we back to filming , no acting..This is a true story yeah a documentary of a young ***** that was broke once, but used his mind to get up outta the struggle...Yeah Young Ston,..Uhh let's get it cracking..(Lights Camera Action*2)..Lights Camera Action *****
Let's get it..Let's go..Let the cameras roll & dont stop filming at all,..Lights ,Camera, Action dawg..Uhh OFTR we ready for whatever, ***** we building an empire, & a palace to relax , smoke & Trap at my ***** let's get back to business, Yeah..(Lights, camera, action..*3)..ain't no stopping, no quitting.. **** all of them doubters ***** they even more disappointed & mad now shit..they shoulda stayed on they hustle instead of waisting time being on my **** dawg.. Ayo.., I came outta no where so prepared like the attack on Pearl Harbor, blasting wisdom nigga..fuck the system ***** its very curropted..
They don't give a **** about us ****** They just want us trapped & blindfolded, but OFTR we breaking free from all of this corruption,..Uhh..
(Lights, Camera, Action*3)
Forget listening to these other ****** music they wack to me, they with the gay agenda, They hypnotizing & brainwashing the youth mane..so forget worshipping those faggets, they ******* **** & bending over just to get a check,...Only Jesus gets my praise..Aye man..
OFTR, no we ain't kissing nobody *** **** the white man, he's Satan, **** a major deal, I don't need that, Naw nigga..I'm bossing myself, forget Bossing around my ***** we all bosses man, I'm helping my ****** out that's tryna get wealthy, my ***** ain't nothing selfish about OFTR, all we ever do is help the people, **** being a celebrity ***** OFTR we all leaders my ***** let's get back to the action..Yeah..Yeah..Aye..Uhh
(Lights, Camera, Action..*3)..nigga get to filming..aye
Only Real ****** get the privilege to **** wit me, I only hang wit (The Family*2)..is my security yo my ***** if you don't like me then stay from round my way..& if you talk bad about my team then you are attempting to get hurt mane, just stay away Cuhz, you dealing wit real gangsters man, no movie, but you can call this The Rise of The ****** Disciple, Imma young ***** that made his own way Yeah..
I be thuggin everyday, I go gangsta on these beats, I be gangsta in these streets, Imma real nigga,Imma Poet, Imma legend, Yeah I'm more than a rapper ***** I'm the Streets Preacher, Yeah mane..(OK*3)..cool,..Let's do it..Uhh..
(Lights, Camera, Action3)..we filming, Yeah (lights, camera, action3)..nigga we back, Yeah ***** we back in business man, Yeah we back to filming again, Yeah we back , nigga,Yeah we back in business man..(Yeah ***** we back*3)..in business again..Aye..
lights , camera, action..yeah (Lights, Camera*2)..action..Lights , Camera, Action..
/(Lights, Camera2)..action../2
(Yeah ***** we back*3)..in business..
Young Ston OFTR
(Yeah nigga3)..(Yeah2)..Uhh
Dec 28, 2015
Dec 28, 2015 at 1:04 PM UTC
The sun sets,
But I lay awake,
Thinking about the last few days...
I wonder what it means?
Is it all in my head?
Replaying our conversations,
Thinking about your smile.
So many questions,
Not enough answers.
I wait for tomorrow,
Hoping to see you soon.
Waiting for another chance,
To be besides you.
The simple things you do
Mean the world to me.
Most people would overlook them,
But not me.
Hopefully you'll notice,
See how similar we are.
Notice our connection,
And give it a try.
Stop being oblivious,
Realize the signs...
I know you feel it too,
You don't need to compromise.
We can talk for hours,
From the simple to complex.
We don't have to do anything,
And be together all night.
You're so confusing,
Give me a sign.
Tell me there's something ..
Or if im waisting my time...
Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 4:38 AM UTC
bitter ****** taste,
Defeat.
On the back of one’s tongue
Waiting
Stomach acid-like
to get you
when you are most lulled into your self-centered world
to soak you to your core
in cold, cold water
but you, oh noble you
waisting so much time in youthful giddiness about the job well done
now see it wasn’t
can take it back
well, no you cant.
but you can move on
that is,
unless you drown yourself in it
defeat.
Nov 1, 2012
Nov 1, 2012 at 7:30 PM UTC
I'd like for you to be different.
It's easy to imagine,
but you're the farthest thing from simple.
I stare at my hands like an overweight, under estimated teen would look at their legs,
waiting from them to shrink.
You're filling in the empty spots, so that I don't have to.
I glare at the stars as if I could time travel one thousand years into the future, and enjoy the darkness that comes after explosions.
You're the color, bursting rays of light from your lips to my neck, where my skin absorbs all the words you never knew how to say.
I bite my lips like they won't bleed, even though I know they will, remembering teeth are beautiful, but they're sharp.
You're waisting your time trying to forget about me.
I talk too much about myself, but I don't care, because who doesn't?
Dec 6, 2010
Dec 6, 2010 at 2:21 PM UTC
I don't know who is in you're life, but i know that with your mom, you might need someone. I just kinda want to be there for you. I know that you probably have other people, but i just want to let you know I'm here no matter what. Not as an ex girlfriend trying to become the girlfriend again, but as the friend that wants to help you though whatever you're going through. I will be you're 2 am phone call if you need them at that time or that person you just need to complain about a rough day too. Im sorry if I'm just waisting my time, but i just wanted to let you know I'm here for you.
Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 9:57 PM UTC
Restless
Wounded
Weary
Wild
Working
Waisting
Wasteful
Vile
Hunting
Hurting
Hungry
Guile
Soothing
Smothered
Sinful
Tried
Wouldn't
Willful
Could
Repeat
Shouldn't
Wouldn't
Revel
Met
Wonder
Wander
Meddled
Spawned
Common
Shuttered
Humble
Harmed
Careful
Calculated
Course
Drawing
Waiting
Last
Recourse
Homage
Engorge
Gutteral
Gainful
Grieving
menial
Spew
Dispatched
Dispassionate
Great
Aloof
Merry
Spoof
Wander
Willing
Youth
Cancer
Crevasse
Comfort
Pain
Cuckold
Credit
***
Steward
Swear
Sally
Forth
Slither
Sully
Glum
Aug 11, 2016
Aug 11, 2016 at 9:18 PM UTC
My heart is beating, but i am not alive.
Being alive is but a mere memory to me.
I cry, I feel pain, I hate no longer.
I laught, I feel joy, I love no longer.
For you cannot have one, without the other.
I am a corps, waisting through life.
Only existing.
I long to have these feelings back.
without these i am not human.
When i dream, I am alive.
I see him, I see us.
We live together till we're old.
We die together, everythings by his side.
But its too late for that now,
too late for me.
And so I go on, long after I should.
Existing.
When I wake, I come crashing back to reality,
and so sleep, is the only place i can live...
With the stars as my witnesses,
I shall enter eternal sleep.
Once again, a love wrecked life shall
end the easy way out.
'o happy dagger ! this thy sheath,
there rust, and let me die.'
Jul 1, 2010
Jul 1, 2010 at 6:10 AM UTC
Phil you told Hercules best,
That dreams are for rookies and prepare to fail life's test,
No matter how hard you try,
Your parents are wrong.. Your dreams will never touch the sky,
So just shut up and take a seat,
Maybe it's time for you and reality to meet,
Thinking you can achieve your dreams isn't right,
You're just Waisting time and pushing away everything in sight,
I'm done thinking my dreams are wild,
Cause I was stupid and acted like a child,
If you're smart you'll listen to me,
And know dreams belong to HA the people that "believe"
Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 3:16 PM UTC
my baby hailey,
I'd eat this world.
I'd churp and burp .;.
It's all so bright
I'ts moving my sight
I'm on a first flight
No need to hold tight
I'm morfing allnight...
My eye sight is rubies I'll pass on the doobies .
my tune is groovys, .. this beat. wawh wawh wawh , ! get me the saw this tree needs a bra >.>
................That lazy daisy!........... is driving me crazy bin in the shower foe more then an hour'
waisting my water getting me hotter
I must be a giant your freshest client .
I think I have power ! that you should know,
just kiddin bro you're face seams to glow.
whatta great trip You're getting a tip
Apr 30, 2013
Apr 30, 2013 at 7:28 PM UTC
Waiting In Line For Nothing
Waiting in line for nothing
Thats how I feel each day
Wanting to move forward
Waisting my life away
Giving all I have to give
New hope with each new day
Not listening to that voice inside
Telling me to walk away
Waiting in line for nothing
For a change that will not come
Trying to give you all I can
Refusing to give up
Wishing you would love me
Calling out your name
Hoping that you hear me
And cryin every day
Waiting in line for nothing
In the morning I'll be gone
I cant wait for you to love me
For the waiting line's to long
Waiting in line for nothing
Carl Joseph Roberts
Jul 15, 2013
Jul 15, 2013 at 9:24 PM UTC
Im just Waisting my time
Turning for you on a dime
I'm sick of this, Im sick of you
All the lies
Selfish ******* goodbyes
I walked out the door
No turning back
Follow the tracks
Ignored the sound of the southbound train
Stop and stare
Sheet metal bare
The scream of a whistle sounds
Standing and doing nothing
Waiting for something
Life is just Getting dull
No one knows why
He felt he had to die
Lying across the tracks
The funeral is slow
When you're six feet below
Nothing you can do now
Stops at the casket
Looks down in the basket
A tear forms in her eye
This poor girl
Left all alone
He never knew about her
The love can't be
For she can see
The man is no longer alive
Cause were all dead inside
We all can't deny
What is real, the pain I feel
Jul 22, 2010
Jul 22, 2010 at 4:33 PM UTC
Nights are long
And days are gone.
Being this way
Is not what I want.
I don't deserve it
Give somebody else the chance
'Cause I'm waisting this life
And I feel so bad.
So please **** me now.
Give somebody else the chance
To build a new life
Instead of me being
Wasting it every night.
Jun 11, 2013
Jun 11, 2013 at 12:30 AM UTC
...NO THAT'S WHERE YOU'RE WRONG
YOU'RE REPPIN THE WRONG SONG
AS A MATTER OF FACT
THE FACT IS THE MAXIM TACK
I MATTER
PEOPLE MATTER
WE
EVEN MAKE EXCEPTIONS FOR THE MAD-HATTERS
I DECLINE ISSUES OF OPINIONS UNNECESSARY
WHERE THE DOORS CLOSE ON YOUR POISON BERRIES
WHAT A SHAME...
PIERCED BY YOUR JUVENILE DELINQUENT MOUTH
THAT HAD SPENT SO MUCH TIME YAPPING DOWN SOUTH
YOU
YOUR FOGGED UP WINDOWS NEED WINDEX TO WIPE
ALL THE RUST WHERE MAGGOTS RELAX THIER EXHAUST PIPES
CAUSE I'M JUST ONE OF THOSE WHO BURST IN WITH
ALL THAT I LIVED MORE THAN YOUR GLOBAL TITTYS AND YOUNG BOY HOOD SPIT
IT'S A **** SHAME...
THEY- YOU
THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT
THE GOVERNMENT
THE CHANGE FOR A NO DOUGHT
I AIN'T MAD BUT I DO APPRECIATE THE PUBLIC DISTURBENCE
STIRED UP IN CRITCAL FIELD DISCUSSIONS LACKING INTELLIGENTCE
I INSTIST
~NO~
I ENCOURAGE
I FORGIVE
I STILL THINK
YOU'RE WAISTING TIME ON
DEVOURING THE ONES
WHO HAD ALREADY TASTED
THIS POISON IN YOUR CUP
RIPPLING
********
WHAT A SHAME...
MAKE YOUR SPEECH PRESENT
I CAN HEAR YOU
RIGHT THROUGH YOUR FEARS
ERASE THEM
WHAT MATTERS MOST
NO ONE IS BETTER
THAN THE OTHER
LEADERSHIP IS NOT IN A SUITE
IS IT IN SOMEONE WHO NEEDS
NOT WANTS
FOR EQUALITY TO JUSTIFY
WHAT WARS CANT PREVAIL
IN HATE CRIMES.
#justiceforvictems
(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII)
© Copyright 2014 S.T. Parish Rebel of Eden
Sep 13, 2014
Sep 13, 2014 at 9:42 AM UTC
It's easy, you read a psychology book
Go out there, influence people,
Win over them and have a lot of friends.
Do we ruin our natural spark
and way of leading a conversation by reading
psychology?
Even the positive way of manipulating human emotion by educating yourself about it
Is unpure.
There isn't such thing as classical or common behaviour, only it's edges.
The next time you give advice to a friend
Or simply talk to someone
Think to yourself:
I am the rarest form of a person.
What are you waisting it for, by beeing:
A loner?
A dynamite?
A fraud?
But you are already a fraud.
This thoughts aren't inspired by your thinking
But by someone else's.
So how does someone become independent of any kind of influence?
Leaving all that we know and beginning all over again would be the key
But by leaving everything there wouldn't be any puzzle and therefore no key.
Are we who we are ment to be or are we excelling the expectations of the one that controls us through a keyboard right now.
I guess we will never know.
Feb 3, 2019
Feb 3, 2019 at 11:42 AM UTC
Fought your case, hit the base now rage till you lose your face!
I'm space, you're space, we're all lost to the last drop and there is no reason for the pinball tournament to stop
We'll keep the cogs turnin till the babies stop shaking
I'm outside trying to rattle sheep while hurds are swarming in from sleep
My brothers coping with a lost coin toss and cigarette burns between his toes
All the mean while no one noticed some cats crept in and stole all our gold
I'll fold to hold it
Forgetting every milasecond I kept waisting my ability to forge sworn favors and excellent sense of humor for slackers and loose birds
Floating over broken bones bein stoked makin sure we're lettin the fires burn
Puttin the ashes in a modest recepticle and lay beneath the flowers
Layin in the lye for hours waitin to breakdown the spectacle of lights and superpowers
If I knew the purpose of the game
I probably wouldn't play
If I knew how to make money
I probably wouldn't want it
If knew how to not pop tires
My *** probably stop getting fired
But I'm tired and can't have half a nights rest for every moment is spent trekking on misguided intent with good motives in my head
I help the dead find their place in the middle coaching along singing the song all on the fiddle like that little ****** the riddle you bet your last skittle for a cup of brain sizzle
And I never said this was the best but my arrogance has you suckas restting in heck
Mar 19, 2015
Mar 19, 2015 at 4:36 AM UTC
I know I pushed you away
It's my thing
I said I was sorry about hundred times
I'll say it again
I'm sorry
But all I know is you shoved me away too
So I guess that means one thing
I'm not worth the anyone's time
Anyone who misses me or loves me is just waisting their precious time
May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 10:33 AM UTC
you're a father who abandoned your children
when we were at a sensitive age
your a father who abandoned your children
and that's how I want it to stay
you reckon it was mum who had left you
and that she had taken us away
but was you who started a new family
and forgot about the one you'd made
you said you need someone to do all your cooking and cleaning
what you meant was another slave
now I realise everything you said had a double meaning
you condemned yourself trying to be saved
I never once saw you with mum in the grand stand
you didn't show up for my 21st birthday
you didn't turn up for my wedding
you don't even know my kids names
now you rock that chair on the veranda
with all the symptoms they say
of almost full blown dementia
slowly waisting away
Aug 6, 2016
Aug 6, 2016 at 9:45 PM UTC
I look into the mirror and I am surprised to see
That I don't recognize the woman who looks back at me
There are no red highlights in her long blond hair
In it's place gray has taken root there
Skin that was once flushed with juvenility
Now is wrinkled and shows signs of antiquity
Eyes that were once bright and keen
Now look faded from the years they've seen
This can't be my reflection that I see
This old woman who's looking back at me
I can't have aged this many years
I'm not as old as this woman appears
Then I start thinking of the days gone by
And feel the tears pick my eyes
Growing up with in a family who loves me still
Going to school filling the bill
Dating and meeting the man I'd wed
Remembering the vows that we said
Being blessed with a new life to raise
Oh how young I was in those days
The years flew by as I reminisced
Remembering each milestone, the turns and twists
I looked at my reflection again and seen
A wise and mature woman looking back at me
A sad smile forms on my lips
As I slowly come to grips
That the years have caught up with me
And the price I pay is my vanity
Still, I wouldn't trade the wrinkles or one gray hair
For I've enjoyed the life that has gotten me here
Now I look forward instead of looking at the past
No waisting time, it goes by too fast
Blessed with a daughter and two grandsons who love me
I'm proud to be called Mom and "Grammy"
Yes, time has taken it's toll
But I still know how to rock and roll
So with each new day I'll dance and sing
To life's music and the gift's it brings
I give my thanks to the Lord and Lady above
For the years I've seen and all the love
L. A. Anglin
Copyright © 2014
Dec 26, 2014
Dec 26, 2014 at 12:59 AM UTC
i actually believe in death do us part but her apparently not idc I'm here waisting air **** I'm ready to slit my ******* wrist she would ******* get off on watching me die sadly i sigh because she knows theirs nothing left for me here so i wither away and die this ***** is like a parasite digging her way into my mind slowly ripping the pieces of sanity i have left and that for isn't enough i wish i would have said **** you when she dumped me then wanted me back i wish i had a ******* heart attack i wish the pain would end me already let me die
Mar 22, 2015
Mar 22, 2015 at 4:40 PM UTC
There are days where I am high upon a dusk cloud
And rustic skylines bleed into bare trees
There are days where I bleed into white sheets
And I never leave the the lights on
There are days, and then more days
And minutes within smiles,
seconds ticking laughter, half assed conversation among fruitful hallways
Strawberry girl smiles and she would hate that I called her that
And maybe she would hit me and maybe I’m an ******* and maybe I’m a baby
And I’m a baby.
I remember not knowing I could die, not ever thinking about my heart, not ever waisting any time.
I should be that way now,
And yet as clocks continue to tick I just hum along in the warmth
So sometimes days become weeks
But sometimes days are just too short
And some days I am just to short
For the heights I want to reach
I remember jumping had a different connotation when I was a kid...
Apr 15, 2020
Apr 15, 2020 at 10:38 AM UTC
I deleted my social medias again
I won't go back until I have a song I'm proud of.
I was waisting away down a timeline of ads
I wasn't connecting with anyone
I connected with awkward cats.
I don't even want a cat.
Maybe I'll fix my TV
Invite some potential friends over
And watch awkward cats together.
Sep 19, 2017
Sep 19, 2017 at 1:06 PM UTC
I aM so dOne. So tiReD of bOys asPiriNg to be Men, gRabBing my fRaIl heArt and slOwlY teAriNg it apArt. So eXhauSted frOm fixiNg evEry one. PIckiNg up tHeir lOose scRews aNd wAisTing my haPpinEss trYing to fix thEm. My yoUng soUl has AgeD too fAst. My youNg sMile tuRned tirEd. My sickening desiRe to be yEt agAin intOxicated By loVe. I bEg for my sOul to be loSt in soMeoneS smoKe. I craVe for my mInd to be lOst in someoNes fingers. To have my hEart feEl the boTtom of a sHoe. Strange fEelingS tiCkle my coLD hearT.
Sep 21, 2015
Sep 21, 2015 at 10:39 PM UTC
I feel my life falling apart day by day,
I feel my heart wasting away with time,
please dont mind these tears i shed,
there just drops of pain waisting away threw the fields in may never to stay hidden in the darkness of my soul.
I try to take whole of it and hide it but sometimes I just break wishing for you to take my life with this daggerd knife.
Jan 14, 2013
Jan 14, 2013 at 12:47 AM UTC