Affliated with her father's affliction of abandonment,she embraced the love of an absent father. He diminished, oblivious to the passage
of time. Leaving her with yearnings of fatherly affection,however his devotion to fatherly duties wavered.
For two decades on no account was he solicitous about the welfare of his daughter. She seeked for his love and support,the lack of affirmation left her with piercings in her heart.
Nontheless,she found adoration that of a loving and kindhearted man. He's warmth love was ample to patch the wounds of her pierced heart. He pampered her with fatherly love,through him she got the satisfaction of calling someone "father". It's been long since she's known that feeling, like a soft blanket on a night when the wind howls.
He becomes her mentor,her Braveman and the epitome of her happiness.
Otja Tjipee Uanivi 17th October 2018

The feeling of desolation and that of a despaired
and numb heart. Yes! Maybe that's it! We eventually go numb because you can't break a heart that has already been broken. A heart that has been numbed by sorrow, anxiety and disappointment. A feeling of nothingness,one which impairs the heart completely making us vulnerable and incarcerating us to our solitude and conviction of being worthless. A trauma which aggravates daily drowning us and leaving us with resentment. Void! Emptiness which often hit us at night and renders us sleepless with an unsteady heartbeat rhythm pounding .Emptiness accompanied by sadness like that of a cloud in the day of mist when his face is watery and dim. Hollowness that needs to be filled with bliss,endearment and joy.
Tjipee Uatanaua 26 April 2018