i am polarized,
help me unpolarize.

there's nothing at the center,
blame me as i'm the traitor.
at the two poles,
stood the two souls. 
the tales of how they absquatulate,
fighting each other as sanity fades.

i wander,
ponder,
wonder,
i'm a goner.

help me unpolarize,
but don't sympathize.

two personas or two persons?
a and s sit next to each other, if you pay attention.
they're really different,
but please, don't be concerned.

they observe,
i'm unnerved.

so don't sympathize,
i'm tired of my lies.

the two souls control
the main control,
it becomes a ground zero,
the souls become foes.

i'm tired of my lies,
so should i close my eyes?