"unfueled" poems
all the rain
all the pain
i can't handle it anymore
the absence of light
brought to my knees one final time
i will not rise again
darkness consumes me from within
extinguishing all forms of desire
no longer is there a fire deep within
passion, pain, all lost unto the rain
i no longer feel the need for anything at all
my body's become simply an unkept house
my mind retreats into places not my own
unwilling to forge for a unique existence
the waters, heavens, books, my very heart
all become silent to my cries
my friend turns his back
my dreams fade into the lake of darkness before me
the only thing left is shallow, selfish, regret
an unfueled desire to make it right
but i no longer possess flint, wood, fuel
or even the eyes to regard life's flame
spiralling downwards
there's no spot to crash
simply fall farther below
until i have forever forgotten who i once used to be
perhaps one day i'll remember who i am
and begin the climb to who i used to believe i was
but not today
inspiration no longer exists for me for now
so into night and darkness i'll walk
and try to forget that i used to dream
Sep 11, 2013
Sep 11, 2013 at 5:05 PM UTC
Things you need are that hard
To find.
There, over there, outside your window, not the breeze. It is a disease, who waits outside that window. Inside growing groaning please please come and play innocently come please play. Forget about everyone and anyone you love.
Lubricious ànd concupiscient
There are things that are not that easy
To find.
Say; Love, Friendship, Absence of pain, A feeling of hope-unfueled by any dope. A monster which waits outside your window while you groan and moan for these things, inside blow your window.
Not that easy to find.
Lubricious ànd concupiscient
There are things that are easy
To find.
A blade of grass, a crumbling building, war, hate, and mallace. Yet look harder and may also, easily,
Find beauty.
Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 2:17 PM UTC
There are weights on the stars at dawn;
there is a shadow which lingers low upon the ground.
Stars are ripped from heavenly setting;
tugged and ripped from the night's sky.
They sink only faster,
chained by all which despairs.
The weeping and heartbreak, bleak in unseen nations,
are smothered by their unfueled fire.
The stars; they seem bright tonight,
but they come as squadroned foes.
What peace they have and yet
what shadowed cloaks they wear.
Their mastery flows like the rushing river,
and their watchful patient peace burn like fire upon the shore.
and sill are let down, oh what shall they say now?
The twinks that befall the earth...The stars...are bright tonight.
Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 11:28 AM UTC