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"unblessed" poems
Unguarded fool! Know this, Thy kind words and thy gifts Had bought for thee a mortal bliss, Yet never healed the rifts Within; no love redacts The balance unredressed, Despite thy wanton saintly acts Thy remnants lay unblessed
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Aug 30, 2014
Aug 30, 2014 at 9:02 PM UTC
Not Good Enough
Too proud to die; broken and blind he died The darkest way, and did not turn away, A cold kind man brave in his narrow pride On that darkest day. Oh, forever may He lie lightly, at last, on the last, crossed Hill, under the grass, in love, and there grow Young among the long flocks, and never lie lost Or still all the numberless days of his death, though Above all he longed for his mother's breast Which was rest and dust, and in the kind ground The darkest justice of death, blind and unblessed. Let him find no rest but be fathered and found, I prayed in the crouching room, by his blind bed, In the muted house, one minute before Noon, and night, and light. The rivers of the dead Veined his poor hand I held, and I saw Through his unseeing eyes to the roots of the sea. (An old tormented man three-quarters blind, I am not too proud to cry that He and he Will never never go out of my mind. All his bones crying, and poor in all but pain, Being innocent, he dreaded that he died Hating his God, but what he was was plain: An old kind man brave in his burning pride. The sticks of the house were his; his books he owned. Even as a baby he had never cried; Nor did he now, save to his secret wound. Out of his eyes I saw the last light glide. Here among the light of the lording sky An old blind man is with me where I go Walking in the meadows of his son's eye On whom a world of ills came down like snow. He cried as he died, fearing at last the spheres' Last sound, the world going out without a breath: Too proud to cry, too frail to check the tears, And caught between two nights, blindness and death. O deepest wound of all that he should die On that darkest day. Oh, he could hide The tears out of his eyes, too proud to cry.
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Elegy
Too proud to die; broken and blind he died The darkest way, and did not turn away, A cold kind man brave in his narrow pride On that darkest day. Oh, forever may He lie lightly, at last, on the last, crossed Hill, under the grass, in love, and there grow Young among the long flocks, and never lie lost Or still all the numberless days of his death, though Above all he longed for his mother's breast Which was rest and dust, and in the kind ground The darkest justice of death, blind and unblessed. Let him find no rest but be fathered and found, I prayed in the crouching room, by his blind bed, In the muted house, one minute before Noon, and night, and light. The rivers of the dead Veined his poor hand I held, and I saw Through his unseeing eyes to the roots of the sea. (An old tormented man three-quarters blind, I am not too proud to cry that He and he Will never never go out of my mind. All his bones crying, and poor in all but pain, Being innocent, he dreaded that he died Hating his God, but what he was was plain: An old kind man brave in his burning pride. The sticks of the house were his; his books he owned. Even as a baby he had never cried; Nor did he now, save to his secret wound. Out of his eyes I saw the last light glide. Here among the light of the lording sky An old blind man is with me where I go Walking in the meadows of his son's eye On whom a world of ills came down like snow. He cried as he died, fearing at last the spheres' Last sound, the world going out without a breath: Too proud to cry, too frail to check the tears, And caught between two nights, blindness and death. O deepest wound of all that he should die On that darkest day. Oh, he could hide The tears out of his eyes, too proud to cry.
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Too proud to die; broken and blind he died The darkest way, and did not turn away, A cold kind man brave in his narrow pride On that darkest day. Oh, forever may He lie lightly, at last, on the last, crossed Hill, under the grass, in love, and there grow Young among the long flocks, and never lie lost Or still all the numberless days of his death, though Above all he longed for his mother's breast Which was rest and dust, and in the kind ground The darkest justice of death, blind and unblessed. Let him find no rest but be fathered and found, I prayed in the crouching room, by his blind bed, In the muted house, one minute before Noon, and night, and light. The rivers of the dead Veined his poor hand I held, and I saw Through his unseeing eyes to the roots of the sea. (An old tormented man three-quarters blind, I am not too proud to cry that He and he Will never never go out of my mind. All his bones crying, and poor in all but pain, Being innocent, he dreaded that he died Hating his God, but what he was was plain: An old kind man brave in his burning pride. The sticks of the house were his; his books he owned. Even as a baby he had never cried; Nor did he now, save to his secret wound. Out of his eyes I saw the last light glide. Here among the light of the lording sky An old blind man is with me where I go Walking in the meadows of his son's eye On whom a world of ills came down like snow. He cried as he died, fearing at last the spheres' Last sound, the world going out without a breath: Too proud to cry, too frail to check the tears, And caught between two nights, blindness and death. O deepest wound of all that he should die On that darkest day. Oh, he could hide The tears out of his eyes, too proud to cry.
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Elegy
Too proud to die; broken and blind he died The darkest way, and did not turn away, A cold kind man brave in his narrow pride On that darkest day. Oh, forever may He lie lightly, at last, on the last, crossed Hill, under the grass, in love, and there grow Young among the long flocks, and never lie lost Or still all the numberless days of his death, though Above all he longed for his mother's breast Which was rest and dust, and in the kind ground The darkest justice of death, blind and unblessed. Let him find no rest but be fathered and found, I prayed in the crouching room, by his blind bed, In the muted house, one minute before Noon, and night, and light. The rivers of the dead Veined his poor hand I held, and I saw Through his unseeing eyes to the roots of the sea. (An old tormented man three-quarters blind, I am not too proud to cry that He and he Will never never go out of my mind. All his bones crying, and poor in all but pain, Being innocent, he dreaded that he died Hating his God, but what he was was plain: An old kind man brave in his burning pride. The sticks of the house were his; his books he owned. Even as a baby he had never cried; Nor did he now, save to his secret wound. Out of his eyes I saw the last light glide. Here among the light of the lording sky An old blind man is with me where I go Walking in the meadows of his son's eye On whom a world of ills came down like snow. He cried as he died, fearing at last the spheres' Last sound, the world going out without a breath: Too proud to cry, too frail to check the tears, And caught between two nights, blindness and death. O deepest wound of all that he should die On that darkest day. Oh, he could hide The tears out of his eyes, too proud to cry.
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As I walk towards the shrine of blood and gold, Reeking of the fallen and of the old Unbeknownst to what might lay beyond, A ******* in what comes after, a ******* in what came before. This sack of maimed flesh that you see A conquered ***** of the soul This skin worn by all but one A temple broken down to the bone. Where once was a mind delighted, A crown of jewels, of dreams of flight and Of merriment and of might A child of the stars that I once was Burnt embers of olden coal that I am now. Hence here I lay, astray, with no greed No rage, no radiance and no leads A destitute of life, fed and dressed A king of the barren, a pastor amongst the wicked and unblessed. And as I stand now at the altar of the fallen ghouls, From suitor to gatekeeper of my own poisoned muse Guiding sheep to a slaughter frayed A purgatorial monument, unraveled and unswayed.
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Nov 7, 2020
Nov 7, 2020 at 1:29 PM UTC
Gate-keeper.
Ere on my bed my limbs I lay, It hath not been my use to pray With moving lips or bended knees; But silently, by slow degrees, My spirit I to Love compose, In humble trust mine eyelids close, With reverential resignation, No wish conceived, no thought expressed, Only a sense of supplication; A sense o’er all my soul impressed That I am weak, yet not unblessed, Since in me, round me, every where Eternal strength and wisdom are. But yester-night I prayed aloud In anguish and in agony, Up-starting from the fiendish crowd Of shapes and thoughts that tortured me: A lurid light, a trampling throng, Sense of intolerable wrong, And whom I scorned, those only strong! Thirst of revenge, the powerless will Still baffled, and yet burning still! Desire with loathing strangely mixed On wild or hateful objects fixed. Fantastic passions! maddening brawl! And shame and terror over all! Deeds to be hid which were not hid, Which all confused I could not know Whether I suffered, or I did: For all seemed guilt, remorse or woe, My own or others still the same Life-stifling fear, soul-stifling shame. So two nights passed: the night’s dismay Saddened and stunned the coming day. Sleep, the wide blessing, seemed to me Distemper’s worst calamity. The third night, when my own loud scream Had waked me from the fiendish dream, O’ercome with sufferings strange and wild, I wept as I had been a child; And having thus by tears subdued My anguish to a milder mood, Such punishments, I said, were due To natures deepliest stained with sin,— For aye entempesting anew The unfathomable hell within The horror of their deeds to view, To know and loathe, yet wish and do! Such griefs with such men well agree, But wherefore, wherefore fall on me? To be beloved is all I need, And whom I love, I love indeed.
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The Pains Of Sleep
Ere on my bed my limbs I lay, It hath not been my use to pray With moving lips or bended knees; But silently, by slow degrees, My spirit I to Love compose, In humble trust mine eyelids close, With reverential resignation, No wish conceived, no thought expressed, Only a sense of supplication; A sense o’er all my soul impressed That I am weak, yet not unblessed, Since in me, round me, every where Eternal strength and wisdom are. But yester-night I prayed aloud In anguish and in agony, Up-starting from the fiendish crowd Of shapes and thoughts that tortured me: A lurid light, a trampling throng, Sense of intolerable wrong, And whom I scorned, those only strong! Thirst of revenge, the powerless will Still baffled, and yet burning still! Desire with loathing strangely mixed On wild or hateful objects fixed. Fantastic passions! maddening brawl! And shame and terror over all! Deeds to be hid which were not hid, Which all confused I could not know Whether I suffered, or I did: For all seemed guilt, remorse or woe, My own or others still the same Life-stifling fear, soul-stifling shame. So two nights passed: the night’s dismay Saddened and stunned the coming day. Sleep, the wide blessing, seemed to me Distemper’s worst calamity. The third night, when my own loud scream Had waked me from the fiendish dream, O’ercome with sufferings strange and wild, I wept as I had been a child; And having thus by tears subdued My anguish to a milder mood, Such punishments, I said, were due To natures deepliest stained with sin,— For aye entempesting anew The unfathomable hell within The horror of their deeds to view, To know and loathe, yet wish and do! Such griefs with such men well agree, But wherefore, wherefore fall on me? To be beloved is all I need, And whom I love, I love indeed.
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awakened cows chewing a mountain pass dawn warms their massive eyelash rows clinging drops of dew spark in rhythm with the cud darkness rumbles distant now clouds dispersed to other nights while metaphoric bull unhinged resounds the cosmic rut must i hide my love for this unweave my judgment from my sight? what in me defies all sacred holiness forever sung? bees will ravish even newly opened buds who am i to battle with the lightning's surge? presumtuous coverings can net me willing lustful stars i see a field i open fertile ecstaticly unblessed enough lost heroic i had thought to know pretends a second thrum i see in random eyes the breaking sky and lightning branches over snaking crevices a sound of faultlines folding free tectonic sexplay deep in lava belly far behind the summit mount-- there i see the sun a base as well earthen seedbeds heating heights of life space is cracked! vast width enwombs the narrowness i preen in nervure's shine, a sponge mycelial with soak of raining carbon underground the drumming hoofbeats shake and settle days dehiscing spinning sun to somber eve in active rest dreaming pasture real within a trailing effort's ease
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Oct 1, 2013
Oct 1, 2013 at 9:52 PM UTC
singing to Indra
how the **** can i be angry when you help yourself to what's left after all love is always the closest thing to death bethlehem is restless terrorist holograms of mary teary unblessed when death is living every day of your life forever breathless breathing is all that is left in your chest when the stress hits regresses to compressing aggressive obsessiveness ********** in pages to confess unspoken messages the lightening and quiet screams promise me they'll light my step through this green grass in it's morning dress uncaressed by pestilence beth/rest you're possessed by this and the ghosts flitting between the trees direct me to the places i must have seen in dreams before i lost the connection to the earth long since to the directionlessness of adolescence every vibration left a crack enough tremor to slide a pin in and erzebet would visit my skin every night with rumplestilstkin and they'd spin another needle through the muscle soft as linen, they promised it would turn to gold, so long as i stayed hidden at the loom in this prison shoulders tightening as they thread it away i look at the money in my minnie wallet and pray everything safe always seems to go away in a flash so perhaps it was just that nothing was ever safe maybe they will leave if i say that i don't believe in any of these ******* fairies anymore but maybe i am older than the world is different and they were just never fairies at all it seemed to be such a small small place back then when you could always cheat at LIFE and run away and play pretend in your imagination didn't have to listen to anyone now cops and parents hate you and everyone wants to know what college you've been in cause surviving is neither irony nor blessing today just simple catastrophe and endless dissarray
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Aug 18, 2013
Aug 18, 2013 at 1:33 AM UTC
responce to beth/rest i don't believe in fairies anymore
how the **** can i be angry when you help yourself to what's left after all love is always the closest thing to death bethlehem is restless terrorist holograms of mary teary unblessed when death is living every day of your life forever breathless breathing is all that is left in your chest when the stress hits regresses to compressing aggressive obsessiveness ********** in pages to confess unspoken messages the lightening and quiet screams promise me they'll light my step through this green grass in it's morning dress uncaressed by pestilence beth/rest you're possessed by this and the ghosts flitting between the trees direct me to the places i must have seen in dreams before i lost the connection to the earth long since to the directionlessness of adolescence every vibration left a crack enough tremor to slide a pin in and erzebet would visit my skin every night with rumplestilstkin and they'd spin another needle through the muscle soft as linen, they promised it would turn to gold, so long as i stayed hidden at the loom in this prison shoulders tightening as they thread it away i look at the money in my minnie wallet and pray everything safe always seems to go away in a flash so perhaps it was just that nothing was ever safe maybe they will leave if i say that i don't believe in any of these ******* fairies anymore but maybe i am older than the world is different and they were just never fairies at all it seemed to be such a small small place back then when you could always cheat at LIFE and run away and play pretend in your imagination didn't have to listen to anyone now cops and parents hate you and everyone wants to know what college you've been in cause surviving is neither irony nor blessing today just simple catastrophe and endless dissarray
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Needing to go home, the time has come All of these designs have come undone The party favors have been put away The room is cold, your body still with sleep There are a thousand open windows looking in from the street The night was filled with shooting stars A one night stand is what our lives are We loved each morning well We played through out the night When it was dawn we longed for the night We held up infinity's mirror We danced like angels riding the Santa Ana winds We dreamed of sandcastles and moved right in We constructed deconstructed there were even moments of resurrection But the time has come to head on home Kissing your forehead fairtheewell Leaving my belongings on the floor I came with nothing but potential I leave with nothing as promised Opening the door A turn to the dark and silent night But first blessing those who remain unblessed by such a life's gifts The time has come I need to go home Time for peaceful rest.
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Apr 15, 2016
Apr 15, 2016 at 11:35 AM UTC
Heading on home
*"Every inordinate cup is unblessed and the ingredient is a devil."* The sun has set and the switch between lives is applicable. We are all dead tonight. Frozen in a hidden world far away from innocence and frowning faces. Far past the sun and far past plastic cups and lost inhibitions, lost in a torrent of ecstasy: we transform into beasts. Beyond this and so much more Beyond undeserving smiles and lustful pursuits Beyond "no regrets" and spilt drinks And hollow laughter and moonlit faces And spins and joy and misery and And and this, and so much more. I will never grow old... I will never grow old. *And let me the canakin clink clink* 'Pandora left all but hope, I watched the world unfold from out in a cage, it was quite beautiful until I lived a life there. The world I see is not the world I live. Dare I to choose a life sanctity? To repudiate the winelife and sit in silence, pure? I will find pain in both worlds. Might as well have fun in our misery.'
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Jul 5, 2010
Jul 5, 2010 at 3:43 PM UTC
Embracing Dionysus
It’s been two years since I first met You, and one year since I wrote to You. Oh, my, how You’ve made me grow. The toughest year I’ve seen has passed. I suffered for months and questioned a lot— I knew You had a plan, but I must follow through. On the darkest night I gathered the little I had and drank Your unblessed blood as I wrote. Unsure of what was said, I went to bed, and in the morning I found written gold. The words, though, were not my own— even more unknown was the character transcribed. The path was now set to leave the forest, the same unruly garden Your last blessed poet journeyed from successfully so many years ago, with my own Beatrice as my glorious guide. But my Beatrice has plans of her own, as both a Muse and developmental instigator. She holds my hand as we walk off cliffs knowing full well that I cannot fly. I tried to learn the follies of Lust and alone its intricacies eluded me; but she showed me in an instant  that what we want can wait, the good-willed Lust, the puzzle piece, and missing link. From here I can move on again, slowly recovering. Each new dream sets the stage of life’s chapters, to convey the ideas I want all to know, and to remember the power one wields with a pen.
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Jul 22, 2013
Jul 22, 2013 at 12:31 PM UTC
Your Pen Has Written Me Here
I shall never worthy be to step into Eternity. Where I would walk in Spirit--and behold, 'Our elements resolved to things untold. A sense o'er all my soul impressed, that I am weak, yet not unblessed. But thy soul or this world must fade, in the frost that binds the dead. Soft tears of fond regret reveal its smart, and sorrow, restless sorrow, chills my heart. Give unto me, made lowly wise, the spirit of self-sacrifice. Vows of my slavery, my giving up, my sudden adoration, my Great Love. Heaven notes the sigh afflicted goodness heaves. And all I loved, I loved alone. Can I suffice for Heaven and not for earth?
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Jul 22, 2013
Jul 22, 2013 at 3:12 AM UTC
Echoes from the Inkwell
Sins, bites on your conscience           never to your convenience.        No salvation, No revelations.                Unblessed the lucky        bottomless becomes your destiny and darkness laments, it’s quite cloudy      wavy timelines, weary crimes                    Brooking our doom                   creating thy tomb                    as deaths looms.
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Apr 20, 2024
Apr 20, 2024 at 2:17 AM UTC
Sins
I steal love with the part of my lips, the fall of my chin, the reverence in my temples, // so I scoff with my unblessed prayer, my impossible keeper, my wretched skin, my faultless pleasure, // and grace swoons, puts me back in my place, mutters sin in my mouth, tightens grip in my hips, stokes flame in my skin, // threads pain inside, weaves mind inside, names fear inside, makes more inside, // and I am unfeeling of pardon, unwanting of heaven, ungoverned by god, not bothered, on purpose, not waiting on mercy, // and I stand with the evil, the blind, the kind, the pained and the stained, and steal love with them, because // we are unneeded by hell.
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Dec 10, 2019
Dec 10, 2019 at 9:00 PM UTC
we are love-stealers.
The rocking chair at the top of the stairs,I sat on her lap and said my prayers. I was getting down, her arms tightened their embrace. Then she quickly wiped her tear stained face. I jumped down and spun around. She tried to speak but  out came no sound. I rose up on my tippy toes to kiss her cheek,” good night.” She looked at me in my eyes... softly said, “Everything will be alright.” I guess I’d known - since my first breath... ,That I would find her- in her death. But how could I have ever guessed- This would be the night... I was to become unblessed. “Accidental overdose,” is how the paper read... “She was found by her youngest daughter” is what the police had said. What the news had failed to report, we’d  been through this, the month before.After she ran county corner. I wonder what it felt like.... what went through his head- He had just run against her- now he was pronouncing her dead. Even the at the age  of nine...the thought as I read it, came to mind. I wondered why they decided to hide, any mention of  those days and nights,when I remained right by her side,I prayed so hard and how I cried. It was on the 10th day she opened her eyes. I thought my prayers had saved her life. And I never told her how that filled me with  pride.... You See- she was furious that she hadn’t died.   Two weeks later -  they let her come home. I race to our place to have her all to my own. I wanted to tell her I'd never tell a soul,about the secret that I know. It was safe with me... I wouldn't say a word, about that day and what I heard. I imagined she hold me, riddled with guilt- And rid my mind from the horror  the thought of loosing her felt.   I cried out to her as I flung  open the door. She stood there this person I’d never seen before. She looked at me with eyes cold stone. Her sneer of  that chilled me to the bone. The words were just sounds in an evil tone. She whipped me until  my cries turned to moans. When she was done  she hissed “get out of my sight. And I did ' til she called me to her rocking chair that night. A week and two days later... Seemed longer then. Since then that’s who my mom has been. It plays over and over....in my mind. So,She killed herself one night.... And I've relived her death a million times.
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Jul 16, 2013
Jul 16, 2013 at 10:53 AM UTC
She used to rock me to sleep in that chair
The rocking chair at the top of the stairs,I sat on her lap and said my prayers. I was getting down, her arms tightened their embrace. Then she quickly wiped her tear stained face. I jumped down and spun around. She tried to speak but  out came no sound. I rose up on my tippy toes to kiss her cheek,” good night.” She looked at me in my eyes... softly said, “Everything will be alright.” I guess I’d known - since my first breath... ,That I would find her- in her death. But how could I have ever guessed- This would be the night... I was to become unblessed. “Accidental overdose,” is how the paper read... “She was found by her youngest daughter” is what the police had said. What the news had failed to report, we’d  been through this, the month before.After she ran county corner. I wonder what it felt like.... what went through his head- He had just run against her- now he was pronouncing her dead. Even the at the age  of nine...the thought as I read it, came to mind. I wondered why they decided to hide, any mention of  those days and nights,when I remained right by her side,I prayed so hard and how I cried. It was on the 10th day she opened her eyes. I thought my prayers had saved her life. And I never told her how that filled me with  pride.... You See- she was furious that she hadn’t died.   Two weeks later -  they let her come home. I race to our place to have her all to my own. I wanted to tell her I'd never tell a soul,about the secret that I know. It was safe with me... I wouldn't say a word, about that day and what I heard. I imagined she hold me, riddled with guilt- And rid my mind from the horror  the thought of loosing her felt.   I cried out to her as I flung  open the door. She stood there this person I’d never seen before. She looked at me with eyes cold stone. Her sneer of  that chilled me to the bone. The words were just sounds in an evil tone. She whipped me until  my cries turned to moans. When she was done  she hissed “get out of my sight. And I did ' til she called me to her rocking chair that night. A week and two days later... Seemed longer then. Since then that’s who my mom has been. It plays over and over....in my mind. So,She killed herself one night.... And I've relived her death a million times.
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The Artiste Carvó's "The Greatest Fartist Alive"                   (Another Crummy Acrostic) T is for **** I am attended by flies... H is for Haughtiness, I am flowing through the fartist's stanks... E is for Enema, my fine **** pollutes the very hole... G is for Gigantic, I am the biggest ego in history... R is for Refluxing, my fine putriditry puts artistry in ****** E is for Emetic, I truly am expelling... A is for ******* I posses the gift of **** T is for ****** I leave no stomach un-turned... E is for Excrutiating, my words torture the very soul... S is for ****** My logic is slimy.... T is for Tag-along, I truly am shadowed by all and everyone... F is for Fatuous and Flatulence, the essence of I… A is for Archfiend, demon am I... R is for Revulsion, My art is abomination - My art yet ***** T is for Tedious, I have been placed here to bore people to death... I is for Idiot, I am truly unblessed... S is for Selfish, I place **** before I's self... T is for Talenticide, I have killed all things of art... A is for Asinine, I possess all lacks... L is for Lifeless, I truly worm the artistic heart... I is for Idolize, I worship I... V is for Venomous, I am all that is spite and impure... E is for Emasculated, I am indubitably impotent... This sums up why I and I alone am the greatest fartist alive, And I will of course do one of my great farts in time. *Original ('The Greatest Artiste Alive') by:      Thee Artist aka Logbrain Crappó Reworked by:    CrE aka Trollminator*
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Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 2:11 AM UTC
Thee Reconstruction of Logbrain #4
The Artiste Carvó's "The Greatest Fartist Alive"                   (Another Crummy Acrostic) T is for **** I am attended by flies... H is for Haughtiness, I am flowing through the fartist's stanks... E is for Enema, my fine **** pollutes the very hole... G is for Gigantic, I am the biggest ego in history... R is for Refluxing, my fine putriditry puts artistry in ****** E is for Emetic, I truly am expelling... A is for ******* I posses the gift of **** T is for ****** I leave no stomach un-turned... E is for Excrutiating, my words torture the very soul... S is for ****** My logic is slimy.... T is for Tag-along, I truly am shadowed by all and everyone... F is for Fatuous and Flatulence, the essence of I… A is for Archfiend, demon am I... R is for Revulsion, My art is abomination - My art yet ***** T is for Tedious, I have been placed here to bore people to death... I is for Idiot, I am truly unblessed... S is for Selfish, I place **** before I's self... T is for Talenticide, I have killed all things of art... A is for Asinine, I possess all lacks... L is for Lifeless, I truly worm the artistic heart... I is for Idolize, I worship I... V is for Venomous, I am all that is spite and impure... E is for Emasculated, I am indubitably impotent... This sums up why I and I alone am the greatest fartist alive, And I will of course do one of my great farts in time. *Original ('The Greatest Artiste Alive') by:      Thee Artist aka Logbrain Crappó Reworked by:    CrE aka Trollminator*
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Despite the remarks of David Hume, I am quite aware of myself. I can’t see my eyes but through them. And every day, as different as the days may be, Time passes through their lens Time passes that is, for me. Despite understanding fragmented reality, I have to make decisions. Seeing that all of being is quite remote, The choices made are choices that affect one body, not many I ‘m sure that’s me - And I am passing. But, and as the case may be, Pieces here I come: In me that is one; there is more than one, For I don’t know the discrete emotion that you know, The nudge you feel to move, to stay, to go, quietly. Different parts all rule their nests, They are young and intemperate – And that reader, makes living somewhat unblessed. Decisions by different rulers can be, it is thought Incongruent. Different times different monarchs with changing interests, Crowns of petal, crowns of thorn, crowns of fire Different crowns on different heads, but one. One body, one person one identity, I am ruled by many And being ruled by many ruling me is hard.
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Sep 17, 2009
Sep 17, 2009 at 1:34 AM UTC
Being One
Adhered to a connection Revered resurrection Of a love so deep So strong I can't even sleep Life without it is so weak So bleak No other person with which I speak No other person lifting my heart to the peak The paramount The sublime Like a flawless design Before lawless and benign Now a chorus of hearts refined She frayed me She made me My betrayal rushes through me daily And when I failed there was no one to save me And by all impossibility She maintains her warm prosperity To linger with a morosoph boy such as me A licifugous ****** Locked in a bind No light I let in I remained blind Now the light has caressed the unblessed Wrong and right was no longer a mess but it was undressed For all to see. Even me She has set me free And now it's all lights that I see
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Jan 13, 2014
Jan 13, 2014 at 8:04 AM UTC
Losing my victory
~~~ someday soon gonna reread the four figures of my poems over lifetime inked, divvy  them up by what each is about, assemblage of the themes of me review the who what when and weird of this guy through his own eyes multiplying confessions of graces and disgraces particular to recover, desirous of collecting those poems that: *valorize society’s strugglers and stragglers...humans doing the work of living*^ don't know how many will be uncovered, but here's hoping there are plenty, needy of recovery and uncovering the poet and worthy of pointing too, valuation markers of a decent human strugglers, stragglers, those from all over this world and lives that can only visualize no-horizon-in-sight oceans sailors, from ports unvisited, some even, still undiscovered, working ****** and women, not those, don't owners of fancy dress whites, topped of by jaunty angelic-angled caps the ones I sought and seek, grime and coal dust etched into every ****** crevice, ink under fingernails, in obscurity, toil in windowless engine rooms, in the nooks in libraries hiding, satisfied with a moment of glory, and a lasting hand upon their wracked minds these are my mates, sharing fates of woeful countenances of bruised bodies, recipients of hardest blows repetitious, comrades in open arms the unflavored, unfavored of sons and daughters, unblessed with sobs and smacks, who rare lift the head in hope the sufferers of ignominy of the prison of their existence, for those I write, have, will, and willing to do it till I see a chin rising, white of eyes gleaming, a hand delisted, arms defused of black weights come to me, words, encouragement, perspective, that this too shall pass believing ain't easy, take it from one who couldn't see happy endings, but had no choice but to choose to, now prepped, ready for my arms to do some serious uplifting, shoulders heavy-loaded and wide of loads, eager for honest work, aiding and abetting the stragglers and and stragglers... humans doing the work of living, deserving for valuation, awaiting their salutation, and relief, even if, tiny and small, a slim volume of poems, that but one poet provided
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Aug 22, 2015
Aug 22, 2015 at 8:47 AM UTC
the themes of me/valorize the strugglers
~~~ someday soon gonna reread the four figures of my poems over lifetime inked, divvy  them up by what each is about, assemblage of the themes of me review the who what when and weird of this guy through his own eyes multiplying confessions of graces and disgraces particular to recover, desirous of collecting those poems that: *valorize society’s strugglers and stragglers...humans doing the work of living*^ don't know how many will be uncovered, but here's hoping there are plenty, needy of recovery and uncovering the poet and worthy of pointing too, valuation markers of a decent human strugglers, stragglers, those from all over this world and lives that can only visualize no-horizon-in-sight oceans sailors, from ports unvisited, some even, still undiscovered, working ****** and women, not those, don't owners of fancy dress whites, topped of by jaunty angelic-angled caps the ones I sought and seek, grime and coal dust etched into every ****** crevice, ink under fingernails, in obscurity, toil in windowless engine rooms, in the nooks in libraries hiding, satisfied with a moment of glory, and a lasting hand upon their wracked minds these are my mates, sharing fates of woeful countenances of bruised bodies, recipients of hardest blows repetitious, comrades in open arms the unflavored, unfavored of sons and daughters, unblessed with sobs and smacks, who rare lift the head in hope the sufferers of ignominy of the prison of their existence, for those I write, have, will, and willing to do it till I see a chin rising, white of eyes gleaming, a hand delisted, arms defused of black weights come to me, words, encouragement, perspective, that this too shall pass believing ain't easy, take it from one who couldn't see happy endings, but had no choice but to choose to, now prepped, ready for my arms to do some serious uplifting, shoulders heavy-loaded and wide of loads, eager for honest work, aiding and abetting the stragglers and and stragglers... humans doing the work of living, deserving for valuation, awaiting their salutation, and relief, even if, tiny and small, a slim volume of poems, that but one poet provided
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A dimension of despair, a hall of hate Ensnared in the eye of it all, a lone soul Untouched by death, unblessed by life, A burdened carrier of the weight of reality. His sweat is crimson blood, his tears are acid. Skin marred, like landscapes ravaged by war. Fingers bent, two clusters of gnarled driftwood. His voice like mountain rock, old and worn by nature. A spirit lost in his own Great Depression A nomad of the hourglass, his time blown away like sand A puppet master without control of his puppets I gazed upon his face: and saw the deep canyons a path familiar to the tears flowing down his face. and saw the cracks that once were filled with a smile. and saw the scars that came from promising to take a bullet for her, and pulling through with that promise even when she shot the bullet. I then decided I had spent enough time. I walked away from the mirror.
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Aug 21, 2014
Aug 21, 2014 at 5:29 AM UTC
I stared at it.
I am incomplete, like a part of me is missing, It wasn’t an absolute, it came over time Amongst a tangle of knotted days. In dreams, it screams, find the missing jigsaw, And on the edge of awakeness, In the fuzzy champagne light of a new dawn, I almost capture it. But it hides like a viper in the grass, Moving the blades, yet impossible to see. Involuntarily my awareness, Diminishes the power of the scream. In the mirrors of eternity I dare to glimpse for the missing in me. But all I get is a hollow blankness, My waking mind defies who I am! I knock on the door of unconsciousness Begging with a bowl of fruits of mind, Yet a barricade of steel like strength Blocks my entrance. I break down tiny fragments that rise to surface, Yet this primordial desire to search Is unrequited, unblessed, ignored.
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May 5, 2015
May 5, 2015 at 4:39 AM UTC
Missing
To a dead conscience, To the bygone morality, To the diminishing values, To the idols of honesty, and To their ghastly appearance. To un-dead suicidal victims, To their unblessed families, To the tears they let flow, To disappeared smiles, To missed birthdays. To suffering people, To unbalanced sheets, To sinking cash reserves, To their zombie-like bodies, To the stinking ***** politics.
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Aug 24, 2013
Aug 24, 2013 at 1:57 AM UTC
An Obituary
i'd like to speak about love for the lovers of the world and be proud among the blessed. for once innocent, my eyes are now in awe of its grip upon my heart, my ***** i am its voice urgent to scream the language rises within me in wine bubbles escaping my once cold chest where i hold you, cup your face and draw the rapture for my words. i'd like to speak about love in behalf of all of those loving wise and pure, tireless and raw with permission, i will speak of love in tantric phrases. and if they hold no meaning upon those unblessed, they are still sacred. for me, this is enough you will reveal the secrets in your eyes. i'd like to speak about love among those surrendered in tumultuous passion and capture the murmurs that binds the silence of what we know. that love can run deep once you get past the bottom of where you dare to thread. remember when you said you will keep me? i held my breath as we mix our fires, our water, our liquor, our flesh in the cold december mountain. i'd like to speak about love for those of my savage, affectionate kind who seek gravity to welcome what pours- swirling waves of random hugs from knowing, throbbing hearts like the love that comes from my lips when i kiss you at the break of dawn and part your haggard hair to caress your mole with intense veneration.
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Jul 17, 2011
Jul 17, 2011 at 2:52 PM UTC
lovespeak
it is to the crossroad i bid you that forbidding place where i have come to await the coming day where i take food and wine ease my weariness rest my bones there at the crossroad the drumbeat of war once shook the earth and the choirs of the chosen made dizzying heights from   stone that inspired the soul and a dry wasteland of fertile field there in the lightly falling snow in the passing of good and true in the final breaths of brave and kind good men have passed to shadow that others should rise to take up their swords i linger here i know not why the light snow has given way to driving storm and while warm shelter lay near at hand i only draw thin veil of cloth to my shoulder to fend off the bitter wind why linger at this cold unforgiving place at this unbound and and unblessed crows haunt where the cold country priest counts his handful of silver and it is the gravedigger who ponders the true song of the soul for the true saints are the ones who knew the path leads not to riches but to peace that brotherhood and love are far more precious than jewels i have waited for such men i have hoped to be a student of such nobility i think i have not have had the privilege and will not till i enter the gates of the kingdom but i linger here at the crossroads suffer the price to pay suffer the crucible of soul for to pass the gates you must be of known mettle for once he comes i shall be there to paint the swirls of smoke and the banners and flags i shall be at the hill waiting to meet him with my pen i echo that question i have sat that waiting have buried that treasure and seen the handiwork of artisans and seekers know the presence but i as yet do not understand i think perhaps that a master of tongues or a scribe of the sky could not decipher the simplest word after even a thousand thousand years i shall wait here at my crossroads content with my food and wine content with this light snow and the company of the gravediggers song of the soul
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Sep 26, 2013
Sep 26, 2013 at 9:37 PM UTC
gravediggers song of the soul
it is to the crossroad i bid you that forbidding place where i have come to await the coming day where i take food and wine ease my weariness rest my bones there at the crossroad the drumbeat of war once shook the earth and the choirs of the chosen made dizzying heights from   stone that inspired the soul and a dry wasteland of fertile field there in the lightly falling snow in the passing of good and true in the final breaths of brave and kind good men have passed to shadow that others should rise to take up their swords i linger here i know not why the light snow has given way to driving storm and while warm shelter lay near at hand i only draw thin veil of cloth to my shoulder to fend off the bitter wind why linger at this cold unforgiving place at this unbound and and unblessed crows haunt where the cold country priest counts his handful of silver and it is the gravedigger who ponders the true song of the soul for the true saints are the ones who knew the path leads not to riches but to peace that brotherhood and love are far more precious than jewels i have waited for such men i have hoped to be a student of such nobility i think i have not have had the privilege and will not till i enter the gates of the kingdom but i linger here at the crossroads suffer the price to pay suffer the crucible of soul for to pass the gates you must be of known mettle for once he comes i shall be there to paint the swirls of smoke and the banners and flags i shall be at the hill waiting to meet him with my pen i echo that question i have sat that waiting have buried that treasure and seen the handiwork of artisans and seekers know the presence but i as yet do not understand i think perhaps that a master of tongues or a scribe of the sky could not decipher the simplest word after even a thousand thousand years i shall wait here at my crossroads content with my food and wine content with this light snow and the company of the gravediggers song of the soul
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I am beauty, as a dream of jade And my body, bruised where everyone stands Has now been awakened by poetry, in a manner of love That is eternal but silent It is like a temple of earth Along which columns of clay gush out Which observes us, and all of man through an unfamiliar gaze Never have I laughed, never have I cried For I detest the flow of such emotion All I do is but stand still, silent as a cemetery Unblessed, cursed, revered by all of man
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Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 12:07 PM UTC
Beauty Untouched
Run away// Run away// From the alarm clock that breaks your rest// Run away// From the pains held in your chest// A life unblessed// From blessings you subvert// Run away// From the love you invert// Run away// Run away// Run// Away//
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Apr 24, 2019
Apr 24, 2019 at 12:17 PM UTC
Run Away