i am an extremist
sunny one moment
then pouring down rain
craving for knowledge
and creativity
then falling into
a ditch of
unmotivation
and thoughts shredded
an extremist of emotions,
scolding hot passion
or lukewarm disinterest
happy highs
and barely
keeping my head
above water

I have come to read your words
Full of sorrow as my soul wanders
Searching sites for answers
Yet it's always the same
Still no change
Complete unmotivation at every turn
Backed in a corner
As I suffer in silence
My walls have become my comfort
When asked how I am
A smile on my face and reply I'm fine :)