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"toothache" poems
I miss you Like a toothache Needing extracting. To think I once loved you Who filled a cavity. I miss you Like a broken leg. Now cast off, I rise and walk. I miss you Like a scab, But the scar Reminds me How cruel a cut You are.
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Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 10:11 AM UTC
I Miss You Like a Toothache
there was a great big crocodile he was going mad he had developed tooth ache his tooth was going bad he went to the dentist he said open wide he looked at his teeth with his head inside the crocodile he coughed and swallowed dentist whole his toothache was still there the poor little soul the crocodile gave up and put up with pain and as for a dentist he never went there again
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Dec 21, 2013
Dec 21, 2013 at 6:35 PM UTC
crocodile toothache
is a carniverous cemetery, is a pacifier, is a dry **** on a friday night, is only enough liquor to get you buzzed, is a ****** bag cop, is a church with splintered pews, is sinners scared shitless, is a two-year-old with an affinity for violence, is my ex-girlfriend, is paranoid, is a blanket of all your favorite prescription pills, is worried sorority girls in dark-wash jeans, is unshaved, is a cancer, is a perpetual spell-check, is lonely, is my mother and a god-awful toothache.
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Oct 21, 2010
Oct 21, 2010 at 11:42 AM UTC
this city
There are three versions of this poem. only one of them is available on the internet. This first version is from the New Yorker in a 1941 issue. It is the earliest version and the one that is quoted all over the internet. To My Valentine     by Ogden Nash (1902-1971) More than a catbird hates a cat, Or a criminal hates a clue, Or the Axis hates the United States, That's how much I love you. I love you more than a duck can swim, And more than a grapefruit squirts, I love you more than gin rummy is a bore, And more than a toothache hurts. As a shipwrecked sailor hates the sea, Or a juggler hates a shove, As a hostess detests unexpected guests, That's how much you I love. I love you more than a wasp can sting, And more than the subway jerks, I love you as much as a beggar needs a crutch, And more than a hangnail irks. I swear to you by the stars above, And below, if such there be, As the High Court loathes perjurious oaths, That's how you're loved by me. The next version is the lyric of a song from the Broadway musical "One Touch of Venus" (1943) by Ogden Nash, J S Perelman and Kurt Weill. Nash wrote this lyric. It is not on the internet that I could find. I got it from the sheet music. HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU More than a catbird hates a cat, Or a criminal hates a clue, Or the Axis hates the United States, That's how much I love you. As a sailor's sweetheart hates the sea, Or a juggler hates a shove, As a wife detests unexpected guests, That's how much you I love. I love you more than a wasp can sting, And more than a hangnail hurts. I love you more than commercials are a bore, And more than a grapefruit squirts. I swear to you by the stars above, And below, if such there be, As a bride would resent a blessed event, That's how you are loved by me. More than a waitress hates to wait , Or a lioness hates the zoo, Or a batter dislikes those called third strikes, That's how much I love you. As much as a lifeguard hates to swim, Or a writer hates to read, As Hays office frowns on low cut gowns, That's how much you I need. I love you more than a hive can itch, And more than a chilblain chills. I yearn for you in an ivy clad igloo, As a liver yearns for pills. I swear to you by the stars above, And below, if such there be, As a dachshund abhors revolving doors, That's how you are loved by me. The third is from the book "Marriage Lines: notes of a student husband" It was published in 1964 and contains a revised version of the poem with a much different ending. This too is not on the internet. I got it from the book. TO MY VALENTINE More than a catbird hates a cat, Or a criminal hates a clue, Or an odalisque hates the Sultan's mates, That's how much I love you. I love you more than a duck can swim, And more than a grapefruit squirts, I love you more than commercials are a bore, And more than a toothache hurts. As a shipwrecked sailor hates the sea, Or a juggler hates a shove, As a hostess detests unexpected guests, That's how much you I love. I love you more than a wasp can sting, And more than the subway jerks, I love you truer than a toper loves a brewer, And more than a hangnail irks. I love you more than a bronco bucks, Or a Yale man cheers the Blue. Ask not what is this thing called love; It's what I'm in with you.
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Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 2:51 PM UTC
TO MY VALENTINE Ogdon Nash three versions
There are three versions of this poem. only one of them is available on the internet. This first version is from the New Yorker in a 1941 issue. It is the earliest version and the one that is quoted all over the internet. To My Valentine     by Ogden Nash (1902-1971) More than a catbird hates a cat, Or a criminal hates a clue, Or the Axis hates the United States, That's how much I love you. I love you more than a duck can swim, And more than a grapefruit squirts, I love you more than gin rummy is a bore, And more than a toothache hurts. As a shipwrecked sailor hates the sea, Or a juggler hates a shove, As a hostess detests unexpected guests, That's how much you I love. I love you more than a wasp can sting, And more than the subway jerks, I love you as much as a beggar needs a crutch, And more than a hangnail irks. I swear to you by the stars above, And below, if such there be, As the High Court loathes perjurious oaths, That's how you're loved by me. The next version is the lyric of a song from the Broadway musical "One Touch of Venus" (1943) by Ogden Nash, J S Perelman and Kurt Weill. Nash wrote this lyric. It is not on the internet that I could find. I got it from the sheet music. HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU More than a catbird hates a cat, Or a criminal hates a clue, Or the Axis hates the United States, That's how much I love you. As a sailor's sweetheart hates the sea, Or a juggler hates a shove, As a wife detests unexpected guests, That's how much you I love. I love you more than a wasp can sting, And more than a hangnail hurts. I love you more than commercials are a bore, And more than a grapefruit squirts. I swear to you by the stars above, And below, if such there be, As a bride would resent a blessed event, That's how you are loved by me. More than a waitress hates to wait , Or a lioness hates the zoo, Or a batter dislikes those called third strikes, That's how much I love you. As much as a lifeguard hates to swim, Or a writer hates to read, As Hays office frowns on low cut gowns, That's how much you I need. I love you more than a hive can itch, And more than a chilblain chills. I yearn for you in an ivy clad igloo, As a liver yearns for pills. I swear to you by the stars above, And below, if such there be, As a dachshund abhors revolving doors, That's how you are loved by me. The third is from the book "Marriage Lines: notes of a student husband" It was published in 1964 and contains a revised version of the poem with a much different ending. This too is not on the internet. I got it from the book. TO MY VALENTINE More than a catbird hates a cat, Or a criminal hates a clue, Or an odalisque hates the Sultan's mates, That's how much I love you. I love you more than a duck can swim, And more than a grapefruit squirts, I love you more than commercials are a bore, And more than a toothache hurts. As a shipwrecked sailor hates the sea, Or a juggler hates a shove, As a hostess detests unexpected guests, That's how much you I love. I love you more than a wasp can sting, And more than the subway jerks, I love you truer than a toper loves a brewer, And more than a hangnail irks. I love you more than a bronco bucks, Or a Yale man cheers the Blue. Ask not what is this thing called love; It's what I'm in with you.
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Strep throat. Out of nowhere really. I went to a meeting on Friday, interviewed at PaperSource on Saturday afternoon, and then just slightly later an awful toothache. I never suspected anything so out of the ordinary to occur. Saturday night, two to four a.m.ish, i thought it was caffeine pills, or not drinking enough water, or even, worst of the worst, an attack of hypochondria. I kept lighting up Marlboros though, tasty red branded things that make writer's mouths happy. Two days in and I'm pretty sure my ***** are a fever below my body, droopy like snoopy. Super soft droopy ***** that's a sure sign of a fever or a great BJ they taught us in 6th grade science, and I wasn't getting my favorite ice cream social. I hadn't talked to the gf in a couple days, and missing her company I made the phone call only discover that my voice had turned into a baby turtle shouting English from the bottom of a stuffed baked potato. Garbled. Discussing. Useless. I promptly hung up, and began texting. But it was too late she heard me and called back, and I had to give it all I had to put together a few words. An hour later I was dropped off at the ER, the benefits of Medicaid at 30 is never being able to just go to the doctor's office. Within 2 hours they told me it was strep. Four nurses, two residents, one first day resident, and a 2nd year resident, and the ER doctor for a swab and a spray, and the take home Z-pack. Then she said she'd come over even though I was sick. That's real love. "If I get sick from you, it's still worth it." 3 days on antibiotics, no more sore throat, I feel great- I think tomorrow I'll be having an ice cream social for someone who I love dearly. Maybe we'll even skip the ice cream.
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Jun 26, 2014
Jun 26, 2014 at 9:24 AM UTC
Strep
Strep throat. Out of nowhere really. I went to a meeting on Friday, interviewed at PaperSource on Saturday afternoon, and then just slightly later an awful toothache. I never suspected anything so out of the ordinary to occur. Saturday night, two to four a.m.ish, i thought it was caffeine pills, or not drinking enough water, or even, worst of the worst, an attack of hypochondria. I kept lighting up Marlboros though, tasty red branded things that make writer's mouths happy. Two days in and I'm pretty sure my ***** are a fever below my body, droopy like snoopy. Super soft droopy ***** that's a sure sign of a fever or a great BJ they taught us in 6th grade science, and I wasn't getting my favorite ice cream social. I hadn't talked to the gf in a couple days, and missing her company I made the phone call only discover that my voice had turned into a baby turtle shouting English from the bottom of a stuffed baked potato. Garbled. Discussing. Useless. I promptly hung up, and began texting. But it was too late she heard me and called back, and I had to give it all I had to put together a few words. An hour later I was dropped off at the ER, the benefits of Medicaid at 30 is never being able to just go to the doctor's office. Within 2 hours they told me it was strep. Four nurses, two residents, one first day resident, and a 2nd year resident, and the ER doctor for a swab and a spray, and the take home Z-pack. Then she said she'd come over even though I was sick. That's real love. "If I get sick from you, it's still worth it." 3 days on antibiotics, no more sore throat, I feel great- I think tomorrow I'll be having an ice cream social for someone who I love dearly. Maybe we'll even skip the ice cream.
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If my hands could tell a story, they'd say how your spine always looked beautiful in the morning, when the sun's rays created shadows that danced along your back and flirted with your neck like they'd never meet again. They'd say how your lips always curved upwards as if they were saying hello. If my hands could tell a fairytale, there'd be no happy ending, there'd be no end at all. I wish my lips could finally part to say the right things, because all I want to do is hear your name roll off my tongue, in the same sentence as "you're mine". I want them to tell the story of your lips, red, and taunting and always mysterious. I always got a toothache when you weren't in the room. I think I need a root canal. If my knees could speak they'd tell you how lovely it was to bend to curl to your legs. If my knees could tell a story, they'd describe the cold, hard bitter kiss of death they shared with the pavement so many times when I found your bags at the door. If my knees could beg, they'd ask for forgiveness. For being too bony, too weak, for not being able to support your dreams. (I'd give up anything now for that little apartment in New York and nothing but two typewriters) If my fingers had a chance, they'd trace the familiar lines of your collarbones and over your shoulders, because by now they've committed them to memory. If my fingers had a chance, they'd hold yours again. They say to stay away from broken people but I saw you as a puzzle just waiting for someone to put you back together again. If my eyes could tell a story they would whisper softly of your flowing hair and pixie-like body. They would ask you to stay. They would jump out of my body to give you a glimpse of how I see you. They would show you how utterly unprecedented you are. If I believed in heaven I would tell you that you're a miracle. That you are something I wished upon for years as a child. You are a star. You are a supernova. You are a black hole, ******* me in and twisting me about until I am nothing but battered limbs and my broken heart. You are God with the Devil's kiss. If my lips could move they'd say "stay". You were mine.
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Aug 6, 2013
Aug 6, 2013 at 12:59 AM UTC
If my hands could tell a story
If my hands could tell a story, they'd say how your spine always looked beautiful in the morning, when the sun's rays created shadows that danced along your back and flirted with your neck like they'd never meet again. They'd say how your lips always curved upwards as if they were saying hello. If my hands could tell a fairytale, there'd be no happy ending, there'd be no end at all. I wish my lips could finally part to say the right things, because all I want to do is hear your name roll off my tongue, in the same sentence as "you're mine". I want them to tell the story of your lips, red, and taunting and always mysterious. I always got a toothache when you weren't in the room. I think I need a root canal. If my knees could speak they'd tell you how lovely it was to bend to curl to your legs. If my knees could tell a story, they'd describe the cold, hard bitter kiss of death they shared with the pavement so many times when I found your bags at the door. If my knees could beg, they'd ask for forgiveness. For being too bony, too weak, for not being able to support your dreams. (I'd give up anything now for that little apartment in New York and nothing but two typewriters) If my fingers had a chance, they'd trace the familiar lines of your collarbones and over your shoulders, because by now they've committed them to memory. If my fingers had a chance, they'd hold yours again. They say to stay away from broken people but I saw you as a puzzle just waiting for someone to put you back together again. If my eyes could tell a story they would whisper softly of your flowing hair and pixie-like body. They would ask you to stay. They would jump out of my body to give you a glimpse of how I see you. They would show you how utterly unprecedented you are. If I believed in heaven I would tell you that you're a miracle. That you are something I wished upon for years as a child. You are a star. You are a supernova. You are a black hole, ******* me in and twisting me about until I am nothing but battered limbs and my broken heart. You are God with the Devil's kiss. If my lips could move they'd say "stay". You were mine.
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it's not the large things that send a man to the madhouse a woman, a tire that's flat, a disease, a desire: fears in front of you, fears that hold so still you can study them like pieces on a chessboard... it's not the large things that send a man to the madhouse. death he's ready for, or ****** ****** robbery, fire, flood... no, it's the continuing series of small tragedies that send a man to the madhouse... not the death of his love but a shoelace that snaps with no time left ... The dread of life is that swarm of trivialities that can **** quicker than cancer and which are always there - license plates or taxes or expired driver's license, or hiring or firing, doing it or having it done to you, or roaches or flies or a broken hook on a screen, or out of gas or too much gas, the sink's stopped-up, the landlord's drunk, the president doesn't care and the governor's crazy. light switch broken, mattress like a porcupine; $105 for a tune-up, carburetor and fuel pump at sears roebuck; and the phone bill's up and the, market's down and the toilet chain is broken, and the light has burned out - the hall light, the front light, the back light, the inner light; it's darker than hell and twice as expensive. then there's always ***** and ingrown toenails and people who insist they're your friends; there's always that and worse; leaky faucet, Christ and Christmas; blue salami, 9 day rains, 50 cent avocados and purple liverwurst. or making it as a waitress at norm's on the split shift, or as an emptier of bedpans, or as a car wash or a busboy or a stealer of old lady's purses leaving them screaming on the sidewalks with broken arms at the age of 80. suddenly 2 red lights in your rear view mirror and blood in your underwear; toothache, and $979 for a bridge $300 for a gold tooth, and China and Russia and America, and long hair and short hair and no hair, and beards and no faces, and plenty of zigzag but no *** except maybe one to **** in and the other one around your gut. with each broken shoelace out of one hundred broken shoelaces, one man, one woman, one thing enters a madhouse. so be careful when you bend over.
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Jun 25, 2015
Jun 25, 2015 at 3:48 PM UTC
the shoelace by Charles Bukowski
it's not the large things that send a man to the madhouse a woman, a tire that's flat, a disease, a desire: fears in front of you, fears that hold so still you can study them like pieces on a chessboard... it's not the large things that send a man to the madhouse. death he's ready for, or ****** ****** robbery, fire, flood... no, it's the continuing series of small tragedies that send a man to the madhouse... not the death of his love but a shoelace that snaps with no time left ... The dread of life is that swarm of trivialities that can **** quicker than cancer and which are always there - license plates or taxes or expired driver's license, or hiring or firing, doing it or having it done to you, or roaches or flies or a broken hook on a screen, or out of gas or too much gas, the sink's stopped-up, the landlord's drunk, the president doesn't care and the governor's crazy. light switch broken, mattress like a porcupine; $105 for a tune-up, carburetor and fuel pump at sears roebuck; and the phone bill's up and the, market's down and the toilet chain is broken, and the light has burned out - the hall light, the front light, the back light, the inner light; it's darker than hell and twice as expensive. then there's always ***** and ingrown toenails and people who insist they're your friends; there's always that and worse; leaky faucet, Christ and Christmas; blue salami, 9 day rains, 50 cent avocados and purple liverwurst. or making it as a waitress at norm's on the split shift, or as an emptier of bedpans, or as a car wash or a busboy or a stealer of old lady's purses leaving them screaming on the sidewalks with broken arms at the age of 80. suddenly 2 red lights in your rear view mirror and blood in your underwear; toothache, and $979 for a bridge $300 for a gold tooth, and China and Russia and America, and long hair and short hair and no hair, and beards and no faces, and plenty of zigzag but no *** except maybe one to **** in and the other one around your gut. with each broken shoelace out of one hundred broken shoelaces, one man, one woman, one thing enters a madhouse. so be careful when you bend over.
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Try as I might Only see things In black and white Really black spreading carrion bird Vulture wings to pick clean to bone No friend just a fake toothache smile Who wants something Too bad too late all used up Throw away mate Past best before date Rotten meat parasite infested Inevitable buried garbage pit fate Dig it just big enough for A dead little Elliot me Be my Big Sur Billie And ******* bury me
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Nov 17, 2014
Nov 17, 2014 at 5:01 PM UTC
Bury Me
I fancied something to eat Something tasty and sweet But what a mistake to make When you are going to get toothache Wanted a biscuit with my tea But all I got was misery As I got ready to munch I felt a tooth go crunch Now all I get is pain So bad, it is hard to explain No pain killers can help contain This agony that is making me insane So I paid the Dentist a fortune in money Because toothache is not very funny Fighting my fear of that drill So I try to keep very still
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Mar 13, 2010
Mar 13, 2010 at 1:46 AM UTC
Toothache
Being interrupted by far off people making exceptionally loud sounds while trying to write poetry is exactly like having a horrible toothache and trying to perform a tracheotomy on a rabid cat.
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Nov 20, 2017
Nov 20, 2017 at 8:04 PM UTC
GRRR
Aches From old mistakes How foul have I been speaking? Cracked smiles From cavities Causing a crevice in my teething The price of penny candy Is pain Cheap sweets as artificial As half-hearted attempts To show love Dove's chocolate boxes Mean less Harm than my intentions Teeth missing From grins As grim as what I'm eating
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Feb 27, 2014
Feb 27, 2014 at 2:10 PM UTC
Toothache
my grandad he his funny he has funny teeth he keeps them in some water they lay there underneath then he takes them out and gives them a little shake he tells me they are real but i know they are fake he puts them in his mouth when ever he goes out he never gets a toothache of that there is no doubt but i will keep my own and brush them every day the thought of wearing false teeth so very far away.
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Aug 21, 2010
Aug 21, 2010 at 7:13 AM UTC
grandads funny teeth
She's so sweet She makes my teeth hurt Open cavity
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Jan 1, 2013
Jan 1, 2013 at 5:44 PM UTC
Toothache (10w)
I drank musty ale at the Illinois Athletic Club with the millionaire manufacturer of Green River butter one night And his face had the shining light of an old-time Quaker, he spoke of a beautiful daughter, and I knew he had a peace and a happiness up his sleeve somewhere. Then I heard Jim Kirch make a speech to the Advertising Association on the trade resources of South America. And the way he lighted a three-for-a-nickel stogie and cocked it at an angle regardless of the manners of our best people, I knew he had a clutch on a real happiness even though some of the reporters on his newspaper say he is the living double of Jack London's Sea Wolf. In the mayor's office the mayor himself told me he was happy though it is a hard job to satisfy all the office- seekers and eat all the dinners he is asked to eat. Down in Gilpin Place, near Hull House, was a man with his jaw wrapped for a bad toothache, And he had it all over the butter millionaire, Jim Kirch and the mayor when it came to happiness. He is a maker of accordions and guitars and not only makes them from start to finish, but plays them after he makes them. And he had a guitar of mahogany with a walnut bottom he offered for seven dollars and a half if I wanted it, And another just like it, only smaller, for six dollars, though he never mentioned the price till I asked him, And he stated the price in a sorry way, as though the music and the make of an instrument count for a million times more than the price in money. I thought he had a real soul and knew a lot about God. There was light in his eyes of one who has conquered sorrow in so far as sorrow is conquerable or worth conquering. Anyway he is the only Chicago citizen I was jealous of that day. He played a dance they play in some parts of Italy when the harvest of grapes is over and the wine presses are ready for work.
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I drank musty ale at the Illinois Athletic Club with the millionaire manufacturer of Green River butter one night And his face had the shining light of an old-time Quaker, he spoke of a beautiful daughter, and I knew he had a peace and a happiness up his sleeve somewhere. Then I heard Jim Kirch make a speech to the Advertising Association on the trade resources of South America. And the way he lighted a three-for-a-nickel stogie and cocked it at an angle regardless of the manners of our best people, I knew he had a clutch on a real happiness even though some of the reporters on his newspaper say he is the living double of Jack London's Sea Wolf. In the mayor's office the mayor himself told me he was happy though it is a hard job to satisfy all the office- seekers and eat all the dinners he is asked to eat. Down in Gilpin Place, near Hull House, was a man with his jaw wrapped for a bad toothache, And he had it all over the butter millionaire, Jim Kirch and the mayor when it came to happiness. He is a maker of accordions and guitars and not only makes them from start to finish, but plays them after he makes them. And he had a guitar of mahogany with a walnut bottom he offered for seven dollars and a half if I wanted it, And another just like it, only smaller, for six dollars, though he never mentioned the price till I asked him, And he stated the price in a sorry way, as though the music and the make of an instrument count for a million times more than the price in money. I thought he had a real soul and knew a lot about God. There was light in his eyes of one who has conquered sorrow in so far as sorrow is conquerable or worth conquering. Anyway he is the only Chicago citizen I was jealous of that day. He played a dance they play in some parts of Italy when the harvest of grapes is over and the wine presses are ready for work.
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six days to six months I'm the second girl you love(d) but I'm happy I had a shot I want to explore free of your judgement you swore I needed to grow a backbone look at me be so raw and surreal look at me with those hopeless eyes I only wish the best to you, I swear
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Jan 11, 2013
Jan 11, 2013 at 9:23 PM UTC
So Sweet, You'll Get a Toothache
My toothache reminds me of heartbreak. The sweetness that brought it. As real as a headache. An abstract thought. Barbed wire through a work glove. Old love letter cuts. Kind of like love, yeah kinda like love.
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Feb 2, 2016
Feb 2, 2016 at 7:43 PM UTC
Ache
give me your cure and the top shelf blue velvet its mine and I'm not well I know the feel of bikes balance ; focus I notice I ride in circles I hide in sweet sonnets a toothache for charm a rush behind my eyes raw sugar penpal promises sealed late in the night I told God He could have me if He paid for the stamps hands crossed my eyes in a desperate attempt to keep me away from the truth I never peaked not to stare not to know I'd rather walk the line blind
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Jul 21, 2013
Jul 21, 2013 at 11:54 PM UTC
scattered trees
When I come home at night I lock my doors and draw my shades like an allegory of something long forgotten that itches six inches deep I turn my old radio on and a song is sung like a toothache from sometime in the past I set another place at the table don't ask me why for the same reason there are no longer any shotguns or guitars in my house but there is lotion for my hands each blister another bloodshot moon my yawn a blessing in disguise I search the bookshelves I built from lumber from the tumbled down barn I read books the dead light their stoves with and some that howl like a pine on a ridge and all these maps these photographs I wasted nails on when they hung on the wall but I'm tired of mending all the small holes so I leave them there open and empty to remind me where the heart goes.
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Apr 1, 2017
Apr 1, 2017 at 11:28 PM UTC
Allegory of something
APEIROPHOBIA: [n.] the fear of infinity or infinite things. — you are love at the end of the world, something spelled without a glottal plea the stars on my crown hang heavy tonight and i’ve barely slept for an hour but my mind drifts off to weary constellations and i sometimes wonder if we were aligned at all you, vague hurt, you, toothache in the middle of a birthday party you, a love like no other and running without wolves to guide our journey, the forest scratches every inch of bare skin and i would cry out if you hadn’t done the same to me in your restless tossing and turning, there is love in your eyes but no love in the blood you make me bleed there is still something left to be said. but my mouth is dry and full of sand, kiss it and catch a fly on the wall, smear ointment on its wings and maybe i’ll tell you about how i feel and it isn’t a good one, it isn’t a love i towed beyond fathoms of seawater and across miles of irradiated coastlines, it isn’t me, count the distance and end up with infinity in one sitting, infinity with end, infinity to beg you of love beg me of a message unclear, home sweet home it’s better than nothing. the woozy way i walk into the ocean with a pocket full of rocks and a mind full of bitter sloshing around, is better than nothing, love it’s better than everything love because it’s something i still wish to keep, wish on a nebulae cluster that doesn’t exist the second you force yourself to breathe out, screams no comforting the choir, i’ll drape mine around your bruised shoulders and shake both of them softly until i’ve killed half the universe with my hubris, until we’ve killed off every erstwhile incandescence just to look a little off-kilter, early morning, i’ve never felt better despite never finding out what repose meant the sky is red at sunrise and then what and then we, and then we feel fine you are love at the end of the world, and i am ready to struggle for survival. invite me into your rose-tinted apocalypse and allow me to decide a fate which was never mine to rewrite it’s nothing it’s better than nothing love
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Feb 28, 2022
Feb 28, 2022 at 2:07 PM UTC
a toast to apeirophobia
APEIROPHOBIA: [n.] the fear of infinity or infinite things. — you are love at the end of the world, something spelled without a glottal plea the stars on my crown hang heavy tonight and i’ve barely slept for an hour but my mind drifts off to weary constellations and i sometimes wonder if we were aligned at all you, vague hurt, you, toothache in the middle of a birthday party you, a love like no other and running without wolves to guide our journey, the forest scratches every inch of bare skin and i would cry out if you hadn’t done the same to me in your restless tossing and turning, there is love in your eyes but no love in the blood you make me bleed there is still something left to be said. but my mouth is dry and full of sand, kiss it and catch a fly on the wall, smear ointment on its wings and maybe i’ll tell you about how i feel and it isn’t a good one, it isn’t a love i towed beyond fathoms of seawater and across miles of irradiated coastlines, it isn’t me, count the distance and end up with infinity in one sitting, infinity with end, infinity to beg you of love beg me of a message unclear, home sweet home it’s better than nothing. the woozy way i walk into the ocean with a pocket full of rocks and a mind full of bitter sloshing around, is better than nothing, love it’s better than everything love because it’s something i still wish to keep, wish on a nebulae cluster that doesn’t exist the second you force yourself to breathe out, screams no comforting the choir, i’ll drape mine around your bruised shoulders and shake both of them softly until i’ve killed half the universe with my hubris, until we’ve killed off every erstwhile incandescence just to look a little off-kilter, early morning, i’ve never felt better despite never finding out what repose meant the sky is red at sunrise and then what and then we, and then we feel fine you are love at the end of the world, and i am ready to struggle for survival. invite me into your rose-tinted apocalypse and allow me to decide a fate which was never mine to rewrite it’s nothing it’s better than nothing love
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What if  we had roots deep down to the centre of luck – wouldn’t we be laughing about rain and tears and wouldn’t we keep growing if we embroidered our thoughts with roots and luck. What if the fruit at the end of the twig was happiness, without a question mark. Wouldn’t we chuckle about the empty space in our mind? How could we stop? What if, instead of connecting dots we overdrew parentheses and footnotes with smileys and flowers and purring cats; What if science and pain only existed as cuddly monsters with toothache in children's books; What if we found a rabbit’s hole leading us into a world where psychiatrists and gurus were nervous patients in big waiting halls without flushing toilets. Wouldn’t we be neurotically smiling? What if we didn’t call ourselves falling leaves, but started feeling eons of love upon our wrinkles. Wouldn’t death then simply be a slight breeze releasing the heat at the end of a wonderful day? What if our hearts went on, free of age and weight, circulating kindred songs beyond fixed identities. What if I was wrong and every conditional was closer to experience than arguments and miracles – My dear: I unlocked the universal laughter; I turned sadness into luminous gardens, into a slow waltz to hear the non-dancers saying: Cheers! Cheers! Cheers!   What if we finally found the recipe for equilibrium: Would we still be needing stock markets and currencies? Or could we simply exchange syllables across languages without losing the message of oneness. What if we really had roots deep down to the centre of luck? Yes. Roots and luck.
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May 4, 2013
May 4, 2013 at 3:28 AM UTC
Roots and luck.
What if  we had roots deep down to the centre of luck – wouldn’t we be laughing about rain and tears and wouldn’t we keep growing if we embroidered our thoughts with roots and luck. What if the fruit at the end of the twig was happiness, without a question mark. Wouldn’t we chuckle about the empty space in our mind? How could we stop? What if, instead of connecting dots we overdrew parentheses and footnotes with smileys and flowers and purring cats; What if science and pain only existed as cuddly monsters with toothache in children's books; What if we found a rabbit’s hole leading us into a world where psychiatrists and gurus were nervous patients in big waiting halls without flushing toilets. Wouldn’t we be neurotically smiling? What if we didn’t call ourselves falling leaves, but started feeling eons of love upon our wrinkles. Wouldn’t death then simply be a slight breeze releasing the heat at the end of a wonderful day? What if our hearts went on, free of age and weight, circulating kindred songs beyond fixed identities. What if I was wrong and every conditional was closer to experience than arguments and miracles – My dear: I unlocked the universal laughter; I turned sadness into luminous gardens, into a slow waltz to hear the non-dancers saying: Cheers! Cheers! Cheers!   What if we finally found the recipe for equilibrium: Would we still be needing stock markets and currencies? Or could we simply exchange syllables across languages without losing the message of oneness. What if we really had roots deep down to the centre of luck? Yes. Roots and luck.
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I’m trying to have a Pity Party… But people just won’t leave me alone… I’ve got all the necessary accoutrement... A bottle of Richard’s Wild Irish Rose... Flannel Pajamas with oddly shaped holes In all the wrong places... A proper toothache ensuring my face is Properly lumpy… Worked hard on this body now properly bumpy From too much soul food That is... Food For The Soul Such as Pizza… and Pudding…and Tater Chips and Dips… and Coco Puffs by the large serving bowl... Donuts And the holes to go with them... Lifetime Channel already tuned in... Blinds pulled down... Unplugged my phone… But these people! They just won’t leave me alone! Being all supportive and huggy and lovey and clean-y I don’t see… Why they don’t see… That now is just not the time… They need to get on out’a here And let me drink my wine… cuz I’m trying to have A Pity Party! But I swear they just won’t leave me alone… NOW HEAR THIS! NOW HEAR THIS! Would All Pity Party Poopers Please Just Go Home!
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Jan 29, 2012
Jan 29, 2012 at 7:13 AM UTC
Pity Party Poopers!
Tonight    got away from the mess city   toothache     throb ensemble of car horns      shoppers throwing     money like empty   sweet wrappers park is better calming me     a cup of cocoa stepped     into Narnia      without the wardrobe snow   squeals   with each step little deaths    little graves where others have   stood a ring of prints from   a hundred   shoes breathe in     white silence    find frost’s left a hypothermic   dance between wires   of a tree    white fibres together as arms sweep clean   the bench    blanket of sherbet sit and think how simple it is to be     forgotten    alone   a caterpillar of tinsel in a tattered   brown box not allowed to   shine past    December thirty-first or not shine at all    rather a rope of dud   fairy-lights    I wonder   I wonder lamppost emits a   frigid glow night unfurls above my head       I left my gloves at home     again
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Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 8:53 AM UTC
White Silence (collaboration with Rose)
When you have a toothache, The dentist pulls it. When you have a stomachache, The doctor eases it. When you have a headache, Medicine soothes it. When you have a backache, The chiropractor fixes it. So why is it... There is no dentist, or doctor, There is no medicine or chiropractor, To heal this heartache?
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Dec 27, 2016
Dec 27, 2016 at 12:00 PM UTC
Ache