Surely there’s more to it than unforgettable moments of clear stupidity, time consuming idiocy of slurred thoughts filled with feelings of constant annoyance towards everyone but ourselves.
No satisfaction, endless depression, fleeting pleasures.
There had to be something more than this, I thought to myself as I hit the pipe one more time but this high is but a lie to distract us from the truth. What is truth?
How had it not reached me and yet was in front of me the whole time? Surrounding us, showing us reality but, of course pride blinds all eyes and when looking towards ourselves we refuse to see that which is clearly greater than us. We might in all honesty continue to participate for the temporal escapism but when it does die we remain empty for we’re surely it's slave and this type of medicine is not being prescribed with pity but with all intentions of making us more greedy.
Whether we realize it or not we carry out the purpose of the deceiver for surely we’re slaves but the source makes all the difference.
One brings forth confusion, isolation with false ideology of power over all ending in death, the other frees to bring us into Eternity's hands and I must say that my being a slave to the fountain of life is not always typically beautiful but, the joy is infinitely worth it because the Creator keeps me and that fact is why I am at all for if it wasn't for the higher call, I wouldn't be, literally.
Suicidal thoughts knocking on my door until revelation with reconciliation came to the rescue.
Without grace I’m no better than the ******* out in the streets yeah, for there’s none good nope, not one.
Stop resting in justifications for addictions to the diminishing ice.
Behold His luminous voice as He melts the walls you hid behind only to restore your fragmented soul, surely you'll be whole. You've been deceived so stop saying you're good vibin' when really you're just blinded. Come taste & see the greatness of new life. An eternal canvas in the making instead of a cycle that's constantly breaking.

Everybody come on,
Get a gather in,
As we still tackle the sins,
Of every day living,
Avoid Robyn Givens,
Tryna get moneys from
Me to give in,
Dismissed my old religion,
Watch for pigeons,
Peep death walking around
Corners,
Cuz the next day they'll
Mourn ya,
Then forget about ya,
But back to life,
Daily Struggles and hustle in the same
Sentence,
Born intelligence, my father became,
Negligence,
Moms had them dollars spent,
Couldn't see where the money
Was bent,
Too much dreaming, folks mostly individuals, far from teamin'
Plot the scheming,
Like Kenan,
Ivory Wayans, all across ya brain,
I come with the thunder and rain,
Calm ya soul,
Relax as I take control,
Neo soul,
Only cherish the bold,
And beautiful, despise rap guys,
Who spit pitiful,
Kin to the Howlin' Wolf spiritual,
Tasted a spoonful,
Of my money, now I want nothing
To do with honeys,
Through the pleasures, sticky and sweet
Satisfaction to my meat,
Wait let's keep it clean
For the radio,
Can't banned this jam, played it,
Til I cops ya mental,
Grooves sentimental,
Lauryn Hill giving the thrills, over the
Track you feel,
Rest in peace to the massacred victims,
From past through,
The Future millenniums,
Millennial madness, depression raised
To the highness,
Meditate to Mary sparkling like
A disco,
Ball everyday dejavu back to dance hall,
I remember all,
My grand mothers to pappys, all celebrated
And happy,
Now most people are ******,
Can't get help for ****, only
If you down for the corporate,
Dead man walking with a company,
Watch them put you on a rate,
Slaves ain't went no where,
Taxes famine to warfare, stay focused
On truths and not dare,
As the snare,
Puts you in a mellow mood, I stay positive and away from the crude,
Attitudes, Sun Tzu official,
Still tryna stay from the airhead judicial,



Flashes of pictures,
Throwing up the peace signs,
Nothing but end times,
I'm on god lines,
Twelve disciples followed by me,
With armed rifles,
Spartan tactics, got critics
Doing back flips,
Stick to the script,
Word to the mothership,
I came off of,
It's love all else and nothing
Above,
Defense like the glove,
Come push and shove,
I'll die for my brothers, sisters
And others,
Who's down, couldn't wear the crown,
Too heavy it weighs,
Sunk down like maydays,
Back in the days,
I used to wanna be the brother
Who was paid,
Fantasy themes, got me caught
In the lustful things,
Everything ain't what it seems,
Lot of Willie Browns, looking for
Their soul, in the middle of a round,
Now where don't care,
Only at the crossroads if you dare,
Demoness with breast,
Beautiful hair, long stare,
Don't get caught, lookin' at the Medusa glare,
**** turned into stone,
Chills through my bones,
Vibin' off of the tones, voices made of Baritone,
Band played on,
Once I found right, it seems to follow wrong,
Blessed are the children,
Who see scares before, war is
Summoned,
Pitching different strokes, call me
Phil Drummin',
Hummin' my way through this slave
Essence,
My presence is shown,
Once I get on,
Beats for my vocals to meet,
Put so perfectly,
Enjoy the breeze and the weather,
No bragging hypes,
Just a poet, with the verbal snipe,

All over me is poetry
Written from the top of my mind
Deep space none can place
Their hands on my rhyme
Because it's faster than
Bullet coming out a nine
Run lyrics like fines
Steadily building no yielding
Place the mic in my hand
And watch me start fillin'
Seats causing crowds with a bunch of smoke clouds
From left to right
I'm showing up on sight rhymes is tight
Ripe keep foes hype
Only to take a bite
Wrapped up in might
Anaconda sound the thunder
Make folks wonder
Is it me or the conscious
Breakin em off correctly
Respectfully they know who I be
The God MC poetry is my PHD
Poems Heavily Delivered
Who's coming with master
Wizardry spinnin' rhymes
From the tip of my tongue
Leave em hung and girls sprung
Caause I talk to fast gunblast
Brain explodin' stiff n posin'
Cuz you couldn't last now you in past
But I'm the present made for the future
Get used to tha
Brother who'll smother
Any poem with ease my steez
Make about 1 point3
Thousands a year my dear hear
Me out don't shout
I'm just feelin' home
Vibin' with a Jones in my Bones

Check it my statistics ballistic no counterfeit
Ahhh **** Yosef making hits cold pinch a dead ***
Of a chick laying in my money pit from my ice bit
Suckas catching frostbite fly as a kite obey ya sprite
Mad joy decoyed since I was a boy never been coy
To the rhymes pennies thrown on dime sublime
Life in the lime huh I'm ten toes in the game
Going against the others mayne graze domains
Yo it ain't the same friends only out for dividends
Digging sins tryna comprehend a waging guaging
From the twelve rack backed the shots off the plot
Grave thinker mind sinker like my chochas pinker
Beats gave me an eye winker muscles like Wrinkler
Mafiaso steelo feels the depths of a brother ghetto
Living my life around chaos and lust diamonds
Climbing from the shovels mining see us dining
At the wraths of hell table watching for Cain's able
To make a move put the needle to the groove
Soothe minds starship rocking ya with fellowship
Gods of the universe no rehearse lay the curse
Small talents giving for war weapons cure
The bloodthirsty fools out here begging like Percy!!!



Like comment and subscribe I'm all the way live
Listening to the rains
parade serenades
Brigades of grenades yo I was made /
renegade
Like Jay-Z to Eminem y'all just to feminine
Still sippin' gins flippin' Benz stacking ends
No pretends as the pressures still friends grins
Of envy and chaos struggling to get a coin toss
I been boss look at the way I floss glisten gloss
Off my girls shining third eyes like jewels pearls
Hold up back to this drank in my cup Friday night
Late freak hypes beats done right girl by my sight
She feeling good vibin in the hoods blackwoods
Smoke like an OG loc like Scarface tryna avoid coke
Deals shills plotted of a grill see how cash reels
In the fishes ***** dishes thrown skull and bones
Still dodging the clones in the everyday battlezone
On my own like Patti LaBelle choke haters like Sprewell
Can you tell by the smell I'm ready to feed off vultures
Of the culture black Saiyan ultra Goku bruise crews
From boulevards to avenues flexing venues boozed
Drunken off space times paradigm twlight grinds
Feelin' that boy Serling got my mind swirling off
Unfaithful thoughts look at the birds fly by in the sky
See the ribbons of colors sisters and brothers
Of the universal energy embrace the  beautiful synergy

does a door have a lock?
are the walls even up
or high enough to comprehend what's beyond?
is anyone up there?
-
intertwining,
like healthy attachment;
mind seems empty handed yet still full continually.
who needs love anyway?
what is love anyway?
does love will to ease the tension,
where do words come in question?
-
run on sentences paint never ending stories of mine;
where i contemplate lines,
go out of mind,
& far enough in time to keep me vibin' high atleast...
-
i keep secrets far enough to keep me center,
i dont keep secrets more than anyone keeps guard.
whatever coin i flip,
im in process of aligning to destiny,
no questions
& if i question then that question is but an idea.

i am here
& i am plugged into the aether,
get it?
just let your pride & your ego be your teacher.
-
there are no lies
& there lies no interest in staging moon-landings so
there is no way to erase my foot-print from surface of potential being,
i am being.
i am here.
can you hear me?
living energy,
beware if you get near me.
just stay clear me.
-
are we living?
are we jivving?
are we giving?
are we so afraid of light that we wear sunscreen
to keep out energy from source with source info & light codes
to keep you vibin’…
i keep attracting light beings now we tribed up & we thriving.
-
what do you bring to the table? & if you can,
are you able to make this short & sweet
as time is money
& money looking scarce these days.
not being funny get your coins up tho.
this raw material.

Yo gotta stay high, super fly,
Hit the regal,
Buick yo my ***** illegal,
No tags, popping rags,
Beating to dj *****,
And a hood near you,
See how break down the crew,
We all deep,
Any hating, bet yalll get put to sleep, as i creep,
Like climbers on a steep,
Hill, this aint no jack and jill,
Watch me, roll out the real,
Just riding, vibin,
Highway gliding,
**** smokin, got our minds collidin,
Deep in the cosmos, thinking bout where they go,
Wondering souls,
Stuck on the crossroads, of where i wanna go,
I see horns, and halos, in the same storm,
The vibration, got me feelin' temptation,
Lustin', tryna void the damnation,
But ****,
The chicks looking good,
Body just wastin',
Backyard got my wood all hard,
Droolin,
Like a saint Bernard, learned from scars,
Everything, aint about fancy cars,
Winds breezin,
Smokes so heavy, ya cant even breath in,
In **** in,
We trust, from ashes to ashes,
Dust to dust,
I just let my mind, stay on hush,
As i walk the beats,
Gangster **** for the streets,
Verse so mellow,
Keep it on constant repeat,

Riding, with the music just vibin,
Lookin' for where love is,
But is tainted, long away and fainted, by the breeze,
To the tides by the seas, or was it an ocean?
, maybe i should take in a potion,
Put the world loves, back in motion,
Smooth coatin, let the liquor do its workin, so many souls hurtin,
Out here flirtin,
With the wrong thing, everybody aint meant to be a, queen or a king,
Just do ya own thing, like Isaac Hayes, and ignore the says,
Of negative folks that pay,
Attention to every, last one of ya moves,
I just show & prove, let me put you in the mood,
**** it, i just let the needle, mellow the groove, yo

Hit yall withe styles,


Sights of the godlen child, dropped off by the nile,
Like Moses, god chose this,
Life i live to manifest,
Say it with my chest, im the illist,
Liver than the chillist,
Ice on the screen,
After the friends of the green,
Millionaire to Billionaire,
Close ya eyes and just stare,
Down the beat zone, spiritual rising hones, feel the bones,
Electric shock, hitting so hard til ya head rocks,
Got ya in a pop lock, sparks like flints of the glock,
Stll holdin' saucony, hit the pizzeroni, at the spot name Tony,
Real italiano, but back to this beat soprano,
Making hits, don mafiaso captilize the culture,
Its a family affair, yeah i go there, take a jab at me,
Dodge em like Maywether be, sugar free,
**** that, roll back, like snakes curling up for the attack,
Its the return.of the mack,
Holding smacks,
Across ya eardrums, bass shakin' ya melanin' drums,
Got ya goin' ina crazy dance,as the girls to the boys, get vibin to this,
As The cocoa brother, smooth mic menice this,
Everyhood get the riding to this,
Stamps for the people, dont matter the color so,
I stay an individual, invisible, competition left critical,
For those that tried to perform, after my show,
General warfare, cleanest cuts, with out the use of blades,
Add it to my accolades, every system on ya radio is played,
Guessin' charades, to the critics i serenade, blades of glory,
New scent of gory, hell flury, gleamin' like sparkles of jewelry,
Do my duty nice,
Keep negative lines spliced,

When you look up,
Folks look ya down,
Soulful,
Gather me, many melodies,
From the cosmos,
Most don't know,
Why I play dumb, too succumb
My next victim,
He wonder why I ain't ******' with them,
I stay above the rim,
So I can breath through the nostrils,
When I'm in the water,
Crocodile, can't see my expression,
On my face,
But that ain't case, everyday is a new phase, in this rat race,
Vibin to the J Dilla,
One show stop, beat guerilla,
No one comes off, as illa,
Yeah I write poetry,
To calm the inner me,
Peaces of poetry samples,
Used as samples,
In the industry I see them peeping me,
While I'm peeping" you,
So what you really, tryna do,
Can't throw dirt on my name,
Even if ya had aim,
Divine, intervention need a mention,
Jewels mindset,
Ezekiel peace shining, like the stars,
Hits the hearts of Israel,
Defense hard as, a turtle shell,
Let the real, wisdom reveal,
Made to be a rebel,
Everyday society, quietly, tryna confuse the newbies,
But my styles old skool, still packing tools, jackin' my mule,
Yo shorty play cool,
I'm a kept real, realer than Holyfield,
Or Tyson, with the punch typing,
****** prints,
It's just me and you, red white and the blue, the patriots of only a few,

Need to be the sweetness in your sea
Need to be the breeze that brushes up against your cheeks
Need to see you tonight ‘cause I’m filled with unlimited desires
Need to make my move so I can be your new love poem in your diary
I’ll bring the passion to add to your vessel
It will be fiery heat as we speak and strip
Drinkin’ straight liquor so we can get filthy drunk
Watchin’ the sun goes down in town
Playin’ and vibin’ to quiet storm jams
Workin’ and servin’ you, searchin’ you and yearning for more
I’ll be all up in your bedroom while the moon glistens over us
Gimme that, lemme tap that, watch me flex and finesse that

Need to navigate through your power supply
Need to waltz through your enchanted lands to feel inspired
Need to pause to admire the way your body enthralls me
Need to go deeper to see into your mind
And know that my love intensifies in your being
Baby, keep your eyes on me while I unwind your thoughts
I wanna go at it in the darkness
I wanna feel your sweat drippin’ on me
Call me Daddy, Zaddy, or Pappy
Whichever one you love, just let me be your **** lover
Just keep starin’ at me with those alluring eyes
I’m steadily thirstin’ for your nirvana
I’m lurkin’ on your earth immersed in your splendor
Girl, you got me traversin and reversin’ in patterns
Can’t stop marvelin’ at how you swirl your world on me