i am an extremist 
sunny one moment
then pouring down rain
craving for knowledge
and creativity
then falling into
a ditch of
unmotivation 
and thoughts shredded
an extremist of emotions,
scolding hot passion
or lukewarm disinterest
happy highs
and barely
keeping my head 
above water

Extremist

I have come to read your words
Full of sorrow as my soul wanders
Searching sites for answers
Yet it's always the same 
Still no change 
Complete unmotivation at every turn
Backed in a corner 
As I suffer in silence
My walls have become my comfort
When asked how I am
A smile on my face and reply I'm fine :)