"tryina" poems
Chorus×4
(×2..You better be warrin a vest.)
Cuz when I come shootin I come aimin for your head and your chest.
(Verse 1)
Bullets cost money an I'm stingy wit my bread.
Never catch me sparayin prayin that I hit a shot...
I'm scopin
postin in the ally way.
Interuptin a ***** tryina catch a lift off a spliff
an take a second for him
but this 9 has thing for killing fake *** tricks. . . An I got a thing with head shots when I'm huntin a *****
(Chorus ×2)
I make triggers flinch with my intent.
Born and bread at full throttle,
living in the second. Survivin off the grams,
counting change that cowards scrounged up for back pay.
Roll up an take you and your homies bus money... better run quick yo momma says you late to take a ****
I try and stay cool headed, dealin wit selfish *******
Yall gotta understand that if I'm in yo whip ,handin you a zip... wether you my best homie or a the biggest punk ***** I'll look ya in the eyes an tell ya the same ****
( beat droops off into tempo snare)
(Hook)
I got whatever you want,
If ya need a real souljah ima killa for pay..
Movin weight is how I was raised.
I'ma bad *** till I'm in my grave.
Making paper, poppin Champaign.
Naked women help pass time by hopping in the long ride
This is my life- haters keep outta my sight.
24/7 I'm living 1 he'll if a life
Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 6:27 AM UTC
i breathe in
i breathe out
crossing fingers
black out
down my drink
tryina think
i don't blink
why do you?
got somena hide?
take it in your stride!
ride wit me
vibe wit me
be dope wit me
got hope wit me
rubbin shoulders
breaking boulders
we giants
ain't said we compliant
hate the game
not the player
ain't no shame
say a prayer
for yoself
and for us
what's the fuss?
we be levitatin
xmas yet?
we celebratin
Dec 24, 2020
Dec 24, 2020 at 7:34 AM UTC
MANGO the kiNG Of exotic fruit.
Originally grown in MANGOlia.
PlantsMAN GOlden skin.
OrANGutan, noble creature,
more human than huMAN GHOsts.
Enjoys fandANGO but loves tANGO.
Member of a quANGO.
Tryina feel giggin while looking up liNGO.
Never won at biNGO.
MAN GOes the tree stays.
Apr 9, 2021
Apr 9, 2021 at 10:57 PM UTC
We are all here for a reason on a particular path
You don't need a curriculum to know that you are part of the math
Cats think I'm delirious, but I'm so **** serious
That's why I expose my soul to the globe, the world
I'm trying to make it better for these little boys and girls
I'm not just another individual, my spirit is a part of this
That's why I get spiritual, but I get my hymns from Him
So it's not me, it's He that's lyrical
I'm not a miracle, I'm a heaven-sent instrument
My rhythmatic regimen navigates melodic notes for your soul and your mental
That's why I'm instrumental
Vibrations is what I'm into
Yeah, I need my loot by rent day
But that is not what gives me the heart of Kunte Kinte
I'm tryina give us "us free" like Cinque
I can't stop, that's why I'm hot
Determination, dedication, motivation
I'm talking to you, my many inspirations
When I say I can't, let you or self down
If I were of the highest cliff, on the highest riff
And you slipped off the side and clinched on to your life in my grip
I would never, ever let you down
And when these words are found
Let it been known that God's penmanship has been signed with a language called love
That's why my breath is felt by the deaf
And why my words are heard and confined to the ears of the blind
I, too, dream in color and in rhyme
So I guess I'm one of a kind in a full house
Cuz whenever I open my heart, my soul, or my mouth
A touch of God reigns out
Feb 11, 2016
Feb 11, 2016 at 12:50 AM UTC
hard to get but i gotta connect
i am a regular cat tryina get
not much time so we gotta jet
all that while i connect to Cat
have we met? common we've done that
where you at? is what i'm tryina get
i want you, wanna see you striptease
do that for a little than get on your knees
get down to bizz ness lets get you *******
party like famous this about to get shameless
you a tease - i like this, let me hit this
such a **** pretty little miss
i start out slow then go all the way in
you turn me out i'll keep going back in
touch your chest i like to lick em
bite a little on your *******
catch the rhythm lets get with it
let me look at you for just a minute
so much heat when you get loose
foreplay is over now i cruise
down your thighs i gently touch em
our bodies touch hearts are punchin
your ***** moist? i'll make it wetta
i want you moanin, and in sweat, yeah
**** me Cat lets make you bounce
let me hear your cries and sounds
i'll keep going steady bangin
i won't stop until you beggin
*** on your.. umm keep this a secret
you'll feel your body getting weak yo
lets have fun and get our freak on
*** so hard that you start leakin
would you like that? tell me honey
ain't **** betta for the money...
Jul 29, 2016
Jul 29, 2016 at 1:54 PM UTC
It just doesn't get ****** up more than this
When you tryina search for inner peace inside
Your Combusting skeleton. Some call it happiness. Others call it success. Does it matter long as it's getting you through the state of consciousness
Triggering ambitions of greatness.
Freeing fumes and the toxic carbon monoxide of negativity.
Being as one with your image. Finding symmetry. Learning is just knowledge through study or experience while thought is the system of ideas of how things came to existence.
Aug 9, 2014
Aug 9, 2014 at 5:41 PM UTC
I'm not stable
Can't do things that I should be able.....to
My heart is in pieces,
One for every person who broke it
My heart is damaged,
From every time it's been unsuccessfully stolen
It keeps raining.
It keeps pouring.
But instead of lettin up
I see some hurricanes forming
I can't see. I need another set of eyes
Someone that will be there
Someone that's for me
Someone who won't tell me no lies
Cuz I need some
Body
Who will always....always be right there
So can you stand the rain?
Can you stand the pain?
Cold nights and the long fights
Wondering if everything will be alright
Feelin like old school rnb
//so tired of being lonely
But what I really need to know
Are you really gonna be the one to stand up for me?
Cuz I'm tired of cryin. And I'm tired of hurtin
Tired of tryina be what everybody else need
Cuz at the end of the day it just ain't workin
I give and give and give until there's nothing left
Poured out so much i didn't even leave any heart for myself
So I'll ask you again, please be true
Will you be there for me like I intend to be there for you
Can you weather the storm?
Do you have tough skin?
Cuz it might be a while before I can completely let you in.
I might say some things, I might do some things that I really don't mean.
I'm in the process of fixing myself and it ain't as easy as it seems
Can you be my lifeline?
Can you be my heartbeat?
Can you be my reason to live, my reason to feel....
Tell me can you help me find ME
Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 10:49 PM UTC
We had good *** but that’s about it
We argue over text about stupid ****
You we’re insecure about your ****
I think it made you a *****
Your insecurities
Overwhelmed me
You’re demons overran you
Boy I just couldn’t stand you
I don’t wanna see you any more
You crashed my car then ****** a *****
I don’t blame her tho
This is all on you
I dont think you know
How the things you do
Affect those around you
Like how you ****** that girl in my bed
Or how your lies were in everything you never said
How you criticized me for wanting to be dead
Why don’t you pull the trigger
put a bullet through my head
Would’ve been better than what you did
When you put that cigarette out on my shoulder
Looked you in the eyes
While I felt it smolder
Said it was fine
You didn’t commit a crime
Cause I wanted it so bad
Like you where always mad
at me for my loyalty
You could never trust
You were always tryina bust
All you had for me was lust
She said you couldn’t have me
That made you want me so much
Now and then I cringe
at how I responded to your touch
I was just tryina binge
Watch some anime
Then you took that away
You forced me to cuddle
You grabbed my hair
Turned me to a puddle
Dissociated
Comatose baby
Protective personalities
Malfunctioning realities
Could this really be happening
I’m watching from the ceiling again
That’s not my body this is all pretend
Oh Geo, I don’t miss you so
I’m so glad to see you go
Now I finally have control
Oct 12, 2020
Oct 12, 2020 at 3:18 PM UTC
When you hella miss someone, yet they busy n life-occupied. Tryina be chill n tolerate the wait. But too impatience to not call, In mind I debate.
Jul 15, 2017
Jul 15, 2017 at 11:16 AM UTC
I try to hide but my mind thrives as i understand how people of this land have a handle how they hold up a candle in the darkness honestly i confess im too scared to dare to allow my eyes to open so now i walk around looking at my eyelids getting rid of any sources of external forces that get me down but im left to go round and round in my head lifting and dropping these thoughts heavy as lead tryina tread lightly so that some part of me can stay free but as i age i see that bit i used to be has become smaller hopefully i will find my way again soon til then im happy to be a loon shootin for the moon they call me a **** i prefer the word eccentric i dont suffer from insanity, you see, i enjoy it greatly and one day ill definitely find somebody to enjoy it with me ill call her baby and eventually we’ll make mini-wes we’ll be a family of insanity
Nov 30, 2017
Nov 30, 2017 at 5:03 AM UTC
Irony and Karma,
Sadistic twins of fate
All up in your face
After all the moves you had to make
Just when victory looms
POP!
Lit cigarette to your balloon...
Twin bullies slap boxin at the end of the tunnel
Play fightin in the light at the tip of the funnel
Waiting for you as you spiral down about to be pummeled
Irony dodgin blows
But you keep swinging
Karma half Laughin
Half singing
"MERRY GO ROUN' N ROUN'..."
Like a demented AL B Sure
You tryina even the score
Not enough energy in store
"I need a second wind" you implore
Blood and sweat bubble in your core
Gittin' back on your feet is a struggle-
a chore
"I've been on this Street before " you hear yourself murmur
Feeling weak and sore
On your hands and knees
Body bruised, nerves raw
Spit out teeth, a chunk of skin from your lip
Tryina see but your eyes are slits
Call Irony a punk
Karma a b*tch
They got this round
But you know this ain't it
They can't make you give up
Don't back down
Not a bit
This is life
Ha ha
I love this sh*t
Haakim Understanding (C) 2017
Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 8:12 AM UTC
My dear friend,
You are a Queen
Don't ever forget that ****
Chin up, eyes forward,
Head held high, confident.
These boys be stressin
Don't know what they lookin
For.
Don't let them ruin your starlight
Love, cause you deserve more.
You're a Queen
Full blown royal regality
That's the reality.
Your court's full of Jesters
Tryina take
While you wait
And search for your King.
You're a Queen;
Inside and out, you're beautiful,
Sweet, kind, strong, and gentle.
So you gotta beware these
Kids tryina **** up your mental.
They wear fools gold crowns
You're young so don't let
Them take you off your seat.
Save your tears for that one
Who'll know what it means
To respect, adore, and love you
In his full capicity cause he
Know's you deserve to know
You can trust him with your heart.
You're a Queen, love,
Don't let these jokers tear you apart.
Apr 6, 2018
Apr 6, 2018 at 10:05 AM UTC