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"vinyl" poems
who knew that in about 4 years time, or maybe 10,000 years lost in 10,000 multi hued tears, id be on the same trip- dancing to the same shimmering inner grove as before- braiding fresh cut flowers- delicate genital-hands, unfolding in prayer into my subconscious mind or perhaps into my hair- saving colored prism fragments of knowledge or nonsense- digesting intoxicating incense smoke into the deep throated green streaked laughter chasms that are my lungs- spinning vinyl, spun mind unwinding, undulating through string music- contemplating the sunset's sweet immaculate form, reoccuring and balancing itself right outside my window- dressing in shells, bones, and beads; kaleidoscope fabric dripping from the ******* like mother Kali in a Fellini flick- peeping out at heads slinking down the ****** pavement streets- my hairy angelic form grooving intensely, spastic- body flung, strung out in hot patterns of mirrored arms and legs- brain brew bubbling; wicked, fantastic- limbs waving and grabbing at tangible tasty morsels, smelling strongly of indigo and patchouli- the East smiling on me and my intrepid journey to the ocean city- head thrown back in tranquil madness- pipe smoke curling like ancient hound howls from the corners of my lips- smiles spread like insanity, a wicked disease lost in the forgotten finger painted confounds of creamy ****** milk consciousness- basking in lamplight of the golden glistening Now.
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Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 1:26 AM UTC
girl-child flashback
I am slowly learning to disregard the insatiable desire to be special. I think it began, the soft piano ballad of epiphanic freedom that danced in my head, when you mentioned that “Van Gogh was her thing” while I stood there in my overall dress, admiring his sunflowers at the art museum. And then again on South Street, while we thumbed through old records and I picked up Morrissey and you mentioned her name like it was stuck in your teeth. Each time, I felt a paintbrush on my cheeks, covering my skin in grey and fading me into a quiet, concealed background that hummed “everything you’ve ever loved has been loved before, and everything you are has already been,” on an endless loop. It echoed in your wrists that I stared at, walking (home) in the middle of the street, and I felt like a ghost moving forward in an eternal line, waiting to haunt anyone who thought I was worth it. But no one keeps my name folded in their wallet. Only girls who are able to carve their names into paintings and vinyl live in pockets and dust bunnies and bathroom mirrors. And so be it, that I am grey and humming in the background. I am forgotten Sundays and chipped fingernail polish and borrowed sheets. I’m the song you’ll get stuck in your head, but it will remind you of someone else. I am 2 in the afternoon, I am the last day of winter, I am a face on the sidewalk that won’t show up in your dreams. And I am everywhere, and I am nothing at all.
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Mar 24, 2015
Mar 24, 2015 at 12:34 PM UTC
Kathleen
my stomach is in knots and i feel so sick thinking about you holding anyone that isn’t me and i don’t understand why you thought it’d be a good idea to tell me that you’re falling asleep at night with another girl in your bed, even if you’re not kissing her goodnight, i tried to drown out my sobs all day with modern vampires of the city on vinyl, but it still feels like someone sunk fangs in my lungs it’s only been a week, the cuts from your nails from holding my heart so tight are still fresh and i never asked you to stop, i never told you i wanted to try to be more than friends again, i never tried to paint your hands red, but all you could seem to do is defend yourself and repeat that you’ve done nothing wrong “you said we’re just friends you said we’re just friends you said we’re just friends” and we are just friends i just wanted you to understand and acknowledge that it still hurts and you can say you’re sorry, you said sorry, but i’m sure she’s tucked in beneath your sheets right now and you’re still repeating in your head i’ve done nothing wrong i’ve done nothing wrong i’ve done nothing wrong we’re just friends we’re just friends we’re just friends and i’m glad you’re comfortable, i’m glad you know you’ve done nothing wrong, i’m glad you have someone to hold at night, i’m glad thoughts of me don’t rip your heart out, i’m glad you’re okay with being just friends i’m glad you’re fine, but, i’m sorry, i’m not.
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Feb 12, 2015
Feb 12, 2015 at 1:09 AM UTC
just friends (some friend)
my stomach is in knots and i feel so sick thinking about you holding anyone that isn’t me and i don’t understand why you thought it’d be a good idea to tell me that you’re falling asleep at night with another girl in your bed, even if you’re not kissing her goodnight, i tried to drown out my sobs all day with modern vampires of the city on vinyl, but it still feels like someone sunk fangs in my lungs it’s only been a week, the cuts from your nails from holding my heart so tight are still fresh and i never asked you to stop, i never told you i wanted to try to be more than friends again, i never tried to paint your hands red, but all you could seem to do is defend yourself and repeat that you’ve done nothing wrong “you said we’re just friends you said we’re just friends you said we’re just friends” and we are just friends i just wanted you to understand and acknowledge that it still hurts and you can say you’re sorry, you said sorry, but i’m sure she’s tucked in beneath your sheets right now and you’re still repeating in your head i’ve done nothing wrong i’ve done nothing wrong i’ve done nothing wrong we’re just friends we’re just friends we’re just friends and i’m glad you’re comfortable, i’m glad you know you’ve done nothing wrong, i’m glad you have someone to hold at night, i’m glad thoughts of me don’t rip your heart out, i’m glad you’re okay with being just friends i’m glad you’re fine, but, i’m sorry, i’m not.
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Ha kamatuoran la,  gin-susumhan na gud ako,   Diri ka pa ba gin-susumhan?   Hin mga buhat nga balik-balik nala?   Diri mo ba nahahalata?   Nga utro-utro nala kita?   Kun may napakiana ha imo, "Ano kumusta na?"   An pirmi mo baton: "Adi asya la gihapon, waray pinagkaibahan han kakulop!"   Ngan kontento ko na hito. *The truth is,  I am sick and tired. Aren’t you sick and tired?   Doing the same things over and over again? Still haven’t noticed it?   This has been like this again and again. When somebody asks you, “How is everything with you?”   Your usual reply is: “Oh nothing’s changed same as yesterday.” And you’re happy as it is.* Usahay liwat nabati ako ha imo nga utro-utro an reklamo.   Nga baga hin kadaan ngan guba nga plaka,   Balik-balik an tukar, masakit ha talinga.   Reklamo an imo pamahaw,   Ngan amo la gihapon hasta panihapon.   Kay kuno makuri.   Kay kuno waray salapi.   Kay kuno waray kapas.   Kun may sweldo daw la an pag-rineklamo, siguro maiha na unta nga nag-riko. *Sometimes, I will hear you complaining again and again. Like an old and broken retro vinyl, playing over and over again, it is hurting my ears. Complaining is your breakfast,   and it is your same meal for dinner. Because it’s hard.   Because we don’t have money.   Because I am powerless. If complaining will provide you a salary, perhaps by now, you might quite be wealthy.* Nagkatapo kita kanina ha dalan han "Kada Adlaw"   Asya la gihapon an imo sul-ot nga bado, ngan an kabutang han imo buhok.   Asya la gihapon an pagkakurumos han imo nawong, Ngan an bubble gum nga hasta yana imo la gihap ginsisinamsam.   Nangurog ako han kaluwad. Tigda ako nahingasuka ha imo atubangan.   Pasayloa, pero magpapadayon ka nala ba hito? Diri ka pa ba ginsusumhan?   Kay ha kamatuoran la,  Naamin ako Nga Oo. *I came across you at the street called “Everyday” You were wearing the same clothes, And your hair was fixed the same way. You were having the same wrinkled frown in your face,   and was chewing the same bubble gum. I cringe. I suddenly felt vomiting in front of you. I’m sorry, but will you keep on doing this?   Aren't you sick and tired? Because to be honest with you,  I think I am.*
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Dec 11, 2014
Dec 11, 2014 at 10:16 AM UTC
Masumo na (I am sick and tired)
Ha kamatuoran la,  gin-susumhan na gud ako,   Diri ka pa ba gin-susumhan?   Hin mga buhat nga balik-balik nala?   Diri mo ba nahahalata?   Nga utro-utro nala kita?   Kun may napakiana ha imo, "Ano kumusta na?"   An pirmi mo baton: "Adi asya la gihapon, waray pinagkaibahan han kakulop!"   Ngan kontento ko na hito. *The truth is,  I am sick and tired. Aren’t you sick and tired?   Doing the same things over and over again? Still haven’t noticed it?   This has been like this again and again. When somebody asks you, “How is everything with you?”   Your usual reply is: “Oh nothing’s changed same as yesterday.” And you’re happy as it is.* Usahay liwat nabati ako ha imo nga utro-utro an reklamo.   Nga baga hin kadaan ngan guba nga plaka,   Balik-balik an tukar, masakit ha talinga.   Reklamo an imo pamahaw,   Ngan amo la gihapon hasta panihapon.   Kay kuno makuri.   Kay kuno waray salapi.   Kay kuno waray kapas.   Kun may sweldo daw la an pag-rineklamo, siguro maiha na unta nga nag-riko. *Sometimes, I will hear you complaining again and again. Like an old and broken retro vinyl, playing over and over again, it is hurting my ears. Complaining is your breakfast,   and it is your same meal for dinner. Because it’s hard.   Because we don’t have money.   Because I am powerless. If complaining will provide you a salary, perhaps by now, you might quite be wealthy.* Nagkatapo kita kanina ha dalan han "Kada Adlaw"   Asya la gihapon an imo sul-ot nga bado, ngan an kabutang han imo buhok.   Asya la gihapon an pagkakurumos han imo nawong, Ngan an bubble gum nga hasta yana imo la gihap ginsisinamsam.   Nangurog ako han kaluwad. Tigda ako nahingasuka ha imo atubangan.   Pasayloa, pero magpapadayon ka nala ba hito? Diri ka pa ba ginsusumhan?   Kay ha kamatuoran la,  Naamin ako Nga Oo. *I came across you at the street called “Everyday” You were wearing the same clothes, And your hair was fixed the same way. You were having the same wrinkled frown in your face,   and was chewing the same bubble gum. I cringe. I suddenly felt vomiting in front of you. I’m sorry, but will you keep on doing this?   Aren't you sick and tired? Because to be honest with you,  I think I am.*
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She's more of a poet 'cause she went to school for it, and she tastes sweet in the morning, and in the evening, sunlight filters through her and lights up that slice of lemon that I love so much. I think I'll have a writer - on the rocks. Every time I come home, my room smells like *** in the summer, and it sounds like the vinyl is still under the needle. Best album of two thousand and nine. Best album of all time. Sand between our toes, we wrote prose on a filthy mattress but roses never grew here. And they never will. There was something about us though, something that had a feverish pulse behind it.  I'd say it was something to do with the way we have of never putting a cheap laugh below us. I think it has something to do with resilience but I'm not sure. Humming trite voicings of things we'd heard in the backseat of our fathers' cars, radios on, you use to tell me to flash the turn signal, in the black of night, just so you could make sure we were alive. Dry, but at least alive. A little beacon to justify us, and just defy them. Whiskey, come over here and kiss me. C'mon Corinthian, keep me company! Set this manuscript to music and dance for me!
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Mar 3, 2012
Mar 3, 2012 at 3:08 PM UTC
Whiskey Kiss (Our Greatest Hits)
Small town, starry night, the playback of old times on vinyl, small town had our dreams, osiers standing silently, along the causeway, seeing shadows of days gone by, against the wind, memories of the small town, bright and luminous like pearls, small town has changed, dreamers no longer dreaming, laughter and tears demised, and became our own treasures, walking in this city, you can go back to a lot of places, but you can’t ever go back, to the days of yore, of the small town.
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Nov 6, 2014
Nov 6, 2014 at 10:24 AM UTC
Small town
you check on me many times a day with my antique ears I hear your squeaking shoes on these vinyl floors someone laid for those who came before like passengers on a stalled bus with windows that allowed only one view I know you and I wait for the same thing for you to check on the passenger who replaces me he will be no different a few more hairs, perhaps a few less stares you will gently place your hand on his wrist write in his chart, and maybe glance at the date of birth, do the mindless math and wonder without wonder if my replacement will have a bigger number than I but I am still here gazing at your angled eyes while you count the beats which slow a little each day waiting for you to say how long will this one last? don’t worry, squeaking vinyl floor walker when my drum stops pounding I will try to make sure it happens while I am asleep
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Aug 9, 2012
Aug 9, 2012 at 7:42 PM UTC
While asleep
I dreamt of you (again). It's a bit weird for that to happen with someone I so rarely talk to but there you were, there we were. In my room on a rug I don't own, flat on the floor staring up at the ceiling fan listening to some indie band on vinyl that apparently you seemed to like, and we were smiling, (I don't know about you but smiling isn't something I do too frequently outside of sleeping visions) and it was as if it'd finally found us, the happiness we wanted. Like watching an indie flick that uses too much 'cam filter' I saw it all unfold, those two figures there on the floor, song ending and your hand, mine, together. the dream was over as the alarm rang. god I hope this happens. I don't own a record player but for you I'll buy like ten to make this reality.
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Mar 27, 2014
Mar 27, 2014 at 7:23 PM UTC
A dream of vinyl and hand holding (Indie Flick Style)
If there are infinite worlds, there must be one where umbrellas never close- hinges locked open like stubborn jaws, gape-mouthed against walls in patient herds. No one in their twenties owns one, their hamster-cage apartments too small for such luxuries. They ask for rain jackets on birthdays. Mary Poppins still drifts down Cherry Tree Lane, her umbrella never folding, only floating. Children carry slips home for violating umbrella laws, forging signatures in loopy ink. The Morton Salt girl wears a slicker, yellow as a warning flare before the flood. My mother walking me to kindergarten in rain, transparent vinyl dome above our heads- I, the opposite of a fish in its tank. Her hair plastered to her forehead by the time we reached the door. Everyone looks most beautiful with rainwater running down their face. In the open-umbrella reality, time can walk backward- you can unwater a plant, unpeel a clementine, un-kiss someone. Endings lift again, fabric billowing, as if the story had been left open in the wind. Heather and Mike find the road out. Rosemary tips the bassinet. There, perhaps, neither of us was born. What lay between us stays open too long, collecting rain until it sags, slow and certain, like sugar in the first storm.
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Aug 12, 2025
Aug 12, 2025 at 8:06 PM UTC
The Open-Umbrella Reality
Malcom was fed 16 bullets because of his. A slug kissed the jaw of King Jr. and silenced him forever. Gandhi shriveled like snakeskin. Joan of Arc became Joan of Ash- so you can understand why Melle Mel was jittery scribbling it all down, on a napkin, at Lucy's Noodle Shop in Harlem. Sweat poured into his green tea. He thought Jesus hanging from the dull wood. Heard about the poet Lorca under an olive tree, shot in the back. Everyone has felt this way through, he thought, never could he have imagined what would happen when he pressed his thumbprint into vinyl. Hip-Hop was still a tadpole. The DJ had just learned to scratch a record and make sounds no ear had never conjugated. How was he to know Tupac and Biggie would follow his lead and get plugged with lead? So he wrote it down, in big curling letters, emphatic: DON'T PUSH ME
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Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 4:42 PM UTC
The Message
Take my hand Follow me Let's waste away Together Let the music fill your head Your soul Ignite the fire And let me burn for you Gaze into my eyes Let me fall for you And make things better Forevermore The vinyl spins like I do When our lips meet Joining as one Under the moonlit sky I'll wait for you For a chance A moment to seize To see your eyes glisten Like the stars and beyond Gazing into my soul Where I ache for life Let us adventure Into the wilderness A dark forest awaits us The unknown beckons Calling us to act Discovering more than we know And reassuring our minds I see your thoughts Not too fast, You might trip and fall But I'll be there to catch you I hope you know Open your heart to me Let me hear you sing The song of the ages A beautiful voice And when you fall Deep into slumber I'll wonder what you dream As I hold you in my arms And admire it all -AJT
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Nov 12, 2017
Nov 12, 2017 at 10:04 PM UTC
Ignite
Ears pressed cool against glass tables and vinyl flooring words score high drained slowly slow like wasps caught in guttered draining not like velvet names etched in casing, but weathered like bricked and beaten graffiti – Waning like wax always melting Tools: spelling and grammar – uncheck Don’t fret too many gerunds grounding air suffocating hearing between the lines that past lower truths out straight in dirt and stinky face: eyes drawn with pensive staring lines drawn global remains of words unused: boycott form because it isn’t daring. Adopt sonar because it traces the smokestack between eaves drop and scrap metal hearing like thorns prickled cut by cleaver. Clink, clink, clank. Unlatch cellar doors of images fixed in meaning: glances slanted heads poked out behind legs enchanting ink under eyelids. Clank, click, click. Wishing: Sunday morning came to rest and the cat perched rest without the windowsill and the space between my legs lost meaning. Forgetting: Painted houses haunting furniture misplaced, training lessons in memory fading.   Dreaming: Sounds dipped in vegetable oil, Van Morrison in teething states caring. Still lost without my last breathe wondering…
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Mar 2, 2011
Mar 2, 2011 at 1:31 PM UTC
THERAPY IN WRITING
Jealous Again I put Black Flag, Jealous Again on the turntable It spins and I spin I hold my hands to my face like I have a mic I feel like spitting as I pump my fist MAYBE I AM JEALOUS Jealous of the guy who has two kids Jealous of the guy with a job Jealous of the guy with a car I put Black Flag, Jealous Again on the turntable It spins and I spin I make faces and show my teeth My grill needs work MAYBE I AM JEALOUS Jealous of the guy who has nice teeth Jealous of the guy with six pack abs Jealous of the guy with a full head of hair I shouldn't be jealous I have me My values My family My friends I even have Black Flag, Jealous Again on vinyl I have everything I need I shouldn't be jealous
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Mar 21, 2013
Mar 21, 2013 at 10:29 PM UTC
Jealous Again
My doctor told me to find a more healthy way to release my stress. She said that taking two hours to fall asleep every night was rather unhealthy. So, she told me to come home and to write about the things that relax me. Here we are. Every day a thousand things run through my mind. I can't breathe because school sits on my shoulders. My job crushes me slowly and my family physically causes me pain. But through so many foggy images I can see you through them all. I can reach out and almost touch you even when I am alone in my room and I cannot get up because the panic has literally crushed me. You are there in the simplest way. The few moments in my life when I think the only way out is to let the weight of the world crush me entirely I can feel you. The times that everything is in pieces and I am vulnerable and on the floor of my bedroom sobbing, you happen to walk in. You physically pick me up and you carry me to safety. A bath and you will bathe me and you will hold me and I will collapse and you will support me. You carry me to my bed and put on a vinyl and a candle and you clean my room because it being ***** stresses me out. You turn the lights off and the fans on and you consume me in your warmth. You kiss the demons away and you strip off the suffocating clothing on me. You make love to me and you wipe away terrible tears and you drench me in your love. The seconds become minutes and minutes are now hours and you spend what is almost days with me in my bed wrapping your body around mine. I cannot breathe still but now it is the best kind of breathlessness. The kind that happens when you see heaven in the eyes of a human and your life is paused while you try to remember how it all happened. I am crushed still but now with the weight of your love. But there is no pain. None. Only the most beautiful feeling my small body has ever felt. And in the moments of bedroom bliss I am free. I am free of those things that eat at me and those thoughts that stress me to tears. With you I am free.
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Nov 23, 2013
Nov 23, 2013 at 9:14 PM UTC
Doctors orders
My doctor told me to find a more healthy way to release my stress. She said that taking two hours to fall asleep every night was rather unhealthy. So, she told me to come home and to write about the things that relax me. Here we are. Every day a thousand things run through my mind. I can't breathe because school sits on my shoulders. My job crushes me slowly and my family physically causes me pain. But through so many foggy images I can see you through them all. I can reach out and almost touch you even when I am alone in my room and I cannot get up because the panic has literally crushed me. You are there in the simplest way. The few moments in my life when I think the only way out is to let the weight of the world crush me entirely I can feel you. The times that everything is in pieces and I am vulnerable and on the floor of my bedroom sobbing, you happen to walk in. You physically pick me up and you carry me to safety. A bath and you will bathe me and you will hold me and I will collapse and you will support me. You carry me to my bed and put on a vinyl and a candle and you clean my room because it being ***** stresses me out. You turn the lights off and the fans on and you consume me in your warmth. You kiss the demons away and you strip off the suffocating clothing on me. You make love to me and you wipe away terrible tears and you drench me in your love. The seconds become minutes and minutes are now hours and you spend what is almost days with me in my bed wrapping your body around mine. I cannot breathe still but now it is the best kind of breathlessness. The kind that happens when you see heaven in the eyes of a human and your life is paused while you try to remember how it all happened. I am crushed still but now with the weight of your love. But there is no pain. None. Only the most beautiful feeling my small body has ever felt. And in the moments of bedroom bliss I am free. I am free of those things that eat at me and those thoughts that stress me to tears. With you I am free.
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Heart skips like a warped record, trembles over scarred vinyl until "I love you" tastes incomplete: (I)                love                 you I                  (love)               you I                   love                (you). My Swan Song mewls off key, cascades across the marred terrain of my soul in a thick lacquer of tears. Notes flatline in unison with my waning pulse (waning, like the face of the moon on the night of my eighteenth birthday). My breath resigns to static, dances in slow decrescendos-- sputters its way towards nothingness, slipping rapidly from my consciousness until I no longer hold any recollection of the music (or the poetry).
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Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 6:00 AM UTC
Swan Song (Warped)
Everyone you have lost is gone forever. If you try to call the dead, the phone won’t ring. You won’t hear their voices. The ground will shake like your wrists. You will realize this sometime, when you’re in the bath and every nerve in your body is screaming at you to put your head under and count to a thousand. You are more than a suicide note. You are more than a suicide attempt. You are more than cuts and bruises, and friends that abandon you and don’t even say hello in the hallways anymore. People will leave you, daughter. People will leave you alone and shaking. You’ll find solace in the most unexpected places, in the boys that look like they belong in the 1970s and in the vinyl that whispers to you while the sun is going down. Eventually you will find the people that will bend the sky down to you so that you can touch the clouds. They will become your motivation, they will become the glow in the dark stars on your bedroom ceiling. You will forget that they are plastic, and often mistake them for the night’s sky. Memories do not always hurt, it’s okay to be nostalgic but do not drown in it. Do not drown in anything but love, daughter. Love every leaf, every lover’s vein. And every single time you think you’re going insane. You’re not. Remember that the door is always closed, but always easily opened. Remember that you can leave. Remember that you can take the next flight out, start a new life. Remember that the world is in your piano hands. You’ll meet someone and call them love because they don’t know the difference between the dull and sharp edge of a knife. You’ll write poems. Lots of them. You’ll write enough poems to fill the walls in all of the rooms in all of the houses you have ever lived in. You’ll scrawl them on the tree stumps you find temporary homes in while walking in the forest. You’ll engrave them on someone’s bones after they tell you that they would rather die a thousand deaths than go a second without your energy warming their cheeks. For every accomplishment, erase five shortcomings from your mind. Be yourself before you forget who that is. Be, daughter, be who you want to be; Be who you know yourself to be. When the world is sleeping on your shoulders at 4 in the morning, don’t wake it up. Take a deep breath, rock the earth into a deeper sleep. Tell the walls your secrets because they don’t whisper. Don’t tell anyone with a tongue something you wouldn’t want to end up floating back out of their mouths like a catchy song. When you’re standing up on stage, waiting to start your poem, do not avoid eye contact. Make everyone nervous with your metaphors. Make everyone nervous with your passion. You are the strongest soul you’ll ever be. And when I die, shall we not meet again, Remember that I am your mother, daughter. And mothers, always know best.
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Oct 9, 2013
Oct 9, 2013 at 10:24 AM UTC
Things I Wish My Mother Had Told Me
Everyone you have lost is gone forever. If you try to call the dead, the phone won’t ring. You won’t hear their voices. The ground will shake like your wrists. You will realize this sometime, when you’re in the bath and every nerve in your body is screaming at you to put your head under and count to a thousand. You are more than a suicide note. You are more than a suicide attempt. You are more than cuts and bruises, and friends that abandon you and don’t even say hello in the hallways anymore. People will leave you, daughter. People will leave you alone and shaking. You’ll find solace in the most unexpected places, in the boys that look like they belong in the 1970s and in the vinyl that whispers to you while the sun is going down. Eventually you will find the people that will bend the sky down to you so that you can touch the clouds. They will become your motivation, they will become the glow in the dark stars on your bedroom ceiling. You will forget that they are plastic, and often mistake them for the night’s sky. Memories do not always hurt, it’s okay to be nostalgic but do not drown in it. Do not drown in anything but love, daughter. Love every leaf, every lover’s vein. And every single time you think you’re going insane. You’re not. Remember that the door is always closed, but always easily opened. Remember that you can leave. Remember that you can take the next flight out, start a new life. Remember that the world is in your piano hands. You’ll meet someone and call them love because they don’t know the difference between the dull and sharp edge of a knife. You’ll write poems. Lots of them. You’ll write enough poems to fill the walls in all of the rooms in all of the houses you have ever lived in. You’ll scrawl them on the tree stumps you find temporary homes in while walking in the forest. You’ll engrave them on someone’s bones after they tell you that they would rather die a thousand deaths than go a second without your energy warming their cheeks. For every accomplishment, erase five shortcomings from your mind. Be yourself before you forget who that is. Be, daughter, be who you want to be; Be who you know yourself to be. When the world is sleeping on your shoulders at 4 in the morning, don’t wake it up. Take a deep breath, rock the earth into a deeper sleep. Tell the walls your secrets because they don’t whisper. Don’t tell anyone with a tongue something you wouldn’t want to end up floating back out of their mouths like a catchy song. When you’re standing up on stage, waiting to start your poem, do not avoid eye contact. Make everyone nervous with your metaphors. Make everyone nervous with your passion. You are the strongest soul you’ll ever be. And when I die, shall we not meet again, Remember that I am your mother, daughter. And mothers, always know best.
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I'm taking it kinda hard-- Not having you around any more. Sometimes my heart stops And I have to remind myself That living isn't just a thing I have to do But something I want Even more than getting you back. So to that end, I gave all your favorite records To the local vinyl shop And donated your sweaters To the thrift store down the street And sold your bike for twenty bucks To the neighborhood paper boy And finally bought myself A new set of dishes (after breaking All of yours). I think I'm finally ready to say Regardless of what you think of me, My life is my choice. Like the poetry I write just for me, I'll live each day in just the same way: For me.
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Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 5:32 PM UTC
Choices
The tightrope expires And the skyscraper hollows out. This hate is vicious and repeated, Repeated; repeated on the news reel, And in a Hollywood romance. We’re skipping generations Through faded vinyl sound Of dust mite and crack; I’m folding digits over chords, Extinguishing lovers By turning them to songs. Oh, reality convenes, convenes On the mind, and on the consciousness Of fact. Don’t steal my job, Don’t **** my land, And never fall asleep Under the sun. There is poetry to mathematics, Scaling the harmonics of the sound, Some universal language; Some bottled message to our brothers Who are looking back at us From the distance of the stars. And, terror is called from every side, Until we’re terrified to eat or breathe, In the tremor of a terror That can never come to be. The tightrope fell down with the buildings, But its idea, it still lives on. We could be on the precipice of better times, Or under the shadow of a nuclear bomb.
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May 23, 2014
May 23, 2014 at 8:24 PM UTC
The War On Ourselves
The record player keeps spinning the Vinyl black & white pictures on the walls are beginning to talk And the lights blink on and off The same dark feeling of despair settles over me during the early hours of the morning It's a shame 'cause I've run out of whiskey to help chase the inspiration and sleep I desperately need My thoughts cross to you sometimes and I wonder where you are now I guess you never kept that promise as I've yet to see your name on a spine I guess I'll go to bed now I'll put on one more record and muddle into the fog These black & white pictures are beginning to talk And the lights blink On and off
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May 26, 2014
May 26, 2014 at 6:12 AM UTC
Dr. Feel Good
Clad in vinyl Bound and gagged My whip cracks Cleave clefts of flesh And the blood trickles Lightly Pain is pulsing Penetrating prior unknowns Chains and leather Inclement weather The pain and pleasure A pinnacle of understanding Transcending Our reality Like lsd A mind **** Of the brutal but beautiful An ode to those beyond Rather above the pale I tie your hands Bind your feet Kiss your face And release The Master.
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Aug 1, 2016
Aug 1, 2016 at 4:21 PM UTC
The Master
I Stacked green crates by the futon, records sealed as buried letters, each sleeve longing to be drawn out into daylight by her small, thoughtful hands. I just want to play that Nick Cave again teenager’s resolve in her voice, she drops the needle on "Tupelo", traces Peter Murphy with her thumb, holds Kate Bush to the light like stained glass. She laughs at the ****** box on the speaker. I tell her it’s never going to happen. She grins, unbothered, says she only came for the vinyl. I watch her tilt each sleeve, never touching the grooves, brush the dust, lay the needle like a secret, slide the disc back without a wrinkle. Each time I’m surprised by her precision. It’s the third time she’s dropped by. She makes mixtapes. Pressing pause, pressing record, stitching songs into a spine of hiss. Once, to me, or to herself, she said her father wanted a tape. She’d mail it when he had somewhere to send it. She follows me across the bridge, talking about her brother, an ex-best friend, mimicking her professor, how he wags his tongue when he writes on the chalkboard. I haul a duffel: apron, uniform, boots heavy with grease. She skips in the rain, strumming cables, humming the last song played, still in the air. II I unlock the door, steeped in garlic and kitchen sweat, boots leaving grime on the boards. She isn’t there- only the crates, stacked neater, jackets squared, spines aligned, as if her care was meant for me. The room settles with her absence, yet holds me upright in its small, thoughtful hands.
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Sep 17, 2025
Sep 17, 2025 at 8:11 PM UTC
Crates
I Stacked green crates by the futon, records sealed as buried letters, each sleeve longing to be drawn out into daylight by her small, thoughtful hands. I just want to play that Nick Cave again teenager’s resolve in her voice, she drops the needle on "Tupelo", traces Peter Murphy with her thumb, holds Kate Bush to the light like stained glass. She laughs at the ****** box on the speaker. I tell her it’s never going to happen. She grins, unbothered, says she only came for the vinyl. I watch her tilt each sleeve, never touching the grooves, brush the dust, lay the needle like a secret, slide the disc back without a wrinkle. Each time I’m surprised by her precision. It’s the third time she’s dropped by. She makes mixtapes. Pressing pause, pressing record, stitching songs into a spine of hiss. Once, to me, or to herself, she said her father wanted a tape. She’d mail it when he had somewhere to send it. She follows me across the bridge, talking about her brother, an ex-best friend, mimicking her professor, how he wags his tongue when he writes on the chalkboard. I haul a duffel: apron, uniform, boots heavy with grease. She skips in the rain, strumming cables, humming the last song played, still in the air. II I unlock the door, steeped in garlic and kitchen sweat, boots leaving grime on the boards. She isn’t there- only the crates, stacked neater, jackets squared, spines aligned, as if her care was meant for me. The room settles with her absence, yet holds me upright in its small, thoughtful hands.
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the beatles on vinyl, the bright sun shining through our silk curtains, ***** clothes scattered about the room, our skin sewn together in messy stitches, your cologne adding a favorable twist to the scent of stuffy-room air, the buzz of your hum flowing lightly with john's vocals. she snaps her fingers in front of my face. blink! back to reality.
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Mar 15, 2015
Mar 15, 2015 at 11:40 PM UTC
a hopeless daydream
Remember when We took a daycation? Waterfalls For days. Milk bottle Sepia vinyl. Ice cream and Truck drivers. Ballerina buns and Bare necks. Waterfalls For days. Oblivion, the Falling leaves. Backseat Views. Gravel paths, we Walked. Waterfalls For days. Blue, blue Skies. Crystal Springs. Damp red Leaves. Waterfalls For days. Apples Were just in season. Photos Wagging tails. Honey tea Quilted snuggles. Waterfalls For days. Maybe it was Just a dream. Next thing I knew. I was throwing A textbook at the wall. Waterfalls For days. I was Okay. I swear, for One day. I was Myself again. Waterfalls For days. Remember when We took a daycation?
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Jul 18, 2016
Jul 18, 2016 at 7:00 PM UTC
Daycation
Scraggly curl hair bounces in the air wagging with whisky eyes breezy pleasing the eclectic electric hectic now mind like finding a papaya inside an oyster battery powered like a pomegranate passionfruit flower growing and glowing around my trinity heart with the noise of a sphere's galactic ****** Crystal Citrine Mountains provide water fountains of sunlight as so tye-dye t-shirt hip-cat hippos smokin' coconut shisha bathe in barrels of bourbon. Lion snakes spit words of worlds hurling nebulous timeline's spiraling and crashing and splashing baptism ripples together painting Pollack Splatters with the aroma of Byrd Jazz Jam on rye-whisky bread. Fractal Berries served by the Far Out Faerrie Ferryman Skeletan with bejeweled emerald eyes winks while I read in the reeds panting in pan-flutes while water rabbits scamper into clay enclaves to bathe in pinecone designed sand-tubs. The hieroglyphic phoenix twists and skip-scats neon green vinyl turning the wind inside out to x-ray flames of fireworks.
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Dec 6, 2013
Dec 6, 2013 at 8:01 PM UTC
Untitled Realm # 4-Triangle.7u