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She must have been kicked unseen or brushed by a car. Too young to know much, she was beginning to learn To use the newspapers spread on the kitchen floor And to win, wetting there, the words, "Good dog! Good dog!" We thought her shy malaise was a shot reaction. The autopsy disclosed a rupture in her liver. As we teased her with play, blood was filling her skin And her heart was learning to lie down forever. Monday morning, as the children were noisily fed And sent to school, she crawled beneath the youngest's bed. We found her twisted and limp but still alive. In the car to the vet's, on my lap, she tried To bite my hand and died. I stroked her warm fur And my wife called in a voice imperious with tears. Though surrounded by love that would have upheld her, Nevertheless she sank and, stiffening, disappeared. Back home, we found that in the night her frame, Drawing near to dissolution, had endured the shame Of diarrhoea and had dragged across the floor To a newspaper carelessly left there. Good dog.
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Dog's Death
We cannot write silence. The beats. The pause. The breath. The way it aches and persists and begs that, if only for a moment, our consciousness is only a whisper. our bodies, our lips, the air that passes through falling chests and stillness. A melody of emotion. Sleeping in the quiet of a heartbeat skipped a word lost to the wind. The wickedness of reticence Encapsulated in air and time. The moment stretched too long. Hesitation perpetuated in the grip of fingernails pressed into palms. We cannot write silence, but we can try. to find a way to immortalize emotion to create space in the ceaseless drone of words that speak and spin. I cannot write silence. But I can write tears and years and the burn of long-stretched lies. I can write goodbyes and hellos And dozen ways to say I love to hate you Or I hate to love you and sometimes I cannot tell the difference. Silence. The space I have upheld for myself. I love to hate you Heart. I hate to love you too. I cannot write silence. But I know it. and I have held it in my hand.
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May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 10:50 AM UTC
I couldn't write silence
629 I watched the Moon around the House Until upon a Pane— She stopped—a Traveller’s privilege—for Rest— And there upon I gazed—as at a stranger— The Lady in the Town Doth think no incivility To lift her Glass—upon— But never Stranger justified The Curiosity Like Mine—for not a Foot—nor Hand— Nor Formula—had she— But like a Head—a Guillotine Slid carelessly away— Did independent, Amber— Sustain her in the sky— Or like a Stemless Flower— Upheld in rolling Air By finer Gravitations— Than bind Philosopher— No Hunger—had she—nor an Inn— Her Toilette—to suffice— Nor Avocation—nor Concern For little Mysteries As harass us—like Life—and Death— And Afterwards—or Nay— But seemed engrossed to Absolute— With shining—and the Sky— The privilege to scrutinize Was scarce upon my Eyes When, with a Silver practise— She vaulted out of Gaze— And next—I met her on a Cloud— Myself too far below To follow her superior Road— Or its advantage—Blue—
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I watched the Moon around the House
Submissiveness:        give into man. silence yourself. his word is final. rush to his beck and call when he is angered. we are wrong. man is dominant, and woman is soft. if man is the bone, we are the gushy cartilage cushioning his fall. body dominated and composed of bone, but we are the organs that keep the body functioning. forever being transplanted, while our men are broken. submit. Purity:        save yourself for man. wait for him with all your white so you are not tainted. innocence upheld. it is all for him, only him. wait for him to take it all, whenever he desires. be pure. Domesticity:         the home calls our name. it is our calling. our knees bound to scrubbing, hands tied to kneading because our family needs us. we are to be the slaves of our homes just as we were to the white man. permanency of pressing collars that are not our own. domestic labor. Piety:         we come from the rib of adam. without the presence of man we, ourselves would not exist. for this reason, we worship. we worship to reiterate our purity, to maintain our sanity when others challenge our virtues of womanhood. the lord is our shepherd. we uphold our lord. besides our husbands, he is all that we shall want. womanhood.
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Apr 27, 2014
Apr 27, 2014 at 12:08 PM UTC
womanhood
When some proud son of man returns to earth, Unknown to glory, but upheld by birth, The sculptor’s art exhausts the pomp of woe And storied urns record who rest below: When all is done, upon the tomb is seen, Not what he was, but what he should have been: But the poor dog, in life the firmest friend, The first to welcome, foremost to defend, Whose honest heart is still his master’s own, Who labours, fights, lives, breathes for him alone, Unhonour’d falls, unnoticed all his worth— Denied in heaven the soul he held on earth: While Man, vain insect! hopes to be forgiven, And claims himself a sole exclusive Heaven. Oh Man! thou feeble tenant of an hour, Debased by slavery, or corrupt by power, Who knows thee well must quit thee with disgust, Degraded mass of animated dust! Thy love is lust, thy friendship all a cheat, Thy smiles hypocrisy, thy words deceit! By nature vile, ennobled but by name, Each kindred brute might bid thee blush for shame. Ye! who perchance behold this simple urn, Pass on—it honours none you wish to mourn: To mark a Friend’s remains these stones arise; I never knew but one,—and here he lies.
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Inscription On The Monument Of A Newfoundland Dog
The voice I hear is ruminating in my head, that treacherous depart was wounded instead of behead. How I long for this pain to leave akin the December sky, this imminent glory was only dreamed about in disguise. How persuasive the universe was to the story, it did not project the upcoming fury. Of a devious bequeath that upheld the tantrum, the sky soared with anger until its utter collapse. When a drop of water fell from the engorging sky; it dropped thousands of miles beneath, until it splattered like a human who couldn’t breathe. This anger spread like a wildfire, infecting all those longed desires. The heart of which pumped no more blood, Became equivalent to a plant breathing through a frozen sun. Nature believed there were no further storms, until the quarrel beneath was profoundly explored. Through the bodies sensation one could not ignore, made the heartache of this man’s soul. Oh why are humans so weak. Must the sun anger the kindness soul, For I had only hoped for evermore. Was I a victim who loved no more? Or an open heart waiting to explore? This journey could not be real, however, it became nurturing to one’s appeal. The ignorance disguised as love evidently appeared, as the devil danced around as one had feared. Ambiguous to the commonality of faith, that created an ambivalence that aroused distaste. The traitor became her experience and ego her age, I was in love with a spiritual woman of a certain year of age. By: Michael M. De La Fuente
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May 24, 2014
May 24, 2014 at 4:55 PM UTC
Melancholic Heart
The voice I hear is ruminating in my head, that treacherous depart was wounded instead of behead. How I long for this pain to leave akin the December sky, this imminent glory was only dreamed about in disguise. How persuasive the universe was to the story, it did not project the upcoming fury. Of a devious bequeath that upheld the tantrum, the sky soared with anger until its utter collapse. When a drop of water fell from the engorging sky; it dropped thousands of miles beneath, until it splattered like a human who couldn’t breathe. This anger spread like a wildfire, infecting all those longed desires. The heart of which pumped no more blood, Became equivalent to a plant breathing through a frozen sun. Nature believed there were no further storms, until the quarrel beneath was profoundly explored. Through the bodies sensation one could not ignore, made the heartache of this man’s soul. Oh why are humans so weak. Must the sun anger the kindness soul, For I had only hoped for evermore. Was I a victim who loved no more? Or an open heart waiting to explore? This journey could not be real, however, it became nurturing to one’s appeal. The ignorance disguised as love evidently appeared, as the devil danced around as one had feared. Ambiguous to the commonality of faith, that created an ambivalence that aroused distaste. The traitor became her experience and ego her age, I was in love with a spiritual woman of a certain year of age. By: Michael M. De La Fuente
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red lights yet, seeing signs in the green. are you friend or fiend? may we both come in peace? crop circles get dusted off. all curfews must dissolve. if our virtue is up to par, please let us be. upheld laws will get disregarded. cops caught off guard by gargoyles gawking at dawn's sweet offspring, this broad's in a stand still. villains chill alleys these foes just can't **** as the girl cops an anvil ready to drop her mans onto a large canvas full of hurt, red paint and tequila as her quills dry up does she still see city lights as freedom? curbside dances in the moonlight earning keeps for a teen son.
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Sep 27, 2015
Sep 27, 2015 at 1:27 AM UTC
Alien Mom (The Green Card)
the covenant a precious reminder of gods enduring love never wavering always the same each generation constant and faithful written in in ancient language of the stars upheld by blood not black on white birth is the seal the contract cannot be void even in death responsibility , accountability follows a shadow watching, recording every mistake, every achievement humans cannot keep there word, god always keep punishment is sure only saved by repentance heavenly beings lost touch with the true source became earthly citizens
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Mar 4, 2013
Mar 4, 2013 at 9:07 AM UTC
the covenant
Nothing is ever time wasted, just the interlude to the rest of the album. Soon it becomes nostalgia. To think you almost pressed the skip button.. It's all about trying new things. Slowing were briding the gap. Looping untold tales of blues and jazz into our samples. The things considered classical. Instant vintage. The things we keep hidden in headphones, The venerability of hype. It's always about the crowd. Afraid to digest something different. This was the first time I met her. At first I laughed, Reaction that I faced my own ignorance. Listening again finding purpose. Not knowing that we'd come to spend the rest of our lives together. All three minutes and forty five seconds. I was dishonest. Not revealing anything real about myself until I heard it for the first time. The first time she sung. Music. This wasn't an image to be upheld in front of others. Or the gossip type spread circle to circle. I was never exposed to this. Skimming the top layer ready to press next. Too far caught in the slander that first impressions can give. History often repeats itself but this wasn't the case. This was wholeheartedly the epitome of how she effected me. The rhythm of how she moved. How she spoke. Like that I matured almost instantly. She became my biggest influence. A two way street that bridged the gap of my own ignorance. After time I began to leave my headphones on the dresser. We were amplified. She'd follow me everywhere just as I'd follow her. Soon it caught on to the masses. Each and every thought became a publicist of what she'd recite over and over again. A parental advisory issued with every cover. Finding the one became a catalog. Stumbling back to the first interlude all over again. The copyright not for sell
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Mar 13, 2018
Mar 13, 2018 at 10:48 PM UTC
Amplified
Nothing is ever time wasted, just the interlude to the rest of the album. Soon it becomes nostalgia. To think you almost pressed the skip button.. It's all about trying new things. Slowing were briding the gap. Looping untold tales of blues and jazz into our samples. The things considered classical. Instant vintage. The things we keep hidden in headphones, The venerability of hype. It's always about the crowd. Afraid to digest something different. This was the first time I met her. At first I laughed, Reaction that I faced my own ignorance. Listening again finding purpose. Not knowing that we'd come to spend the rest of our lives together. All three minutes and forty five seconds. I was dishonest. Not revealing anything real about myself until I heard it for the first time. The first time she sung. Music. This wasn't an image to be upheld in front of others. Or the gossip type spread circle to circle. I was never exposed to this. Skimming the top layer ready to press next. Too far caught in the slander that first impressions can give. History often repeats itself but this wasn't the case. This was wholeheartedly the epitome of how she effected me. The rhythm of how she moved. How she spoke. Like that I matured almost instantly. She became my biggest influence. A two way street that bridged the gap of my own ignorance. After time I began to leave my headphones on the dresser. We were amplified. She'd follow me everywhere just as I'd follow her. Soon it caught on to the masses. Each and every thought became a publicist of what she'd recite over and over again. A parental advisory issued with every cover. Finding the one became a catalog. Stumbling back to the first interlude all over again. The copyright not for sell
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Riverside camp Site plans. Stones smooth from Currents of centuries Surrounding ditch Dug for bonfire. Driftwood shelter Tied with fresh willow twigs, Tiled with leaves and ferns. Location for personal business Decided upon and upheld. The choice is mine whether to Watch the weather, the fire, The sunset and its mirrored twin Where dinner skips for its own, Or the spaces between it all.   I have shovel, axe and a knife As sharp as a scorned woman's Tongue. Sleeping bag, and salt. If the fish doesn't bite I'll sleep hungry. No worry. My surroundings always Provide. They tolerate me; I address them as I would Any mother.
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May 21, 2014
May 21, 2014 at 10:50 AM UTC
Tiled With Leaves and Ferns
Kiss me through this window pane And tell me you love me Though I cannot hear you Pick a raindrop and watch it fall Let out a breath and again inhale The sweet and toxic air Stand up tall and straight When you walk away from me So our dignities are upheld And don't miss me or mourn Don't get sad, not angry Don't let a thread of thought Of me collapse into your Guarded mind For I will destroy you
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Mar 29, 2014
Mar 29, 2014 at 8:28 PM UTC
I Will Destroy You
People wish to be settled. Only as long as they are unsettled is there any hope for them. -- Thoreau My life has been the instrument for a mouth I have never seen, breathing wind which comes from I know not where, arranging and changing my moods, so as to make an opening for his voice. Or hers. Muse, White Goddess mother with invisible milk, androgynous god in whose grip I struggle, turning this way and that, believing that I chart my life, my loves, when in fact it is she, he, who charts them-- all for the sake of some as yet unwritten poem. Twisting in the wind, twisting like a pirate dangling in a cage from a high seawall, the wind whips through my bones making an instrument, my back a xylophone, my *** a triangle chiming, my lips stretched tight as drumskins, I no longer care who is playing me, but fear makes the hairs stand up on the backs of my hands when I think that she may stop. And yet I long for peace as fervently as you do-- the sweet connubial bliss that admits no turbulence, the settled life that defeats poetry, the hearth before which children play-- not poets' children, ragtag, neurotic, demon-ridden, but the apple-cheeked children of the bourgeoisie. My daughter dreams of peace as I do: marriage, proper house, proper husband, nourishing dreamless *** love like a hot toddy, or an apple pie. But the muse has other plans for me and you. Puppet mistress, dangling us on this dark proscenium, pulling our strings, blowing us toward Cornwall, toward Venice, toward Delphi, toward some lurching counterpane, a tent upheld by one throbbing blood-drenched pole-- her pen, her pencil, the monolith we worship, underneath the gleaming moon.
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To My Brother Poet, Seeking Peace
People wish to be settled. Only as long as they are unsettled is there any hope for them. -- Thoreau My life has been the instrument for a mouth I have never seen, breathing wind which comes from I know not where, arranging and changing my moods, so as to make an opening for his voice. Or hers. Muse, White Goddess mother with invisible milk, androgynous god in whose grip I struggle, turning this way and that, believing that I chart my life, my loves, when in fact it is she, he, who charts them-- all for the sake of some as yet unwritten poem. Twisting in the wind, twisting like a pirate dangling in a cage from a high seawall, the wind whips through my bones making an instrument, my back a xylophone, my *** a triangle chiming, my lips stretched tight as drumskins, I no longer care who is playing me, but fear makes the hairs stand up on the backs of my hands when I think that she may stop. And yet I long for peace as fervently as you do-- the sweet connubial bliss that admits no turbulence, the settled life that defeats poetry, the hearth before which children play-- not poets' children, ragtag, neurotic, demon-ridden, but the apple-cheeked children of the bourgeoisie. My daughter dreams of peace as I do: marriage, proper house, proper husband, nourishing dreamless *** love like a hot toddy, or an apple pie. But the muse has other plans for me and you. Puppet mistress, dangling us on this dark proscenium, pulling our strings, blowing us toward Cornwall, toward Venice, toward Delphi, toward some lurching counterpane, a tent upheld by one throbbing blood-drenched pole-- her pen, her pencil, the monolith we worship, underneath the gleaming moon.
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Imagine a world without a creative thought. Rubies, Diamonds, and Gold Values that were never sought, It caught your attention but you Couldn’t be at amaze, Amazed at the fact of something so beautiful Astonishing, lost in a maze. You twist and turn Left and right You’re stuck and in a nutshell You wish you could describe it, but you fail to Upheld The creativity, the essence, the beauty God, I wish you could see The marble, the bronze, Whew… It’s so sweet I feel I can taste it. Its sugar, cinnamon, spice Nothing nice, but I want it Flaunt it, tease a little… Who’s it gonna hurt? Tenacity, Generosity, Who ought to be? The one to harness something Special It’s a jewel, stolen from us at the beginning Human nature bought it here, well get it back You’ll see, because we are nothing without CREATIVITY
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Jan 20, 2013
Jan 20, 2013 at 6:24 PM UTC
If creativity didn't exist...
Trust is a limited currency For those who have wronged us, And the wall subconsciously built In a day, can only be taken a part Brick by brick, But those who speak For the force unheard, Only proven to exist in a feeling Or in the passed down book, I think, are given too much credit. Speaking for that which cannot speak for itself Inherently is wrong, yet these priests We give our trust Despite the controversy They always bring up Speaking for not the god That those sitting there Came to hear about, But speaking for those There sitting. Swaying and advising The path they take and what direction And nodding heads, And right hands pointed to the sky Tell you nobody pays much attention. For a priest Who preaches abstinence And practices excess On the underaged sons, Open your eyes. That stage shouldn’t be upheld By one who sways people Against one another, But with the bible in the right context, Anything could be directed towards anyone. Limit your currency of trust For those who prove They deserve it, The church can heal, But my, oh my, can the pasture bleat.
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May 13, 2021
May 13, 2021 at 8:17 PM UTC
Don’t Fall with the Flock
Though thou did’st hear the tempest from afar, And felt’st the horrors of the wat’ry war, To me unknown, yet on this peaceful shore Methinks I hear the storm tumultuous roar, And how stern Boreas with impetuous hand Compell’d the Nereids to usurp the land. Reluctant rose the daughters of the main, And slow ascending glided o’er the plain, Till ****** in his rapid chariot drove In gloomy grandeur from the vault above: Furious he comes. His winged sons obey Their frantic sire, and madden all the sea. The billows rave, the wind’s fierce tyrant roars, And with his thund’ring terrors shakes the shores: Broken by waves the vessel’s frame is rent, And strows with planks the wat’ry element. But thee, Maria, a kind Nereid’s shield Preserv’d from sinking, and thy form upheld: And sure some heav’nly oracle design’d At that dread crisis to instruct thy mind Things of eternal consequence to weigh, And to thine heart just feelings to convey Of things above, and of the future doom, And what the births of the dread world to come. From tossing seas I welcome thee to land. “Resign her, Nereid,” ’twas thy God’s command. Thy spouse late buried, as thy fears conceiv’d, Again returns, thy fears are all reliev’d: Thy daughter blooming with superior grace Again thou see’st, again thine arms embrace; O come, and joyful show thy spouse his heir, And what the blessings of maternal care!
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To A Lady On Her Remarkable Preservation In An Hurricane In North-Carolina
Obscurest night involv'd the sky, Th' Atlantic billows roar'd, When such a destin'd wretch as I, Wash'd headlong from on board, Of friends, of hope, of all bereft, His floating home for ever left. No braver chief could Albion boast Than he with whom he went, Nor ever ship left Albion's coast, With warmer wishes sent. He lov'd them both, but both in vain, Nor him beheld, nor her again. Not long beneath the whelming brine, Expert to swim, he lay; Nor soon he felt his strength decline, Or courage die away; But wag'd with death a lasting strife, Supported by despair of life. He shouted: nor his friends had fail'd To check the vessel's course, But so the furious blast prevail'd, That, pitiless perforce, They left their outcast mate behind, And scudded still before the wind. Some succour yet they could afford; And, such as storms allow, The cask, the coop, the floated cord, Delay'd not to bestow. But he (they knew) nor ship, nor shore, Whate'er they gave, should visit more. Nor, cruel as it seem'd, could he Their haste himself condemn, Aware that flight, in such a sea, Alone could rescue them; Yet bitter felt it still to die Deserted, and his friends so nigh. He long survives, who lives an hour In ocean, self-upheld; And so long he, with unspent pow'r, His destiny repell'd; And ever, as the minutes flew, Entreated help, or cried--Adieu! At length, his transient respite past, His comrades, who before Had heard his voice in ev'ry blast, Could catch the sound no more. For then, by toil subdued, he drank The stifling wave, and then he sank. No poet wept him: but the page Of narrative sincere; Is wet with Anson's tear. And tears by bards or heroes shed Alike immortalize the dead. I therefore purpose not, or dream, Descanting on his fate, To give the melancholy theme A more enduring date: But misery still delights to trace No voice divine the storm allay'd, No light propitious shone; When, snatch'd from all effectual aid, We perish'd, each alone: But I beneath a rougher sea, And whelm'd in deeper gulfs than he.
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The Castaway
Obscurest night involv'd the sky, Th' Atlantic billows roar'd, When such a destin'd wretch as I, Wash'd headlong from on board, Of friends, of hope, of all bereft, His floating home for ever left. No braver chief could Albion boast Than he with whom he went, Nor ever ship left Albion's coast, With warmer wishes sent. He lov'd them both, but both in vain, Nor him beheld, nor her again. Not long beneath the whelming brine, Expert to swim, he lay; Nor soon he felt his strength decline, Or courage die away; But wag'd with death a lasting strife, Supported by despair of life. He shouted: nor his friends had fail'd To check the vessel's course, But so the furious blast prevail'd, That, pitiless perforce, They left their outcast mate behind, And scudded still before the wind. Some succour yet they could afford; And, such as storms allow, The cask, the coop, the floated cord, Delay'd not to bestow. But he (they knew) nor ship, nor shore, Whate'er they gave, should visit more. Nor, cruel as it seem'd, could he Their haste himself condemn, Aware that flight, in such a sea, Alone could rescue them; Yet bitter felt it still to die Deserted, and his friends so nigh. He long survives, who lives an hour In ocean, self-upheld; And so long he, with unspent pow'r, His destiny repell'd; And ever, as the minutes flew, Entreated help, or cried--Adieu! At length, his transient respite past, His comrades, who before Had heard his voice in ev'ry blast, Could catch the sound no more. For then, by toil subdued, he drank The stifling wave, and then he sank. No poet wept him: but the page Of narrative sincere; Is wet with Anson's tear. And tears by bards or heroes shed Alike immortalize the dead. I therefore purpose not, or dream, Descanting on his fate, To give the melancholy theme A more enduring date: But misery still delights to trace No voice divine the storm allay'd, No light propitious shone; When, snatch'd from all effectual aid, We perish'd, each alone: But I beneath a rougher sea, And whelm'd in deeper gulfs than he.
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# *There is a love, deeply embedded  into fear's reverence.. and what we fear most, is the threat of annihilation..  yet,  is not that, which is within the deep hooks  of annihilation's looming leer, that which is also the very seeds sown-- giving way to the very firstfruits of Life-Anew.. within itself? So then, is not death's very fear,   in itself,  a conceding to the inevitability of Love's unfolding conquer? The condemnation-shadow, so unfairly placed into you,  at such a tender young age, has run amok for so many unrestrained years  within your beautiful spirit, and body..  is no longer     an end-all..     or catch-all, But is now, but a spring-board;   albeit, fear-driven.. into that (finally, Beautiful-one) which brings Life.. directly out of death-- Not with the annihilation  of the very  Death.. (which gave you Magic) but through its own, very power to draw us towards Love, through its own, very fear (respect)  of that Love.. does not then, death.. through Love,  become upheld? So how then can the condemnation within you, be bad except that it be allowed to,  for life.. keep you hidden in shadow? Is not then  Love's Light, the very thing that creates Shadow's, shadow, therefore exposing Shadow's nature by bringing forth, its own shadow..  leaving the vulnerable rawness of condemnation, exposed.. Hence, the horrendous sting of Love's truth.. yet also, through the Faith-increasing training of experience  alone, is the strengthening into resilience  the beautiful, war-torn Spirit  that has become able to begin  to finally.. take in, Love. This is where you are now at, beautiful girl. While under condemnation's death-hold, you have hated me for so long that the love.. mixed with fear.. became its own  natural concession into Life, itself-- giving way to the Magical falling-off  of the scales that have covered those beautiful eyes of yours for so long Bring your Death, beautiful-one. Through your Faith,  it is established..  and then made, Complete. The giftedness, borne from the deep, catacombs of Death's Unholy Hold, come forth in fullness.. into fruition.. as you pass from Death, into Life-- right here.. in the land of the Living. The Death you have known, does not fall off at the gate as you pass through it.. but instead, through the newness of your beautiful eye's, Life View..  Death's previous Unholiness   becomes instantly, Holy. I am in love with the death that is in you. From its hold, were born every Magical gift that I love so much, in you.. and  while in your presence..  will forever take my breath away. Welcome to my life, Beautiful one.* #
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Nov 4, 2021
Nov 4, 2021 at 10:00 PM UTC
In death.. as in Life
# *There is a love, deeply embedded  into fear's reverence.. and what we fear most, is the threat of annihilation..  yet,  is not that, which is within the deep hooks  of annihilation's looming leer, that which is also the very seeds sown-- giving way to the very firstfruits of Life-Anew.. within itself? So then, is not death's very fear,   in itself,  a conceding to the inevitability of Love's unfolding conquer? The condemnation-shadow, so unfairly placed into you,  at such a tender young age, has run amok for so many unrestrained years  within your beautiful spirit, and body..  is no longer     an end-all..     or catch-all, But is now, but a spring-board;   albeit, fear-driven.. into that (finally, Beautiful-one) which brings Life.. directly out of death-- Not with the annihilation  of the very  Death.. (which gave you Magic) but through its own, very power to draw us towards Love, through its own, very fear (respect)  of that Love.. does not then, death.. through Love,  become upheld? So how then can the condemnation within you, be bad except that it be allowed to,  for life.. keep you hidden in shadow? Is not then  Love's Light, the very thing that creates Shadow's, shadow, therefore exposing Shadow's nature by bringing forth, its own shadow..  leaving the vulnerable rawness of condemnation, exposed.. Hence, the horrendous sting of Love's truth.. yet also, through the Faith-increasing training of experience  alone, is the strengthening into resilience  the beautiful, war-torn Spirit  that has become able to begin  to finally.. take in, Love. This is where you are now at, beautiful girl. While under condemnation's death-hold, you have hated me for so long that the love.. mixed with fear.. became its own  natural concession into Life, itself-- giving way to the Magical falling-off  of the scales that have covered those beautiful eyes of yours for so long Bring your Death, beautiful-one. Through your Faith,  it is established..  and then made, Complete. The giftedness, borne from the deep, catacombs of Death's Unholy Hold, come forth in fullness.. into fruition.. as you pass from Death, into Life-- right here.. in the land of the Living. The Death you have known, does not fall off at the gate as you pass through it.. but instead, through the newness of your beautiful eye's, Life View..  Death's previous Unholiness   becomes instantly, Holy. I am in love with the death that is in you. From its hold, were born every Magical gift that I love so much, in you.. and  while in your presence..  will forever take my breath away. Welcome to my life, Beautiful one.* #
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The twentieth year is well nigh past, Since first our sky was overcast; Ah, would that this might be the last! My Mary! Thy spirits have a fainter flow, I see thee daily weaker grow-- 'Twas my distress that brought thee low, My Mary! Thy needles, once a shining store, For my sake restless heretofore, Now rust disus'd, and shine no more, My Mary! For though thou gladly wouldst fulfil The same kind office for me still, Thy sight now seconds not thy will, My Mary! But well thou play'dst the housewife's part, And all thy threads with magic art Have wound themselves about this heart, My Mary! Thy indistinct expressions seem Like language utter'd in a dream; Yet me they charm, whate'er the theme, My Mary! Thy silver locks, once auburn bright, Are still more lovely in my sight Than golden beams of orient light, My Mary! For, could I view nor them nor thee, What sight worth seeing could I see? The sun would rise in vain for me, My Mary! Partakers of thy sad decline, Thy hands their little force resign; Yet gently press'd, press gently mine, My Mary! Such feebleness of limbs thou prov'st, That now at ev'ry step thou mov'st Upheld by two; yet still thou lov'st, My Mary! And still to love, though press'd with ill, In wintry age to feel no chill, My Mary! But ah! by constant heed I know, How oft the sadness that I show Transforms thy smiles to looks of woe, My Mary! And should my future lot be cast With much resemblance of the past, Thy worn-out heart will break at last, My Mary!
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To Mary
The twentieth year is well nigh past, Since first our sky was overcast; Ah, would that this might be the last! My Mary! Thy spirits have a fainter flow, I see thee daily weaker grow-- 'Twas my distress that brought thee low, My Mary! Thy needles, once a shining store, For my sake restless heretofore, Now rust disus'd, and shine no more, My Mary! For though thou gladly wouldst fulfil The same kind office for me still, Thy sight now seconds not thy will, My Mary! But well thou play'dst the housewife's part, And all thy threads with magic art Have wound themselves about this heart, My Mary! Thy indistinct expressions seem Like language utter'd in a dream; Yet me they charm, whate'er the theme, My Mary! Thy silver locks, once auburn bright, Are still more lovely in my sight Than golden beams of orient light, My Mary! For, could I view nor them nor thee, What sight worth seeing could I see? The sun would rise in vain for me, My Mary! Partakers of thy sad decline, Thy hands their little force resign; Yet gently press'd, press gently mine, My Mary! Such feebleness of limbs thou prov'st, That now at ev'ry step thou mov'st Upheld by two; yet still thou lov'st, My Mary! And still to love, though press'd with ill, In wintry age to feel no chill, My Mary! But ah! by constant heed I know, How oft the sadness that I show Transforms thy smiles to looks of woe, My Mary! And should my future lot be cast With much resemblance of the past, Thy worn-out heart will break at last, My Mary!
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human revelations in our sleep poses she sleeps with both arms back, murmuring,   flung over her hearing head, as if she is surrendering nightly me slip away for a few, only to find   her left hand ****** by her arm crook'd, fit to her temple, as if to bear the weighty weight of a heavy head plein des thoughts, dream-mares, tales and talks, too dense to contemplate without assistance, armed support to hold on, hold up, fighting/ accepting as a unwanted outcomes or retrying old misdeeds (no, no, oops, that’s me) stirring, she swift motions/crisscrosses her arms into an X, a human parts tiara atop, on blond tresses, that fully messes any remaining daytime efforts and her nighttime wild dancing^ no one reveals me, none inform on me what positions my containership adapts, adopts when my woke-guards are dismissed/released and lay unprepared to disguise my innermosts exposures ow, early am resting comfortable with a six poem-pack of slept hours on my tool belt, so far this weekend one shot fired before the day officially is belle rung and these poses thoughts are upon what my eyes alight can’t decide if knowing how I dance in the bed at night, reflationary, deflationary, worth fact facing, for this is no secret *my sleep hours are colored, admixture of moving pictures, punctuated with stills of past and future, the poses of how to greet, were greeted, withstood upheld ran from wept, murdered, faced up, faced down, go unrecorded and the poems residuals and the poem prophesying- both! fearful confessions for acts committed and foretold* Decision: I don’t want to know
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May 26, 2018
May 26, 2018 at 12:35 PM UTC
sleep poses
human revelations in our sleep poses she sleeps with both arms back, murmuring,   flung over her hearing head, as if she is surrendering nightly me slip away for a few, only to find   her left hand ****** by her arm crook'd, fit to her temple, as if to bear the weighty weight of a heavy head plein des thoughts, dream-mares, tales and talks, too dense to contemplate without assistance, armed support to hold on, hold up, fighting/ accepting as a unwanted outcomes or retrying old misdeeds (no, no, oops, that’s me) stirring, she swift motions/crisscrosses her arms into an X, a human parts tiara atop, on blond tresses, that fully messes any remaining daytime efforts and her nighttime wild dancing^ no one reveals me, none inform on me what positions my containership adapts, adopts when my woke-guards are dismissed/released and lay unprepared to disguise my innermosts exposures ow, early am resting comfortable with a six poem-pack of slept hours on my tool belt, so far this weekend one shot fired before the day officially is belle rung and these poses thoughts are upon what my eyes alight can’t decide if knowing how I dance in the bed at night, reflationary, deflationary, worth fact facing, for this is no secret *my sleep hours are colored, admixture of moving pictures, punctuated with stills of past and future, the poses of how to greet, were greeted, withstood upheld ran from wept, murdered, faced up, faced down, go unrecorded and the poems residuals and the poem prophesying- both! fearful confessions for acts committed and foretold* Decision: I don’t want to know
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It is more than breathing forbearance, but being forbearance itself. Like the back of my head is pushed to the wall and I am allowing the Spirit to push me further away from the middle. The pyramid is the greatest source of God's Might and is the most hidden retreat of Light: in the realm of shapes and symbols. The body takes on the quality of a pyramid. There are man-made, divinely inspired, objects. These are all micro aspects of the pyramid. The city within the pyramid has many aspects hidden behind "doors". The letters and words written on the pyramid's parts allow for the splendor of mankind. All lights in this city get their power from the Divine. The pyramid is the owner of Silence. The sides of the pyramid are upheld by the straight back of silence. Its apex is held by the inner observer.
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Dec 7, 2020
Dec 7, 2020 at 10:58 PM UTC
Celestial Egypt
October fifth, the night begets Midnight hallways of uncertain threat A whooshing of trees marks ambiguity The cold hovering beneath my very feet Sacrosanct creatures in Epiphanius state With dust in shelves and candles that melt A frightening woe nigh unsaid nor upheld Twas an airy voice lurking the dark Such lush but nothing of any spark The floors were tilted and web's shifted Fixated minds suddenly felt desolated With all the corners of every dorm She yearns something, finding her prose Crossing borders, ruffling like a storm The woeing wind woes as she goes Nothing to keep, nothing to show Her runic is fading, losing its tone It never stopped till morning and all is gone
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Sep 26, 2017
Sep 26, 2017 at 12:31 AM UTC
◦ The Woeing Wind
To my faithful God, You have upheld me always. Your will; my only path. To my family, genuine love you held not back. Endless Gratitude. To my beloved, the other half of mine heart. I love you so much. To my closest friends, bear with me and my silence. I treasure you all. To my aging self, grow up in truth and wisdom. Stand firm, yet gentle. The passing of years, means nothing but counting days. Age is Wisdom. Truth. Love. Grace.
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Jun 30, 2014
Jun 30, 2014 at 8:01 PM UTC
Eighteen. (Senryu/Tanka)
An elk ran through the open field of snow, She tired of lending time to shade And yearned for the heat of a seductive glistening clearing, To glide above the sparkling diamond sheets, To cut through the crisp winter air. Her cautions lingered in shade, Too quiet for deserving notice, As no mountain lion or wolf could take down this great best Regardless, all the forested animals, large and small, watched this elk Defy whatever instincts or rules nature upheld against the open. As the elk reached full pace, Her strides were so long but one thing stopped her From taking flight was the powdered ground below, She defied the familiar surface mid-step and began to climb, But the sky and valley boomed with revolt, Echoing thunder without lightning, And the great elk collapsed to the cold snow below With a ****** hole in her tender side, Coated in specks of stinging white crystals. In the elk’s last moments, She noticed 3 men appear from the trees Behind her foggy breath, Boomsticks slung over their shoulders, But without hate or anger or malice for the hunting men of sport, The elk died, comfortable that air, Floating above all she knew, embraced her.
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Nov 26, 2013
Nov 26, 2013 at 9:20 PM UTC
A Small Flight
come one, come all. gather 'round, gather 'round the table. you'll find your invitations— corporations' coupons—packed between stories of Indigenous People, shot by militarized cops in riot gear. Water Protectors defending the river while a black snake rears to poison the well. tear gas, rubber bullets, and concussion grenades replace ragged blankets draped in smallpox. a tradition rooted in genocide upheld in frigid North Dakota. no need to ponder the lasting legacy of a leader who campaigned on "hope" and "change." a hypocrite continuing a tradition of colonial aggression, lying by omission. just another facet of his presidential profession. so drown the news of a fascist's election in gravy and eggnog, viscous substances to gorge yourselves on. Nazis vandalizing black churches with swastikas must've escaped your notice. vacuous, preaching that Jesus is the reason for the season, but i think your savior would flip your Thanksgiving Table over. flimsy pretenses of gratitude discarded hours later, chasing deals before your stomach could even settle. your brand new 4K TV cost you over $4K, but couldn't give you a clearer picture. you continue to disregard the smoke signs and headlines, pursuing the material. consume!
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Nov 26, 2016
Nov 26, 2016 at 11:10 PM UTC
consume