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"troubling" poems
I saw you looking in the mirror again today You can’t seem to go past one Without taking a second glance Your own image seems to impress you As if you were really in love With the one staring back at you You never seem to notice me Watching you as you pass the mirror And you seem almost a narcissist to me Who only sees how you prance and primp Staring long and hard at your appearance I don’t believe I’ve ever seen Another look so long or endearingly Into that looking glass where we all see Ourselves staring back at us Could it only be me or are you actually In love with what you see Looking back from your reflection And it is a little troubling to me When I see you speak to yourself Long moans of yearning Puppy, I know you long to believe That puppy in the mirror Is your brother or sister!
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Oct 9, 2014
Oct 9, 2014 at 12:38 AM UTC
Narcissist
My dog has died. I buried him in the garden next to a rusted old machine. Some day I'll join him right there, but now he's gone with his shaggy coat, his bad manners and his cold nose, and I, the materialist, who never believed in any promised heaven in the sky for any human being, I believe in a heaven I'll never enter. Yes, I believe in a heaven for all dogdom where my dog waits for my arrival waving his fan-like tail in friendship. Ai, I'll not speak of sadness here on earth, of having lost a companion who was never servile. His friendship for me, like that of a porcupine withholding its authority, was the friendship of a star, aloof, with no more intimacy than was called for, with no exaggerations: he never climbed all over my clothes filling me full of his hair or his mange, he never rubbed up against my knee like other dogs obsessed with *** No, my dog used to gaze at me, paying me the attention I need, the attention required to make a vain person like me understand that, being a dog, he was wasting time, but, with those eyes so much purer than mine, he'd keep on gazing at me with a look that reserved for me alone all his sweet and shaggy life, always near me, never troubling me, and asking nothing. Ai, how many times have I envied his tail as we walked together on the shores of the sea in the lonely winter of Isla Negra where the wintering birds filled the sky and my hairy dog was jumping about full of the voltage of the sea's movement: my wandering dog, sniffing away with his golden tail held high, face to face with the ocean's spray. Joyful, joyful, joyful, as only dogs know how to be happy with only the autonomy of their shameless spirit. There are no good-byes for my dog who has died, and we don't now and never did lie to each other. So now he's gone and I buried him, and that's all there is to it.
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A Dog Has Died
My dog has died. I buried him in the garden next to a rusted old machine. Some day I'll join him right there, but now he's gone with his shaggy coat, his bad manners and his cold nose, and I, the materialist, who never believed in any promised heaven in the sky for any human being, I believe in a heaven I'll never enter. Yes, I believe in a heaven for all dogdom where my dog waits for my arrival waving his fan-like tail in friendship. Ai, I'll not speak of sadness here on earth, of having lost a companion who was never servile. His friendship for me, like that of a porcupine withholding its authority, was the friendship of a star, aloof, with no more intimacy than was called for, with no exaggerations: he never climbed all over my clothes filling me full of his hair or his mange, he never rubbed up against my knee like other dogs obsessed with *** No, my dog used to gaze at me, paying me the attention I need, the attention required to make a vain person like me understand that, being a dog, he was wasting time, but, with those eyes so much purer than mine, he'd keep on gazing at me with a look that reserved for me alone all his sweet and shaggy life, always near me, never troubling me, and asking nothing. Ai, how many times have I envied his tail as we walked together on the shores of the sea in the lonely winter of Isla Negra where the wintering birds filled the sky and my hairy dog was jumping about full of the voltage of the sea's movement: my wandering dog, sniffing away with his golden tail held high, face to face with the ocean's spray. Joyful, joyful, joyful, as only dogs know how to be happy with only the autonomy of their shameless spirit. There are no good-byes for my dog who has died, and we don't now and never did lie to each other. So now he's gone and I buried him, and that's all there is to it.
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* *hold me not touch me not maybe I'm clumsy-clumsy-clumsy! have headache want chocolate shake maybe I'm lazy-lazy-lazy! feel me not mind me not I'm cranky-cranky-cranky! the mood is swinging find me clinging I'm touchy-touchy-touchy! may be crazy sometimes hazy I'm moody-moody-moody! stay away go your way I'm feelo-feelo-feelo! just be there patient listener I'm despo-despo-despo! here i contradict have conflict I'm psycho-psycho-psycho! changing hormones troubling estrogens tell me not a fatso-fatso-fatso! maybe I'll be ok again! maybe you'll love me then!* *
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Aug 27, 2018
Aug 27, 2018 at 9:29 AM UTC
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Why am I so dif-fer-ent? They say I’m out of touch. Why am I, ple-nar-ily sad? This life it hurts so much. And why do they come, come every day? Shush, quiet now, they’re here. Those awful tormentors of my soul all cackling and queer! Whirling head of spinning revolutions, …feel my stomach ache and pang. Why will they not leave me alone? This crew of darkness; Blackbird Gang. I shouldn’t always feel like this, feel such solemn pain, …troubling and trouble is these birds are driving me insane! I’m screaming now! I’m mad with rage! Throwing ice cubes at my deck, “Go away! Yes, go away!” -their numbers must be kept in check. Blackhole-whirl, flying twirling darkness, their funnel it points to me-e-e-e-! For too many is too painful and my mind’s a constant wreck! One cannot think with those infernal be-e-e-asts, ...and the crazy song they sang. Why do they so punish me? The crew of darkness; Blackbird Gang. I know they serve the Saturn’s wheel and now they’ve come for me. What did I do? Oh what great sin, oh the blackbirds from within; The Abyssimal Sea? Their whirlpool funnel is all around, as my harried soul, it expiates. I’m done-in; I’m over now, a sorely victim of the Fates! They took me, took me away, when the tolling bell it rang. Why could they not leave me alone? The crew of darkness; Blackbird Gang. If you find yourself all alone and mired in their thought, …do not think, extirpate, all the human damage that you’ve wrought. His flock of fledgling melancholy musical formation, …will take you away and straight to Hell; the Seventh Circle congregation! For they took me, took me away, when the tolling bell it rang. And they will not leave you alone. This crew of darkness; Blackbird Gang. *
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Jun 23, 2016
Jun 23, 2016 at 11:23 AM UTC
A Crowing Lamentation
Why am I so dif-fer-ent? They say I’m out of touch. Why am I, ple-nar-ily sad? This life it hurts so much. And why do they come, come every day? Shush, quiet now, they’re here. Those awful tormentors of my soul all cackling and queer! Whirling head of spinning revolutions, …feel my stomach ache and pang. Why will they not leave me alone? This crew of darkness; Blackbird Gang. I shouldn’t always feel like this, feel such solemn pain, …troubling and trouble is these birds are driving me insane! I’m screaming now! I’m mad with rage! Throwing ice cubes at my deck, “Go away! Yes, go away!” -their numbers must be kept in check. Blackhole-whirl, flying twirling darkness, their funnel it points to me-e-e-e-! For too many is too painful and my mind’s a constant wreck! One cannot think with those infernal be-e-e-asts, ...and the crazy song they sang. Why do they so punish me? The crew of darkness; Blackbird Gang. I know they serve the Saturn’s wheel and now they’ve come for me. What did I do? Oh what great sin, oh the blackbirds from within; The Abyssimal Sea? Their whirlpool funnel is all around, as my harried soul, it expiates. I’m done-in; I’m over now, a sorely victim of the Fates! They took me, took me away, when the tolling bell it rang. Why could they not leave me alone? The crew of darkness; Blackbird Gang. If you find yourself all alone and mired in their thought, …do not think, extirpate, all the human damage that you’ve wrought. His flock of fledgling melancholy musical formation, …will take you away and straight to Hell; the Seventh Circle congregation! For they took me, took me away, when the tolling bell it rang. And they will not leave you alone. This crew of darkness; Blackbird Gang. *
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“death everywhere, not age or ancient, just an infiltrated lack of life” a puzzling, troubling line in a personal message, instantly isolated for further review, needy indeedy for a second medical opinion, for it’s a description of two, an actual place and a state of being a place where death seems more commonplace, not from agedness or honor, but from a madness drunk from a special cocktail of heat, guns and pseudo-rock stars, with beer chasers imbibed by those who imagine themselves INRL   in a movie genre of specialized urban cowboys, subset horror flick, self-appointed angels part of a world view so pervasive that it infiltrates the mental water supply and modifies the pure children early on demeaning existence, with a sense, a sendup, life is unreal, cheap, so taking it-is ok, justice delivered, for we angels, are subset, angels of death in a country where seven out of ten believe in angels, and one in four confident that the sun revolves around the Earth look to blame polluted water the ever-overheated atmosphere, bringing typhoon and storm, I do not know *how be sun and water, the essences, the originations of all life today come to the planet days still clear and warm, yet can not infiltrate our personal mystery, respire, re-spark the notion of the spirit,* the simple sanctity of life peculiarly human
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Sep 21, 2018
Sep 21, 2018 at 12:59 PM UTC
Texas: “death everywhere, not age or ancient, just an infiltrated lack of life”
BY Arcassin Burnham when they came tumbling, in my mind very troubling, lungs and feeling of dumping, but i'm so done with everything, eyes changing , and my age elevating, red skies , i cant see the radiating, of the walls.
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Sep 13, 2014
Sep 13, 2014 at 7:12 PM UTC
"WALLS"
We get it— nobody paid attention to you growing up. Now the reward is attention, lots of it— From police, therapists, and a family that doesn’t understand. They want to help but you make it hard— The anger isn’t directed at you, merely the troubling revelation truth is whatever garner’s the most eyeballs. What are we supposed to believe? Even the cutting you implore isn’t linked to depression. Everyone wants to help, but you have to want it as much as the attention you desire.
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Aug 23, 2011
Aug 23, 2011 at 12:13 AM UTC
BPD
she held me close and cooed and preened me and held me safe from the night from the large and troubling world that my tiny brain could not comprehend. those ancient hands had seen many decades, the raging waters sought the liverspotted skin like a flame seeks a moth to burn by shining so **** bright. She gave me dinosaurs and quarters and nickels and dimes, she told me stories and memories and the dusty images of long abandoned time. I sat and sat and listened and sat and retreated into the shelter of those far too weathered hands. though the world was largely storm clouds and the incessant shouting of the thunder, she held me closer, covered me in her mass and held me quickly against the oncoming storm of time. those ancient weathered hands
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Sep 27, 2013
Sep 27, 2013 at 3:48 PM UTC
weathered hands
skipping on lilypads of monotony dancing under the stars bright like a phone flash in a completely dark room that's like super bright and totally blinds you it's so troubling being a teenage white girl living in a facist world racecar is a palindrome potato salad is disgusting never ending fields of dandelions stretching in front, feeling the cool summer breeze wifi is un reliable
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Aug 21, 2013
Aug 21, 2013 at 9:38 PM UTC
Uranus
I remember when MTV was in its prime, A new voice to represent the new boom Babies growing up since the 80s Louder still through the troubling decades (Maxed out credit no head room) After —the punks in nirvana and rapping clergy It was the only channel on Youthful rebel yell —honest news I remember it pretty well Shaping us generation x y and Personal Jesus New wave good bye to when Childhood then without pain of malnourished Africa or nukes threatening our Cruel summers Were we happier then? So what happens to the music Rockstars rip van wrinkle Geriatric hall of fame (No one lives forever Reruns with the ****** & mr. Ed Now that old neighbor’s dead) Television Nowadays Seem more gangster School shootings terrorists On the train, kamikaze planes, It’s all the same ole Bling kablam oh bits ******* please Redirecting our attention To WMD *** Where the hells are we? I remember back then On MTV —Nicki Minaj says Between the hysterics of police brutality She said Happiness is living your life Without struggle, That stuck with me Because we all watch the tube We all search for meaning Sadly defining what happiness May look like Real World and paradoxical reality TV Para socially defunct Clarity Conditioned to continuously Stay tuned Brief message of empty Hypnosis a pure form of business Wall Street Boulevard of broken dreams I want my Happy. What do I mean To be? Life ***** lately The human condition Talking too much Refusing to see No more talking heads too much Bla bla ******** I want my MTV . Happy . My generation We are the world freedom And yes, Peace. Man kindly as one Symphony And street, a melting *** Of diversity I remember the music The future I had hope to see Behind the shades Circa 80s 90s (Fossils) What time is it then? When will we Begin Again Don’t worry be happy Run Forest run!
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Jan 7, 2019
Jan 7, 2019 at 11:55 PM UTC
MTV Happy
I remember when MTV was in its prime, A new voice to represent the new boom Babies growing up since the 80s Louder still through the troubling decades (Maxed out credit no head room) After —the punks in nirvana and rapping clergy It was the only channel on Youthful rebel yell —honest news I remember it pretty well Shaping us generation x y and Personal Jesus New wave good bye to when Childhood then without pain of malnourished Africa or nukes threatening our Cruel summers Were we happier then? So what happens to the music Rockstars rip van wrinkle Geriatric hall of fame (No one lives forever Reruns with the ****** & mr. Ed Now that old neighbor’s dead) Television Nowadays Seem more gangster School shootings terrorists On the train, kamikaze planes, It’s all the same ole Bling kablam oh bits ******* please Redirecting our attention To WMD *** Where the hells are we? I remember back then On MTV —Nicki Minaj says Between the hysterics of police brutality She said Happiness is living your life Without struggle, That stuck with me Because we all watch the tube We all search for meaning Sadly defining what happiness May look like Real World and paradoxical reality TV Para socially defunct Clarity Conditioned to continuously Stay tuned Brief message of empty Hypnosis a pure form of business Wall Street Boulevard of broken dreams I want my Happy. What do I mean To be? Life ***** lately The human condition Talking too much Refusing to see No more talking heads too much Bla bla ******** I want my MTV . Happy . My generation We are the world freedom And yes, Peace. Man kindly as one Symphony And street, a melting *** Of diversity I remember the music The future I had hope to see Behind the shades Circa 80s 90s (Fossils) What time is it then? When will we Begin Again Don’t worry be happy Run Forest run!
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Here we stand in the chamber of our spirits. Her revival was one that neither of us could predict. In her mind, the final act of this troubling play finished ages ago. As her soul was strengthened with precision equal to a lapidary I reflected on the integration of my thoughts towards her life. In the next moments, she mizzled away from this realm with no warning. Yet to my surprise, her aura lingered on like a phantom. Through a conscious rebirth in the astral plane, I feel her presence now. For a single instant of time, I see her fading before my very eyes. By order of the ruthless universe, our destinies remain shattered.
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May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 2:34 AM UTC
Destiny
"Love me," she whispers. "Love me," louder as she grabs at them. "Love me," she cries. Again and again, night after night. Hit after hit, high after high. Tear after tear and guy after guy. Never once satisfied. Sitting home alone, she cries. Easy to judge her. "No one will love her." Bitter words from hateful mouths. Oh so needy, "please just love me" All she cries as you lay her down. No love for that girl. Give her a quick whirl, Then we pass her to the next. She hates everyone, mad at the world. Wanders around with her head so vex. Hard to understand her, Easy to demand her, "Do this! Do that!" As she will. Everyone watches and waits for the time bomb, everyone wants to see her fail. She's something to look at and something to speak of, without her, where is the thrill? But what people don't notice, what they don't realize, is that she's hurting behind the pills. Those cries aren't pleasure, they are pain. She's looking for something that drives her insane. Searching for love in such a wrong place and can't even see it when it's in her face. It's never a search, really more of a chase. You can tell she's the girl when she's in that place. The cries aren't from passion. They are from confusion, but she'll make you ignore it, call it illusion. She is that girl that no man understands, the girl who is fragile and always in wrong hands. The needy girl always searching for love, hoping that someone is hearing above. She's sick and twisted and at other times sane, she bottles her pain as she hears them say her name. Never good news, but it's part of the fame. We all know this girl will always hang her head in shame. Everyone has baggage, but this girl's is quite a lot. People open her bags up and run once they see what she's got. But I know this girl when I give it some thought, we treat her so nasty and do it a lot. We aren't helping her, because it's nobody's problem. Someone has something we want, then we rob them. You have got to latch on to what you want in this life, whether it is wrong, or if it is right. Remember that girl, by the end of the night. She won't make a fuss, she won't try to fight. She'll just keep moaning "love me" But really, who cares? You can see when you touch her she's not really there. This story is troubling and very much true, but this girl is me. What if she was you? kd
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Jul 4, 2014
Jul 4, 2014 at 11:28 AM UTC
That girl
"Love me," she whispers. "Love me," louder as she grabs at them. "Love me," she cries. Again and again, night after night. Hit after hit, high after high. Tear after tear and guy after guy. Never once satisfied. Sitting home alone, she cries. Easy to judge her. "No one will love her." Bitter words from hateful mouths. Oh so needy, "please just love me" All she cries as you lay her down. No love for that girl. Give her a quick whirl, Then we pass her to the next. She hates everyone, mad at the world. Wanders around with her head so vex. Hard to understand her, Easy to demand her, "Do this! Do that!" As she will. Everyone watches and waits for the time bomb, everyone wants to see her fail. She's something to look at and something to speak of, without her, where is the thrill? But what people don't notice, what they don't realize, is that she's hurting behind the pills. Those cries aren't pleasure, they are pain. She's looking for something that drives her insane. Searching for love in such a wrong place and can't even see it when it's in her face. It's never a search, really more of a chase. You can tell she's the girl when she's in that place. The cries aren't from passion. They are from confusion, but she'll make you ignore it, call it illusion. She is that girl that no man understands, the girl who is fragile and always in wrong hands. The needy girl always searching for love, hoping that someone is hearing above. She's sick and twisted and at other times sane, she bottles her pain as she hears them say her name. Never good news, but it's part of the fame. We all know this girl will always hang her head in shame. Everyone has baggage, but this girl's is quite a lot. People open her bags up and run once they see what she's got. But I know this girl when I give it some thought, we treat her so nasty and do it a lot. We aren't helping her, because it's nobody's problem. Someone has something we want, then we rob them. You have got to latch on to what you want in this life, whether it is wrong, or if it is right. Remember that girl, by the end of the night. She won't make a fuss, she won't try to fight. She'll just keep moaning "love me" But really, who cares? You can see when you touch her she's not really there. This story is troubling and very much true, but this girl is me. What if she was you? kd
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My soul will sail away And let the winds From my troubling yesterdays Fill its tattered sails And carry it wayward Bound for a better future Although the waves will batter And the thunder will crash I know my vessel will reach harbor Surviving to set sail yet again When I find my soul restless Longing for the next journey
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Jan 3, 2015
Jan 3, 2015 at 6:58 PM UTC
My Soul Doesn't Soar It Sails
Jake the Snake F J McCarthy on Jan 9, 2009 Jake was a snake, who felt incomplete. For all of his friends all seemed to have feet. Jake had no feet and it made him so sad, As he watched his friends run with the feet they all had. The raccoon and the squirrel had big furry tails, But all that Jake had were leathery scales. Jake watched the birds flying up in the sky. How wonderful indeed to know how to fly. Jake watched the fish as they swam in the lake. Swimming was one thing that was easy for Jake. Sometimes he would swim, then lie in the sands. He’d think how he’d look with feet or with hands. One day he was laying in the sun on the sand. When he heard such a noise he could not understand. I must see what is wrong , Jake said with a frown. For something is troubling the whole Forest town. He saw all of his friends by the rocks on the hill. Then he saw mother Robin and she looked very ill. He asked his friend Mr. Rabbit why Mother Robin was crying? “Her baby fell out of the nest while she was out flying”. “How is the baby, was he hurt by the fall.?” “the baby is fine, but he’s trapped in this wall”. Jake studied the wall,and looked at the crack. “Has anyone tried to get baby bird back?” The chipmunk and squirrel said the crack was to small. And not even the mole could dig through that wall. Mr. Field-mouse said “I could fit through the crack. But the bottom is deep. How would I get back?” Then Jake started thinking and in the blink of an eye. “I’m the thinnest of all so I’m going to try.” Jake asked Mr. Raccoon to lend him a hand. They climbed up the wall and Jake told him his plan. Mr. Raccoon held Jake’s tail and lowered Jake down the hole. Just then baby bird let out a wail, for Jake had found his goal. “Climb on my neck ” Jake said to the bird “and hold on really tight.” Raccoon pulled them up as the whole forest watched this wonderful Marvelous sight. First came up baby and afterwards Jake. Then everyone cheered what a wonderful snake. He’s saved baby bird and everyone knew it. Of all the forest animals only he could do it. The chipmunk and squirrel and even the mole. Had not a hope to get down that hole. Yet Jake with his body so long and so thin. Saved baby bird from the fix he was in. Jake felt so happy, he didn’t need feet. Or a big furry tail to make him complete. “I am very complete”cried Jake. “I’m so happy to be just a snake.” Then baby bird said in a voice rather small. “Don’t make that mistake, your not just a snake. Your my friend and a hero, your Jake the Snake. The very best snake of all!
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May 17, 2010
May 17, 2010 at 7:10 PM UTC
Jake the Snake
Jake the Snake F J McCarthy on Jan 9, 2009 Jake was a snake, who felt incomplete. For all of his friends all seemed to have feet. Jake had no feet and it made him so sad, As he watched his friends run with the feet they all had. The raccoon and the squirrel had big furry tails, But all that Jake had were leathery scales. Jake watched the birds flying up in the sky. How wonderful indeed to know how to fly. Jake watched the fish as they swam in the lake. Swimming was one thing that was easy for Jake. Sometimes he would swim, then lie in the sands. He’d think how he’d look with feet or with hands. One day he was laying in the sun on the sand. When he heard such a noise he could not understand. I must see what is wrong , Jake said with a frown. For something is troubling the whole Forest town. He saw all of his friends by the rocks on the hill. Then he saw mother Robin and she looked very ill. He asked his friend Mr. Rabbit why Mother Robin was crying? “Her baby fell out of the nest while she was out flying”. “How is the baby, was he hurt by the fall.?” “the baby is fine, but he’s trapped in this wall”. Jake studied the wall,and looked at the crack. “Has anyone tried to get baby bird back?” The chipmunk and squirrel said the crack was to small. And not even the mole could dig through that wall. Mr. Field-mouse said “I could fit through the crack. But the bottom is deep. How would I get back?” Then Jake started thinking and in the blink of an eye. “I’m the thinnest of all so I’m going to try.” Jake asked Mr. Raccoon to lend him a hand. They climbed up the wall and Jake told him his plan. Mr. Raccoon held Jake’s tail and lowered Jake down the hole. Just then baby bird let out a wail, for Jake had found his goal. “Climb on my neck ” Jake said to the bird “and hold on really tight.” Raccoon pulled them up as the whole forest watched this wonderful Marvelous sight. First came up baby and afterwards Jake. Then everyone cheered what a wonderful snake. He’s saved baby bird and everyone knew it. Of all the forest animals only he could do it. The chipmunk and squirrel and even the mole. Had not a hope to get down that hole. Yet Jake with his body so long and so thin. Saved baby bird from the fix he was in. Jake felt so happy, he didn’t need feet. Or a big furry tail to make him complete. “I am very complete”cried Jake. “I’m so happy to be just a snake.” Then baby bird said in a voice rather small. “Don’t make that mistake, your not just a snake. Your my friend and a hero, your Jake the Snake. The very best snake of all!
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Your music is sensual, dark and languid Mysterious and **** hypnotic and sultry The slow tempo and rumbling bass drums are a heavenly mix I close my eyes and let the forlorn echoes immerse me In a sea of falsetto vocals and stuttering percussions Your music is enigmatic, puzzling and seductive Pacifying and troubling, calming and cinematic Your champagne crooning is a movie in itself Telling me the tales of a gloomy sex-infused hangover life And it connects to the depths of my soul Even though I've never experienced it Narcotized slow jams filled with samples of punk and rock Transports me to an actual dream world Your subtly crafted harmonies and beats are celestial And your lyrics a painkiller That numbs the wounds in my soul and takes me higher... Your voice is R&B; but your lyrics are ***** rap You take such vile words and turn them into something beautiful and I adore that.
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Feb 24, 2014
Feb 24, 2014 at 4:02 PM UTC
Ode to The Weeknd
I don't know how to talk In the few minutes that we walk In-between classes Together. You talk with such grace At a troubling pace While my mind freezes And draws a blank I have so much to say But can't find the phrase, As I get caught in your wonderful gaze You take away my thought You take away my words When you look at me, My tongue starts to twist As I stare back in wondering bliss At these eyes, Deep as the ocean Deep as a sea, Light up as you speak, Speaking only to me. Thats all I can see, Your eyes on me. I loose track of time, Perhaps lost in wonder How those blue eyes of yours Leave me longing for more.
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Jan 11, 2013
Jan 11, 2013 at 8:30 PM UTC
Tongue Tied
Passover Moon's ****** hue eclipses the ordinary in veils of miraculousness obscure rouge halos illume elliptical arcs guiding footsteps in a righteous exodus across troubling waters forsaking hovels with painted doorjambs dripping lambs blood Mezuzahs bleat memories holy murmurs bespeaking lamentations of ancient hosannas our desperate supplications flesh out a distressed humanity seeking deliverance from the vengeance is mine Elohim may it be nigh we wait watching for an always faithful Good Deliverer to honor the covenant to lift despair with a liberating yoke lugging leaden burdens Oh Holy of Holies banished in the wisp of a bitter herb our distended bellies fill with unleavened grace sweet droplets of manna consumed with extreme gratitude arriving at journeys end to promised lands fully satiated and free to rest in sanctuaries of radical hospitality luxuriating in an infinite abundance for all sojourners Selah Music Selection: Big Mama Thornton Go Down Moses Oakland 4/15/14 jbm
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Apr 15, 2014
Apr 15, 2014 at 5:15 PM UTC
Blood Moon
" I had toasted many in my life time. Glasses of the most expensive wines, the exclusive champagnes, and the cheapest of beers. Funny. Out of all, the beers were the most enjoyable through my years. I now ask myself why? It's because of the laughter. Sophistication was always troubling to me. Don't get me wrong. To each is own i always say. Joke telling, and stories that seemed to be so crazy, many wondered if they were true. It was how the story was told, Some were hysterical you had to hold you stomach with both hands praying that it didn't split apart. Others were so sad they brought tears to your eyes. That's when i new i belonged, There is where i saw love among friends. The beer drinkers. Happy, Hardy. Without a trouble in the world. Where are they now? A question that is not to be answered. No more pat on the backs. No more. " Hey don't forget tomorrow nights card game at Tony's." No more. "See ya latter's." Just millions of us sitting at our computers, and maybe drinking a beer. To them i raise my mug with a toast. "Happy to spend this time with you." Michael....
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Oct 16, 2016
Oct 16, 2016 at 12:32 AM UTC
"The Beer Drinkers"
My skin has been itching for three months I’m not sure why this is addicting I’ve crashed a car in my head 3 times today My mental awareness consistently letting go of the wheel The Anterior teeth of my mouth have started to yellow in disapproval I’m not sure why this is satisfying I’ve been taking toxic psychotropics in light doses more than twice a day It’s warmth is comforting as the jittering and hyperactivity become null Bags have formed under my eyes If you were to open them, their roasted smell would overpower you with stimulation Constantly on my toes for risk of Insomnia and Narcolepsy I’m not sure why this is outstanding Adrenaline is being forcefully factored into my body If this is the bullet, I’m biting it after an appliance pulls the trigger As the high passes, it ripples through my mind An otherwise calm sea, tidal waves pound the shores of my subconsciousness Vacuum sealed can are filled with awareness Sleep has become a rare odyssey Warm comforters are replaced with long trachea trips of boiling beans I’m not sure why this is alarming Double trips become tripled and troubling to my mother Arguments over the hours I shall harvest from the night are increasingly frequent Slow to roll out of bed in the morning I don’t hit my carpet, I splash into sugared preparedness In my backpack hides a cup full of GI Joes I’m not sure why this is troubling If anything, I’m drinking a medicine that prevents death by 10-15% for 13 years The New England Journal of Medicine was happy to acknowledge my existence Till they announce anything different, you’ll find me taking a mud bath I’m not sure why this is disgusting Tell me everything that’s wrong with it Because from where I’m standing There is nothing wrong with Coffee
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Nov 19, 2012
Nov 19, 2012 at 11:58 AM UTC
Beans
My skin has been itching for three months I’m not sure why this is addicting I’ve crashed a car in my head 3 times today My mental awareness consistently letting go of the wheel The Anterior teeth of my mouth have started to yellow in disapproval I’m not sure why this is satisfying I’ve been taking toxic psychotropics in light doses more than twice a day It’s warmth is comforting as the jittering and hyperactivity become null Bags have formed under my eyes If you were to open them, their roasted smell would overpower you with stimulation Constantly on my toes for risk of Insomnia and Narcolepsy I’m not sure why this is outstanding Adrenaline is being forcefully factored into my body If this is the bullet, I’m biting it after an appliance pulls the trigger As the high passes, it ripples through my mind An otherwise calm sea, tidal waves pound the shores of my subconsciousness Vacuum sealed can are filled with awareness Sleep has become a rare odyssey Warm comforters are replaced with long trachea trips of boiling beans I’m not sure why this is alarming Double trips become tripled and troubling to my mother Arguments over the hours I shall harvest from the night are increasingly frequent Slow to roll out of bed in the morning I don’t hit my carpet, I splash into sugared preparedness In my backpack hides a cup full of GI Joes I’m not sure why this is troubling If anything, I’m drinking a medicine that prevents death by 10-15% for 13 years The New England Journal of Medicine was happy to acknowledge my existence Till they announce anything different, you’ll find me taking a mud bath I’m not sure why this is disgusting Tell me everything that’s wrong with it Because from where I’m standing There is nothing wrong with Coffee
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Upon a midnight’s visage airy, T’was a lake frozen by fairy, …and weighing on mind’s tonnage bearing? There for ice’ opaqueness winter’s seized, …and arms encased in rime; trees. “Oh my,” At dark of sky thought the eye of something troubling upon my mind? And the frosty cloudy glass, Take to it upon my axe, …and the sting of shards will pass. And will I eat at last. Thusly, thrusting through the skull, wettened, weakened for the cold. …and burden carry I with me, So encased in rime is he, Doth make of fishing’s night a chore, Something that I do abhor! …and stare I did into that sea, …my frory breathe in imagery, Dismay it did fluster me, when my eye captured by Sea, ...and in whirling thoughts could reflection see? …and something else came back with me. Pool with drops, light curves, dark rings; in vapid mind now find nothing... T’was a misty sheen seen after showers? A damp muggy place of reflecting hours, Typhoid strange did make snowing; The Asteraceae of my wilted flowers, …and that Wren philosophically sings, …and at lake a lone be -ing, Appearing peering my soliloquy, I am therefore I into thee. …and fixed calm stared back at me, “What pray tell I Enquiry?” Did something else look back at me? ...and glaring gaze thus did see, something I had hid from me, …and gawking in my mind did ogle; a malevolence of thought once frugal... A gaping, oscillating, pierced Abyss, forced farther back into consciousness... Deeper in and further still, Climb atop Old Arthur’s hill, …and the winged Raven’s nearer, reflected on me in my mirror? …and time did pass turning frozen dying, icy tears of sadness from my crying, …so did silent Hume release, all the pain that’s troubling me; whilst frozen frame thus held in peace? I fell forward and felt submerged, Both characters, both now have merged. And that creature which accompanied me? Found a solace back in wine dark sea.
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Jun 7, 2016
Jun 7, 2016 at 12:31 AM UTC
Mirrored
Upon a midnight’s visage airy, T’was a lake frozen by fairy, …and weighing on mind’s tonnage bearing? There for ice’ opaqueness winter’s seized, …and arms encased in rime; trees. “Oh my,” At dark of sky thought the eye of something troubling upon my mind? And the frosty cloudy glass, Take to it upon my axe, …and the sting of shards will pass. And will I eat at last. Thusly, thrusting through the skull, wettened, weakened for the cold. …and burden carry I with me, So encased in rime is he, Doth make of fishing’s night a chore, Something that I do abhor! …and stare I did into that sea, …my frory breathe in imagery, Dismay it did fluster me, when my eye captured by Sea, ...and in whirling thoughts could reflection see? …and something else came back with me. Pool with drops, light curves, dark rings; in vapid mind now find nothing... T’was a misty sheen seen after showers? A damp muggy place of reflecting hours, Typhoid strange did make snowing; The Asteraceae of my wilted flowers, …and that Wren philosophically sings, …and at lake a lone be -ing, Appearing peering my soliloquy, I am therefore I into thee. …and fixed calm stared back at me, “What pray tell I Enquiry?” Did something else look back at me? ...and glaring gaze thus did see, something I had hid from me, …and gawking in my mind did ogle; a malevolence of thought once frugal... A gaping, oscillating, pierced Abyss, forced farther back into consciousness... Deeper in and further still, Climb atop Old Arthur’s hill, …and the winged Raven’s nearer, reflected on me in my mirror? …and time did pass turning frozen dying, icy tears of sadness from my crying, …so did silent Hume release, all the pain that’s troubling me; whilst frozen frame thus held in peace? I fell forward and felt submerged, Both characters, both now have merged. And that creature which accompanied me? Found a solace back in wine dark sea.
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Imagine It isn't holding you back anymore. Imagine Your troubles are not troubling today. Imagine Warm sunshine feels lovely on your face. Imagine The weight is gone and you can fly. Imagine You wake up and feel ok If you can imagine you can make it happen. The bad is in your head. Yet good is in there too. The choice is up to you.
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Feb 16, 2015
Feb 16, 2015 at 6:08 PM UTC
Imagine
It is no night to drown in: A full moon, river lapsing Black beneath bland mirror-sheen, The blue water-mists dropping Scrim after scrim like fishnets Though fishermen are sleeping, The massive castle turrets Doubling themselves in a glass All stillness. Yet these shapes float Up toward me, troubling the face Of quiet. From the nadir They rise, their limbs ponderous With richness, hair heavier Than sculptured marble. They sing Of a world more full and clear Than can be. Sisters, your song Bears a burden too weighty For the whorled ear's listening Here, in a well-steered country, Under a balanced ruler. Deranging by harmony Beyond the mundane order, Your voices lay siege. You lodge On the pitched reefs of nightmare, Promising sure harborage; By day, descant from borders Of hebetude, from the ledge Also of high windows. Worse Even than your maddening Song, your silence. At the source Of your ice-hearted calling -- Drunkenness of the great depths. O river, I see drifting Deep in your flux of silver Those great goddesses of peace. Stone, stone, ferry me down there.
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Lorelei
Many invest their money in policies, That will pay when one day they die Some think by working hard each day It will bring peace into their lives Others place their trust in riches, Worldly things which will only fade But I have the greatest insurance policy, For the LORD CHRIST, is with me today And even though my body dies daily, There is one thing which I can be sure That when I leave this shell of flesh, I will be with my LORD forever more For He has given me His promise, So that within I may rest assured That imagination cannot comprehend, What for me He does have in store And though this world is troubling, With many obstacles in our way I know within the embrace of JESUS, That my heart and soul will stay For my faith will never allow me, To depart the policy which pays true And you can bank all on His promise, That with Our LORD you will never lose.
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Sep 19, 2015
Sep 19, 2015 at 8:07 AM UTC
THE BEST INSURANCE POLICY
She may be our metronome mother But when was rhythm first discovered? Did ancient nomads hear it in the sounds of walking? Did they like how it sounded over them talking? Did they view the melody As a felony? And start to sway their hips To the crack of whips? Maybe that wasn't good enough Maybe we needed more stuff So we started crossing swords To create more violent chords That interested us more Violence has a catchy hook That can't be found in a book But started with a ***** look Until our brain begins to cook And we learn to love the beat As the harmony depletes We take concert seats At a darkness feast There's an iambic pentameter In the middle eastern theater That sounds all too familiar The troubling treble Of mothers screaming While superpowers meddle And innocence is leaving The reaper is reaping To a situation heating Empathy fleeting Fascist seating Rhythm beating Our soundproof homes Create acoustic cones That our cries can't escape Taking the container's shape Filling our mind Until we're blind And only see political teams Instead of childhood dreams We fall into a rhythm Based on deadly decisions With lethal precision Like surgical incisions That don't make us healthy But support the wealthy Who whistle a different tune That will **** us all soon And as the world crumbles Their bellies still rumble Creating a disruptive bass Their music we must face With an impossible grace Or else we'll be replaced I hear instruments of percussion Causing concussions Deflecting discussions Making us harmfully dance So we'll have a fair chance Which seems wrong at first glance But it's actually a pragmatic trance Provided by Mister Rhythm Who carries misery with him
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Apr 12, 2018
Apr 12, 2018 at 12:22 PM UTC
Rhythm
She may be our metronome mother But when was rhythm first discovered? Did ancient nomads hear it in the sounds of walking? Did they like how it sounded over them talking? Did they view the melody As a felony? And start to sway their hips To the crack of whips? Maybe that wasn't good enough Maybe we needed more stuff So we started crossing swords To create more violent chords That interested us more Violence has a catchy hook That can't be found in a book But started with a ***** look Until our brain begins to cook And we learn to love the beat As the harmony depletes We take concert seats At a darkness feast There's an iambic pentameter In the middle eastern theater That sounds all too familiar The troubling treble Of mothers screaming While superpowers meddle And innocence is leaving The reaper is reaping To a situation heating Empathy fleeting Fascist seating Rhythm beating Our soundproof homes Create acoustic cones That our cries can't escape Taking the container's shape Filling our mind Until we're blind And only see political teams Instead of childhood dreams We fall into a rhythm Based on deadly decisions With lethal precision Like surgical incisions That don't make us healthy But support the wealthy Who whistle a different tune That will **** us all soon And as the world crumbles Their bellies still rumble Creating a disruptive bass Their music we must face With an impossible grace Or else we'll be replaced I hear instruments of percussion Causing concussions Deflecting discussions Making us harmfully dance So we'll have a fair chance Which seems wrong at first glance But it's actually a pragmatic trance Provided by Mister Rhythm Who carries misery with him
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