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"thwarted" poems
Before there was anything that mattered everything that would ever be existed , it was the essence of totality , it was without dimensional constriction or necessitated form .  Optimistically speaking time had no relative realism to it’s progression because realistically nothing had happened yet .  As it continued it became according to it’s innate inflections as a functionally integrable form .  The questionably understandable nature of it’s conjunction was an omnipotent directive beyond necessitated action or morphological construction .  The enigmatic consciousness of it’s relatively interrelated conception was spontaneous and yet it continued without elemental omniscience.   As the relative complexity of it’s interrelations evolved dimensional consistence was born.  Humanly understandable laws of physical integration governed many facets of it’s conjunction yet the totality of it’s ramification was beyond humanly realistic conjecture .   The organic morphology of biological ontogeny was a conceptually reflective derivative of functional physical mechanics yet it’s diversity exceeded it’s physical complexity , understanding evolved .  Relatively extraneous interpolations of adhesively practical extremity succeeded in a hierarchy of functionally integrable forms . Retrospectively speaking pragmatic practicality is a humanly rational possibility .  Rational logic can conceive of individually totalitarian structural forms , yet the implosive nature of their rational cohesiveness becomes a practical partiality due to the diversity of their definitive impetus . Perhaps the essence of our being is the logical counterpart for the matrix of our subjectively conclusive social fragmentation , or perhaps we are evolutionally incapable of cumulatively rational correlation.  Problematic diversity could be perfectible on an individually infinite level or contrarily perhaps ubiquitous causality is the ultimate survivor.   In any case it is beyond our subjugatively rational cohesive coercion to intercede en masse on our own behalf as an integrated unit. Our conceptual abilities have been thwarted by the unmitigatably individual nature of our extraneous conclusiveness .
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Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 5:15 PM UTC
Glyph
Before there was anything that mattered everything that would ever be existed , it was the essence of totality , it was without dimensional constriction or necessitated form .  Optimistically speaking time had no relative realism to it’s progression because realistically nothing had happened yet .  As it continued it became according to it’s innate inflections as a functionally integrable form .  The questionably understandable nature of it’s conjunction was an omnipotent directive beyond necessitated action or morphological construction .  The enigmatic consciousness of it’s relatively interrelated conception was spontaneous and yet it continued without elemental omniscience.   As the relative complexity of it’s interrelations evolved dimensional consistence was born.  Humanly understandable laws of physical integration governed many facets of it’s conjunction yet the totality of it’s ramification was beyond humanly realistic conjecture .   The organic morphology of biological ontogeny was a conceptually reflective derivative of functional physical mechanics yet it’s diversity exceeded it’s physical complexity , understanding evolved .  Relatively extraneous interpolations of adhesively practical extremity succeeded in a hierarchy of functionally integrable forms . Retrospectively speaking pragmatic practicality is a humanly rational possibility .  Rational logic can conceive of individually totalitarian structural forms , yet the implosive nature of their rational cohesiveness becomes a practical partiality due to the diversity of their definitive impetus . Perhaps the essence of our being is the logical counterpart for the matrix of our subjectively conclusive social fragmentation , or perhaps we are evolutionally incapable of cumulatively rational correlation.  Problematic diversity could be perfectible on an individually infinite level or contrarily perhaps ubiquitous causality is the ultimate survivor.   In any case it is beyond our subjugatively rational cohesive coercion to intercede en masse on our own behalf as an integrated unit. Our conceptual abilities have been thwarted by the unmitigatably individual nature of our extraneous conclusiveness .
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Alone into Rainy, twist a Dai clove, pattering rain, wind lingering foot Yuhuan, lengthy dark gray rain curtain hung plaintive, oblique rain splashes dusty track marks, those rainy season, those day's dependent, those nostalgic every night in this late spring rain, scraping completed my cold lonely, rain turned into a long and narrow alley Resentment, thwarted flows into atria, cool diffuse through the apex. Do not turn around in your mind of the day, I count, chatter thoughts of you, and for your Ai resentment, Acacia entanglement, filled Chu pain, no know what to say, but unfortunately does not help, once the owner of the rain falling, once clouds drifting sea oath, I never touched your warmth, sigh Lane is a rain: Wife - Why shallow edge. (yiwu export) Came alone intersection, waving a monotonous right hand, held in our left vague shadow, the breakdown of the raindrops bounce dust, Red rain, your shadows, swaying like a willow in the rain erratic, like a hard rain exhibition wings flutter Ling heavy, like rain, pedestrians hurry hurry ...... once Pengguo footprints Bingqing appearance of your hands, had led a faint in the rain blessings Juyi Peng broken tile rain dream, comfort our goodbyes, we pay homage to the past. Acacia is the way the dust, whisk Yang is confusion of resentment, lost pain. This year's rainy season to refresh my mind, I view Acacia dream dreams, the pain, resentment cut into the rain, stuck into the soil; tears into the hands of deep stone, sank; to have a bunch of rendering painful injury worry text buried in the memory, so that resentment heart of the sea to swim, let the pain out of the bone marrow, dusty track once marks, wound treatment desolate, firmly stand in Kuwata, enterprises no longer envy sea water. (yiwu export agent) Let love and hate, love and hatred, grace and resentment, thinking and pain in the rainy season falling, drifting in the rainy season. I left alone a pool of water, the flow of soulful call. (Yiwu buying agent)
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Aug 15, 2013
Aug 15, 2013 at 5:03 AM UTC
The call from the rainy season
Alone into Rainy, twist a Dai clove, pattering rain, wind lingering foot Yuhuan, lengthy dark gray rain curtain hung plaintive, oblique rain splashes dusty track marks, those rainy season, those day's dependent, those nostalgic every night in this late spring rain, scraping completed my cold lonely, rain turned into a long and narrow alley Resentment, thwarted flows into atria, cool diffuse through the apex. Do not turn around in your mind of the day, I count, chatter thoughts of you, and for your Ai resentment, Acacia entanglement, filled Chu pain, no know what to say, but unfortunately does not help, once the owner of the rain falling, once clouds drifting sea oath, I never touched your warmth, sigh Lane is a rain: Wife - Why shallow edge. (yiwu export) Came alone intersection, waving a monotonous right hand, held in our left vague shadow, the breakdown of the raindrops bounce dust, Red rain, your shadows, swaying like a willow in the rain erratic, like a hard rain exhibition wings flutter Ling heavy, like rain, pedestrians hurry hurry ...... once Pengguo footprints Bingqing appearance of your hands, had led a faint in the rain blessings Juyi Peng broken tile rain dream, comfort our goodbyes, we pay homage to the past. Acacia is the way the dust, whisk Yang is confusion of resentment, lost pain. This year's rainy season to refresh my mind, I view Acacia dream dreams, the pain, resentment cut into the rain, stuck into the soil; tears into the hands of deep stone, sank; to have a bunch of rendering painful injury worry text buried in the memory, so that resentment heart of the sea to swim, let the pain out of the bone marrow, dusty track once marks, wound treatment desolate, firmly stand in Kuwata, enterprises no longer envy sea water. (yiwu export agent) Let love and hate, love and hatred, grace and resentment, thinking and pain in the rainy season falling, drifting in the rainy season. I left alone a pool of water, the flow of soulful call. (Yiwu buying agent)
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I started on the rooftop The empty sky above was all I had And all I needed It was pure Like a blank page Waiting for a story to be written But at the first sight of clouds I fled to the top floor There were fun and simple things on the top floor Like Pokémon games I got red, white, and blue The monsters seemed so banal and repetitive But nobody else would acknowledge it Sending me into a dragon's rage I tried using flamethrower on Charmander Ending in futility as I ran out of burn heals I looked out the window in frustration Rain was falling outside Inside Patriotism was buffeted by the hail So I devolved into a lower level Going further down this building For ***** and giggles I found more **** Less giggles On a floor with a TV displaying the news I was eager to learn about the world Only to learn everybody hates each other And nobody talks Or cares And the smartest person in the room Is the one I agree with the most Unable to view the tokens in my mind As anything less than treasure And those who try to persuade me otherwise Are thieves My spite steals tranquility Like the persistent storm outside My solution is shelter in lower levels My experimentation on communication With the general population Had rained on my playful parade But I felt very comfortable on a floor with friends Until they saw through my charade Discovering my emotions in disarray As the people who made me love this building Made me curse it's walls the more I loved them I searched for the peaceful embrace of solitude Once the storm outside transformed into a typhoon I found that solitude In a tiny bare room With a syringe and spoon I was unaware That room was an elevator That lowered me down the concrete void As the hurricane outside rattled me violently inside my box Trapped and lacking all agency I resigned myself to wherever the elevator chose to take me After the elevator finished pulling me into the basement The tsunami seemed to cease But I was buried under debris I had to burrow out of my tomb The dig was tedious and ***** My perseverance was heroic But triumph was thwarted When I reached the surface To discover only wreckage remained And when I looked up I saw the building I inhabited It's damaged facade Made it clear I would never visit those floors I missed on the elevator Above my building Hangs an empty sky It's purity is a lie The page was never blank Just constantly written on and erased To lure innocent readers into a tome
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Jul 24, 2017
Jul 24, 2017 at 11:48 PM UTC
Building
I started on the rooftop The empty sky above was all I had And all I needed It was pure Like a blank page Waiting for a story to be written But at the first sight of clouds I fled to the top floor There were fun and simple things on the top floor Like Pokémon games I got red, white, and blue The monsters seemed so banal and repetitive But nobody else would acknowledge it Sending me into a dragon's rage I tried using flamethrower on Charmander Ending in futility as I ran out of burn heals I looked out the window in frustration Rain was falling outside Inside Patriotism was buffeted by the hail So I devolved into a lower level Going further down this building For ***** and giggles I found more **** Less giggles On a floor with a TV displaying the news I was eager to learn about the world Only to learn everybody hates each other And nobody talks Or cares And the smartest person in the room Is the one I agree with the most Unable to view the tokens in my mind As anything less than treasure And those who try to persuade me otherwise Are thieves My spite steals tranquility Like the persistent storm outside My solution is shelter in lower levels My experimentation on communication With the general population Had rained on my playful parade But I felt very comfortable on a floor with friends Until they saw through my charade Discovering my emotions in disarray As the people who made me love this building Made me curse it's walls the more I loved them I searched for the peaceful embrace of solitude Once the storm outside transformed into a typhoon I found that solitude In a tiny bare room With a syringe and spoon I was unaware That room was an elevator That lowered me down the concrete void As the hurricane outside rattled me violently inside my box Trapped and lacking all agency I resigned myself to wherever the elevator chose to take me After the elevator finished pulling me into the basement The tsunami seemed to cease But I was buried under debris I had to burrow out of my tomb The dig was tedious and ***** My perseverance was heroic But triumph was thwarted When I reached the surface To discover only wreckage remained And when I looked up I saw the building I inhabited It's damaged facade Made it clear I would never visit those floors I missed on the elevator Above my building Hangs an empty sky It's purity is a lie The page was never blank Just constantly written on and erased To lure innocent readers into a tome
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A Few lines etched where no words give weight. Good riddance say the veterans Of a nation gone sour with grief Like a lemon slice evaporating onto the tongue of the sick. But when the young yearn for White Nights, The old claim they are blinding lights to the cold sugary substance That supplants an easy path. The bullithole rush of renewal and loneliness and progress thwarted and abandoned, Inertia seeping through Into a cold summer's day. Between the cursing slant of sleek paved roadstrips, And the burning briars that thresh the border's haunt, What is picture postcard emerald Is in that same instance soviet architect gray. These are the sleepers bereft of the dream whose twenty-five stories high or ghost estates are domes to cast out the howling banshees, those suffrage of the real to be re-thought as mere props which surround the haloed glowing screen. So sheen the Motherland glows in untarnished eyes Familiar solely with glass behemoths parading with their reflections In grey water-drizzled streets, Only to be replaced by iridescent rainbows that foster a hope. A hope that was packaged and sold two decades back Since it was not worth carrying into the New World. The water-trough falls to where the electric line banishes, connects a spike, "rejuvenate the breakfast table"-some far-off God reports, Hades still waiting, Intel-chip Blue, epiphany at the gates.
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Jun 11, 2012
Jun 11, 2012 at 9:02 AM UTC
Emerald and Scarlet as They Merge Into Grey
474 They put Us far apart— As separate as Sea And Her unsown Peninsula— We signified “These see”— They took away our Eyes— They thwarted Us with Guns— “I see Thee” each responded straight Through Telegraphic Signs— With Dungeons—They devised— But through their thickest skill— And their opaquest Adamant— Our Souls saw—just as well— They summoned Us to die— With sweet alacrity We stood upon our stapled feet— Condemned—but just—to see— Permission to recant— Permission to forget— We turned our backs upon the Sun For perjury of that— Not Either—noticed Death— Of Paradise—aware— Each other’s Face—was all the Disc Each other’s setting—saw—
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They put Us far apart
Before there was anything that mattered everything that would ever be existed , it was the essence of totality , it was without dimensional constriction or necessitated form .  Optimistically speaking time had no relative realism to it’s progression because realistically nothing had happened yet .  As it continued it became according to it’s innate inflections as a functionally integrable form .  The questionably understandable nature of it’s conjunction was an omnipotent directive beyond necessitated action or morphological construction .  The enigmatic consciousness of it’s relatively interrelated conception was spontaneous and yet it continued without elemental omniscience . As the relative complexity of it’s interrelations evolved dimensional consistence was born.  Humanly understandable laws of physical integration governed many facets of it’s conjunction yet the totality of it’s ramification was beyond humanly realistic conjecture .   The organic morphology of biological ontogeny was a conceptually reflective derivative of functional physical mechanics yet it’s diversity exceeded it’s physical complexity , understanding evolved .  Relatively extraneous interpolations of adhesively practical extremity succeeded in a hierarchy of functionally integrable forms . Retrospectively speaking pragmatic practicality is a humanly rational possibility .  Rational logic can conceive of individually totalitarian structural forms , yet the implosive nature of their rational cohesiveness becomes a practical partiality due to the diversity of their definitive impetus . Perhaps the essence of our being is the logical counterpart for the matrix of our subjectively conclusive social fragmentation , or perhaps we are evolutionally incapable of cumulatively rational correlation .  Problematic diversity could be perfectible on an individually infinite level or contrarily perhaps ubiquitous causality is the ultimate survivor .   In any case it is beyond our subjugatively rational cohesive coercion to intercede en masse on our own behalf as an integrated unit. Our conceptual abilities have been thwarted by the unmitigatably individual nature of our extraneous conclusiveness .
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Mar 8, 2013
Mar 8, 2013 at 4:14 PM UTC
Glyph
Before there was anything that mattered everything that would ever be existed , it was the essence of totality , it was without dimensional constriction or necessitated form .  Optimistically speaking time had no relative realism to it’s progression because realistically nothing had happened yet .  As it continued it became according to it’s innate inflections as a functionally integrable form .  The questionably understandable nature of it’s conjunction was an omnipotent directive beyond necessitated action or morphological construction .  The enigmatic consciousness of it’s relatively interrelated conception was spontaneous and yet it continued without elemental omniscience . As the relative complexity of it’s interrelations evolved dimensional consistence was born.  Humanly understandable laws of physical integration governed many facets of it’s conjunction yet the totality of it’s ramification was beyond humanly realistic conjecture .   The organic morphology of biological ontogeny was a conceptually reflective derivative of functional physical mechanics yet it’s diversity exceeded it’s physical complexity , understanding evolved .  Relatively extraneous interpolations of adhesively practical extremity succeeded in a hierarchy of functionally integrable forms . Retrospectively speaking pragmatic practicality is a humanly rational possibility .  Rational logic can conceive of individually totalitarian structural forms , yet the implosive nature of their rational cohesiveness becomes a practical partiality due to the diversity of their definitive impetus . Perhaps the essence of our being is the logical counterpart for the matrix of our subjectively conclusive social fragmentation , or perhaps we are evolutionally incapable of cumulatively rational correlation .  Problematic diversity could be perfectible on an individually infinite level or contrarily perhaps ubiquitous causality is the ultimate survivor .   In any case it is beyond our subjugatively rational cohesive coercion to intercede en masse on our own behalf as an integrated unit. Our conceptual abilities have been thwarted by the unmitigatably individual nature of our extraneous conclusiveness .
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A Few lines etched where no words give weight. Good riddance say the veterans Of a nation gone sour with grief Like a lemon slice evaporating onto the tongue of the sick. But when the young yearn for White Nights, The old claim they are blinding lights to the cold sugary substance That supplants an easy path. The bullithole rush of renewal and lonliness and progress thwarted and abandoned, Inertia seeping through Into a cold summer's day. Between the cursing slant of sleek paved roadstrips, And the burning briars that thresh the border's haunt, What is picture postcard emerald Is in that same instance soviet architect gray. These are the sleepers bereft of the dream whose twenty-five stories high or ghost estates are domes to cast out the howling banshees,those suffrage of the real to be re-thought as mere props which surround the haloed glowing screen. So sheen the Motherland glows in untarnished eyes Familiar solely with glass behemoths parading with their reflections In grey water-drizzled streets, Only to be replaced by iridescent rainbows that foster a hope. A hope that was packaged and sold two decades back Since it was not worth carrying into the New World. The water-trough delving where the electric line banishes,connects a spike, "rejuvenate the breakfast table"-some far-off God reports, Hades still waiting, Intel-chip Blue, epiphany at the gates.
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Jun 12, 2012
Jun 12, 2012 at 5:24 AM UTC
Emerald and Scarlet As They Merge Into Grey
Deeds not words! They cried in their protest Marching on Parliament Intent on their quest To the corrupt politicians Who recorded their struggle But denied them the vote And left them to juggle Their lives that equaled Less than their brothers Where they had no rights Not even as mothers As wives they were thwarted Their wages their spouses They worked long hard hours And still kept their houses Tea on the table Washing hung out The children looked after To their husbands - devout They stood up for their choices The injustice they faced Were imprisoned & tortured And fired in disgrace Children were taken Away from their mothers Who were labelled as mad Their opinions were smothered Yet still they continued To rally & fight Secure in the knowledge That they deserved rights That equaled the men That ruled their world So they took up arms And fists were curled When one was killed That brave young girl Who in front of a horse Her body she hurled Votes for Women Her banner announced So simple & honest The message pronounced To hundreds of people Who just stood & stared As her breath left her body The women prepared To fight their fight Be true to their cause Take down the men And change the laws So thank you to those Brave women of old Who did what they did Without being told We now have the right As women, to fight Without risk to our freedom And stand up for our rights!! (C) Pixievic 2016
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Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 5:35 AM UTC
Warriors
Deep beneath the earth a companion flows as liquid into his soul, filling every curve, slip and crack. 86 fathoms below, a man is filled and unchained from his solitude creating a place for the mind to swim in one infinite breath. Swimming to the surface Thunder roars, lightning strikes: releasing him from beneath. He climbs out. There she stands in front, electrified. From head to toe, she inflames him, illuminating the night sky. The man approaches, thwarted by his ambition and left into stasis, as he watches her. Frozen, her eyes lock onto his. Enduring, he learns her true feeling.
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Sep 6, 2016
Sep 6, 2016 at 9:13 PM UTC
The Feeling
When two people, so different in taste, look at each other from across the dance floor, a secret sparks out of their eyes like electric rays of romantic notation. Words have yet to be exchanged, but the slow steps towards one another make time slow to an unearthly crawl. Those dancing are nothing more than hues of grey, for the two ash-stricken lovers cannot see more than those they are attracted to. Hearts pound to a rhythm that can no longer be found within the upbeats of the swaying samba. As she longs to be in his arms, he stops only inches in front, his breath caught in his throat. The increasing amount of love being released from just his simplistic gaze makes her want to run as far as she can. With him of course, though it is not a realistic approach to the turmoil surrounding their troublesome secret. A secret that increases as he gently slides his fingers against her cheek, resting the palm of his hand on the back of her neck. Feeling the contrasting temperatures of the cool evening and her racing heartbeat, her head begins to get foggy with the vision of love that is shortly about to engulf her every fiber. The kiss, so gentle and sweet, brings back the times of innocence that was not thwarted by the interruption of time and changed lives. If only they could run away…
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Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 1:58 AM UTC
Upbeats of the Swaying Samba
Memories, memories, Demons destined to remind! Memories, memories, Extricate them from my mind! Alas! They echo toward me As ripples in the brain. Evoked by love and roses They prickle me insane. Oh, I remember… *The hour summons a restless, withered afternoon During which I succumbed to ravenous decay. I desperately chased feelings like an unhinged loon, Swifting through my pond in fear, panic, and dismay.* Impeccable beauty & fanciful expectation: I was thwarted by both. Each summoned its own Distinct, rolling shadow. Oh I remember… *I was washed forth by whistling tides of tomorrow, Clinging to a heart I could not own or borrow. My feelings, whisked in transit, dizzied by the fray, Yearned for second chances to conquer yesterday.* Gelid gloom would Permeate my heart, Tearing me apart. Haunted by a feeling I could not possess, I drowned in Darkness. Oh I remember... *Loneliness was chronic; slowly it tapped time; My life become a poem lacking voice and rhyme. As silent afternoons would coalesce into years, My dreams burst into smoke & hope thawed into tears.* Memories, memories, Are nothing more than that. Memories, memories, **** **** **** I do not wish to remember, But dare not to forget Moments that once plagued me: Moments I regret. *No matter how strong be my will, These memories will haunt me still.* Oh how I wish not to remember...
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Jun 14, 2016
Jun 14, 2016 at 6:52 PM UTC
Memories, Memories
This sherry trifle with clotted cream, that tray of sugar cookies there. My best laid plans to lose some weight are thwarted by this time of year. I shouldn’t go for my arteries’ sake to Holiday parties with frosted cakes As it is, I can inhale chocolates quicker that I can Kale. Each holiday brings treats and beers and another roll of fat appears. Perhaps before I’m too far gone I ought to switch to Ramadan. While not convinced about the rest Self abnegation should be stressed.
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Dec 27, 2011
Dec 27, 2011 at 5:36 PM UTC
**** Observations
Elevate the sound Slowly and surely you have to listen smell, taste and touch the music Alcohol? Yes. Drugs? Yes. What kinds? All kinds. 60 people in a room w/ worn out walls an unwanted male is followed by hecklers the matriarchs have had enough and bull him to the door He doesn't want to leave the party is just beginning The clowns follow him like wild hyenas He fights like a lion targets the clan of the matriarch the young and weak is it correct to aim the violence on the weak because the strong is of the opposite gender? Is it right to abuse the rule Woman: the untouchable People being to watch w/ their dying spectators eyes in another section a large male confronts the house owner They begin their violent dance of limbs Swarming bodies collide violent outburst chaotic music to accompany I scream a devils scream fighting everywhere Another matriarch she jumps on the crowd using a whiskey bottle for a club dancing on top of the twirling bodies of energy A pit-bull barks aggressively people start to jump out windows everybody is way too high The fighting stops with the arrival of cops nobody listens their vision of authority thwarted nobody is arrested narcotics present amphetamine fuel We burned a cross in a large fire half an hour earlier
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Jun 29, 2013
Jun 29, 2013 at 10:48 AM UTC
Observation of a Riot
66% is the Devil Point... I have 6 courses abandoned at 66%.. The greatest power Devil has is not temptation, It is boredom and procrastination It is the mid-point sway... It is the collapse of the pre-frontal cortex, when we reach half-way through our goal, when we are too far from our starting point, and too far from our ending point, We don't know why we began, We don't know where we will end. So the Devil point kicks in at 66% completion, And makes us procrastinate, makes us feel "meh" Brave thru it, ye fellow warrior, Just do the tiniest bit needed in a day, Just tie your shoes laces and half the race is won Make a cup of tea.. and the article is written Clear some clog in the room, and the painting is done.. So, to bump over that comfortable resting point... that lethargic 66% mid-way stop, pamper yourself with something momentarily and just do ONE small thing every day 'Cause I promise you this, when you have inched to 80% you will be fuelled again with images of victory all doubt and disbelief and lethargy will be thwarted You will forget pain and other creature comforts You will cruise through the finish line..
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Jun 9, 2017
Jun 9, 2017 at 5:48 AM UTC
66% - The Procrastination Point
I really wish this wasn't my most read poem, it was a ****** experiment of mine that doesn't have much behind it. Oh, well... I, Not Too Pleasant Every Sky Feels Joyous In the Near future, watching Them Play Everyone See, it's time to Feel happy and Just right. Inside where I stay Neither happy nor Thwarted by their accusations of Perdition. Everyone else Smiles but him. Forget it, Just forget him. Interminable are the Nights That Pain brings. Eternal are the Scowls For dark ones like you. Just forget it, let's play. Et Cetera. Interminable.
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Feb 10, 2011
Feb 10, 2011 at 7:52 AM UTC
INTP/ESFJ
Fate, the absolute tyrant - Brings me to my desk, And I sit down to vent This infernal night, As prose or verse, Or utter hogwash - My wasted emotions - Which some termed rhapsodic. I promised myself not to cry - As the day would dawn, And I'd wheel down the aisle. Making myself fall prey - To another trade Of cash and silver and solid gold, A car and bungalow and so much more - Of which in detail, I wasn't told. Though I was called a beauty Who could leave people dazed, With two curvy dimples, That lit my pretty face. People never touched me And would look at me with shame Tell me I looked fragile Once they knew I was lame. I grew within four walls - Comfy cushions and space And it wasn't my legs, feeble That restricted my pace. It was love from parents Siblings' scorn and care That kept me from the wisely world To go outdoors, I never dared. I grew up crawling on my limbs And seeing people walk I never wished for them to stop - Only prayed that they wouldn't talk! For it was not their legs, I longed for I reveled for what I was! I only hoped they applied thought Before pitying, how crippled I am! I grew up watching the world go by Each day and night would fly Fantasizing with what I had been blessed - My free and 'abled' mind! I dream of a world - filled with trust And friends who would 'walk' with me Who would talk to me for who I was And not offer sympathy! I wished for love, And found mine, divine In a fairy tale - Ironic indeed! I sang love songs, Wrote mushy poems Painted wild dreams - All to him, which would eventually lead. You must have known this little boy - Though a flaw, he did make history. "Pinocchio", he was fondly called And was known as a puppet with zeal! It was not his quest for love that struck Nor his zest to live For it was his gait with wooden legs, In which I could identify me! But my dreams were thwarted When to a man, I was entrusted - (Or rather, on me thrusted) One - with no love, but legs instead. Along with blessings For him to take along Ample gifts were bestowed - To keep us betrothed! And now I await To be proclaimed his wife In the presence of a world Which always kept me deprived. It will be dawn And I will soon be gone - Yet I will yearn For my Pinocchio to return!
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Nov 18, 2011
Nov 18, 2011 at 10:21 AM UTC
Pinocchio
Fate, the absolute tyrant - Brings me to my desk, And I sit down to vent This infernal night, As prose or verse, Or utter hogwash - My wasted emotions - Which some termed rhapsodic. I promised myself not to cry - As the day would dawn, And I'd wheel down the aisle. Making myself fall prey - To another trade Of cash and silver and solid gold, A car and bungalow and so much more - Of which in detail, I wasn't told. Though I was called a beauty Who could leave people dazed, With two curvy dimples, That lit my pretty face. People never touched me And would look at me with shame Tell me I looked fragile Once they knew I was lame. I grew within four walls - Comfy cushions and space And it wasn't my legs, feeble That restricted my pace. It was love from parents Siblings' scorn and care That kept me from the wisely world To go outdoors, I never dared. I grew up crawling on my limbs And seeing people walk I never wished for them to stop - Only prayed that they wouldn't talk! For it was not their legs, I longed for I reveled for what I was! I only hoped they applied thought Before pitying, how crippled I am! I grew up watching the world go by Each day and night would fly Fantasizing with what I had been blessed - My free and 'abled' mind! I dream of a world - filled with trust And friends who would 'walk' with me Who would talk to me for who I was And not offer sympathy! I wished for love, And found mine, divine In a fairy tale - Ironic indeed! I sang love songs, Wrote mushy poems Painted wild dreams - All to him, which would eventually lead. You must have known this little boy - Though a flaw, he did make history. "Pinocchio", he was fondly called And was known as a puppet with zeal! It was not his quest for love that struck Nor his zest to live For it was his gait with wooden legs, In which I could identify me! But my dreams were thwarted When to a man, I was entrusted - (Or rather, on me thrusted) One - with no love, but legs instead. Along with blessings For him to take along Ample gifts were bestowed - To keep us betrothed! And now I await To be proclaimed his wife In the presence of a world Which always kept me deprived. It will be dawn And I will soon be gone - Yet I will yearn For my Pinocchio to return!
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You like my bird-sung gardens: wings and flowers; Calm landscapes for emotion; star-lit lawns; And Youth against the sun-rise ... ‘Not profound; ‘But such a haunting music in the sound: ‘Do it once more; it helps us to forget’. Last night I dreamt an old recurring scene— Some complex out of childhood; *** of course!) I can’t remember how the trouble starts; And then I’m running blindly in the sun Down the old orchard, and there’s something cruel Chasing me; someone roused to a grim pursuit Of clumsy anger ... Crash! I’m through the fence And thrusting wildly down the wood that’s dense With woven green of safety; paths that wind Moss-grown from glade to glade; and far behind, One thwarted yell; then silence. I’ve escaped. That’s where it used to stop. Last night I went Onward until the trees were dark and huge, And I was lost, cut off from all return By swamps and birdless jungles. I’d no chance Of getting home for tea. I woke with shivers, And thought of crocodiles in crawling rivers. Some day I’ll build (more ruggedly than Doughty) A dark tremendous song you’ll never hear. My beard will be a snow-storm, drifting whiter On bowed, prophetic shoulders, year by year. And some will say, ‘His work has grown so dreary.’ Others, ‘He used to be a charming writer’. And you, my friend, will query— ‘Why can’t you cut it short, you pompous blighter?’
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Prelude to an Unwritten Masterpiece
Yes, I was in Thailand prison for many several months for visa overstay Then deported, my plans were thwarted to teach school to help dek dek (Thai word for children) What the hell heck? Why the penalty? I'm not the enemy! The weird thing I saw was the nicest guys were in prison camp too, what bad did they do? All the inmates were good to each other; an odd array of global brothers It was fun to play bamboo broom guitar like I was the jail house rock star "Play some more rock-n-roll for us!" they would shout. Felt young, no mirror to see my wild un-flattered looks Wrote my best songs on empty pages in old tattered books The Thai warden was nice to me, gave me coconut cookies for free (He had no front teeth!) I made each man jump and work out... Kids age 16 to amputee All cheered for my creativity... The day I was released, they all rushed to cry to say our farewells and goodbyes I had more fun in Thailand prison then now that I am back in USA, funny huh? Camaraderie is a true commodity! God bless Thai children who told me they loved me, while USA kids throw rocks at me! True story D. Clare I love Bangkok #1 Am Dop Nueng!
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Sep 23, 2015
Sep 23, 2015 at 9:56 PM UTC
Thailand Prison Camp
When he was a youth of fifteen or twenty, He chased a wild horse, he caught him and rode him, He shot the white-browed mountain tiger, He defied the yellow-bristled Horseman of Ye. Fighting single- handed for a thousand miles, With his naked dagger he could hold a multitude. ...Granted that the troops of China were as swift as heaven's thunder And that Tartar soldiers perished in pitfalls fanged with iron, General Wei Qing's victory was only a thing of chance. And General Li Guang's thwarted effort was his fate, not his fault. Since this man's retirement he is looking old and worn: Experience of the world has hastened his white hairs. Though once his quick dart never missed the right eye of a bird, Now knotted veins and tendons make his left arm like an osier. He is sometimes at the road-side selling melons from his garden, He is sometimes planting willows round his hermitage. His lonely lane is shut away by a dense grove, His vacant window looks upon the far cold mountains But, if he prayed, the waters would come gushing for his men And never would he wanton his cause away with wine. ...War-clouds are spreading, under the Helan Range; Back and forth, day and night, go feathered messages; In the three River Provinces, the governors call young men -- And five imperial edicts have summoned the old general. So he dusts his iron coat and shines it like snow- Waves his dagger from its jade hilt in a dance of starry steel. He is ready with his strong northern bow to smite the Tartar chieftain -- That never a foreign war-dress may affront the Emperor. ...There once was an aged Prefect, forgotten and far away, Who still could manage triumph with a single stroke.
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Song of an Old General
When he was a youth of fifteen or twenty, He chased a wild horse, he caught him and rode him, He shot the white-browed mountain tiger, He defied the yellow-bristled Horseman of Ye. Fighting single- handed for a thousand miles, With his naked dagger he could hold a multitude. ...Granted that the troops of China were as swift as heaven's thunder And that Tartar soldiers perished in pitfalls fanged with iron, General Wei Qing's victory was only a thing of chance. And General Li Guang's thwarted effort was his fate, not his fault. Since this man's retirement he is looking old and worn: Experience of the world has hastened his white hairs. Though once his quick dart never missed the right eye of a bird, Now knotted veins and tendons make his left arm like an osier. He is sometimes at the road-side selling melons from his garden, He is sometimes planting willows round his hermitage. His lonely lane is shut away by a dense grove, His vacant window looks upon the far cold mountains But, if he prayed, the waters would come gushing for his men And never would he wanton his cause away with wine. ...War-clouds are spreading, under the Helan Range; Back and forth, day and night, go feathered messages; In the three River Provinces, the governors call young men -- And five imperial edicts have summoned the old general. So he dusts his iron coat and shines it like snow- Waves his dagger from its jade hilt in a dance of starry steel. He is ready with his strong northern bow to smite the Tartar chieftain -- That never a foreign war-dress may affront the Emperor. ...There once was an aged Prefect, forgotten and far away, Who still could manage triumph with a single stroke.
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I decided I'm goin in. Yall dun' slipped up and left me with a pen. It seems lately I been under-drinkin' Over-sober over-contemplating what's been really happening. I'm usually a lot more subtle. I give the benefit of the doubt like I'm a Catholic priest absolving niggas' sins. Confusing my honesty for reckless abandon-in To your chagrin, just hecause you're unable to comprehend. You don't move through this world in the shoes I'm in. I bet no ones ever called you a sub-human. Did that election make YOU question all your caucasian friends? Their motives, their thoughts, biases, Lookin for Microaggressions? Now those relationships are withered at the ends and it depends on larger hearts and open minds to try and mend and re-begin? Because someone you love insulted ALL your kin. Supporting someone who blatantly hates them. Tunnel vision.Could only see what they wanted Sanctity of life only applies to babies aborted Christians were thwarted! How someone with a thumbs up from the Ku Klux have anything to do with what the Lord did?! Granted, the deed is done and hey the truth is out! They were wolves in sheep's clothes till the Pres. Came out in broad daylight He basically made it awright to grossly generalize a race AND do so in plain sight Now ALL the racist crazy folk are poppin  at the mouth. On social media like the 50's in the segregated south, Spewing hate behind a screename sittin' on they mama's couch 'cept we millenials are rowdy and we'll roll up at yo house. How's it 2017 and we still schoolin' folk? Gotta tell you Black  lives matter cause you actin like we dont. In retrospect, it was for the best cause now we ALL woke!
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Mar 2, 2017
Mar 2, 2017 at 1:57 AM UTC
State of Affairs
I decided I'm goin in. Yall dun' slipped up and left me with a pen. It seems lately I been under-drinkin' Over-sober over-contemplating what's been really happening. I'm usually a lot more subtle. I give the benefit of the doubt like I'm a Catholic priest absolving niggas' sins. Confusing my honesty for reckless abandon-in To your chagrin, just hecause you're unable to comprehend. You don't move through this world in the shoes I'm in. I bet no ones ever called you a sub-human. Did that election make YOU question all your caucasian friends? Their motives, their thoughts, biases, Lookin for Microaggressions? Now those relationships are withered at the ends and it depends on larger hearts and open minds to try and mend and re-begin? Because someone you love insulted ALL your kin. Supporting someone who blatantly hates them. Tunnel vision.Could only see what they wanted Sanctity of life only applies to babies aborted Christians were thwarted! How someone with a thumbs up from the Ku Klux have anything to do with what the Lord did?! Granted, the deed is done and hey the truth is out! They were wolves in sheep's clothes till the Pres. Came out in broad daylight He basically made it awright to grossly generalize a race AND do so in plain sight Now ALL the racist crazy folk are poppin  at the mouth. On social media like the 50's in the segregated south, Spewing hate behind a screename sittin' on they mama's couch 'cept we millenials are rowdy and we'll roll up at yo house. How's it 2017 and we still schoolin' folk? Gotta tell you Black  lives matter cause you actin like we dont. In retrospect, it was for the best cause now we ALL woke!
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Clicking heels announced her presence in the deepening gloom where they hid crouched like cats awaiting their prey. She stared through the charcoal air where they lay as she clipped closer to their hungry eyes and teeth. But when within reach she spied their glowing glances and thwarted their advances with a simple singular phrase one they would recall for all their days, “You are already ****** Though this would be armor for few what the predators strangely knew was that Wendy Howling gave no thought to their groping greed for she lived by a higher creed. And in the end, when they mounted her motionless flesh and grunted grotesquely in the doomed dark Wendy Howling felt no pain and she knew struggling would be in vain for her words were true— their sorrowful souls dug their way through her to a hell from which they could not be saved and her tears were not for her wounded womb but for their eternal doom
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Nov 2, 2011
Nov 2, 2011 at 6:05 PM UTC
The **** of Wendy Howling
He took his lass to the local flicks By heck he was so very eager But when his hand slipped down her back She said, “I smell Swarfega.” Not so easily discouraged He went and scrubbed his hands But when he got back to try again She’d gone, and thwarted his plans. They didn't have mobiles in those days Further contact there couldn’t have been So he went to the pub and stood with his mates And bragged about the heaven he’d seen. The tales those young men told… ©Joe Wilson – Bragging rights, 1950’s style…2014
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Nov 12, 2014
Nov 12, 2014 at 11:18 AM UTC
Bragging right, 1950's style
I serve you not, if you I follow, Shadow-like, o'er hill and hollow, And bend my fancy to your leading, All too nimble for my treading. When the pilgrimage is done, And we've the landscape overrun, I am bitter, vacant, thwarted, And your heart is unsupported. Vainly valiant, you have missed The manhood that should yours resist, Its complement; but if I could In severe or cordial mood Lead you rightly to my altar, Where the wisest muses falter, And worship that world-warning spark Which dazzles me in midnight dark, Equalizing small and large, While the soul it doth surcharge, That the poor is wealthy grown, And the hermit never alone, The traveller and the road seem one With the errand to be done;— That were a man's and lover's part, That were Freedom's whitest chart.
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Etienne de la Boéce
One day my mind, which is chaotic tried to recollect the past Yes, I need to do this.... After a breakup my mind is really worried And now it has crash landed into the world of words . How? why I'm like this? May be this is the reality ; It is like a splatter film, appalling and dreadful . How did you turned my world upside down ? Even a single word of "love " could have defined me But now not just the whole poem. The whole world thwarted my efforts Break up with cruel “homo-sapiens” is like a big crambo ! You were ready to make agreements Put your ***** "cool" signature On the sheets made with my blood What happened with all that love letters ? Now all that has ended up like a scrounging note A promise that you had never accomplished! It is too late my dear..... Even the prayer "sustainable " will never save you. Now accept the reality , From Rio to Paris nothing has changed But I have changed a lot..... I have lost almost everything. I will not protect you anymore You will repay for all the atrocities This is not just the curse of your ex, This is the grudge of being unfortunate Only because I was in love with you. Are you still longing for more ? April twenty second will always be cherished The day that has been put aside by you for me, isn't it ? Oops, again I forgot... The day created in my name for you, To fill your annual report sheets . My dear it's time to pay for your sins Before that I bid you goodbye. ©malavikavipin
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Dec 22, 2018
Dec 22, 2018 at 5:39 AM UTC
Earthly Breakup
A life lived in black and white. No time for middle of the road. Lines drawn straight and narrow. Passion, only with rules. Love, only as stated. A heart filled with admiration, adoration, and caring. Nothing missing from the list of "supposed to". All boxes checked off. I's dotted and T's crossed. Perfect on paper, perfect to onlookers, perfect in bed. Never a thought of something missing. All boxes checked. Not able to settle into a life. Unable to blur the lines. Must be good, always good. Mistakes happen, but not on purpose. Not by choice. Always the good one Right is the only option Mistakes...still happen Before we fully become, life is full of confusion. Who we are and what we do are enmeshed within our surroundings, our perspective, our emotion, and our lives. Pulled together, yet fighting every step of the way. Beyond our understanding of purpose or passion. Afraid of everything we are as yet unable to understand. Trying to get through to the next phase without falling too hard. Peers skew vision Rules confine the innocent Love hides unnoticed Grown into a life of checks and balances. A nice life, a good life. Loved by many, yet alone. Always alone. Able to love, willing to love, believing love is what is being lived. Unseen circumstances. Friendships remembered. Longing, pulling toward one another. More than passion could ever be. More than who we thought we were. The need to be right, to do the right thing, is stomped unrecognizable by emotion. The past melts into the future. Is a life unfulfilled, yet loving, enough to maintain, or is love supposed to be so full of passion that it takes you outside the box? The thought of a life A love left unrealized A world in a cage A chance to live in happiness. Fires burn in body and mind. No sorrow, no regret. Pushed by one into another. Two hearts alone run to each other. Holding fast to all that is real. Yet casualties will line the road forever tainting all that could be good. Checks and balances. Pros and cons. Does one give up happiness to maintain the perfect facade, the perfect family, the "perfect" life? There is no perfect. There is only what is. The possibility of happiness could be short lived. Hearts broken and bridges burned. Broken families, broken lives. Happiness could be tangible. Happiness could be real. Pros and cons. What price shall be paid. When should love lose and happiness not be a goal? Choices, pain, there is no fairness. There is no black and white, there are no boxes in which to fit. Straight and narrow life Checklists, I's dotted, T's crossed Thwarted by passion
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Dec 7, 2010
Dec 7, 2010 at 10:51 PM UTC
Blurred (haibun)
A life lived in black and white. No time for middle of the road. Lines drawn straight and narrow. Passion, only with rules. Love, only as stated. A heart filled with admiration, adoration, and caring. Nothing missing from the list of "supposed to". All boxes checked off. I's dotted and T's crossed. Perfect on paper, perfect to onlookers, perfect in bed. Never a thought of something missing. All boxes checked. Not able to settle into a life. Unable to blur the lines. Must be good, always good. Mistakes happen, but not on purpose. Not by choice. Always the good one Right is the only option Mistakes...still happen Before we fully become, life is full of confusion. Who we are and what we do are enmeshed within our surroundings, our perspective, our emotion, and our lives. Pulled together, yet fighting every step of the way. Beyond our understanding of purpose or passion. Afraid of everything we are as yet unable to understand. Trying to get through to the next phase without falling too hard. Peers skew vision Rules confine the innocent Love hides unnoticed Grown into a life of checks and balances. A nice life, a good life. Loved by many, yet alone. Always alone. Able to love, willing to love, believing love is what is being lived. Unseen circumstances. Friendships remembered. Longing, pulling toward one another. More than passion could ever be. More than who we thought we were. The need to be right, to do the right thing, is stomped unrecognizable by emotion. The past melts into the future. Is a life unfulfilled, yet loving, enough to maintain, or is love supposed to be so full of passion that it takes you outside the box? The thought of a life A love left unrealized A world in a cage A chance to live in happiness. Fires burn in body and mind. No sorrow, no regret. Pushed by one into another. Two hearts alone run to each other. Holding fast to all that is real. Yet casualties will line the road forever tainting all that could be good. Checks and balances. Pros and cons. Does one give up happiness to maintain the perfect facade, the perfect family, the "perfect" life? There is no perfect. There is only what is. The possibility of happiness could be short lived. Hearts broken and bridges burned. Broken families, broken lives. Happiness could be tangible. Happiness could be real. Pros and cons. What price shall be paid. When should love lose and happiness not be a goal? Choices, pain, there is no fairness. There is no black and white, there are no boxes in which to fit. Straight and narrow life Checklists, I's dotted, T's crossed Thwarted by passion
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