"unpure" poems
All alone, mind lost,
No friends, just demons,
High sacrifice for low cost.
Sleepless nights, terror filled thoughts,
Unsteady heartbeat,
Unpure soul rots.
Crawling skin, fake bites,
Torn between two people,
Blind fought fights.
Gone to hell and back,
Medicating on *****
And low cost crack.
Her good person is herself,
With no memory of how she became,
She see's her, and grabs the lighter from the shelf.
Her evil person is Addict,
And is now in control,
And has just about had it.
One last dance, for old time's sake,
Absolutely no chance to live,
But a chance they take.
Dead heartbeat but shallow pulse,
Asleep like comatose,
Overdose.
Jan 10, 2014
Jan 10, 2014 at 2:10 AM UTC
I thought about you yesterday.
my thought became completely black, and unpure.
i ******* hate you.
i hate the fact you took my innocence away.
i hate the fact you're all i can think about.
i hate the fact that i still cant sleep because the tears are keeping me awake.
i hate the fact i fell for you.
i hate the fact i loved you so much i would have given you anything and everything.
there was no limits, nothing would stop me from loving you.
but then you broke it, you ******* broke my chest into a million pieces.
i ******* hate everything you are now.
everything you've become.
**** you.
i'm done.
Oct 8, 2012
Oct 8, 2012 at 6:45 PM UTC
I must really get under your skin
Maybe that's why you are mean
Why don't you give it a rest?
Am I really a pest?
I am not insecure
You have a heart that's unpure
They call me a *****
It broke my heart, now it can never be stitch
They say, "you're full of crap!"
PLEASE MAKE IT STOP
But, you can never bring me down
Nor make me frown, not anymore
I know I'm going to be a star
So, thanks for giving me this scar
Please bury yourself in the tar
And watch me as I drive my fancy car
Jul 30, 2019
Jul 30, 2019 at 4:15 AM UTC
When the Lion roared
It scared the mouse away
To a corner of the Earth
Is where that mouse will stay
A corner far from the Lion is safe
The Mouse pondered and paced
Until he was again face to face
with an unsure worry that illuminated the place
That poor corner now plagued with Rat
The Lion won't return to that
Not until it's time to cure
That which made the corner unpure
Nov 18, 2018
Nov 18, 2018 at 9:16 PM UTC
All I feel is pain
sadness and hurt.
With a slight tone of positivity
Love ever so present
like a distant dim light in the dark.
Gestures of good will
either harvested with selfish intentions.
Like putting coins in a slotmachine
to hit the Karma jackpot.
Or genuine kindness.
Mass produced negativity
running rampant across the globe
fits the current type of mankind
like a perfect silk glove.
I feel the wind crying,
poisoned and sick.
Clouds ***** acidic rain
every drop a bombardment
infused with a chemical mix.
I feel the sunlight trying to escape the earth
but the clouds are moody
representing the mental sickness
of the guests under their roofs.
There is no escape once you land
on this manmade Mental Asylum.
I am scarred by kids with knives
young unpure love that is quickly crushed.
Only a handfull experience a lifetime of love.
Earth is sick, being gutted alive
stripped barren and bombarded
with it's own body used as weapons
that have turned against their Host.
Me and all my friends know.
For we are tree's, our bark is thick
protecting our rooted Souls
in the deep slick soil.
Connected with Earth
we feel everything that it endures.
And it hurts..
Oct 1, 2014
Oct 1, 2014 at 6:05 PM UTC
i am sorry for having villainized you.
let me say this first:
i am so sorry for the pain i caused you.
i am also sorry for the grit
and rough
and mess you saw in
my skin. i am sorry
that i let it matter to me
that you saw these things.
i am sorry that i let you
make me feel like the
skin that i was writhing in,
that i was trying on
and tailoring (am still
tailoring) to fit me correctly
was somehow ***** somehow
not so clean. somehow covered in
the hands of too many boys
who made me unpure.
who you believed
somehow stole my
virtue with their kiss.
(like they would be so powerful
as to **** it from my lips)
i am sorry that you believed
that this caused such a gaping
space between us that we could
no longer lie next to each other.
the truth is,
i miss you somedays.
it makes me ache to know
that you missed my first
love. you missed his smile
and his stupid decisions,
and the effect he had on me.
you missed the way he brought
my mind to a lull.
my whole body to a
present moment.
you missed the disappointment,
the pain, the deep and crushing
heartbreak.
you missed the day he said goodbye.
you missed me picking up
the parts of myself i didn't
know existed in such a way
that they could fall apart.
i had seen you through that all
and you will only know of mine
through what i will tell you.
i am sorry to have hurt you.
to have lost you.
i was shedding skin and so were you.
january/27/2014/12:23 A.M.
Jan 27, 2014
Jan 27, 2014 at 3:26 AM UTC
The screams
The shrieks ripping out my mind
I want to leave you
I want to let you go, strap that unpure silken body to the ground
I want to take every kiss
Take every hug
Every faint moan, and whisper of your dark cold hands upon me
Take all things away
Keep me sane oh dear heart
Your words pour out into my soul
Filling with me sweet ecstasy
I want you to hold me
To kiss every pain away
To leave all of the worries and other past lovers
To keep your sly murdering hands at a constant
To stop killing than reviving me inside every time you gaze into my eyes
Those hazel almonds
Like a hell disguised as a heaven
They say
They speak
They lie
They hate
But i
I still stay in your arms
But I
I still kiss all of your sins away
Understanding your hurtful past
Accepting all of your flaws and faults
Oh those eyes!
Oh that touch
Fill me inside with everything you're hiding from everyone
Fill me inside with deep smoky hands
I take in all the hate
But I refuse to take in yours
I refuse for you to hurt my already parished heart
I love you
Lovey
We can try
You can
So must I
To learn how to love without all of the hate
In the end we must die
By poison and knife
Oct 11, 2013
Oct 11, 2013 at 10:23 PM UTC
It was morning before dawn
She spoke with words light
Sun tasting those teeth
Galaxy between thighs
Searching beneath
Darkness follows
******* feet tremble
Strength wasnt given to him
So his feet hit sand
Mesh quickly with burning sensations
Fire was a friend
As lips sink in
First bitten
Smoothed over
It was night before noon
Left in the past
Future blossomed
He bloomed
Voice spoke with words light
HE was her child
SHE was his fight
Darkness follows
*******
Hands studdered unsure
Grasping for air
Tainted and unpure
She was his fight
Smothered feather light
Motionless
Weight lifted from a galaxy
******* spoke with words of fright
Strength wasnt given to him
Darkness followed
Covered the sand he marched on
Fire set ablaze
It was reverse after backward
Body moving foward
Head facing opposite
******* filled with sin
The fight he could not resist
Nov 18, 2012
Nov 18, 2012 at 11:22 PM UTC
Long live the....... Breathing
The living, all american forgiving
Societies flight to steal our right
Long live the...... Adversity
Adimosity, thethe full fledged dynasty
Of the rich and the poor
Wanted and un wanted
Loved and forgotten
LONG LIVE THE DONKEY
YO THE ELEPHANT IN THE ALL WHITE ROOM
LONG LIVE UN WANTED COMPRAMISE
LONG LIVE JUDGMENT
AND RIDICULE
RACISM AND MORAL TACTICS
LONG LIVE THE TRUST
OF A BROKEN FOUNDATION
A UNPURE BACK GROUND
WITH LIFE LONG OBLIGATIONS
LONG LIVE AMERICA
LONG LIVE THE KING
Sep 12, 2013
Sep 12, 2013 at 6:31 PM UTC
a sinner is all I am
an unpure heart
who had her fun
and now she's lost
in the mess she created
when she felt entitled
a girl who made a fool
out of everyone she knew
lost someone who hates
the feelings she has
for this cruel mess
of an idiotic *****
Jan 5, 2014
Jan 5, 2014 at 4:56 PM UTC
Lovers
Dreamers
Lend me your ears
Lend me love
Lend me compassion
Lend me hope that today's acts are only a passing
Lovers
Dreamers
Lend me your ears
Lend me the foundations of love which you are based on
Lend me life
Lend me your religon
Lend me this culture that seems so emotionally indefferent
Lovers
Dreamers
Lend me your ears
Lend me this pagan religon of love unpure
Lend me the ability to love my wife and more
Lovers
Dreamers
Lend me your ears
Teach me this immoral act of lustful cravings
Teach me how to love you today and your sister tomorrow
Lovers Dreamers lend me your ears
Is it right to say i love?
Is it right to say i do?
When love just means:
For today i love you.
Mar 11, 2010
Mar 11, 2010 at 11:56 PM UTC
Bleach my soul with the tips of your fingers
Make it polish so your reflection lingers
Wring out every unpure thought until theres only you
You may even want to let some of those drip out too
Scrub my mind with an innocent nap together
To be awoken up by the sunny morning weather
Return my mind to the dirt when our lips meet
For the best results wash, rinse, and repeat.
Jan 23, 2013
Jan 23, 2013 at 7:48 PM UTC
alone
in the light
that wounds
the growing darkness
Is the newly born hatred
That consists of
You and Me
and the things
that hide inbetween us
So pale
discoloured and unpure
It takes nourishment
from your jealousy
You ruin my lovely laughter
I am speechless
As I wander into your soul
That is rich in selfdoubt
You fill me with the fire
moving through
my words
Sep 6, 2015
Sep 6, 2015 at 5:53 PM UTC
you got those eyes from the gorgons themselves
big and begging
to be seen
the pools of coal abyss are your pupils and they form into
cerberus's frothy, unpure mouths
gnashing and howling until the
bloodletting roars
devour me
Jul 17, 2016
Jul 17, 2016 at 11:27 AM UTC
You're ***** and I'm unpure.
You have no cure.
Innocence is what you will lure.
Trouble Is what You stir.
Nothing is what you were.
You probably think it's neat.
How you can so easily manipulate and deceit.
Your deceptions no one can perceive.
Why is it I who have to get it received.
The truth no one believed.
It's nothing that can be conceived.
You'll never keep my daughter.
You took away my father.
Go drown in the water.
You suffocated me.
You bstrd.
Who couldn't die any faster.
You're a troublemaker.
A lying faker.
A heartbreaker.
A homewrecker.
Your a c*nt.
You put on the front.
Your garbage and trash.
You spread like a rash.
You hoard and stash.
Your obsessive compulsive.
Two-Faced b**** .
You are a backstabber.
You gibber & gabber.
You wanted to **** Snow White.
Because she couldn't put up a fight.
You have no right.
That's why Ariel and I will take a flight.
You will never see the light.
You should never been seen in the day or night. You cause people unnecesary fright.
You've never been responsible for Ariel's care.
If California only knew the truth they'd be shocked and stare
But to care they wouldn't dare.
You're not welcome here.
I don't want you around me or anywhere near. You are who Ariel fears.
I'm the one who hold her dear.
To trouble is where you steer.
Nothing is what you hear.
You are crazy and lazy.
My memory is not hazy.
You know where you can go.
You're blind deaf and dumb.
With you Ariel will never have fun.
You fckd a child ****** ***
Just so he could get some.
You'll never see God's Kingdom.
May 7, 2016
May 7, 2016 at 9:12 PM UTC
You should be ashamed
Of filling me with *****
And horrible memories
And touching my chin
Then asking me why I was shaking.
I was shaking because of you.
You caused a great snowfall
Inside my hollow bones.
I would never keep your baby.
You can say god bless you,
All that you want.
He's left us.
He doesn't like the unpure.
That's what you are,
And that's what you've made me.
You say I have dragon eyes,
And I say they've seen it all.
Nov 23, 2014
Nov 23, 2014 at 9:49 PM UTC
Living where my mother be
inside america the land of infinite discovery
Utterly
shaken by words the prez is uttering
Bludgeoning the labeled "foreigners" for their said struggling..
i see your ways
Its usually quit disgusting
Grab em by the twuat you will get got and thats for sure
unpure
I hope that soon we get see some gore
i prey that you decay your toupee through the air will soar
Unsure ;
are yall the people which i should be blaming
You asked for this destruction now you ******** and complaining
god ;
How many claim to see through the facade
yet sit and watch their brothers getting buttered by the odds..
Jan 20, 2017
Jan 20, 2017 at 6:27 PM UTC
devoted to one
desire for
another
so much
I wish I
could
have
done
when
we were
together
and now I am left
with the reminder
that we are
practically
strangers
lusting after you
feels so wrong
like I am
committing
a crime
such a sin
I feel so unpure
I feel like a *****
I'd be a ****
if I gave in
to what
I seem
to want
right?
never the kind
to cheat
but for you
I'd take the risk
risk of getting caught
risk of being found out
the more I deny my lust
the more I need your touch
it feels so wrong
to feel this way
but you take
my heart
to a place
that I have
never been
such a sin
such a sin
Oct 21, 2013
Oct 21, 2013 at 5:23 PM UTC
It's easy, you read a psychology book
Go out there, influence people,
Win over them and have a lot of friends.
Do we ruin our natural spark
and way of leading a conversation by reading
psychology?
Even the positive way of manipulating human emotion by educating yourself about it
Is unpure.
There isn't such thing as classical or common behaviour, only it's edges.
The next time you give advice to a friend
Or simply talk to someone
Think to yourself:
I am the rarest form of a person.
What are you waisting it for, by beeing:
A loner?
A dynamite?
A fraud?
But you are already a fraud.
This thoughts aren't inspired by your thinking
But by someone else's.
So how does someone become independent of any kind of influence?
Leaving all that we know and beginning all over again would be the key
But by leaving everything there wouldn't be any puzzle and therefore no key.
Are we who we are ment to be or are we excelling the expectations of the one that controls us through a keyboard right now.
I guess we will never know.
Feb 3, 2019
Feb 3, 2019 at 11:42 AM UTC
Hatred
Bred from
False lies
Hate in your soul
Causing
You to unhappily die
You see
Hate is not pure
And your hate
I know for sure
Your desires buried
By this loathing
I'm glad your gutless
Because it keeps you away
But still I know
It'd be better for us both
If your hatred wasn't so determined to stay.
Mar 3, 2013
Mar 3, 2013 at 9:48 PM UTC
toxic girl in a toxic body.
I must be allergic to myself, the ones I love.
I have poison on my lips and fingertips.
venom runs through my cold thin veins, I'm nauseous with guilt.
my heart is unpure, spiteful, heavy and unprotected.
I'm no child of God, I'm a pure disaster, a childish imp.
Jun 18, 2014
Jun 18, 2014 at 4:32 AM UTC
This vicious smoke,
Filtering through her nose
Like the empty words that leaked
While taking off her clothes.
This never seemed so complex,
I hope she never knows
How messed up my head is
Or these actions composed.
To make you fall in love
And believe me to the end.
There's no way of knowing
On these thoughts we depend.
Your half-smile; a plea for cry
Ignore it just for tonight,
Then catch the attention of a passerby
To let them figure it out.
Sep 2, 2013
Sep 2, 2013 at 10:48 PM UTC
an escape is much needed
an escape i do see
speckled all over in white and red
easing my pain and biting down deep
a feeling im used to, my legs get weak.
my thoughts become scrambled
my mind unpure
synthesis and happiness
a similar bore
distracting me from the fracture i've bore
10 pills then 20, but wait there's no more
the end of this road
the end of this path
the end of this trail
the end of this cliff
the end of this.
Sep 10, 2014
Sep 10, 2014 at 10:50 PM UTC
She was so lost and unsure, so broken, unpure.
Homeless bones in her body, a starving and aching soul
Her eyes so hollow from so much pride and pain forced to swallow
And a smile that just never fit, like an unhappy church wife quietly sitting at the dinner table, regretting everything
Her soul constantly searching through oceans, woods, and mountains
Looking for something, anything to find herself within. A butterfly caught in a jar, a wolf stuck in a cage. So utterly broken in so many ways.
Her spirit crushed but never truly destroyed, her crown bent but never broken. As she continued her search for her home, she knew she'd fine some way. Some peace, some of herself.
All alone.
Mar 12, 2016
Mar 12, 2016 at 8:24 PM UTC
i wish i could say
you make me feel
things i never have before
Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 10:16 PM UTC