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"truffle" poems
*be ever gentle to thy words treat them, your tools, well, cleansing and protecting, wrapping them in cloths of chamois and moleskin that they may be well conditioned and pour forth with a temperament clear and viscous, reflecting their high honors and a noble lineage, they are well-intentioned to exist far longer than your meager temporal life, upon this ever hasty, ever perpetual, orbit give them all respect, their fair due, they are treasure immeasurable, for which you have been granted guardianship, custody received from others to be gifted onwards, yours, but for the duration so oft we trifle words, expel them from the country of our body, without passport and earnestness, as if they were the cheapest of footnote filler, day tourists, to be treated as leavings, refuse for daily discardation, barely noting their fast comings and faster disappearance, but leaving not, a mark of distinction more truffle than trifle, find them in the dark forest of your life, use them sparingly, just for soaring, take them from the roots of your trees, shave them with a paring knife, counts them in bites and measure them in grams, even in grains, for words are the seasoning of our lives, agent provacateurs that can modify the moment, bringing out to the fore the flavor of the underlying speak them slow and distinct, for they arrive slow to you, a trickling of refugees for your sheltering, harbor them as full companions, protected by natural law, provision them well, prepared and ever ready for a quick departure, moor them at the embarcadero, for the next restless leg of endlessness, which they themselves will inform you will last longer than eternity, long after there are no humans to speak them*
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Oct 10, 2015
Oct 10, 2015 at 6:01 PM UTC
oh poet! be ever gentle to thy words...
*be ever gentle to thy words treat them, your tools, well, cleansing and protecting, wrapping them in cloths of chamois and moleskin that they may be well conditioned and pour forth with a temperament clear and viscous, reflecting their high honors and a noble lineage, they are well-intentioned to exist far longer than your meager temporal life, upon this ever hasty, ever perpetual, orbit give them all respect, their fair due, they are treasure immeasurable, for which you have been granted guardianship, custody received from others to be gifted onwards, yours, but for the duration so oft we trifle words, expel them from the country of our body, without passport and earnestness, as if they were the cheapest of footnote filler, day tourists, to be treated as leavings, refuse for daily discardation, barely noting their fast comings and faster disappearance, but leaving not, a mark of distinction more truffle than trifle, find them in the dark forest of your life, use them sparingly, just for soaring, take them from the roots of your trees, shave them with a paring knife, counts them in bites and measure them in grams, even in grains, for words are the seasoning of our lives, agent provacateurs that can modify the moment, bringing out to the fore the flavor of the underlying speak them slow and distinct, for they arrive slow to you, a trickling of refugees for your sheltering, harbor them as full companions, protected by natural law, provision them well, prepared and ever ready for a quick departure, moor them at the embarcadero, for the next restless leg of endlessness, which they themselves will inform you will last longer than eternity, long after there are no humans to speak them*
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a piece of art you are in your worn out sleeves   and heart shaped eyes laid out in a bed of cherries and a field of tulips to share with me your ocean view windows that streak the blue sea and your sheer white pearls that melt onto me like chocolate fondue warm and sweet; you are the taste, the mouthful of words that sit on my tongue get along with your truffle kisses and your red wine lips begging for the chateau to soak in the void and with a mind shining thought you traced my back with the stem of a flower that went on and on for the next half hour
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Feb 14, 2015
Feb 14, 2015 at 7:44 PM UTC
Box of Chocolates
The bitter yet sweet of this delicate confection, leaves me gawking at its quite utter perfection. One bite sends me off onto a relaxing voyage, with soft truffle filled clouds- never a shortage.
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May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015 at 11:58 PM UTC
Chocolate
I am reading poems by Billy Collins: AIMLESS LOVE, a retrospective, A sampler, as it were For the Books and Brew; Our monthly selection. Nine manly men Meeting for monthly meals And book-talk And politics And, of course, good beer. They like nonfiction, I like fiction. Richard Hughes, British writer of poems, short stories, novels and plays said: “All nonfiction can do is answer questions; It is fiction's business to ask them.” Still, my repertoire has expanded: Nike shoes. Civil War. Institutional racism. Opioid addiction. Rafting the Grand Canyon. Climbing mountains. With Baron Von Humboldt. And now this: Poetry. Nine manly men Reading poetry to each other While sharing a meal, One lovely poem after another. You can't read a book of poetry Like you consume other books, Fiction or nonfiction. The table of contents: The lid of a box of exquisite truffles— A map of pleasures contained within. You look at the map, And make a selection. The caramel truffle Is not the coffee truffle. You look at the map, Make a selection, And bite! The crusty chocolate cracks! The darkness melts, Floods your mouth with taste. Then the rush of caramel! Flavors, smells sloshing Swooning with sensate memories. What? Turn the page and read another? Reach for the coffee truffle? No. Linger with caramel; Luxuriate on aftertaste. Is that a note of citrus or salt? I will enjoy my coffee truffle tomorrow.
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Apr 2, 2017
Apr 2, 2017 at 12:26 PM UTC
EXQUISITE TRUFFLES
While I stared at the moon summer slept with death's black rooster, her garland tethered to his three toes with their talons sharp as testament. While I stared at the moon frost made love to my bones, each on its proper shelf like dishes in a house with snakes for silver. While I stared at the moon half-dead men danced with half-mad women though neither was excited, and neither calm. Roses twined and cut them both with promises. While I stared at the moon my fetch sat down on a river stone, grinning with the morning in its pocket. I wept and the night ate my heart like a truffle.
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Sep 15, 2025
Sep 15, 2025 at 9:39 PM UTC
While I Stared at the Moon
Sweetheart A gritty man said the world is a place to bury into. take both feet, heels deep in the city. coughing through thick smoke, he said you will know that people are as stuck as gum under the rails I responded: maybe they are taking their time when I sleep my eyes don't close I beat dust with my breathing and let my eyelids flutter at the fan dreams of sailing entice water from my eyes I reach over and let droplets cascade into your hair it always smells like coconut and driftwood Each morning you wake the sheets are chilled and my is suit warm I breath perfume from your blouse while I type, see your strawberry hair fall to your eyes. I relish in solving paper stacks and late night empty floors, yet I crave the sound of our garage door as it closes behind me I let my hands fall, careful to miss my pockets sliding them loosely at my side. I go out into the clean cut gray window gallery, rows of traffic The man's smoggy afterthoughts say the subway is as beautiful as his exhales, sleep is only a man who can breathe both above and below a great sea and suits secretly climb up slides and swing across monkey bars- each craving their own private happiness. Sweetheart all I really want, at the close of each day is to make you peanut butter truffle cheesecake and lemon drop tea paint the bathroom cherry red rub your feet during movie nights and hold your hand while we sleep
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Sep 12, 2012
Sep 12, 2012 at 12:19 AM UTC
hands
Why oh why do I love pie? The ABCs of it and the LMNO-Pie of it A Apple Pie B Boston cream Pie C Cherry Pie D Dutch Apple Pie E Equation Pie 3.14 F Fruit Pie G Grandma's Gooseberry Pie H Humble Pie I Ice Cream Pie J Jell-O Pudding Pie K Kidney Pie L Lemon Meringue Pie M Moon Pie N Nutty Pecan Pie O Oreo Cookie Crust Pie P Pud'nin Pie Q Quick Set Frozen Cream Pie R Rhubarb Pie S Sweet Tater Pie T Tuxedo Pie U Upside Down Pineapple Pie V Velvet Truffle Pie W Whip Cream Pie X PIE IN THE FACE Y Yummy Pie Z Zesty Lemon/Lime Pie Now you have the XYZ of it and the PIE of it Why oh why do you love Pie?
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May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 3:17 PM UTC
The ABCs of PIE
In the corner next to the underpaid electricity where no one wants to sit and reheat leftovers admitting each bite taste better than the original, hardly ready to walk down an isle of silver ware but if I were I 'd pick the Waterford to match during the reception I'll wear my glass as glasses the shallow smiles will ask my dress to snake as I crave the framed grace, the crisscrossed napkins and two bites of the others peanut butter truffle cheesecake, I'll hardly have to worry about a thing, easy on the musty air my lungs won't stop flexing this microphone everyone saw got unplugged an hour ago and as the last couple to enter will be the first to leave I'll eat a strawberry to taste the sweetness of the moment later I'll put my guard down long enough to side slip a glance to the guest who walked around laces flapping, shoulder tapping, fingers mapping with eyes stating the impossibility of believing any of it
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May 16, 2012
May 16, 2012 at 11:26 AM UTC
RSVP
I spent Thanksgiving this year not in the blue-collar comfort of my aunt’s house, nestled somewhere within a well-buried suburb of a quaint, but un-noteworthy neighborhood with walls decorated with Budweiser signs juxtaposed against portraits of the ****** Mary, where a football announcer’s voice plays like conservative talk radio in the background. Instead, to save the labor of my weary immigrant grandmother, we dressed in Sunday best and drove ourselves in three well-packed mini vans to some elegant hotel restaurant, ideal for people-watching from the gaudy, art-deco staircase while pretending to be in the Great Gatsby. It didn’t feel natural, though, that beside a modest turkey breast with cranberry dressing, sat a beautiful cut of prime rib, carefully ladled with truffle au juis– nor beside a humble dollop of mashed potatoes and gravy, should there be salmon to die for, and berries slathered with brie. The food I nibbled with bites of nervous guilt, as the impeccably dressed waiter exhaustedly refilled our water glasses, nodding his head reflexively to my mouse squeaks of “thank you’s” What monsters are we, letting these people work on Thanksgiving Day? Grandma said, calmly, that some people are just happy to be paid, recounting her impoverished childhood in war-torn Germany— that to simply muffle the aggressive rumbling of a days-empty stomach, she and her brother would ****** a handful of potatoes from a government farm, not many, but just enough as she grimaced at the ever-so-slight mealiness of her rosemary-infused pork chop— the woman who couldn’t afford ham until she became a citizen. We nodded quietly and swallowed our privileged guilt, washed down with politely cut bites of perfectly cooked salmon.
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May 30, 2013
May 30, 2013 at 3:17 PM UTC
"On Privilege"
I spent Thanksgiving this year not in the blue-collar comfort of my aunt’s house, nestled somewhere within a well-buried suburb of a quaint, but un-noteworthy neighborhood with walls decorated with Budweiser signs juxtaposed against portraits of the ****** Mary, where a football announcer’s voice plays like conservative talk radio in the background. Instead, to save the labor of my weary immigrant grandmother, we dressed in Sunday best and drove ourselves in three well-packed mini vans to some elegant hotel restaurant, ideal for people-watching from the gaudy, art-deco staircase while pretending to be in the Great Gatsby. It didn’t feel natural, though, that beside a modest turkey breast with cranberry dressing, sat a beautiful cut of prime rib, carefully ladled with truffle au juis– nor beside a humble dollop of mashed potatoes and gravy, should there be salmon to die for, and berries slathered with brie. The food I nibbled with bites of nervous guilt, as the impeccably dressed waiter exhaustedly refilled our water glasses, nodding his head reflexively to my mouse squeaks of “thank you’s” What monsters are we, letting these people work on Thanksgiving Day? Grandma said, calmly, that some people are just happy to be paid, recounting her impoverished childhood in war-torn Germany— that to simply muffle the aggressive rumbling of a days-empty stomach, she and her brother would ****** a handful of potatoes from a government farm, not many, but just enough as she grimaced at the ever-so-slight mealiness of her rosemary-infused pork chop— the woman who couldn’t afford ham until she became a citizen. We nodded quietly and swallowed our privileged guilt, washed down with politely cut bites of perfectly cooked salmon.
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There's an ineffable urge to sidle up against masculinity; to allow his mercurial fervor to unleash these lascivious outbursts of lust that dwell inside the depths of my soul, ravishing him with hungered passion; tasting each sinewy muscle pulsing with flickers of want, like a savored sweet chocolate truffle, indulging slowly in every part I can entwine as he shudders with each lick I inflict lingering in his aftertaste....
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Jun 29, 2012
Jun 29, 2012 at 2:01 AM UTC
Truffles
t'is a seasonal custom of us, **(you did notice that us is the centerpiece of c-us-tom?)** that in December, not November when turkey precedes... I take my slip of a gal for a big bowl of pasta and white truffles from France. the eyetalian waiter knows he made the sale when her eyes, crinkle wrinkle when I ask, upon which pasta does the ristorante serve the white truffles from France? fettuccine, naturalmente! in ritual grandiose, the mushroom grated before our eyes, shavings and specks scattered and disbursed, part one of the us in c-us-tom done. me, I grew up lower middle cheap, Ronzoni rigatoni and Heinz Ketchup, not just good enough, but a treat, and I did not from truffle oil eat nor speak. two thirds of the way, part two, I say, hey! you know you don't have to eat the whole thing. with eyes adoring, she fesses up her tiny tummy was full about half way through. but she knows me, I grew up lower middle cheap, hate to waste the money, that comes so hard. part two is the part of the c-us-tom she forgets about, but the part that she really loves me for, so who cares how much truffles cost, as far her eyes are concerned, they crinkle wrinkle at the taste, of my remembering part two.
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Dec 22, 2013
Dec 22, 2013 at 1:13 PM UTC
white truffles and fettucini
...What does love look like today? Love today looks like brown butter bourbon ice cream and sunlight Like body oil on soft legs And smoothie cream in even softer hair Like breathing and disappearing in sheets Like breast free of cups that don't hold me like the universe does Like lips that taste of caramel And a bedroom that heals in lavender Like woman done waiting Like woman simply being Like body untouched, un-tethered.
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Jan 27, 2019
Jan 27, 2019 at 6:34 PM UTC
...Brown Butter Bourbon Truffle Ice cream
(After the poem by Shinji Moon) Lucy’s smoking spliffs out the window and I keep thinking about how I’ll probably always love you a little bit. We haven’t spoken in months, but tonight New York is sleeping under 24 inches of snow, and the last time I was in a blizzard I was 16, and in Chicago, and the softness of it made me think of you. Everyday I pass by this flower shop in Brooklyn and I steal a tulip to pluck like I’m forgetting you in petals. Photosynthesis is another word for heartbreak. The truth is I think of you often. Sometimes I make eye contact with strangers and wish they’d look at me the way you used to, or say my name like they were tasting a truffle, like the Italian word Rimembrare, or a drag of a cigarette. I’m trying to stop smoking. I wanted to tell you that I’m not afraid of the wind anymore, and in the past 2 years I’ve drifted through so many places but keep finding synonyms for you in every map or language guide. And I guess only you know why that would hurt. I remember almost nothing about you already except that you loved the story about the seagull who taught himself to fly, and the way you laughed, like you were imitating oceans.
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Jan 24, 2016
Jan 24, 2016 at 6:30 PM UTC
If I Left You A Voicemail, This Is What It Would Be
A merry forest pig was he he woke up very early and hunted until three snorting, sniffing, the air he's whiffing never is he ruffled, only focused on his truffles He goes **** rumping grunt, grunting for truffle - O's! Wild he runs and trots the greeny forest with a jolly jig he wriggles and digs his cloven hooves moving dirt like lightening hunt, hunting for truffle - O's! When at last he finds his gourmet morsels a squeal is heard and fly the birds clear from the forest, a happy hog a squealing song of treasures found, his beloved Truffle - O's!
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Feb 17, 2013
Feb 17, 2013 at 5:02 PM UTC
Truffle - O's! (excerpt from children's story)
The  poesy of chef's soup du jour,    peppered in a skillfully            pauperized simmer        or sublimely enriched dish of           ultimate truffle butter grandeur,    tastefully rendered in the         aromatic broken bread of            delectable poetry's bouquet
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Aug 2, 2015
Aug 2, 2015 at 12:53 PM UTC
Feasting on Poetry
Shining lights on a Dalmatian shore Broken little mirrors on an aqua sea provides the backdrop for boys wrestling on a concrete diving board Girls soaking each other with a push button tap The thin old man in speedos intervenes One hand holding a roll up The other gesturing in Croatian The setting sun behind the city of Split Is a rusty heat haze for swallows to dart over Truffle oil fills the air from the cafe A couple use sign language to speak as the sea roars in Backs and shoulders covered in beautiful inked art with Angels, crosses and devils Pine trees provide shelter on the stony beach Families playing cards and laughing. The church bells signal it is time to go in We start up the hill and look back at the sky. A night to remember and a night to repeat.
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Aug 9, 2022
Aug 9, 2022 at 4:28 PM UTC
Reflections on a Croatian shore
Stuck in this whirlwind, lungs collapsed. “Cut the grass, go to college, kid.” Pick up the slack. Simplicity doesn't exist in a world of blue collars, white collars, greasy politics and misfits. Be the one percent who picks up the rotten scent, like a truffle pig striving for a win. I want a girl to pop my thought bubbles with a safety pin. “Pitter, patter”, sounds of summer rain and the innocent. When you have a dream, follow it, because it’s hard to chase after something when you've forgotten it’s existence. I don’t know what to do when I grow up, I refuse to get stuck, but it’s hard to go anywhere in life when you associate all of your accomplishments with luck. People who eat people must be the luckiest people in the world, because they don’t seem to have to worry about taxes, religion, homework, or girls. Worrying makes me puke, and ironically enough, I doubt that worrying makes cannibals hurl.
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Jun 9, 2014
Jun 9, 2014 at 12:45 AM UTC
Unrelated-Cannibalism
sirens blare and shutters close, we sit calmly in our humble abode until we smell the smell I’ve smelled a thousand times and going strong. we joke and skip idly around the stairs in a fashionably orderly manner, like in an empty amusement park. “the fire smells good”, says someone, and i nearly choke at the absurdity, but i have to agree, it smells like nostalgia, the plumes of charred plastic filaments, remnants of 3d printers bringing me back to better days. as the chaos rolls along in the background, we order truffle pasta from the vending machine, giggle at the firemen who lost their way and watch the sorry-excuse of a smoke trailing away into the blindingly blue sky as the exhausted sirens blare once again.
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Mar 19, 2024
Mar 19, 2024 at 9:21 AM UTC
char
i remember meeting you in the back of house, where your words were loose and wild. i was brining some guests plates in that needed to be cleaned after their meal. i got to talking with some coworker about some bull **** coworkers talk about, probably complaining about some old lady who wanted truffle fries and only got regular fries. you had to chime in when there was a cadence with some ********** comment to display your manliness and status amongst your kitchen staff. that game always seemed counterproductive to me. you pinned me for someone i wasn't. i did the same to you. somehow along the way, between all your lewd remarks, we became friends. i believe it began over our affinity for the Buffalo Bills. You said you liked them because they were the underdogs and you hated the Miami Dolphins. I told you they were my hometown team and you said "no **** get the **** outa here. You're from Buffalo?" the way you said it lead me to assume you were from New York. You told me you were from upstate and missed it. I told you how much time my family spent up there in the summers, doing outdoorsy things. burning fires, drinking beer underage, walking barefoot through the forrest. we bonded. we learned a lot more about each other. you were divorced and knew that you could never love another woman as much as you loved your ex. she gave you two beautiful kids. she also took 3/4 of you paycheck and left you for broke. the rest you drank away with me when our shifts were over. you told me about your drug habits, and i told you about mine. i told you about my childhood and you said you were sorry. i helped you drive your kids to school when your ex wife was too busy. we got drunk and shot so much **** there was a chip on your shoulder. there was a chip on mine too. i got to see you cry when i accused you of using again. i think you knew what i said was true. i came down on you hard because i had just lost two jobs, a girlfriend i thought would have my children, and someone that lived in your apartment complex crashed into my brand new car while i was waiting on you. we were on the way to get your kids from school. you knew i meant well but i could see the guilt in your eyes. i helped you with your kids a handful of times after that. we would get breakfast after and talk about work and women. after work we'd get ****** and eat at some small Mexican stand in 90 degree weather. i fell asleep at the wheel and totaled my car some time later. shortly after i left for tour and then you died. some secrets you take to the grave. thank you.
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Feb 25, 2017
Feb 25, 2017 at 3:24 AM UTC
truffle fries
i remember meeting you in the back of house, where your words were loose and wild. i was brining some guests plates in that needed to be cleaned after their meal. i got to talking with some coworker about some bull **** coworkers talk about, probably complaining about some old lady who wanted truffle fries and only got regular fries. you had to chime in when there was a cadence with some ********** comment to display your manliness and status amongst your kitchen staff. that game always seemed counterproductive to me. you pinned me for someone i wasn't. i did the same to you. somehow along the way, between all your lewd remarks, we became friends. i believe it began over our affinity for the Buffalo Bills. You said you liked them because they were the underdogs and you hated the Miami Dolphins. I told you they were my hometown team and you said "no **** get the **** outa here. You're from Buffalo?" the way you said it lead me to assume you were from New York. You told me you were from upstate and missed it. I told you how much time my family spent up there in the summers, doing outdoorsy things. burning fires, drinking beer underage, walking barefoot through the forrest. we bonded. we learned a lot more about each other. you were divorced and knew that you could never love another woman as much as you loved your ex. she gave you two beautiful kids. she also took 3/4 of you paycheck and left you for broke. the rest you drank away with me when our shifts were over. you told me about your drug habits, and i told you about mine. i told you about my childhood and you said you were sorry. i helped you drive your kids to school when your ex wife was too busy. we got drunk and shot so much **** there was a chip on your shoulder. there was a chip on mine too. i got to see you cry when i accused you of using again. i think you knew what i said was true. i came down on you hard because i had just lost two jobs, a girlfriend i thought would have my children, and someone that lived in your apartment complex crashed into my brand new car while i was waiting on you. we were on the way to get your kids from school. you knew i meant well but i could see the guilt in your eyes. i helped you with your kids a handful of times after that. we would get breakfast after and talk about work and women. after work we'd get ****** and eat at some small Mexican stand in 90 degree weather. i fell asleep at the wheel and totaled my car some time later. shortly after i left for tour and then you died. some secrets you take to the grave. thank you.
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IV Ma boys, ma boys I hold them close in this canvas Lifeboat They look me in the eyes and say, “Papa, where is Mama?” How is it answered? How do I answer sweet boys Who question me in this canvas Lifeboat? How can it be said: ‘Boys, Papa take you away from Mama To Liberty Land Where streets are gold?’ So I I say nothing to quiet boys In lifeboat rocking on the sea Dark water is like truffle blood I cannot see. Away go we On dark sea. Small boys stop asking Where Mama go When they know How I take them away. I hold them tight And look for dawn.
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Sep 25, 2013
Sep 25, 2013 at 9:33 AM UTC
Titanic Voices IV
How for one year after you leave Every triangle will remind me of you And that I bury my face in the pillow on Your side of the bed You were truffle and thyme When I expected salt and pepper
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Dec 8, 2013
Dec 8, 2013 at 8:17 AM UTC
Things you shouldn't know
*I want to be what I should be In the context of consistency, Your early morning ritual, the coffee And the egg that you would like me to be,      A habit you can never get rid of, A certain pose for the cameras, A certain post on Instagram, the way, Exquisite, unique, and endearing That your mouth motions, your lips lead, Your cheeks cast the skip-a-beat      Magic of your smile to my heart. Dearest PVC, I want to learn cardiology. I want to be the Michael Faudet For your Lang Leav soul. I want to move a japanese mountain, Then be a sushi or a truffle, yes,      I even want to be a truffle.      And I just want to court you...      ...like always...           ...and after always.* © 2017 J.S.P.
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Jan 26, 2017
Jan 26, 2017 at 3:49 AM UTC
Consistently
the year has come full circle and i am right in the place that i was just a few months Before You. oncoming headlights are bright and don't make much sense but the glow of departing tail lights is long and cold and dark. "bittersweet" that's what they call this. but no dark cocoa truffle has ever made me want to cry but failed in the execution. I am not Sad and I am no longer Drowning. It's like you never existed. It's like waking up from a very vivid, emotionally influential dream. It's like moving through a fast, festive crowd, and not being able to stop your eyes from resting on one lonely beggar sitting on the side of the street. doesn't matter much, you won't remember him tomorrow, but in this moment you are not quite as festive as your surroundings. i cannot believe you walked through these halls, i cannot believe i saw your face every day, i cannot believe how trivial everything is right now. A sea has evaporated and left behind nothing but sand and salt. The tempestuous, treacherous waves are but a memory, with only patterns in the sand to corroborate their ephemeral existence. I am walking softly on the sand, feeling the somewhat familiar dips and raises, wincing against the phantom feeling of invisible currents pulling my legs. how i fought against those **** things! how i panicked at the rush of water in my lungs! how i denied my suffering! how reluctant but desperate i was, crawling against something within my own soul, how i struggled to regain footing on land! i still feel it, like a poorly superimposed photograph like a haze in my peripheral vision like a stutter in my speech only noticed by me. I can't believe We happened.
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Aug 26, 2013
Aug 26, 2013 at 5:31 PM UTC
about autumn and nostalgia and the things that don't quite make us cry
the year has come full circle and i am right in the place that i was just a few months Before You. oncoming headlights are bright and don't make much sense but the glow of departing tail lights is long and cold and dark. "bittersweet" that's what they call this. but no dark cocoa truffle has ever made me want to cry but failed in the execution. I am not Sad and I am no longer Drowning. It's like you never existed. It's like waking up from a very vivid, emotionally influential dream. It's like moving through a fast, festive crowd, and not being able to stop your eyes from resting on one lonely beggar sitting on the side of the street. doesn't matter much, you won't remember him tomorrow, but in this moment you are not quite as festive as your surroundings. i cannot believe you walked through these halls, i cannot believe i saw your face every day, i cannot believe how trivial everything is right now. A sea has evaporated and left behind nothing but sand and salt. The tempestuous, treacherous waves are but a memory, with only patterns in the sand to corroborate their ephemeral existence. I am walking softly on the sand, feeling the somewhat familiar dips and raises, wincing against the phantom feeling of invisible currents pulling my legs. how i fought against those **** things! how i panicked at the rush of water in my lungs! how i denied my suffering! how reluctant but desperate i was, crawling against something within my own soul, how i struggled to regain footing on land! i still feel it, like a poorly superimposed photograph like a haze in my peripheral vision like a stutter in my speech only noticed by me. I can't believe We happened.
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Gather round boys and girls it’s story-time and I have a tale to tell. Once upon a time there was a girl. This girl did not know love, she didn’t know how to smile, she thought of laughter as a folktale and pain a reality. This girl gave life to rain forest, her irises the clouds swollen with her untold sorrows. One day the girl who knew nothing but sadness met a boy. This boy was wonderful. This boy was the icing on the disaster and trauma truffle cake, the cherry on the suffering and shame banana split. He was the sun shining above the eye of the hurricane. To put it simply he was magic. He introduced her to living. Showed her what it was like to fly, what it was a was like to breath above water. Then he introduced her to his fist. No longer flying but floating, she went from the sea to space trading drowning for suffocation. He trapped her in his gravity and tricked her into thinking she was weightless. Told her she wasn’t worthless as long as she had him, that she was made to be nothing without him. This boy turned her into a fraction of herself, and he was the dominator. This boy turned her face from brown, to red, to blue, to black, to purple, her body a rainbow featuring the colors of his anger. She became the canvas to his finger painting. He the master and she the puppet. He always pulled her strings to hard no matter what she said. The girl grew tired. She didn’t have a choice she told herself, because if she did why would she choose to be a shell of the woman she once was. Her heart retreated and her smile vacated and her peace of mind took a long walk off a short pier. He destroyed her will. destroyed her spirits, destroyed hope. ***** the rain forest, he caused her to turn deserts into oceans, drizzles into storms, New York is now Atlantis. There is no happy ending to this story boys and girls. She is still in his gravity. She still suffocates. He still pulls her strings, and her smile has not returned. And I’m starting to think it never will.
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Jul 27, 2017
Jul 27, 2017 at 12:31 PM UTC
A Sad Story
Gather round boys and girls it’s story-time and I have a tale to tell. Once upon a time there was a girl. This girl did not know love, she didn’t know how to smile, she thought of laughter as a folktale and pain a reality. This girl gave life to rain forest, her irises the clouds swollen with her untold sorrows. One day the girl who knew nothing but sadness met a boy. This boy was wonderful. This boy was the icing on the disaster and trauma truffle cake, the cherry on the suffering and shame banana split. He was the sun shining above the eye of the hurricane. To put it simply he was magic. He introduced her to living. Showed her what it was like to fly, what it was a was like to breath above water. Then he introduced her to his fist. No longer flying but floating, she went from the sea to space trading drowning for suffocation. He trapped her in his gravity and tricked her into thinking she was weightless. Told her she wasn’t worthless as long as she had him, that she was made to be nothing without him. This boy turned her into a fraction of herself, and he was the dominator. This boy turned her face from brown, to red, to blue, to black, to purple, her body a rainbow featuring the colors of his anger. She became the canvas to his finger painting. He the master and she the puppet. He always pulled her strings to hard no matter what she said. The girl grew tired. She didn’t have a choice she told herself, because if she did why would she choose to be a shell of the woman she once was. Her heart retreated and her smile vacated and her peace of mind took a long walk off a short pier. He destroyed her will. destroyed her spirits, destroyed hope. ***** the rain forest, he caused her to turn deserts into oceans, drizzles into storms, New York is now Atlantis. There is no happy ending to this story boys and girls. She is still in his gravity. She still suffocates. He still pulls her strings, and her smile has not returned. And I’m starting to think it never will.
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