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"tremendously" poems
You are beautiful You are tremendously beautiful You are marvelously beautiful You are astonishingly beautiful You are magnificently beautiful You are breathtakingly beautiful Inner and outer You are beautiful You are the definition of Beauty Or shall I say, what is Beauty compared to you What is Beauty compared to you ? It feels shy and ashamed when I describe you A weak meaning it has when I describe you A meaningless meaning it has when I describe you Never existed it wishes when I describe you You are beautiful For your beauty I searched Every language ever lived And every word ever existed And the romantic era that occurred Could not find a way to describe your beauty Could not find a way to tell the world about your beauty You are beautiful Vocabulary will be invented Words never existed To the dictionaries will be added In the dictionaries will live In the lovers tongues will breath To describe your beauty The one and the only beauty The living and the dead will forget about Cleopatra Because your beauty is ultra A new period will start, The Beauty Era Your era --Hisham Alshaikh
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Jul 20, 2018
Jul 20, 2018 at 12:20 PM UTC
You're Beautiful
slipping in her wet painted petal bitten by the sting of his bee her first time, he fumbles being gentle excitement dancing in his driving need instinctively possessed arcing her hips experimentally his maleness sweetly carressed teasing his need, tremendously each submersion in her sweetness peaking waves swelling in her breast entwining rhythmic explosiveness   pulsating gush, plunging over the crest
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Apr 19, 2017
Apr 19, 2017 at 8:34 PM UTC
Possess the Lily
I still don't sleep well at night sometimes. I miss you, whoever you are, or maybe I just miss having someone close to me I can put all of this love into, an outlet for my affection. Whatever the case, I spend my waking moments wondering where you are and my moments asleep wondering when. It's honestly getting harder to tell the difference between the two, the two infinite worlds of possibility where wild, unexpected things happen. Or don't. Sometimes the reality is more interesting than the dream. There's a certain sense of tranquil quiet when you're lonely that I can only appreciate for about 5 minutes before my heart grips against its iron bars, looking for a key or a file or a spoon to leap its way out of my chest to freedom and adventure. It writes Morse code letters on skipped heartbeats to you, but I am a miserable translator and I'm sorry. I'm sorry for my past, for all the wrongs I've committed in the nebulous black leviathan night, the almost-nightmare state of bleariness and hypnotic suggestibility. Clarity only comes when you spirit your marble curved likeness in the warm wooded embrace I do so long for in waking life. I ramble and you float away, O kind angel of faint hope, white stone wings beating tremendously in sync like the buzzer of an alarm clock, striking me asleep again for daylight, somnambulating across the barren black-tar desert in search of water and finding only more black sand. The nights have become more torturous without your colorless gaze. Please get here soon so I can tell you about how I've known you all my life. With fondest regards, Christian
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Nov 5, 2017
Nov 5, 2017 at 5:50 AM UTC
Sleepless Nights Without You
I still don't sleep well at night sometimes. I miss you, whoever you are, or maybe I just miss having someone close to me I can put all of this love into, an outlet for my affection. Whatever the case, I spend my waking moments wondering where you are and my moments asleep wondering when. It's honestly getting harder to tell the difference between the two, the two infinite worlds of possibility where wild, unexpected things happen. Or don't. Sometimes the reality is more interesting than the dream. There's a certain sense of tranquil quiet when you're lonely that I can only appreciate for about 5 minutes before my heart grips against its iron bars, looking for a key or a file or a spoon to leap its way out of my chest to freedom and adventure. It writes Morse code letters on skipped heartbeats to you, but I am a miserable translator and I'm sorry. I'm sorry for my past, for all the wrongs I've committed in the nebulous black leviathan night, the almost-nightmare state of bleariness and hypnotic suggestibility. Clarity only comes when you spirit your marble curved likeness in the warm wooded embrace I do so long for in waking life. I ramble and you float away, O kind angel of faint hope, white stone wings beating tremendously in sync like the buzzer of an alarm clock, striking me asleep again for daylight, somnambulating across the barren black-tar desert in search of water and finding only more black sand. The nights have become more torturous without your colorless gaze. Please get here soon so I can tell you about how I've known you all my life. With fondest regards, Christian
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My neighbour is heartbroken. She had her heart torn into pieces by a poet,a writer, a painter and a singer. Her silent cries are thought to be hidden through her thick walls. But I hear them. She spends her nights screaming and rummaging the pain silently away. But loud enough for me. I hear her sharp razor tickle through her skin creating a flawless crisscross pattern. I see the blood explode from her vein running down her no longer smooth skin dripping on the tiles forming a puddle. I hear the loud crack from her throat that shows me the tears that desperately escapes from her eyes,running down her cheeks searching for a way out. She covers her mouth,closes her eyes and huddles, hoping she's tricking her heart to believe she's being cuddled, But her mind and I know what's real. Her blood's escaping vigorously, Her hearts beating ferociously, Her mind is wandering off into darkness tremendously. My neighbour is heartbroken and I don't know what to do. I cannot save her. She believes that I am like him. Because I am a poet.
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Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 11:01 AM UTC
The Heartbroken neighbour
The lustful gleaming of the ocean sky, Keeps me walking in a nice delight. I am high on the river top, Like a kite trying to dress up the light. My fears, dreads, and tears, Are washed away so tremendously, That my hearts begins to beat with frequency. I am no longer the naïve, too scared to live child, That enveloped me into a cradle of sheets. My freedom came about, And my life has just rose to a shout. The people that I find, No longer frighten me, Because I am changed, positively. No longer do I hide inside my windows, you see. I ride on to the risks that were forbidden to me. I conquered my rules I made, And find that connection is key to fate. Black and white, was so last year; I am now a full blown rainbow who dares, To be strong, intelligent, and keen. For my confidence is finally in place, Where it should have been years ago. I know I can, and I know I will, Be the shining star, I didn’t know to be.
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Dec 4, 2014
Dec 4, 2014 at 8:27 PM UTC
Shining Star
109 So ******* lucky To be the person I am Be as you are 90 Flying in the air Notes ebb and flow So sweetly 124 In her arms She gently caresses My beating heart 125 Listen carefully The universe whispers Through wind, rain, and heart 126 Frantic I am Inpatient, frustrated Reason? Unknown 127 The thoughts, words Trickle slowly from above Below and within 119 Unfolding slowly My buds reach for the sky And gasp for water 120 Delicate, open Seeking the next level My roots deepen 106 Tremendously Shy, empathic, bold Beautiful brownie 115 Accepting, gentle Shrewd, candid, brilliant Little ‘ol me 116 I’ve come to Expect; unexpected Events always 107 I am spring Shining, bright, lucid Ready to blossom 112 I accept you Exactly as you are Perfect, flawless, you
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Oct 24, 2013
Oct 24, 2013 at 3:04 PM UTC
Haiku Varietal Blend: Born with Owl Medicine
**i tremendously adore anything and everything that's bad for me.**
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Apr 25, 2014
Apr 25, 2014 at 10:32 AM UTC
#2 (10w)
# *I was shovelling drifted snow outside  today and was overcome  again by the warmth of that  beautiful,    deep feeling. You may never understand the need to push through the mundane and into the deep,  central Core of the one you care most about.     For you, in your current world, that is not attainable.. but for me..  looking at you.. I know you very much have that  deeply-gorgeous, extremely worthwhile attainability in you. Without connecting deeply with one such as you, I would just be sliding superficially along the surface throughout this entire 'life' here.. Knowing there is a whole world of untapped closeness lying just under the status-quo of the normal 'everyday' operating level. That is not saying we would necessarily  be ******        at all    It just means that there is,  sadly    such a huge amount of giving up  of the Beautiful    in order to continue on skating along the surface. That is why I do what I do, and say the things I say    late at night. During the day, I am operating   out there on the "everyday" level. At night,  I am connecting into the unfathomable depths of the most lusciously-beautiful gold mine I have ever known. I can't do the "surface" thing with you, Young-love..     In fact..  I won't.   You get that in your marriage, and pretty much everywhere else around you. I refuse to be a part of that tremendously sad list. You will never not be that deeply luscious gold mine.. You will never not be fully worthy of the attempt. You want to be left alone.          .. ok.* #
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Dec 15, 2022
Dec 15, 2022 at 7:28 PM UTC
thin ice..
# *I was shovelling drifted snow outside  today and was overcome  again by the warmth of that  beautiful,    deep feeling. You may never understand the need to push through the mundane and into the deep,  central Core of the one you care most about.     For you, in your current world, that is not attainable.. but for me..  looking at you.. I know you very much have that  deeply-gorgeous, extremely worthwhile attainability in you. Without connecting deeply with one such as you, I would just be sliding superficially along the surface throughout this entire 'life' here.. Knowing there is a whole world of untapped closeness lying just under the status-quo of the normal 'everyday' operating level. That is not saying we would necessarily  be ******        at all    It just means that there is,  sadly    such a huge amount of giving up  of the Beautiful    in order to continue on skating along the surface. That is why I do what I do, and say the things I say    late at night. During the day, I am operating   out there on the "everyday" level. At night,  I am connecting into the unfathomable depths of the most lusciously-beautiful gold mine I have ever known. I can't do the "surface" thing with you, Young-love..     In fact..  I won't.   You get that in your marriage, and pretty much everywhere else around you. I refuse to be a part of that tremendously sad list. You will never not be that deeply luscious gold mine.. You will never not be fully worthy of the attempt. You want to be left alone.          .. ok.* #
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Is as if fate placed us both at the same time, at the same place, with the same hope: To find love. With your long, and beautiful blonde hair, dazzling blue eyes, and such enchanting smile. And as you walked closer to I, my knees finally has a taste of what an Earthquake was, my heart raced tremendously fast, as if it didn't know what stopping was, my face red as a rose, as though the rose made eternal passionate love to my face. But as soon as you spoke, I knew divinity did existed. I knew that you were the kind of woman that a man would spend an entire life wanting to love endlessly and unconditionally.
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Aug 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014 at 1:12 PM UTC
Instant Connection
We are like an inverted bike tire. Our focus is exernal, yet the meat of us, the essence of us, and our true persona lies on the inside. When we finally stop running from ourselves in the myriad ways in which we do (alcohol, drugs, *** shopping, TV, lying, for example), we come to see ourselves as frightened and lonely children that only wish to be loved. We feel this lack tremendously and we do everything we can to escape the helplessness and rejection. As children, it is difficult to source our love and security from ourselves. We don't know HOW to love. Learning how to love is precisely so; a skill-set and behavior that we emulate and grow to understand. Therefore, it is very hard to self-soothe as children because we lack the experience and the skill. However, as adults, if we've learned from our broken hearts and dissapointments, most of us have learned how to comfort ourselves, even if that is with eleven shots of tequilla. What we hide from is finding the love we seek from within ourselves. How do you DO that? Well, there's the mirror exercise: look at yourself in the mirror naked and say repetitively, "I love myself", with the hopes that one grand day, you will. Sorry folks, that's too simplistic for many. I'm not suggesting a solution to the struggle of learning to love yourself, you just have to organically create it from trial and error. And eventually you will discover your unique way of truly being there for yourself. What helps me is I imagine myself as a child comforting myself with a hug or a pat on the back while I am sad as an adult. It's nothing major, but it really DOES help me! We all can find our own ways. If you find that you run from your pain and seek consummation within the love of your own heart, stop seeking outside of yourself for that wholeness, that completion. Instead, give yourself the warmest, most caring hug you can imagine and see how you feel.
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Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 3:12 AM UTC
Surrendering to Yourself (prose)
We are like an inverted bike tire. Our focus is exernal, yet the meat of us, the essence of us, and our true persona lies on the inside. When we finally stop running from ourselves in the myriad ways in which we do (alcohol, drugs, *** shopping, TV, lying, for example), we come to see ourselves as frightened and lonely children that only wish to be loved. We feel this lack tremendously and we do everything we can to escape the helplessness and rejection. As children, it is difficult to source our love and security from ourselves. We don't know HOW to love. Learning how to love is precisely so; a skill-set and behavior that we emulate and grow to understand. Therefore, it is very hard to self-soothe as children because we lack the experience and the skill. However, as adults, if we've learned from our broken hearts and dissapointments, most of us have learned how to comfort ourselves, even if that is with eleven shots of tequilla. What we hide from is finding the love we seek from within ourselves. How do you DO that? Well, there's the mirror exercise: look at yourself in the mirror naked and say repetitively, "I love myself", with the hopes that one grand day, you will. Sorry folks, that's too simplistic for many. I'm not suggesting a solution to the struggle of learning to love yourself, you just have to organically create it from trial and error. And eventually you will discover your unique way of truly being there for yourself. What helps me is I imagine myself as a child comforting myself with a hug or a pat on the back while I am sad as an adult. It's nothing major, but it really DOES help me! We all can find our own ways. If you find that you run from your pain and seek consummation within the love of your own heart, stop seeking outside of yourself for that wholeness, that completion. Instead, give yourself the warmest, most caring hug you can imagine and see how you feel.
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# *You make yourself easy to be seen..     by someone like me. The only  thing I would think you would  find   as surprising Is why it has taken this  long for a beautiful Thoroughbred in Spirit such as you to finally be seen for exactly who it is that you are Free from assessment or judgement, I would venture so far to say   that the greater  central part of who it is that you are,   is (sadly so)  tremendously lonely. Again, not a judgement  at all, but an assessment of life in general. A lover like me would be perfect, but I am  (as you could guess) spiritually volatile in how deeply I push-- ..Even within the normal  give and take of everyday things. Sometimes  even one well placed  word  can bring one off-center and into  (and towards) an even deeper part  of their own journey. Most gorgeously-luscious Thoroughbreds such as yourself usually  pick less 'challenging' partners in order to have a somewhat more 'stable' home life.. ..But sadly with that also,  develops a relationship where the deeper,    more exctasy-based and driven       parts  of  you    are left with no choice    but to become, dormant.. in order to protect the 'beautiful-luscious' within you from slipping into despair --Until one day, what you have been avoiding    (longing for)  most, shows his ******* unorthodoxically-untethered, brazen attitude (and perfectly clear eyesight)    and suddenly you become seen. There is absolutely no way with some one like me  that you.. (within all of your Wondreous,    Deep-feeling Glory) would not eventually be seen. I urge you to take  every single part of it all,  in.. (the very thing you were "built" to do).. Even if in doing so, you were almost continually brought right up  to (and so very often, "over")  the edge Gifted fingers, helping the body  find its own form of release, when the pressings of Spirit,  mixed with the deeply-Penetrating View  that Love carries within every single  part   of itself.. ..Those gracious fingers are not 'up to no good'..    but instead.. (by the very Deeply-Understanding nature of Love itself)..     both they..  and the  whole   beautiful process of Release..       is deemed, Holy. The physical human body  becomes pushed way too far  within its limited ability to contain,  the Wholly uncontainable Ectsatic Pulsings   of Love's true Agenda. Perfection knows that and says       (so do I)..      "How could she not?" Be gracious to yourself, girl. You have wanted to live within the Beautiful Realms,   worthy of your calling.*    Welcome Home ❤ #
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Aug 17, 2023
Aug 17, 2023 at 12:59 PM UTC
The Fine Art of Perfection
# *You make yourself easy to be seen..     by someone like me. The only  thing I would think you would  find   as surprising Is why it has taken this  long for a beautiful Thoroughbred in Spirit such as you to finally be seen for exactly who it is that you are Free from assessment or judgement, I would venture so far to say   that the greater  central part of who it is that you are,   is (sadly so)  tremendously lonely. Again, not a judgement  at all, but an assessment of life in general. A lover like me would be perfect, but I am  (as you could guess) spiritually volatile in how deeply I push-- ..Even within the normal  give and take of everyday things. Sometimes  even one well placed  word  can bring one off-center and into  (and towards) an even deeper part  of their own journey. Most gorgeously-luscious Thoroughbreds such as yourself usually  pick less 'challenging' partners in order to have a somewhat more 'stable' home life.. ..But sadly with that also,  develops a relationship where the deeper,    more exctasy-based and driven       parts  of  you    are left with no choice    but to become, dormant.. in order to protect the 'beautiful-luscious' within you from slipping into despair --Until one day, what you have been avoiding    (longing for)  most, shows his ******* unorthodoxically-untethered, brazen attitude (and perfectly clear eyesight)    and suddenly you become seen. There is absolutely no way with some one like me  that you.. (within all of your Wondreous,    Deep-feeling Glory) would not eventually be seen. I urge you to take  every single part of it all,  in.. (the very thing you were "built" to do).. Even if in doing so, you were almost continually brought right up  to (and so very often, "over")  the edge Gifted fingers, helping the body  find its own form of release, when the pressings of Spirit,  mixed with the deeply-Penetrating View  that Love carries within every single  part   of itself.. ..Those gracious fingers are not 'up to no good'..    but instead.. (by the very Deeply-Understanding nature of Love itself)..     both they..  and the  whole   beautiful process of Release..       is deemed, Holy. The physical human body  becomes pushed way too far  within its limited ability to contain,  the Wholly uncontainable Ectsatic Pulsings   of Love's true Agenda. Perfection knows that and says       (so do I)..      "How could she not?" Be gracious to yourself, girl. You have wanted to live within the Beautiful Realms,   worthy of your calling.*    Welcome Home ❤ #
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my rhymes, they're supremacy, while they need consistency, yours the are unwanted clemency, mine requires ability;tremendously, you rhymes, low volume low density, D=m/v, ***** that, im all about chemistry, chemistry between the bonds of my melody, while yours are useless discrepancy, perform reverse polarity, while you're searching for popularity and keeping your rhymes up breathlessly. hey, i'll give you a break; temporarily. i'll come back later; sequentially.
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May 7, 2015
May 7, 2015 at 10:08 AM UTC
Untitled
Having trust in intimacy is tremendously romantic As a morning rainbow reaches the fountain So is the beauty of true love
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Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 11:52 AM UTC
BEAUTY OF TRUE LOVE
# Throughout the years, you have made pictures of yourself available for us to see and through a number of them-- have shown unedited,  a clear and horrendously honest view,  directly into your deeply-struggling soul--   and even if you may had just days   or hours,  previously conveyed a look of almost carefree    happiness and beauty..   Those chosen few  that graciously gave the glimpse  of how bad it can so often be for you,   also.. unbeknownst to you,      gave light of how tremendously valuable and rare you really are. And like a dyed-in-the-wool stalker,   I saved screenshots of the ones  that moved me to tears years later.. and they still affect me that way and in fairness, some the ones  also to where you were truly glowing   in all  of your natural beauty..   on the ying' side   of the bipolar swing. You are rare and unique.. so very very one of a kind, *(and I have every right throughout the years to say that to you here and now)* --that there is a  worth  within every single part of it all that is wholly beyond measure-- *you can feel it sometimes, little beauty I know there is no way that you cannot.* One day  the ravens will no longer be able to steal that wholly accurate, beautiful self-view so easily from you, ..and you will be able to live that wonderfully-accurate view out,  daily-- having now found it's way down in to your very, central core.. .  .  .   Sorry, young love.. I know how much  a beautiful truth such as this, hurts. You reveal so much of who you are through the raw innerworkings  and conveyances of your poetry and music. You would not be that so very beautiful way, if you did not believe that Love would eventually find a way..   yes, beauty..  even for you. #
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Mar 28, 2021
Mar 28, 2021 at 10:11 AM UTC
the art of love
# Throughout the years, you have made pictures of yourself available for us to see and through a number of them-- have shown unedited,  a clear and horrendously honest view,  directly into your deeply-struggling soul--   and even if you may had just days   or hours,  previously conveyed a look of almost carefree    happiness and beauty..   Those chosen few  that graciously gave the glimpse  of how bad it can so often be for you,   also.. unbeknownst to you,      gave light of how tremendously valuable and rare you really are. And like a dyed-in-the-wool stalker,   I saved screenshots of the ones  that moved me to tears years later.. and they still affect me that way and in fairness, some the ones  also to where you were truly glowing   in all  of your natural beauty..   on the ying' side   of the bipolar swing. You are rare and unique.. so very very one of a kind, *(and I have every right throughout the years to say that to you here and now)* --that there is a  worth  within every single part of it all that is wholly beyond measure-- *you can feel it sometimes, little beauty I know there is no way that you cannot.* One day  the ravens will no longer be able to steal that wholly accurate, beautiful self-view so easily from you, ..and you will be able to live that wonderfully-accurate view out,  daily-- having now found it's way down in to your very, central core.. .  .  .   Sorry, young love.. I know how much  a beautiful truth such as this, hurts. You reveal so much of who you are through the raw innerworkings  and conveyances of your poetry and music. You would not be that so very beautiful way, if you did not believe that Love would eventually find a way..   yes, beauty..  even for you. #
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I can feel the golden warmth awakening  my paper. Everything is so right, it's a cool spring night, the city is so alive, my poetic mind should awaken and come to life, then why don't I want to write? Perhaps what makes us put our ink pens to our lined papers, is when we know, we must give it love, anger, sadness, assurance, care. When our minds and bodies are touched, so tremendously with feeling, that we must rejoice with our beloved; as we make it feel what we feel, inking our thoughts permanently, scratching the surface until we are content. But if we only feel neutrality, it is alright to stare at the white blankly. We will rejoice another day perhaps, tomorrow, a month, who knows? Only time will show.
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Apr 14, 2015
Apr 14, 2015 at 12:25 AM UTC
Maybe I'm just not in the mood...
I gracefully begin painting a masterpiece with black and white My fingers, the paintbrush The piano, the canvas Whose keys unlock a world of passion and creativity Meandering through melancholy minor and merry majors The keys sing melodies as my fingers dance across the canvas Something I've learned, something that can transcend This world of music and into the way we live Playing music and creating music Those are two different things When we live life, what do we bring Are we merely pressing white and black keys Or are we intentionally engaging our unique hearts Bringing color to what was lifeless, not simply playing a part Do we live passively, or are our hearts bursting with excitement An anticipation that the One whose Son He sent Is going to move tremendously, is going to Open eyes for people to see That life with Him is greater than anything the world dreams That Only His love can satisfy the void in a soul And that He removes skin that's old He softens hearts that have grown cold
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Nov 11, 2015
Nov 11, 2015 at 6:41 PM UTC
Black & White
Often, when I'm on the streets, decaying in ***** degradation of the soul, I go under the bridge and watch the ducks. Sometimes I talk to them. They don't talk back. Some days, it's the only beauty I can see. I think and dream of a different world. A land without brutal lunacy. I can handle madness. It's the wicked, smiling hatred that I can do without. The Iowa River beckons me to come swim- float blissfully to heaven. But I know better. Katie and Perry drowned not far from where I sat. It's usually at this time that I'm fresh out of bread for the ducks and I have milked the ***** bottle for all it's worth, that a warm blanket of a thought comes to me- I need help- go to the hospital. I stumble my way there, sometimes by ambulance. I go through nightmarish withdrawals. At around the third day, I get a laptop from the patient library. I catch up with neglected family and friends, then I try to write. The first four days, my mind is like a smashed snail. But usually, the magic comes back. The muse kisses me gently, and I put the shaking pen to the paper. I can order whatever food I want between 6 am and 8 pm. I discovered years ago that they have phenomenal cheesecake. So when I'm able to eat, it's the first thing I order. My withdrawals are deadly. Diastolic blood pressure numbers like 103,109.113. So they give me Ativan. It helps tremendously- Ativan and cheesecake. **** the muse's **** then more Ativan and cheesecake. If I'm lucky, I'll turn out a poem or two-like this one right now.
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Jan 24, 2021
Jan 24, 2021 at 10:58 PM UTC
Ativan and Cheesecake
Often, when I'm on the streets, decaying in ***** degradation of the soul, I go under the bridge and watch the ducks. Sometimes I talk to them. They don't talk back. Some days, it's the only beauty I can see. I think and dream of a different world. A land without brutal lunacy. I can handle madness. It's the wicked, smiling hatred that I can do without. The Iowa River beckons me to come swim- float blissfully to heaven. But I know better. Katie and Perry drowned not far from where I sat. It's usually at this time that I'm fresh out of bread for the ducks and I have milked the ***** bottle for all it's worth, that a warm blanket of a thought comes to me- I need help- go to the hospital. I stumble my way there, sometimes by ambulance. I go through nightmarish withdrawals. At around the third day, I get a laptop from the patient library. I catch up with neglected family and friends, then I try to write. The first four days, my mind is like a smashed snail. But usually, the magic comes back. The muse kisses me gently, and I put the shaking pen to the paper. I can order whatever food I want between 6 am and 8 pm. I discovered years ago that they have phenomenal cheesecake. So when I'm able to eat, it's the first thing I order. My withdrawals are deadly. Diastolic blood pressure numbers like 103,109.113. So they give me Ativan. It helps tremendously- Ativan and cheesecake. **** the muse's **** then more Ativan and cheesecake. If I'm lucky, I'll turn out a poem or two-like this one right now.
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My Dragon Smog Lives in the mountains full with fog He has terrible sharp claws On his terrible heavy paws His eyes are black as night Sometimes he can give a big fright With his tremendously huge teeth It's so Sharp they can sever feet He protects this mountain And it is near a fountain He collects valuable stones Sometimes he makes all of these weird tones My Dragon Smog Lives in a mountain layered with fog He protects this mountain full of valuable diamonds This takes place on a very special island.
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Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 7:32 PM UTC
Smog my Dragon
Physical and spiritual ecstasy Sharing a meditative experience within this circular flow of energy Wave after wave of cosmic telepathy Diving into our heavenly destiny Biochemical magic; tremendously healing and aligning chakras pleasantly Absorbing the suns energy and visualizing the manifestation of longevity all the while detoxifying and transforming monumentally
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Sep 14, 2014
Sep 14, 2014 at 7:42 AM UTC
Connected
Betrayal The knife is within inches of my heart as I stand holding it together, tremendously falling apart. I stare at a face promising never to tell me lies, as I smell the scent of another on your clothes and discover passionate scratches on skin, Thursday seems to be a really special day because you turn your phone off and decline to comment. Magnificent liar you’ve inspired such random desires of us and I fall in love all over again But I’m entrapped in a web of lies and soon the veil of betrayal covers me. Lured with seductive intellect I’m a victim of doubt, He would not do this to me he loves me and wants me and never gets tired of his desires for me, but was this betrayal of my own accord? Trusting you with my flaws, baring in front of you insecure confidence I allowed you to devour every inch of my scar riddled body, as I reluctantly released the key to this wounded heart once again I face betrayal. Love seems to come with a clause and I neglected to read the fine print see I dove head first for this **** The reality of love I can’t completely explain, and the pain of betrayal lingers like the smell of cheap perfume. I carve love across my chest large enough for you to see the letters bleed a crimson reminder of Betrayal I loved you! 11:39 pm Thursday
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Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 10:26 PM UTC
Betrayal
A place like this would be perfect    Somewhere bright and warm With a tint of a crisp cool breeze A background not too colourful not too dull      Where the sun kisses the horizon Toning a pink sky with little stars soon to shine And the moon waking up to let the sun breathe Sounds of swaying leaves and dancing branches     Rich earthy smell of a mid-spring evening        Birds chirping lakes rushing in a steady pace       Some place where you and i can laugh away A scenery where i can look at you in pure    Admiration under the sunset Where you can see my imperfections        And good qualities at once A place we can transform into our own utopia     We can just stay still and hold each other   And appreciate all that surrounds us           Never wanting to leave or walk away     Some place like this is perfect Where we're always going to be young       And lost and unaware      And absolutely    Tremendously Infatuated -djs
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May 29, 2013
May 29, 2013 at 6:57 PM UTC
Somewhere Perfect
Filled with beauty. Filled with admiration. An admiration louder than scorn. These yellow giants stare at their goddess in awe. They’re happy flowers with smiley faces, sun praising angels. That when their goddess’s light is unveiled, they shower in her glistened kisses. Though when she leaves, they sense her absence, and are left with the feeling of unpleasance. Such graceful worshippers can’t help but embody the sun. Amber, a sort of honey glow color, within each petal, of each sunflower. Sky high, it’s green stems towers it’s environment. Towers it like an ocean-cliff. Vibrant and warm. As free as air, they stand tremendously stunning and yellow. That yellow. The yellow from a lemon. The yellow so bright, so alive, like their goddess’s. These yellow flowers, These yellow giants, Are the sun’s very own yellow guardians.
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Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 1:50 AM UTC
Yellow
Have you ever felt sometimes that you were not alive - living a life that has no meaning. A life where the world has come to an end - the kind of ending where colors have disappeared. Have you ever felt sometimes that you were loved but loneliness has suffocated you so much that you could not even feel the warmth of the loved ones anymore? I've always felt like I needed to be strong - for the ones I loved but lately I've felt the strength leaving my bones.  I've felt like I could not give up on the people that surrounded me - but why does my life seems to be so empty? Of all the goals I've achieved the past years - I should be tremendously proud  but the only time I felt really alive was when I took ecstasy. Feeling the rush through my veins again - feeling the music pumping through my heart and soul - I felt like I could die. I felt like I could die of a delusional happiness.  What is happiness? I almost forgot what it was when I met my first love - but when I came back to my senses - when I fell out of love I realized that loving was being able to cope with the solitude within myself. It is about loving yourself and being able to bare with the demons inside of you. I felt like I could go crazy - waking up with this unbearable pain inside of me. I do not know why or how I cannot stand the fact of being by myself - always searching for someone to warm the side of my bed and text me in the morning to feel like - I EXIST.  I AM HERE.  I AM SOMEONE. Deep down I know I don't need someone to tell me who I am - I know I shouldn't find someone to make me feel alive - because it is my responsibility to find my own peace of mind. It is my responsibility to bring myself happiness and joy - but I wish truly to find the strength to move on because I do not want to feel this way anymore. I do not want to feel this empty anymore. I do not want to feel lonely anymore. So please hurry up darling and love yourself already - life is so beautiful please don't give up now. I will always be here for you even when you feel like there is no light, when you feel there is no hope - I will hold your hand. Press it against your heart - feel the heartbeat - feel the life inside your chest. You are here with me and I love you. - Myself
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May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 3:35 AM UTC
Myself
Have you ever felt sometimes that you were not alive - living a life that has no meaning. A life where the world has come to an end - the kind of ending where colors have disappeared. Have you ever felt sometimes that you were loved but loneliness has suffocated you so much that you could not even feel the warmth of the loved ones anymore? I've always felt like I needed to be strong - for the ones I loved but lately I've felt the strength leaving my bones.  I've felt like I could not give up on the people that surrounded me - but why does my life seems to be so empty? Of all the goals I've achieved the past years - I should be tremendously proud  but the only time I felt really alive was when I took ecstasy. Feeling the rush through my veins again - feeling the music pumping through my heart and soul - I felt like I could die. I felt like I could die of a delusional happiness.  What is happiness? I almost forgot what it was when I met my first love - but when I came back to my senses - when I fell out of love I realized that loving was being able to cope with the solitude within myself. It is about loving yourself and being able to bare with the demons inside of you. I felt like I could go crazy - waking up with this unbearable pain inside of me. I do not know why or how I cannot stand the fact of being by myself - always searching for someone to warm the side of my bed and text me in the morning to feel like - I EXIST.  I AM HERE.  I AM SOMEONE. Deep down I know I don't need someone to tell me who I am - I know I shouldn't find someone to make me feel alive - because it is my responsibility to find my own peace of mind. It is my responsibility to bring myself happiness and joy - but I wish truly to find the strength to move on because I do not want to feel this way anymore. I do not want to feel this empty anymore. I do not want to feel lonely anymore. So please hurry up darling and love yourself already - life is so beautiful please don't give up now. I will always be here for you even when you feel like there is no light, when you feel there is no hope - I will hold your hand. Press it against your heart - feel the heartbeat - feel the life inside your chest. You are here with me and I love you. - Myself
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Dear Mufasa, You are so lovely, I hope you will always be healthy and happy. One day when you are gone, I'm going to miss you tremendously. I will miss your smell, your voice, Your cute face and your fluffy fur. Though we will not be forever together, But our souls will live forever. I will not forget your greyness, You are so small I think that is cute. I love to feed you up till you are full. Because I love to see you sleep for hours These are words from me, Yayya.
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Nov 21, 2015
Nov 21, 2015 at 11:00 PM UTC
Dear Mufasa,
Because of you, I can say what's on my mind, laugh at myself and put a smile on a sad face. I do the impossible things with the right mind set. Because of you, I became better. Your inspiration motivates and propels me beyond the limits. Because of you I became a superman doing all kinds of amazing and supernatural tremendously incredible great things with giant strides.   Because of you i can climb all the hills and mountains like the Spiderman. Because you are by my side I became more than a conquerer. Positivity became my ally and generates me to a spiritual high. Because of you, I know everything is working the way they should. And for that my heart is so grateful. ©2018,Emeka Mokeme. All Rights Reserved.
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Oct 21, 2018
Oct 21, 2018 at 2:07 PM UTC
BECAUSE OF YOU