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"tilled" poems
But can you love me in the deep? In the dark? In the thick of it? Can you love me when I drink from the wrong bottle and slip through the crack in the floorboard? Can you love me when I’m bigger than you, when my presence blazes like the sun does, when it hurts to look directly at me? Can you love me then too? Can you love me under the starry sky, shaved and smooth, my skin like liquid moonlight? Can you love me when I am howling and furry, standing on my haunches, my lower lip stained with the blood of my last **** When I call down the lightning, when the sidewalks are singed by the soles of my feet, can you still love me then? What happens when I freeze the land, and cause the dirt to harden over all the pomegranate seeds we’ve planted? Will you trust that Spring will return? Will you still believe me when I tell you I will become a raging river, and spill myself upon your dreams and call them to the surface of your life? Can you trust me, even though you cannot tame me? Can you love me, even though I am all that you fear and admire? Will you fear my shifting shape? Does it frighten you, when my eyes flash like your camera does? Do you fear they will capture your soul? Are you afraid to step into me? The meat-eating plants and flowers armed with poisonous darts are not in my jungle to stop you from coming. Not you. So do not worry. They belong to me, and I have invited you here. Stay to the path revealed in the moonlight and arrive safely to the hut of Baba Yaga: the wild old wise one… she will not lead you astray if you are pure of heart. You cannot be with the wild one if you fear the rumbling of the ground, the roar of a cascading river, the startling clap of thunder in the sky. If you want to be safe, go back to your tiny room — the night sky is not for you. If you want to be torn apart, come in. Be broken open and devoured. Be set ablaze in my fire. I will not leave you as you have come: well dressed, in finely-threaded sweaters that keep out the cold. I will leave you naked and biting. Leave you clawing at the sheets. Leave you surrounded by owls and hawks and flowers that only bloom when no one is watching. So, come to me, and be healed in the unbearable lightness and darkness of all that you are. There is nothing in you that can scare me. Nothing in you I will not use to make you great. A wild woman is not a girlfriend. She is a relationship with nature. She is the source of all your primal desires, and she is the wild whipping wind that uproots the poisonous corn stalks on your neatly tilled farm. She will plant pear trees in the wake of your disaster. She will see to it that you shall rise again. She is the lover who restores you to your own wild nature.
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Jul 29, 2015
Jul 29, 2015 at 9:36 AM UTC
A wild woman is not a girlfriend
But can you love me in the deep? In the dark? In the thick of it? Can you love me when I drink from the wrong bottle and slip through the crack in the floorboard? Can you love me when I’m bigger than you, when my presence blazes like the sun does, when it hurts to look directly at me? Can you love me then too? Can you love me under the starry sky, shaved and smooth, my skin like liquid moonlight? Can you love me when I am howling and furry, standing on my haunches, my lower lip stained with the blood of my last **** When I call down the lightning, when the sidewalks are singed by the soles of my feet, can you still love me then? What happens when I freeze the land, and cause the dirt to harden over all the pomegranate seeds we’ve planted? Will you trust that Spring will return? Will you still believe me when I tell you I will become a raging river, and spill myself upon your dreams and call them to the surface of your life? Can you trust me, even though you cannot tame me? Can you love me, even though I am all that you fear and admire? Will you fear my shifting shape? Does it frighten you, when my eyes flash like your camera does? Do you fear they will capture your soul? Are you afraid to step into me? The meat-eating plants and flowers armed with poisonous darts are not in my jungle to stop you from coming. Not you. So do not worry. They belong to me, and I have invited you here. Stay to the path revealed in the moonlight and arrive safely to the hut of Baba Yaga: the wild old wise one… she will not lead you astray if you are pure of heart. You cannot be with the wild one if you fear the rumbling of the ground, the roar of a cascading river, the startling clap of thunder in the sky. If you want to be safe, go back to your tiny room — the night sky is not for you. If you want to be torn apart, come in. Be broken open and devoured. Be set ablaze in my fire. I will not leave you as you have come: well dressed, in finely-threaded sweaters that keep out the cold. I will leave you naked and biting. Leave you clawing at the sheets. Leave you surrounded by owls and hawks and flowers that only bloom when no one is watching. So, come to me, and be healed in the unbearable lightness and darkness of all that you are. There is nothing in you that can scare me. Nothing in you I will not use to make you great. A wild woman is not a girlfriend. She is a relationship with nature. She is the source of all your primal desires, and she is the wild whipping wind that uproots the poisonous corn stalks on your neatly tilled farm. She will plant pear trees in the wake of your disaster. She will see to it that you shall rise again. She is the lover who restores you to your own wild nature.
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seeds spread by whirlybirds couples who take on thirds love flying everywhere trusted not and the scared a puff, a blow, and then you go fuzzy flight to and fro **** ball picked and his wish to feast upon a dreamy dish yet a breathy breeze decides where scattering of seed shall hide in the fields, or cracks of pavements lovers bound in their enslavements to one another's dreams dandelion dreams it seems always never completely fulfilled dandelion will be tilled from immaculate and pristine lawn or in a forest by a fawn nourishment it is for me its root bound deep, not free like those dandelion seeds rest my head upon cement men I've met will not lament sprouts doubts of dandelion's needs
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Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 11:30 AM UTC
Dandelion Dreams
i. the poem has a beginning exactly as you’d expect it: pa in sweatshirt, ma with purse; the funny thing is i never used to call them those names: “pa,” “ma,” always found them too cowboy-ish, too un-me, un-like us: who held chopsticks before dinner time and shared stories of how grandpa came over from china. ii. (at the dinner table) there is no symbolism here. there has been none for a while now. this household eats and eats in quiet. my grandmother is a poet but their books all burned down back in ’45 when mao stormed into fujian and all her uncles could eloquent on was that “the communists were coming!” “the communists were coming!” and instead of poems took with them their children, and their gold to pawn and their clothes on their muddy mortar-stained backs and the japanese iii. my grandfather now comes twice a week to the hospital for chemotherapy. it is a nice hospital. good view of the cleanest part of our ***** city. there are lights and white folks now. two things my dad said did not used to be there. they used to be spanish. they tilled our rice fields and spent the money on living rooms with lots and lots of space to sleep. we on the other hand, worked. he claims. your grandfather and his grandfather and i iv. awake every sunday morning at precisely 8:30. made to go down to the temple in kalesas and told to fetch the office paper for noontime reading. see we weren’t spoiled: grew up just next to the pasig river which back in the 70s did not smell as bad as sin only sweatshirts and the sweat we soaked them in we reeled along steamed fish heads and chopsticks for picking at them with and bowls of rice we never really ate with spoons. v. (back at the dinner table) i listen to my mom and dad sweat profusely in the evening heat only we can have here he in his sweatshirt and she with her golden purse, preparing to leave - a wedding party awaits - an jacket draped over his shirt just like grandfather used to do it in a sense, but gripping the chopsticks delicately for all us to see: “pa,” “ma,” v. it is not cowboys that give us our names.
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Feb 11, 2016
Feb 11, 2016 at 11:55 AM UTC
Pa wears a sweatshirt, ma carries a golden purse:
i. the poem has a beginning exactly as you’d expect it: pa in sweatshirt, ma with purse; the funny thing is i never used to call them those names: “pa,” “ma,” always found them too cowboy-ish, too un-me, un-like us: who held chopsticks before dinner time and shared stories of how grandpa came over from china. ii. (at the dinner table) there is no symbolism here. there has been none for a while now. this household eats and eats in quiet. my grandmother is a poet but their books all burned down back in ’45 when mao stormed into fujian and all her uncles could eloquent on was that “the communists were coming!” “the communists were coming!” and instead of poems took with them their children, and their gold to pawn and their clothes on their muddy mortar-stained backs and the japanese iii. my grandfather now comes twice a week to the hospital for chemotherapy. it is a nice hospital. good view of the cleanest part of our ***** city. there are lights and white folks now. two things my dad said did not used to be there. they used to be spanish. they tilled our rice fields and spent the money on living rooms with lots and lots of space to sleep. we on the other hand, worked. he claims. your grandfather and his grandfather and i iv. awake every sunday morning at precisely 8:30. made to go down to the temple in kalesas and told to fetch the office paper for noontime reading. see we weren’t spoiled: grew up just next to the pasig river which back in the 70s did not smell as bad as sin only sweatshirts and the sweat we soaked them in we reeled along steamed fish heads and chopsticks for picking at them with and bowls of rice we never really ate with spoons. v. (back at the dinner table) i listen to my mom and dad sweat profusely in the evening heat only we can have here he in his sweatshirt and she with her golden purse, preparing to leave - a wedding party awaits - an jacket draped over his shirt just like grandfather used to do it in a sense, but gripping the chopsticks delicately for all us to see: “pa,” “ma,” v. it is not cowboys that give us our names.
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Under the amber sky she flows as far as the sea her bank on the other side is shrunk as eye can see I have seen joys rise like tide tears mingle in hers she is Ganga the one river mother of all rivers. On her ceaseless journey from high up to the bay melts snow in her flow springs life from her clay worshiped as holy mother yet spoiled by her sons she is ravaged time again slayed by evil demons. For ages she has nurtured life tilled green her shore around her have sown hopes its timeless folklore her soils have sculpted cornfields and images of goddess she is now an ebbing tide end's shadows on her face. Hear once her moaning waves her ripples' silent sigh from the silts clogging her breast her beds going dry dying groans of the mother poisoned in effluent choked by her people's waste killed without relent.
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May 26, 2014
May 26, 2014 at 12:49 PM UTC
Ganga
Sunrise, Sunset. Another Day. New birth, Old death. Another Life. Music composed, Music heard. Another Joy. Soil tilled, Seed planted. Another Miracle. Wheat grown, Crop reaped. Another Season. Bird song. Silent wood Another  Tragedy. Death in the surf. Plastic bag. Another Pollution. What's the solution? God Knows
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Aug 2, 2010
Aug 2, 2010 at 5:33 AM UTC
SUNRISE
I stood flat-footed upon an eroding hill Here the sweet peas, on tip-toe for a fight With wing of coarsest black o'er delicate night And spiteful fingers grasping at all beauty To bind us all in deeds unworthy Oh, toxic wind and fertile rain Disperse the fragrance of this pain In healing gardens root a seed Sprout the bliss we sorely need This tiny pulse of life we hold Thrives in soil tilled with love And tender vines create a bower Of sweet pea tended, brought to flower I stand bare foot on an erupting volcanic mount Here the sweet peas, on tip toe for a flight With wing of justice verity o’er delicate sight And nails that compassionately snowball serenity To bind us all with concord and altruism Oh, acidic rain share the tears Wash thy tainted eye-sight Then crux us in the high-yield land As we germinate to heaven’s height The seed so robust and fertile A shell encased with human forms The greenness of reflected sextile Oh Sweet pea, our mirrored storm *Inspired by a stanza from Keats' poem: I stood tip-toe upon a little hill Here are sweet peas, on tip-toe for a flight: With wing of gentle flush o’er delicate white, And taper fingers catching at all things, To bind them all about with tiny rings."*
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Jul 14, 2016
Jul 14, 2016 at 9:11 AM UTC
Sweet Peas (a collaboration featuring Sassy J)
i tried to write a poem a poem just for You but when i sought to find the words like hummingbirds, they flew! i tried to bake some cookies a dozen, just for You but before they hit the oven we'd shared the yummy goo i tried to paint a picture a picture just for You but the colors all ran out of line like sunlight through the dew i tried to plant a garden wildflowers, just for You but when i'd tilled and sown the soil too tall for me they grew! i tried to find a treasure a treasure just for You but when i looked inside the chest i found a gift from You i tried to tell a story a mystery, just for You but when i lost the villain's trail 'twas You who found the clue i tried to catch some fireflies green starlight, just for You but you smiled, and set the lightning free when i brought my lamp to You i tried to find the perfect shell a conch shell, just for You but all i found were little stars who tickled like You do! i tried to find an angel an angel just for You but when i told her who You were she said "you can't have two" i tried to catch a falling star a wish, made just for You but when i did, You said "My dear, all I've wished for is in you…" i tried to write a poem a poem just for You this time i found all the words to tell the world of You
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Jun 25, 2015
Jun 25, 2015 at 12:47 AM UTC
I Tried To Write A Poem...
a river runs through a ghostly town soaked clay red with the blood of the earth, the land is marked with tire tracks like an addict's elbow crease sweating oil and electrical wire, fields tilled with the claws of a paper beast sprout telephone poles and generations of debt amongst indigo coffee beans, rotting tin roofs striped with rust creak folklore in the pouring rain, muddied palms clinging to trust on mala beads are stung with poisoned ink leaked from shrines golden and winking, an ornate temple carves god sharp into a clouded sky its steeple piercing his hands shards of bone spilling ash onto upturned foreheads, sun scorches unsuspecting soil and it cries exhaust fumes, the sputtering song of a motorbike is answered by the howl of a stray mutt in an alleyway reverberating pleas to a clenched fist, an unremitting flame sweeps ruin across leaf barren trees wind choking on smoke coughing up skeletons, and the planet heaves and the planet heaves weezing on humanity's delirious daydreams
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Jul 21, 2015
Jul 21, 2015 at 2:11 PM UTC
tin roofs and manmade poison
fallow lay in a field, neath soil well over-tilled, the bones of explanations, excuses, and desperation, a singular self-destructive but upward thrusted commandment, compose a poem of revelation, a poem of destiny and unknown destination of thee, I write, ashen standing, with the poker face of a lying son, before the father confessor mirror, stand with palms facing outward, with perfect calm and utter fright for every nominated error listed below, when confronted, hopeless the innocence, easier now to admit, with perfect clarity, your innermost confabulatory familiar friends, rise to the fire, first and foremost belabor not with supposed ratiocinations, put aside, your ration of conjured up-for-all, and-all-for-naught excuses, the prosecutors charges, so thoroughly distinguished, it disables, speech, vision, all reason extinguished as the lips and fingers silent move, the hopeless knowledge of a pardon of 99.9%, untenable, ransacks, for what passerby criminal thought has not resided in your head, the hearth of who you are? you, write of nature, love, celestial notions, the Etcetera's of life, but to me, leave the exposure of our uncompressed, here revealed sinning, for among those who unashamedly acknowledge the intertwining nature of human failings, and for the balance, uncap our divine imagery you write at of those other nuanced pleasures, nature, love, celestial notions, while the sinners wrestle with the angelic demons of confrontation and revelation for your own sake and saving, do not wrestle with me for sinners love, welcome company
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Feb 17, 2017
Feb 17, 2017 at 6:54 PM UTC
For the Sin
fallow lay in a field, neath soil well over-tilled, the bones of explanations, excuses, and desperation, a singular self-destructive but upward thrusted commandment, compose a poem of revelation, a poem of destiny and unknown destination of thee, I write, ashen standing, with the poker face of a lying son, before the father confessor mirror, stand with palms facing outward, with perfect calm and utter fright for every nominated error listed below, when confronted, hopeless the innocence, easier now to admit, with perfect clarity, your innermost confabulatory familiar friends, rise to the fire, first and foremost belabor not with supposed ratiocinations, put aside, your ration of conjured up-for-all, and-all-for-naught excuses, the prosecutors charges, so thoroughly distinguished, it disables, speech, vision, all reason extinguished as the lips and fingers silent move, the hopeless knowledge of a pardon of 99.9%, untenable, ransacks, for what passerby criminal thought has not resided in your head, the hearth of who you are? you, write of nature, love, celestial notions, the Etcetera's of life, but to me, leave the exposure of our uncompressed, here revealed sinning, for among those who unashamedly acknowledge the intertwining nature of human failings, and for the balance, uncap our divine imagery you write at of those other nuanced pleasures, nature, love, celestial notions, while the sinners wrestle with the angelic demons of confrontation and revelation for your own sake and saving, do not wrestle with me for sinners love, welcome company
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i’ve let ghosts grow inside me for too long in a greenhouse of self-deprecation i fed them sunlight in the form of grief, water in the form of tears, and tilled soil with heartbreak now, i will cut them at the root, tear at the stems with my voice until my hands are bloodied by thorns i will no longer be diaphanous, i will let my limbs stretch and take up space i am human i am an original orchestration of carbon and screams; i was made to survive
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May 3, 2016
May 3, 2016 at 9:18 PM UTC
survivor's guilt
A farmer went to plant a crop In his ready field He threw it through and through the land Preparing for his yield. Some of his seed fell impotent Upon a hardened ground This seed was taken up by birds Who quickly flew around. Some seed fell on shallow soil And sprouted quickly there But there was no room for roots to grow So the heat took up that share. Some it fell in fertile loam But there was other seed As it grew it was choked out By briars and by weeds. Some of this land, however Was harrowed quick and sure The seed fell deep within it And so the crop endured. We all know this parable That Jesus gave the crowd They did not understand it For they were not allowed. But his stalwart followers Asked the meaning of his words They were of his kingdom So this is what they heard... The trodden soil was as a hardened heart Which could not accept the Truth And so it was devoured By Satan. Foul. Uncouth. This second soil was spurious A sprinkling of dirt Upon a rocky soil beneath And so their Faith was hurt. The Third had fatal mixture Of good seed and of bad The weeds were a distraction And so the fruit was sad. The final ground was fertile Tilled by God's own hand So 30... 60... 100 fold Was the Harvest of that land. The Word of God is like this Seed It has much to offer The Holy Spirit is its Wind And Jesus Christ its Author. SoulSurvivor (C) 6/11/2016
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Jun 12, 2016
Jun 12, 2016 at 1:18 AM UTC
The Sower and the Seed
Wind whistling, Snow glistening, We try not to, But we're all listening. Loud screams, Bad dreams, It's very far, But close it seems. Sad day, Lost our way, All we can do, Is simply pray. Innocence gone, Life no longer long, We may not know, But we're all doing wrong. Joy lost, The Holocaust, We look to see, Hearts covered in frost. Wars fought, Sins taught, Making mistakes, Hoping not to be caught. Not taking blame, Pushing for fame, As advanced as we are, We're still all untamed. Too much pride, Needing a guide, We will deny it, But behind lies we hide. Hurting others, Betraying brother, Many forgetting, To appreciate mothers. Lies are fed, Filling heart and head, Through all of these years, Innocent blood has been shed. Children abandoned, Lonely and stranded, We're all wasting the life That we have been handed. Taking from the poor, We're loving no more, Fight to be free, End up starting a war. People starting fights, No longer enjoying the sights, While mere mortals are taking Our God given rights. Soldiers killed, Void can't be filled, Pay close attention, For pure souls have been tilled. Need to find peace, Work together like geese, But greatest of all, The hate needs to cease
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May 16, 2016
May 16, 2016 at 12:56 PM UTC
Lost Innocence
Poem Analysis 1st read, I thought gibberish, 2nd I thought Hmmm, 3rd I thought interesting, 4th I felt genius. billy your poem comment-dissects my poem my process, a marathon interview for a new poem pole position, limb by limb, word by word, chewed and re-chewed, like a tiring piece of bubble gum, the flavor remaining ebbs, but is not extinguished, and can live in your mouth, forever and the praise and this poem, not a rodomontade, for your comment dear Billy, is the process description of a poet’s labor, from word first to a baby’s birth, gibberish into genius emergent from first pain, then pushing, then tilled, at long last, the dirtiest immaculate conception beautiful billy reads my rambling, silly abstruse^ & wrote me: *1st read I thought gibberish, 2nd I thought Hmmm, 3rd I thought interesting, 4th I felt genius* this is a much loved critique for I well recall each step of creation, a summarizing parallel that your words+genes replicated so well, forgiving you a minor typo, Billy, it was genus, not genius that you meant (but then again, why quibble over a miscellaneous, harmless, delighting, tiny little extra i...not me, said he, my muse ego ) Billy has gone gray dotted, but his dot, his comment, with gratitude, in me, he, lives for ever I feel gibberish coming on...
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Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 2:50 AM UTC
Gibberish into Genuis: 1st read, I thought it gibberish (2019)
She is descended from strong women. Bronze women. Stone matriarchs. Pioneers. Immigrants. Fighters. Hand in the earth, sun on the brow, salt in the sweat, beautiful strong women. Her ancestors rode ships to new horizons. Forging destiny for their children's children by riding waves to new lands. Her grandparents tilled earth. Beat back the scorching sun and grew life in rows. They sowed a future like seeds for their children. Her mother provided. Giving hands full with life wielding cast iron pots like weapons. Fighting back hunger and want. She kept full bellies so her daughter might have a full future. She. She has given her life to loving her family. And has been lifelong devoted to that endeavor. Never failing a step. She has walked through foreign shores, trailer parks, brand new hearts, and broken cycles. She has cobbled together Christmases, shattered hopes, family meals, lunch money, and hope. She is tested. She has walked the path of her ancestors. She is a Pioneer. A tiller. A provider. A fighter. A warrior. She is my mother. And she will beat cancer.
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Sep 25, 2015
Sep 25, 2015 at 12:28 AM UTC
Untitled
I'll write a poem a day, and maybe that way everything will be okay. I'll look up at that oil covered sky, that peculiar black stained shade of grey, those wisps of condensation tilled out, like fields of wheat and creased tightly through golden streaks, of setting suns' last gleams, and I'll sit lack jawed, if just for a second, and wonder if truly my existence is worth it. So much doubt running, so very deep. Yes, I'll write a poem a day, as if... nothing, really. Aye, Eureka, I know my meaning, Yes I will express that frustration, of an infinite empty feeling. That little almost insignificant voice that says to you, It doesn't matter, none of this is real, Well for each and every one of you I'll feel, quite intensely in fact, that ignominious void, the elephant in the room, and with tact and poise, I'll illuminate it for you, so you can live, and I can dream, Sweet fruitful dreams of nothing.
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Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 2:11 AM UTC
Write A Poem Every Day
This is a place where you can see everything coming from far away; a place where people come to leave; a place where people pack in the middle of the night, and wake the children while it's still dark out, hoping for hope in the cholera of a sunrise and the 5 a.m. Greyhound; this is a place where there is no flea market, just a strand of people on the side of the road a table and a parti-colored distress, while their kids play in grass lots; this is a place where factories are built, clandestine factories; factories with no signposts, and no barbed-wire fences; this is a place where there is always something green in the tilled rows crowding up against the road, not necessarily growing, but maybe the signs of an arbitrary decay; this is a place for old trailers and rust tears; telephone poles more than a stake in humanity, communication rather than introspection, redemption more than salvation, revitalization more than pleasure, insight more than hope, promise more than dreams, this is a place where a father rushes up to the bus, pushing the kids, as he ushers his wife on board, the little children hopping up each step, as he says "Get on, and we outta here." This is a place where families don't have belongings where you don't belong to anything. This is a place you can leave easily, because it is a place with a name you can't remember.
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Feb 6, 2012
Feb 6, 2012 at 10:34 AM UTC
The place with no name.
I lived a childhood of dirt: my beginning and end, my friend, my frontier. Dirt was the reason why when other kids were always sick, my antibodies made me a demigoddess, a mud-pie, sand-cookie, dirt gourmet crunching lightly-rinsed carrots wiggled straight from the ground. It never hurt, never hurt at all. Warm dirt under my knees and hands, my nails blackened, feet buried like I could root myself in the soil -- I was lettuce with dirt at the center of each lacy skirt. Horseradish, deep in the ground and bitter, wanting to become something sweeter, a new tree or rosebush or better yet a veggie, like the wild dirt-skinned potatoes I dug up in the yard. But tubers don’t have moms who give ***** looks and shake their heads, examine your hair and your nails. She sighs at the dark stain of your feet, and banishes you to a white tub, where she scrubs the back of your neck, muttering “Dirt, dirt, dirt,” as if she doesn’t know what you are made of. So give me the dirt, because I know my onions. Always digging for gossip, flipping up the neighborhood skirt, curious whispers the way cornstalks share their childhood tales before being tilled down, becoming rich, dark dirt. Ashes to ashes, I recognize some for what they are, just fertilizer for the imaginations and vibrations of others. I may be half dirt but don’t treat me like it, full of grit and covered in sand from my hands to my elbows. But what I am won’t put up with your ******** Dirt is a mother, to feed and flourish, dirt is a woman much like me, and you will never know the dirt under my fingernails the same way I do.
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May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 1:57 AM UTC
Ode to Dirt
I lived a childhood of dirt: my beginning and end, my friend, my frontier. Dirt was the reason why when other kids were always sick, my antibodies made me a demigoddess, a mud-pie, sand-cookie, dirt gourmet crunching lightly-rinsed carrots wiggled straight from the ground. It never hurt, never hurt at all. Warm dirt under my knees and hands, my nails blackened, feet buried like I could root myself in the soil -- I was lettuce with dirt at the center of each lacy skirt. Horseradish, deep in the ground and bitter, wanting to become something sweeter, a new tree or rosebush or better yet a veggie, like the wild dirt-skinned potatoes I dug up in the yard. But tubers don’t have moms who give ***** looks and shake their heads, examine your hair and your nails. She sighs at the dark stain of your feet, and banishes you to a white tub, where she scrubs the back of your neck, muttering “Dirt, dirt, dirt,” as if she doesn’t know what you are made of. So give me the dirt, because I know my onions. Always digging for gossip, flipping up the neighborhood skirt, curious whispers the way cornstalks share their childhood tales before being tilled down, becoming rich, dark dirt. Ashes to ashes, I recognize some for what they are, just fertilizer for the imaginations and vibrations of others. I may be half dirt but don’t treat me like it, full of grit and covered in sand from my hands to my elbows. But what I am won’t put up with your ******** Dirt is a mother, to feed and flourish, dirt is a woman much like me, and you will never know the dirt under my fingernails the same way I do.
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A seed That was what your love was like It had to die to grow Watered by memories Tilled by todays And all our hopes for tomorrow My heart still blooms with love for you And that's where your garden still grows
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Nov 15, 2023
Nov 15, 2023 at 3:33 AM UTC
Your garden
I heard my mother's song, Sounds of breakfast,the kitchen radio, Smell of bacon on the rattling stove, Heard the slapping wood and wire screen door. Window open to the sounds of birds: Liquid flute-songs of meadowlarks, Chirruping robins on the lawn, Raucous coughing calls of crows, The rooster bragging out his strutting call. Breezes lifted the wet scent of sod, The ever present smells of earth fresh tilled, And musty odors of last year's hay. Life on the farm moving twilight to day... Everything conspiring to call me to play.
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Mar 2, 2017
Mar 2, 2017 at 7:21 PM UTC
One morning I was eight
Another heady day blooms and gathers pace Spring dawns at 5 a.m. with a gargle and spit in the dark Big rain drops and falls Soft blood red wet cherry stones of bath salts Splayed across my ageing face Autumn showers then walks The spiderweb of ragged birdsong feathers and Threads through the branches Of just November trees Autumnal hymnal Singing through the dying darkness, whispering Don’t capture the light And walking jogs thought Factoring rebuke as Information unwanted Proof then reproof The tarmac fields of youth Tilled by broken hands with Broken men mending pipes and wires Time leaves a presage- a butterfly mark Autumn leaves their signals sending winter’s mark Beauty colours death
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Dec 15, 2009
Dec 15, 2009 at 1:29 AM UTC
Autumn's rainbow
The fence posts stand, bleached and brittle, a tidy graveyard for dreams not their own. Each board a promise of security, painted white by hands that never bled, guarding a silence that screams privilege. A lawn mowed to uniformity, as if clipping blades could trim truth. Beneath, the roots tangle in soil tilled by those unseen in the storybooks, their spines curved by centuries of labor to raise a house that barely held them. Inside, the air is stale with whispers of manifest destinies and invisible hands. Windows frame a world distorted, a lens of 'normal' that filters out color, washing the streets in sepia nostalgia. The picket fence becomes a cage for those who see the bars. But who built this town? Not the architects of ignorance who claimed the blueprint as birthright. No, it was those in shadow, their brilliance stolen to light the chandeliers of men who never thanked them. It was the voices erased to make way for the monotonous hum of a narrative too pale to reflect reality. Progress wears brown hands, scarred from the heat of engines that drove the country forward. It sings in languages that don’t fit neatly into syllabaries, its rhythm syncopated, refusing the march of conformity. Progress carves its name into the very foundations of a nation too proud to look down. And now, the town crumbles, its picket fences splintered by the weight of unacknowledged history. The 'white normality' that painted its walls in monochrome is revealed as smoke— a ghost-town haunted by the very people who gave it life, only to be exorcised. Yet those ghosts do not wail. They speak, steady and firm, their presence undeniable. They are the architects now, designing futures that will not crumble, drawing plans that see the beauty in every hue. And the white-picket fences are repurposed for something new, their shards forged into tools to till a soil fertile with truth, where a garden of multitudes can finally bloom.
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Nov 24, 2024
Nov 24, 2024 at 4:57 AM UTC
White-Picket Ghost-Town
The fence posts stand, bleached and brittle, a tidy graveyard for dreams not their own. Each board a promise of security, painted white by hands that never bled, guarding a silence that screams privilege. A lawn mowed to uniformity, as if clipping blades could trim truth. Beneath, the roots tangle in soil tilled by those unseen in the storybooks, their spines curved by centuries of labor to raise a house that barely held them. Inside, the air is stale with whispers of manifest destinies and invisible hands. Windows frame a world distorted, a lens of 'normal' that filters out color, washing the streets in sepia nostalgia. The picket fence becomes a cage for those who see the bars. But who built this town? Not the architects of ignorance who claimed the blueprint as birthright. No, it was those in shadow, their brilliance stolen to light the chandeliers of men who never thanked them. It was the voices erased to make way for the monotonous hum of a narrative too pale to reflect reality. Progress wears brown hands, scarred from the heat of engines that drove the country forward. It sings in languages that don’t fit neatly into syllabaries, its rhythm syncopated, refusing the march of conformity. Progress carves its name into the very foundations of a nation too proud to look down. And now, the town crumbles, its picket fences splintered by the weight of unacknowledged history. The 'white normality' that painted its walls in monochrome is revealed as smoke— a ghost-town haunted by the very people who gave it life, only to be exorcised. Yet those ghosts do not wail. They speak, steady and firm, their presence undeniable. They are the architects now, designing futures that will not crumble, drawing plans that see the beauty in every hue. And the white-picket fences are repurposed for something new, their shards forged into tools to till a soil fertile with truth, where a garden of multitudes can finally bloom.
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illusions soil damp with summer rain we are silence creeping softly in halflight carrying a farthings worth of sugar for his bitter tea and stale buttery breads our stealth footprints leaning to the shadows trail us the thick scents of tilled earth and the fresher faster scent of rain turn to whisper your hush-now's and stifle the laughter tis serious things afoot in the majestic night seed lain with casual grunts by the farmers son come of age till foolish boy reckons what hes done but storm riding in and no time to dawdle bread in the basket and skittles in the cookfire whats to be done whats to be done he sweeps his mistakes aside and plows onward like his pappy would have done illusions soil fertile and fools will take to heart any tale so we have come sneakin' and creepin' to harvesting our due in halflight carrying a farthings worth of sugar for his bitter teas and stale buttery breads feed the fools mind with all manner of delusion and while we sit and sup in the heavenly scented field the thick scents of tilled earth and the fresher faster scent of rain he will be singing and dancing a madwoman's jig under a lunatic moon
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Jun 26, 2014
Jun 26, 2014 at 3:12 PM UTC
a madwomans jig
*If I had one long wand That reached far up to the sky Would have poked it in the cloudland Can’t see the earth so dry! Can’t see the earth so dry Scarred and deeply hurt If I had a wand to poke the sky Would have torn the clouds apart! The parched earth is crying for rain The soil is a desert track Need a long wand to break open The clouds to heal the crack! The peasant is waiting on his tilled ground May not his toil go waste It’s time for the clouds to be earthbound Save the season’s harvest! O god give me a long magic wand To dispel this summer’s looming curse Force the stubborn clouds to melt and disband Come down on earth as showers!*
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Jun 9, 2014
Jun 9, 2014 at 7:03 AM UTC
A wand to poke the clouds