IF I TRAVEL SO MANY MILES AWAY I WOULD WRITE A LOVE LETTER IN MY HEART TOYOU EACH AND EVERY DAY CAUSE LORD NOTHIN CAN EVER CHANGE THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU  oh, this love makes me weep makes me cry before falling asleep- i feel it moving deep inside and it tends to make me sigh. nothing can ever change the love i feel for you.oh,you know each thought inside . from evil you won't let me hide. oh, your soul food and sweet drink you're wisdom and peace so nice so nice the Lord of my dreams in paradise. i don't ever want to leave your side  or ever roam, i've got your back on my own your love always says welcome home. i know that nothing can ever change the love that i have for you.

Every somnambulist must find alone, a thorny path-
through, encircling hedges of dark night and gloom;
between dreams and reality's abyss, mine has a beacon,
*with my eyes wide shut, I walk toYou, my only flame!

Stuck in my thoughts
It feels like forever
When I try too hard,
I don't get anywhere
I want to feel more connected toyou
But my connector to me is frayed
If my mind and my body become one again
Our love would be out of this universe
Bigger then all the hearts around us combined
Intense
Tired but I can't rest
Restless and
Stuck in my own mind
Losing /lost awareness
My surroundings make me clueless
What's around me
I don't know this
Smell the fresh air
Breathing careless
My thoughts are talking
Can't override them
I try to focus on myself but I can't
I know I say I can't but if I say I can, nothing happens
Negativity I wish it would jus disappear
It's hard work
It's a struggle
Got to fight through to produce these tears
All I say is how I want to feel again
How I want this how I want to be that how I want to do that so badly
But I'm stuck
In this never ending circle
The circle is a cycle
The circle has no opening and it feels like it's going to be forever
I say I know it's forever
It feels that way
I'm always feeling
But not really feeling
We're in this together
To be here for eachother
When we ache inside
When were lost from feeling alive
I don't want pity
I don't want you to give me anything
But love
Real tight hugs, caring words
Love is what I need
It's rough to get a cold brick wall feeling from you
I know you're under a lot you have a lot of weight on your bones
But It still sends tight vibrations down my spine
I can't see straight I can't hear words when I'm fed with fear
I hear the music but I don't feel it in my chest
I hear the lovely words in key
But I am so numb
It breaks my heart it's tears my heart apart to be so far
So far away from me
How is everyone such smiles?
And I'm just down with eyes full of salty waterfalls and my nose needing a tissue box/Kleenex
Please put your hand on my shoulder and rub it
Squeeze me shake me I want to feel you
Ground me
I don't need anyone to save me
I don't want to live anymore
In this detached world
I was fine before this struck
This CRAP IS SO horrible, ****

reachreach a
littlemore a
littlemore

closetoyou, closeto me

enoughtobe
close toyou

enough tobe
just
be.

I've set my life and you're light years away from my plan,
To my eye,you're real beast.
All you've mastered is to snarl me on most revolting way,
Who cares if you're academic anyway?
I've got last card,once I dance
I looked heiress.
Not to mention you romanticize me like stripper huh?
I knew it,boy!
I risk my life just to chuckled out on you,
But you're aching on million saints
for me to run back toyou.
I must declare now,you're my comfort zone.

Babe,I don't wanna make plans with you
Just out of the blue you became my plan all along
and I just forget life itself.

Life comes with no guarantees,no time outs,no second chances,you just have to live life to the fullest,.

Laugh as much, as you can spend all your money,tell someone what they mean toyou,
Tell someone off.

speak out,
dance in the pouring rain,
hold someone hands,
comfort a friend,
pig out,
fall asleep watching the sun come up,
stay up late,
be a flirt,
smile until your face hurts,
dont be afraid to take chances or fall in love...
and most of all live in the moment cause when you look back someday knowing you have no regrets its going to be what makes you smile..

Sometimes I wonder about the world. The simplicity that it has, and at the same time so perplexing. I wonder about why am I here, why is my mom here, why is it flowers here. I wonder about what people feel, what people see, what people think. I wonder about people falling in love. How does that feel? Two humans dying for the other. Scary, isn't? I wonder how a kiss can mean so much and make feelings go insane, the common butterflies in the stomach. I wonder about the past, the present, the future. Three of the most mystery that have the world, better said, the human. I just wonder how life is so simple when you see it,but so hard to live in. Is so simple, yet beautiful, to see the ocean, the waves carry on, the breeze and the sun. Is simple to look at the night sky and look at the stars, wondering what more can the universe give us and have, still we can't see it. We can't see it because we got so much problems and that's the part of life being complicated. If a boy don't like us back, all our world is meaningless. Is we have too much work, being in a office 16 hours a day, we aren't really living. So I wonder and I believe that we were born to live. We were born to be free. We were born to see the simplicity that the world gave us and just be part of it. Stop saying why am I here, stop wondering. I am here to live life like crazy, live every moment, to smile, to kiss a lot, to fall in love, to see the night sky, to see the past with no regrets, to live the present like there's no other day, and look at the future and not feel scared. I'm important, you're important. Don't act like the world doesn't belong toyou, it does because you're part of it. Be grateful. Be kind. Be a dreamer. Be you.