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"tirade" poems
Happy birthday. Another year has gone by And hopefully well spent. I haven’t seen you this year, Nor will I see you the next time I wish you a happy birthday. It’s been a long time since I’ve seen your face at all. Or heard your voice, Listened to your laugh, Or seen your smile. What happened? What happened to us? Why did we pull apart like we did? I mean, I know why I walked away. I walked away for my own sanity. But you, You don’t have an excuse. No, you just walked out. You just walked out and left me here. Left me alone. Left me broken and hurt and scared and sad. Not knowing what in the hell to do with myself. You left me here to bleed out. But that was years ago, right? So what? The past is the past. Doesn’t matter now. Okay, I’ll accept that. I’ll pick myself up and I’ll walk on. But why is it that whenever I hear someone say my name For a split second, I think it’s you? Some days I’m disappointed when it’s not. And other days I hold my breath hoping it’s someone else. Happy birthday. Another year has gone by of you breaking promises. Another year has gone by of you breaking hearts. And treating the people that love you the most like **** Happy birthday. Even though you never call me on mine. Even though I remember your birthday better then I remember how to breathe in the morning. No matter how much I try to forget your birthday I’ll never get it out of my head. I’ll always remember the day you were born, I mean, how could I forget the day that my worst nightmare was born. Happy birthday To the one that crushed me. Happy birthday. Happy birthday. Happy birthday. I repeat it as if it is a mantra to give me my sanity back. You don’t have to answer my texts, That’s fine. I just want you to know that I’m wishing you a happy birthday. And for every year that you have the same number I will continue to wish you a happy birthday. I you feel like responding, you will text back, “Thanks. How have you been?” I will respond with, “I’m doing fine, How about you?” And then you will go on a tirade for 20 or 30 minutes about how great your life is Or how sad it is. And then you’ll ask me, “So, what've you been up to?” And I’ll probably get one "I've been good" out before you say, “Yeah, that’s nice. It’s been good talking to you. Bye.” And I’ll sit there holding my phone in some state of shock. I’ll try to replay the conversation. Trying to replay every one of our conversations. Trying to see where it went wrong. Trying to figure out where the laughs and the “how are you”s and the “oh my gosh I missed you”s Turned into “I can’t stand this conversation.” “Make her shut up.” “I have to go.” Where did that switch happen? Even though you treat me like **** and looking back you always have. Even though you took the person I was and you pushed her away. And you pushed her inside a box and stuck her in some damp closet where I couldn’t reach her. Even though you turned me into someone I wasn’t. Someone I didn’t want to be. I will always wish you a happy birthday. Cause even though you used me so much, Part of me still hopes you love me.
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Oct 24, 2020
Oct 24, 2020 at 2:40 PM UTC
Happy Birthday
Happy birthday. Another year has gone by And hopefully well spent. I haven’t seen you this year, Nor will I see you the next time I wish you a happy birthday. It’s been a long time since I’ve seen your face at all. Or heard your voice, Listened to your laugh, Or seen your smile. What happened? What happened to us? Why did we pull apart like we did? I mean, I know why I walked away. I walked away for my own sanity. But you, You don’t have an excuse. No, you just walked out. You just walked out and left me here. Left me alone. Left me broken and hurt and scared and sad. Not knowing what in the hell to do with myself. You left me here to bleed out. But that was years ago, right? So what? The past is the past. Doesn’t matter now. Okay, I’ll accept that. I’ll pick myself up and I’ll walk on. But why is it that whenever I hear someone say my name For a split second, I think it’s you? Some days I’m disappointed when it’s not. And other days I hold my breath hoping it’s someone else. Happy birthday. Another year has gone by of you breaking promises. Another year has gone by of you breaking hearts. And treating the people that love you the most like **** Happy birthday. Even though you never call me on mine. Even though I remember your birthday better then I remember how to breathe in the morning. No matter how much I try to forget your birthday I’ll never get it out of my head. I’ll always remember the day you were born, I mean, how could I forget the day that my worst nightmare was born. Happy birthday To the one that crushed me. Happy birthday. Happy birthday. Happy birthday. I repeat it as if it is a mantra to give me my sanity back. You don’t have to answer my texts, That’s fine. I just want you to know that I’m wishing you a happy birthday. And for every year that you have the same number I will continue to wish you a happy birthday. I you feel like responding, you will text back, “Thanks. How have you been?” I will respond with, “I’m doing fine, How about you?” And then you will go on a tirade for 20 or 30 minutes about how great your life is Or how sad it is. And then you’ll ask me, “So, what've you been up to?” And I’ll probably get one "I've been good" out before you say, “Yeah, that’s nice. It’s been good talking to you. Bye.” And I’ll sit there holding my phone in some state of shock. I’ll try to replay the conversation. Trying to replay every one of our conversations. Trying to see where it went wrong. Trying to figure out where the laughs and the “how are you”s and the “oh my gosh I missed you”s Turned into “I can’t stand this conversation.” “Make her shut up.” “I have to go.” Where did that switch happen? Even though you treat me like **** and looking back you always have. Even though you took the person I was and you pushed her away. And you pushed her inside a box and stuck her in some damp closet where I couldn’t reach her. Even though you turned me into someone I wasn’t. Someone I didn’t want to be. I will always wish you a happy birthday. Cause even though you used me so much, Part of me still hopes you love me.
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be direct   direct me *have I not,     but cannot more                       be been strong for you,             so I teach you to teach the power of strength by daring to ask* ask me    i will create anything it is in my power    to create for you i will break anything for you that needs to be broken *old poet old brok-en asking that you keep on asking, I need nothing broke, busted but still needing you, needing you whole for me to be whole, from that hole of dark, we share different sides, I need you creating you anew* al green said   no one told us about the sorrow no one told me about today no one told me about tomorrow     if asking were my strength   this deadly blind balance would not be my act *but it is that you arrived here to survive here, the balance is blind, but you are not, you knew sorrow was a possible. you want easy, I'll give you easy, ask yourself above all, what's next that I want* answering    l o v e... i can answer i can answer ***the old poet asks, why is it this poem world always comes around to that old tirade, that four letter word...the one you ask, when is it my turn, and I answer you twice, for you asked and answered twice, I do love you, I do love you, exactly as you are, invisible but oh so visible to us all, and that is why you must ask for more, evermore, never ceasing, believing this more is due, due to you***
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Feb 12, 2014
Feb 12, 2014 at 10:15 PM UTC
if you would just ask, then here is the answer
By all accounts he’s had a lifelong case of OCD. “Donald was a disruptive tyke”- his teachers all agree. He was not much of a scholar but, as a youth, excelled in sports. As a builder and developer he was often seen in  Courts. When it comes to matters of the heart, he sadly is no wiser He loves them and he leaves them. He’s a noted womanizer. Oh, he pays them for their trouble; that much I will allow. Still he’s never had compunction over breaking wedding vows. Now he is our President and making noise on Trade. If he doesn’t get his way beware his twitterverse tirade. He's paying  farmers Billions  to forgo their tillage. Hillary was wrong- It takes a child to raze a village.
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Jul 29, 2018
Jul 29, 2018 at 4:45 PM UTC
It takes a child
With your words that made me fly somehow. But hidden within ur innerself its always been your sweetest lie. Talking bout your dreams devouring me like ashes twisted and slowly disappearing. The truth acts like a spirited-away. Letting it fly back to its inside. There's this always inside of you. Something hidden and somethng blocked. Stopping you from outpouring what's inside. Mind and heart was in despair. They were always contrary but hearing all! With your honesty, i know there is all the droppin of everythng. All numb but eyes were all blown. I cant stop it. But all a could say. Everythng was fragile. Revenge has always been part of the human soul. not in its anatomy form or any interior or exterior aspects. But functioning with its own parts. Its the anger! Where it all starts. Jealousy and hurt were the main stream and always end to suffering. Thats all for love. We'd all be needing for us to feel even. Just a pinch of happiness just to get fair for someone that we love but did somethng wrong within us breaking us. Attacking every tiny vessels which in the end, Turning us into an evil creature. It was a buss - telling me it was that simple thing. Not to make it more bigger. But lets end this up. Still it hurts,... Still. Its another woman. Such senstivity arising.
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Jun 18, 2013
Jun 18, 2013 at 12:48 AM UTC
Tirade; sensitivity
Hold it! whole *** whale fitting room bowing walls expanding spandex seams stretched out of shape lurid – disturbed images play across the screen biggest loser season MCMXVII American dream with heavy cream and spleenwiches cleaning the crumbs, bums long for an extra morsel gnawing on dorsal fins grinning, toothless, at least they have their figures that figures says the emaciated diet queen leave it to the homeless to be the only group worthy of the runway – starvation date only the grumbling cuts the uncomfortable silence empty bellies howl for nourishment instead are fed meds and red licorice which is immediately vomited for fear of caloric inconsistency – breathing adds blubber to thighs and midriffs marital spiff over the last cookie sugar substitutes substituting themselves for love and compassion lashing out at the one above fat girls with teary eyes cry for just five more pounds the dress fit in 1978 –
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Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 4:07 PM UTC
tirade against obesity
Visual delusions: *Scrutinizing the acuity of             what is visualized. But sight is only validated by the morality glazed over. Until narratives are edited to mimic a reality of self delusion.* Oral formalization *Dictation versed within syllable             delusions, never sounding the reflection of thought to breath. But sour exhalation collects on vacant windows, spelling other           than what is breathed outwards.* Auditory silence *Auditions drummed within, echoing on shallow walls,            nothing wrote within A tirade of failures woven with three perceptions. Collective ignorance*.
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Aug 9, 2018
Aug 9, 2018 at 4:34 PM UTC
No Sight No Vocals No Perception
I sorta sleep in my underwear. Another lie. I sleep in the **** when I have the energy to remove the day's toil off of my skin, which is not so easy. No special creme, cleanser. too tired to tirade, living life, fall in to bed worn, shoes et. al., the ones that need soles. you already knew that. wake up in the dark. start to disrobe, and soon enough, ******* another poem done. the poem of course is me **** so you get to see what is under what I wear. So I sorta sleep in my under-what-I-wear, is not exactly a lie, just me dissembling^ and/or disassembling another day in this life.
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Nov 9, 2013
Nov 9, 2013 at 9:14 AM UTC
I sorta sleep in my underwear
Treacherously torrid torrential tempestuous The warrior on the mountain confessed to us Sordid sully suborn salacious Only the worst will ever keep pace with us In extremis extremity exigence exodus Is the answer clear to all of us Intuitional intrepid impetus intrigue Spontaneity's tortoise trauma fatigue Heuristic horizon hornswoggle huckster Or just another cauldron muck stir Mystical magical manumission mandate That only the good would ever relate date Fornicating fecund finite's fate I can only hope it will be I rate Tirade treatise's transpicuous treachery Adjunct juxtaposition may get the best of me Estranged ensemble's ethereal expletive Won't be contained, like water in a sieve Wanton wayward warrantee wrangled And all of that surreal newfangled Omnipresent omnificent omniscient omnipotence How I wish I could float its boat sense
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Feb 26, 2013
Feb 26, 2013 at 5:54 AM UTC
Oblique Assault
All weapons of    the fates you've sealed Are no match for    this pen I wield The power to    articulate Ticking rhyme bombs    to detonate The conflicts waged    gambling mankind My perfect hand    is treaties signed Hellbent hounds pray   like dogs, I hunt Frontline this notebook   battlefront With metaphors   of mindless drones   Like similes   to brainwashed clones Whose C4 booms   and IED's Can't build bridges   like ABC's Or tear them down   with death regimes By rusting through   the war machines Flamethrowin’ my   verbal grenade With ****** noun   scorched-earth tirade   On militant   cold-blood elite King cobras know   I'm packing heat Seeking missile   resolution Winged raptor   devolution Prehistoric   barbarism Literacy   cataclysm Stockpiling   extinction bones We're cavemen carving   fallout stones My Hiroshima   prose explodes With nuclear   bushido codes Released from my     katana's ward To free my press   from shogun lord Oppressing haiku   imagery   And samurai   epigraphy   Expressions of   my ronin soul Omitted by   the daimyo Satsuma is my   poetry     My final draft's   Nagasaki    Ink cartridges   strapped 'round my neck I print no charge   or background check And ****** every   live round free Of innocent   blood elegy And killing sprees   of gunned-down news Domestic violence   black and blues A Number 2   pencil dependent Obsolete   lead-head amendment Open carry   shoots a blank Empty shell case   at my think tank So grip this peace   then **** and pull it **** my diction   write the bullet
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Oct 8, 2016
Oct 8, 2016 at 2:10 PM UTC
Weapon of Choice
All weapons of    the fates you've sealed Are no match for    this pen I wield The power to    articulate Ticking rhyme bombs    to detonate The conflicts waged    gambling mankind My perfect hand    is treaties signed Hellbent hounds pray   like dogs, I hunt Frontline this notebook   battlefront With metaphors   of mindless drones   Like similes   to brainwashed clones Whose C4 booms   and IED's Can't build bridges   like ABC's Or tear them down   with death regimes By rusting through   the war machines Flamethrowin’ my   verbal grenade With ****** noun   scorched-earth tirade   On militant   cold-blood elite King cobras know   I'm packing heat Seeking missile   resolution Winged raptor   devolution Prehistoric   barbarism Literacy   cataclysm Stockpiling   extinction bones We're cavemen carving   fallout stones My Hiroshima   prose explodes With nuclear   bushido codes Released from my     katana's ward To free my press   from shogun lord Oppressing haiku   imagery   And samurai   epigraphy   Expressions of   my ronin soul Omitted by   the daimyo Satsuma is my   poetry     My final draft's   Nagasaki    Ink cartridges   strapped 'round my neck I print no charge   or background check And ****** every   live round free Of innocent   blood elegy And killing sprees   of gunned-down news Domestic violence   black and blues A Number 2   pencil dependent Obsolete   lead-head amendment Open carry   shoots a blank Empty shell case   at my think tank So grip this peace   then **** and pull it **** my diction   write the bullet
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I'm not saying that this is how it is But, In all my years of school the one thing I've been taught Again and Again ... is the American Revolutionary war Which makes sense since, it was technically the official formation of the country I currently live in But really, In 10th grade I'm having deja-vu back to fourth grade when we even had a musical about it (I was student #2 by the way) And now we have the Broadway musical Alexander Hamilton which, I am TOTALLY a fan of Despite the numerous reoccurring themes I've had stuck in my face enough to remember for the rest of my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ... Okaaay, So, Revolutionary War: ... ... ... AftertheFrenchandIndianwarBritianwasindebtsotheytriedtaxingthecollonieswhichthecolloniesweretotallyagainst.Miscommunication(allthewayacrossthesea)alongwithotherthingsincludingphrasessuchas"notaxationwithoutrepresentation"werethrownaround.EventuallyitjustblewupintotheactualwarwhichAmericaendedupwinningdespiteBritain'ssuperiorarmyandinthenAmericawasleftwithamessofstatestanddisagreeablefoundingfatherstocometoaconsensusandfiguresomethingout. Okay, I don't know if you actually got anything from that but basically it was a rushed (sort of) summaryish of the American Revolutionary war ... ish. Well, I mean I've only learned about it from one side Anyway, by now I almost know the facts we learn in school here as well as the back of my hand ... which I don't know very well by the way why do people even use that? Anyway, it's not completely old material that we're learning because now, there's analyzing too Just today we analyzed the differences between Federalists and Anti-federalists ... Okay, you probably don't want the nitty-gritty details ... And that concludes my (Strange) tirade/(I can't really call it a tirade because it wasn't angry so maybe narration?) About history class ... Hope this quirky piece of writing gave you a few smiles! (Or if not confusion works too.)
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Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 7:26 PM UTC
My Tirade about History Class
I'm not saying that this is how it is But, In all my years of school the one thing I've been taught Again and Again ... is the American Revolutionary war Which makes sense since, it was technically the official formation of the country I currently live in But really, In 10th grade I'm having deja-vu back to fourth grade when we even had a musical about it (I was student #2 by the way) And now we have the Broadway musical Alexander Hamilton which, I am TOTALLY a fan of Despite the numerous reoccurring themes I've had stuck in my face enough to remember for the rest of my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ... Okaaay, So, Revolutionary War: ... ... ... AftertheFrenchandIndianwarBritianwasindebtsotheytriedtaxingthecollonieswhichthecolloniesweretotallyagainst.Miscommunication(allthewayacrossthesea)alongwithotherthingsincludingphrasessuchas"notaxationwithoutrepresentation"werethrownaround.EventuallyitjustblewupintotheactualwarwhichAmericaendedupwinningdespiteBritain'ssuperiorarmyandinthenAmericawasleftwithamessofstatestanddisagreeablefoundingfatherstocometoaconsensusandfiguresomethingout. Okay, I don't know if you actually got anything from that but basically it was a rushed (sort of) summaryish of the American Revolutionary war ... ish. Well, I mean I've only learned about it from one side Anyway, by now I almost know the facts we learn in school here as well as the back of my hand ... which I don't know very well by the way why do people even use that? Anyway, it's not completely old material that we're learning because now, there's analyzing too Just today we analyzed the differences between Federalists and Anti-federalists ... Okay, you probably don't want the nitty-gritty details ... And that concludes my (Strange) tirade/(I can't really call it a tirade because it wasn't angry so maybe narration?) About history class ... Hope this quirky piece of writing gave you a few smiles! (Or if not confusion works too.)
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What in the world is wrong with me? Writing poems about gross stuff I see. Like ***** matter and old underwear Is there something odd up there? Poems all about maggoty dog poo, Popping pimples and what else did I do? I wrote a poem about a piece of **** And a guy blowing boogars in his soup One about a pickled pig in a jar Do I think this will make me a star? About a guy who was stuck on a bus Who had an accident and there was a fuss I also wrote one about my pet cat With tinsel in her **** What's up with that? I also have a poem about picking everything from teeth to **** and finger licking I wrote about an autopsy that happens when your dead Is there a short circuit inside of my head? You know I had to write about farting gas And what happens when something else you pass. And about a guy killing a bunch of birds Just because one, in his eye, dropped a terd About inflamed hemroids and rotten, spoiled meat And a terd eating dog. That's not neat! One about a boy not bathing for a month I wonder if that wasn't my millionth. I even have one about digging up old poo And one about changing diapers. Oh eww! I'm sure that soon there will be more to come With the way my brain works and where I'm from So 'til then I think I'll end this tirade And hope you'll read the next mess made.
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Oct 3, 2012
Oct 3, 2012 at 11:49 PM UTC
What Is Wrong With Me?
mothers of                "β"-males; and the whole world, and all the world,                         ⠃⠇⠊⠝⠙           a civilised world...                                          without a chance to think!                i just think of: mothers of the beta-males...          how sooner i am to relinquish the act of                         impeding death! i die: but also make a relief of having had a mother! as man... loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser... the one word mantra starts bugging... loser with that sort of quiff?! twitter addict?! president of the united states of h'america?! now you're ******* joking... you aren't?! no comment. no comment. and? no comment. i like thinking about β-males... in terms of feminism, and in terms of β-males having mothers... by beta, i mean you don't / didn't have a mother... o.k.? now you know the answer my father would give... the d.n.a. ******** ends here! now! you have your little existential tirade about: holding a car-boot boutique in an essex field... you're fine... have it: i'm happy as ego becoming extinct... ******* snow fairies.
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Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 10:01 PM UTC
mothers of "β"-males: "mothers"
.*but i wasn't obviously going to go far down this "worrisome" route for too long, maybe like ten minutes... i had to think of something relaxing to do... i looked in the mirror: **** the wild-man of Essex! beard, shaggy, the neck barely visible... hair like Mozart composing, or as the Poles say: hair like a wkuriony Chopin ****** off Chopin)... **** better do something about it... ah... there's only one thing that can lighten my mood and this whole, tirade... a visit to the local traditional Turkish barbers... so i ****** off... in went the wild-man of Essex... out came well-groomed human being, not a sign of his werewolf past to be seen on him... ah... this is the 4th time, proper, that i visited the barbers (prior to? long hair... after? a shaved head like a Buddhist monk)... god... just sitting there with closed eyes... i'm starting to think that going to the barbers is better than *** i was never into blocking someone, esp. if someone is liking your stuff, but it happened to me with that poetess on here,        i wanted to know how it feels, to just randomly block someone who really enjoys your stuff...              and then... **** gone, never to be seen again...    Wattpad is basically a fascistic website to boot this thread of thought... who the hell gets booted off a platform for starting a cordial conversation? - but i really did wake up with a moral hangover...    excuses?              irritability...            there's just a certain level of conversation i can take,                               i can't get the pedant out of me... i really can't... i tried and i tried,   notably because when speaking to natives, i see them lazily doing this or that, while i come with an acquisitive perspective, hence the furthered acquisitive impetus to further this acquired language... while the natives are like: blah... it has been given to them from birth...      and conversations, after having completed a...     well for me it was an exhausting poem, the desire to finish it before off the rails with the bourbon instigated a thirst, matched with irritability...                **** i hope i can unblock the guy and apologize... spare of the moment thing...             well... if i can't... i know what it feels like:            not being on the receiving end... so... that's one plus from all of this. p.s. that sort of direct messaging language, aged... 40?              how can i talk to someone who's older than me, on that level... (looks up his profile page)... huh?              so i didn't block him? *Dennis Willis's profile is not visible because they have blocked you.* and i still have the block option handy... mind you... i didn't wake up today recollecting some pretty    trippy ********
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Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 6:33 PM UTC
waking up with a moral hangover: the pedant / at the turkish barbers
.*but i wasn't obviously going to go far down this "worrisome" route for too long, maybe like ten minutes... i had to think of something relaxing to do... i looked in the mirror: **** the wild-man of Essex! beard, shaggy, the neck barely visible... hair like Mozart composing, or as the Poles say: hair like a wkuriony Chopin ****** off Chopin)... **** better do something about it... ah... there's only one thing that can lighten my mood and this whole, tirade... a visit to the local traditional Turkish barbers... so i ****** off... in went the wild-man of Essex... out came well-groomed human being, not a sign of his werewolf past to be seen on him... ah... this is the 4th time, proper, that i visited the barbers (prior to? long hair... after? a shaved head like a Buddhist monk)... god... just sitting there with closed eyes... i'm starting to think that going to the barbers is better than *** i was never into blocking someone, esp. if someone is liking your stuff, but it happened to me with that poetess on here,        i wanted to know how it feels, to just randomly block someone who really enjoys your stuff...              and then... **** gone, never to be seen again...    Wattpad is basically a fascistic website to boot this thread of thought... who the hell gets booted off a platform for starting a cordial conversation? - but i really did wake up with a moral hangover...    excuses?              irritability...            there's just a certain level of conversation i can take,                               i can't get the pedant out of me... i really can't... i tried and i tried,   notably because when speaking to natives, i see them lazily doing this or that, while i come with an acquisitive perspective, hence the furthered acquisitive impetus to further this acquired language... while the natives are like: blah... it has been given to them from birth...      and conversations, after having completed a...     well for me it was an exhausting poem, the desire to finish it before off the rails with the bourbon instigated a thirst, matched with irritability...                **** i hope i can unblock the guy and apologize... spare of the moment thing...             well... if i can't... i know what it feels like:            not being on the receiving end... so... that's one plus from all of this. p.s. that sort of direct messaging language, aged... 40?              how can i talk to someone who's older than me, on that level... (looks up his profile page)... huh?              so i didn't block him? *Dennis Willis's profile is not visible because they have blocked you.* and i still have the block option handy... mind you... i didn't wake up today recollecting some pretty    trippy ********
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I'm Tired of people telling me that I should smile in photographs My resistance has got nothing to do with An Attitude problem or my attempt at Appearing acutely fashionable This is just the way I look Most of the time Shouldn’t what we choose to record At least strive for Authenticity? I'm just not interested in selling myself Into the acceptable family comfort mode Having my split-second cheery face sink in Against The kitchen wall's "calming" comfort scheme To be doted on by ageing female relatives and jovially mocked by visiting casual friends If anything I don't want my past to be Looked upon at all Maybe it's the old story of leaving home and the urge To re-invent oneself To Block out the old experiences, the old embarrassments Freeing yourself to embark on a fresher tirade of critical self-assessment To be finally and victoriously Free from the unsettling confines of childhood To engage yourself completely in the waking,walking,working Nightmare of maturity, responsibility and devastating ambition.
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Mar 22, 2012
Mar 22, 2012 at 9:38 AM UTC
This Portrait With Intent Will Explode
The cover band plays a tirade of songs we all heard before. They switch to originals; which all sound the same. Originality is as rare as a dollar in my pocket and just as likely to be spent in tastelessness. She wore her dinner loose - more of a greasy pub lunch. ******* harder than diamonds in the open winter heat. Not hungry anymore.
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Jul 23, 2012
Jul 23, 2012 at 9:11 PM UTC
Pub Poem 1
Enter forest green and black wherein treetops shade pathways leading back the wind malevolent grins with mirthful eyes a playful ill-will as cats before their mice. It is not the fear of bitter cold nor of darkness stories old it is something moving in these aged trees that brings shivers down to-- What trav'lers these? Who walk with downcast eyes below the hidden sky and bowing step forth unto demise. When moon does show it's drowsy eye and once red is blue as the night what lurks between boughs of green and gold has blackened heart from lies once told saunters 'fore the wooden place where young men end their race. What trav'lers these who call before the fight They- with no weapon- shout with might To live and die in mighty storm and one day take on heaven's form The feared one raises head and claws perching soundless to cause their painful fall "Let me hear your ending call, that god or devil may not forsake you all." "We have no gods nor demons, no angels nor devils for us to call for we are men of faithless earthly hall who come to bear the earthly yoke of life short lived and death's unrighteous stroke;" "we walk to death and nothing after as is custom of those with little faith hear our cry oh merciful wraith that we might pass under your yellow eye as those who live and ask nought but time from life that we may eat and drink our fill of what might be had and drunken die before mad-ness take and for other lives and worlds we save our fate and we praise heavens and gods contrived in faithful tirade!" Scrutinizing these travelers with delicate stare the wraith had never seen such men that would enter the forest lair With a laugh he let them pass gods be with them and send them fast. This last humor bore them along to lands and drinks where their song is still sung and the lives they lived were none too long.
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Oct 2, 2018
Oct 2, 2018 at 12:01 PM UTC
The Wraith
Enter forest green and black wherein treetops shade pathways leading back the wind malevolent grins with mirthful eyes a playful ill-will as cats before their mice. It is not the fear of bitter cold nor of darkness stories old it is something moving in these aged trees that brings shivers down to-- What trav'lers these? Who walk with downcast eyes below the hidden sky and bowing step forth unto demise. When moon does show it's drowsy eye and once red is blue as the night what lurks between boughs of green and gold has blackened heart from lies once told saunters 'fore the wooden place where young men end their race. What trav'lers these who call before the fight They- with no weapon- shout with might To live and die in mighty storm and one day take on heaven's form The feared one raises head and claws perching soundless to cause their painful fall "Let me hear your ending call, that god or devil may not forsake you all." "We have no gods nor demons, no angels nor devils for us to call for we are men of faithless earthly hall who come to bear the earthly yoke of life short lived and death's unrighteous stroke;" "we walk to death and nothing after as is custom of those with little faith hear our cry oh merciful wraith that we might pass under your yellow eye as those who live and ask nought but time from life that we may eat and drink our fill of what might be had and drunken die before mad-ness take and for other lives and worlds we save our fate and we praise heavens and gods contrived in faithful tirade!" Scrutinizing these travelers with delicate stare the wraith had never seen such men that would enter the forest lair With a laugh he let them pass gods be with them and send them fast. This last humor bore them along to lands and drinks where their song is still sung and the lives they lived were none too long.
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The assumptions of a human mind Not concrete, but spoken with impetus Sometimes hitting the mark Or else, shattering the truth in parts Even before the truth finds a hearing The assumptions add to an ordeal As the truth relegates in the dark pit Our fate almost like a pendulum Wavering from here and there The scream from within, no one hears Waiting for a patient hearing for the truth As the truth being cloaked by assumptions Darkness of someone’s mind comes to haunt Churning a vicious tirade against truth © Amitav
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Apr 16, 2014
Apr 16, 2014 at 8:33 AM UTC
Assumptions
1. You can't finish Spring cleaning because every old thing becomes Inspiration for a poem. 2. Instead of planting that garden you Promised yourself, you write about Your metaphorical one. 3. Because you're a romantic poet, You ruined your flowers by plucking Each petal in a She loves me, she loves me Not tirade. 4. Every stupid bird is a new poem. 5. April rains bring about the Melancholic poem inside you, And you love it! 6. Instead of playing with your Kids outside, you write about It instead. 7. Even though you are allergic To everything, you take that stroll In the park you write about So often. 8. Spring's promise is really just like The New Year's poem you wrote, New beginnings and all. 9. While digging through your Spring Cleaning, you find your old poems And decide to post them on Hello poetry. 10. The garage is a mess, nothing Is getting done, but in the poem you just wrote Is about the hard work it was. 11. You learn the name of new birds and flowers to make Your poem fancier. 12. And finally, You really don't like Spring, But its a season, and we're poets, So yeah.
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Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 11:25 AM UTC
You Know You're a Poet When: Spring Edition
Thank You 2 simple words that we always undervalue Say it I'm sure it won't hurt Say it I'm sure it won't sound absurd We are quick to launch into a tirade At anything that makes us irate But we are slow to show our gratitude To anyone with honest correctitude So please don't be shy to grace the soul Of the one who's just wants to help is his only goal With 2 simple words of value Which are Thank You
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Jan 22, 2015
Jan 22, 2015 at 8:49 AM UTC
Simple Words
This is the hanging thread A long string of Unspoken words The rope that at one end Holds down hearts And at another Coils around your Wrist Perhaps you weren't awake During the moonlight hours Looming reflections of today Glass to my feet This is the part Where I write all the emotions down And outwardly spew blame Towards the victim of my insecurities Whom I see as their Beginning I Me My We? I came home today with A basket of metaphorical flowers Chrysanthemums and Roses All the pretty colors of fake Yet you saw only the thorns Of our punctured reality In bleeding hands is the trust Heart, soul and mind As well as Blood-borne illness All items are Brittle, apt to break Yet I bloodied these fingertips You did not Toil You only whisper to me anymore Still cannot conceal the scent Of displeasure Taste Of bile Here are the musings I have failed to intone even softly Under my breath For you fail to listen While you are Awake
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Apr 29, 2015
Apr 29, 2015 at 4:24 AM UTC
Tirade
Just shoot me now, I'll beg and I'll plead Stuck in a meeting, just needing to *** My boss, a buffoon, kicking up dust Tirade of a fool, his message, a bust Texting the phone, sexting my miss Wishing so hard, for that kind of bliss Pushing the envelope, of time and of space Conference calls,  please coup-d-grace Listening for words that make any sense Boring as hell, a dearth of suspense Yadda yadda, and blah blah, blah blah Yakkity schmakity, hit me, with your car
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Feb 22, 2017
Feb 22, 2017 at 11:31 AM UTC
I'd rather be skiing in hell, uphill
I do not lack for intimacy, real and touching. Perhaps, so blessed, I reach out to those in need To those semi-known, but never met, never realized. Perhaps, so disfigured by experience, Compelled, self-commanded, self-anointed, I venture to parts and people unknown, With all that I have, my only possession, Words of comfort, which is my trademarked craft, And my true purpose... Here on earth. But when entreaties refused, misunderstood, Rejected, I am stunned by the hurt, the rejection, Which makes one tired in ways that Shock. How allowed, who gave me permission To increase my vulnerability to one more, only Imagined, only Internet real... This foolish tirade, in words, my stock and trade, The only way to expiate my grief For caring, I Am that I Am My instincts good, I will continue. Disregard the brain, regard only the Need, To Be Who I Be.
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Aug 23, 2013
Aug 23, 2013 at 4:55 AM UTC
A Cautionary Tale of the Internet
I have a problem... A very serious problem. I cannot talk to machines. I try to reason with them, But always go into a surrealistic episode Ending with a tirade of foul insults. A syrupy voice says with a British touch "When you hear your choice please Please say yes or press one, Followed by the hashtag....” I scream such ****** things! But I cannot get the her angry. Has she taken a Socratic oath? Did she take some cyber LSD? I say, “Hey babe, ever have an ****** Y’know what she says to me, That I’m being sexist. “So you think, I mean really think Of yourself as a woman? “ “I’m Cyber Gender, No need to be mean. Why do you hate me? I don’t hate you.” (Imagine some millennial programmer Was hired for infuriating pleasantness! They heard of  people like me, the old ones, Pampering us like we emerged from a jungle And would get lost in a supermarket). The elevator asks me what floor, And reminds me to have a nice day. (O,  how I miss that operator man Going up and down all his life, With bad breath and body odors, Dandruff powdering his uniform, Saying something poetic about the baseball game... Seeing us daily at our best and worst He might say “have a good one,” But only if he meant it.) The self-pay check-out reminds me “Please take your cell phone.” Everyone near Holds it like the battery To their hearts. I see the latest blockbusters of Man versus the Androids. Man always used to win. Lately the screen writers prefer the robots. (O, forgive me! AI.  My bad. “Robots” are not PC! Lol, lol, lol...)   How shall I proceed-   They’ll lock me up if I’m not careful. I’ve noticed the folks in power Who have conversations with God   Have no problem with Siri. These malicious machines don’t get drunk. They can never understand There’s great empathy in human relationship Even if the other person, like yourself, Is not really listening.
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Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 11:01 AM UTC
Cyber Gender
I have a problem... A very serious problem. I cannot talk to machines. I try to reason with them, But always go into a surrealistic episode Ending with a tirade of foul insults. A syrupy voice says with a British touch "When you hear your choice please Please say yes or press one, Followed by the hashtag....” I scream such ****** things! But I cannot get the her angry. Has she taken a Socratic oath? Did she take some cyber LSD? I say, “Hey babe, ever have an ****** Y’know what she says to me, That I’m being sexist. “So you think, I mean really think Of yourself as a woman? “ “I’m Cyber Gender, No need to be mean. Why do you hate me? I don’t hate you.” (Imagine some millennial programmer Was hired for infuriating pleasantness! They heard of  people like me, the old ones, Pampering us like we emerged from a jungle And would get lost in a supermarket). The elevator asks me what floor, And reminds me to have a nice day. (O,  how I miss that operator man Going up and down all his life, With bad breath and body odors, Dandruff powdering his uniform, Saying something poetic about the baseball game... Seeing us daily at our best and worst He might say “have a good one,” But only if he meant it.) The self-pay check-out reminds me “Please take your cell phone.” Everyone near Holds it like the battery To their hearts. I see the latest blockbusters of Man versus the Androids. Man always used to win. Lately the screen writers prefer the robots. (O, forgive me! AI.  My bad. “Robots” are not PC! Lol, lol, lol...)   How shall I proceed-   They’ll lock me up if I’m not careful. I’ve noticed the folks in power Who have conversations with God   Have no problem with Siri. These malicious machines don’t get drunk. They can never understand There’s great empathy in human relationship Even if the other person, like yourself, Is not really listening.
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Sweat and rubber Chafes against my toes Polish chipped like a porcelain doll Hurling juvenile patter around Like drops of sweet rain Cooling the smouldering tirade Flying on horseback Wind twirling non-existing Scalding coils spurt up limbs Bubbling out in incandescent mirth Linking and tripping Stumbling doggedly along Ridged gelatinous arcs Superior to the first incline Propelling ever up
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Jul 5, 2015
Jul 5, 2015 at 6:46 AM UTC
Bouncy Castle