"vallys" poems
Breathe deep, fill your lungs
expanding the chest to extend life
slowly release with lips tightly pursed
til the emptyness seems to make you gasp
eyes defocus as if emptyed of life
waiting for the next ******* in of air
when it comes they focus again
taking in the view over the vallys below
Legs give a tremour, muscles exhausted
knees requesting a seat to relieve the weight
hamstrings are tight, threatening to snap
tendons strained at the ankles, stretched just to far
and all you can think as you stand there
looking back from the direction that you came
and shaking your head unbelieving the pain
is why did I attempt to ride up this ****** hill
Jul 13, 2025
Jul 13, 2025 at 3:28 PM UTC
aged 14 they took me to this place
first thoughts when they took me
i was going to my grave
needles from which id never awake
police took me fully restained
i walked though the door
what **** i aint mad
you got this wrong
its normal what these voices are saying
now
im nursed in my room
vallys and olazapine
daze and confused
every bit of energy
is to fight and refuse
now im thinking
all day how am i getting back
i need my fix
from four days
i told them openup
the
window and second floor dow
n dropped to knees
now im struggling now
how am i gunna wal
k i need to sit down
thats the thing
about my frst time each voice of this psychosis there was nothing
that was wrong with me
n my thoughts were sound
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still not understanding
but their circling
around aint taking thses ******* meds
are they ******* mad im sane im sane
******* listen
i aint being ******* restarined
first guy that tries
i wont hestate
i have a shard of glass
i was hoping to save
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now their surrounding
me
now and its all getting tense
no idea which way to face now
then boom down
injection,s placed
room spinning out
i'm losing focus
the voices are easing but never will they leave one eye open one eye shut
in to the deepest endless sleep im falling i'm falling waking up nightmares
i'm waking up
in cold sweats overwhelmed with stress without warning
Apr 1, 2022
Apr 1, 2022 at 6:55 PM UTC