"untell" poems
How can I unlove you?
Shall I unsee the luminescent smile you make?
Shall I unfeel the heavy breaths I take?
Shall I undraw your image inside my head?
Shall I unhold our memories instead?
Shall I unwrite the song I made for you?
Shall I untell my heart to stop beating too?
Shall I uncling to my tiny sliver of forever?
Shall I undream of what we can become together?
Shall I unremember the light on your face?
Shall I unrecall my saving grace?
Shall I ungrasp this love I know true,
But the question is...
Is it possible to unlove you?
Jan 26, 2014
Jan 26, 2014 at 7:15 PM UTC
Absent minded
by my own volition.
Warmly embrace
mental attrition.
State of rest
is my mission
on listless and free day
hey hey!
Big Bill
a slingin' his heart chords
Endless visions of bright sunny fjords
sigh
I am yet unescaped
mind neatly taped
to a lonely widowers table
mind is unstable
find an old drunkard
untell this dark fable
i cant sleep and im feeling...
rrreaal tired.
blank unaware
can't help but
stare
into
distance.
I am absent
Jul 31, 2015
Jul 31, 2015 at 12:50 PM UTC
he was a wreckage in his own sea of liquor
we sailed away, both, from the same shore
the other went for his lure
i, I went for the cure,
assembled, gathered the fragments in the empty bottle
perpetually sealing the slur of words that one can never untell
Nov 17, 2015
Nov 17, 2015 at 2:25 AM UTC
You can never, really tell when you will meet that person who you might spend the rest of your life with.
But in this generation, love and happiness is far fetch and mistake for.
And yes I used to think love, happiness and emotional feeling was far fetched, untell I met her.
It was only a few days that was need to be passed when I knew I wanted to be with her.
But do you remember as a child, having something you loved so much you needed it to over come new things? I want you to be my teddy bear.
But in the end if the connection is lost who's to say you cant get a new network to reconnect and revive ones feeling for her.
Feb 16, 2016
Feb 16, 2016 at 7:17 AM UTC
There is the one girl that speaks
And when she is at her peak
You sit and think about everything you missed
or the people who coexist
But its towards the end of her speech you’ll cry
Trust me you will never find out why
You might look back and realize
That every word she said was a lie.
-the one who spoke in sunsets
Then comes the one that thinks
She’ll think even when on the brink
Of mental insanity
Oh the humanity!
What will happen to her?
She only sees the blur
Of what her life could be
If only she were able to see
-the one who needs glasses
I felt bad for the invisible
The one who was never able
To make herself feel seen
Maybe I was just mean,
But no matter
She was only a scatter
Of what made a personality
Unfortunately, hers lacked finality.
-the one who I thought I knew
The one who felt
Was who I got dealt,
I saw her at my lunch table,
And wondered if she were stable.
Her eyes sparkled a delicate no.
She was always able to bestow
Emotions of what she wanted onto others,
She never was able to recover
Once they left out the front door
With her lying on the dance floor.
-the one I left on the dance floor
Finally, there is me,
For so long I was lost at sea
But I came back to shore
And Oh!, I just adore
What I have become!
I don’t want this to be done.
I refuse to go back to how I once was
Because
Lies I can never untell,
Because
I’ll never forgot my mother’s face
Because that was never who I wanted to be
And all three years were agony.
-the poet who wished for better
Mar 31, 2018
Mar 31, 2018 at 11:09 AM UTC
The blade feels so right with me
It's like the pain in my heart is making that blade
A home in my hand
My body, or my mind,
I don't know
But something commands it
The edge of the blade strikes me with curiosity
Wondering what all I could do with it
For the first time last night
I cut deeper
I lashed at my skin
And blood burst out of me
Like it was trapped
And glad to be free
Then no matter how hard it was to ignore the urge
To do it again
I put that Blade up in a safe place
Then I starred off into the
Dark empty space
In my room
Hearing the voices in another room
Not thinking about anything
Trying to listen to the loud silence in my mind
Trying not to feel the coldness of my soul
Letting my heart shatter little by little
Every Day
Please don't act like you care
It just isn't fair I just want to be loved
Not thought bad of
If I died today
No one would cry for me
No one would die for me
I can't be happy
Happiness just isn't for me
I'm silently begging
For someone to truly help me
Or that silver blade will cross my wrist
Again and again untell I'm satisfied with the results
I'll be satisfied when I feel
All this useless life
Drain out of me.
May 2, 2018
May 2, 2018 at 6:45 PM UTC