Am crying heena ji
Uparo meeh pe reha
uparo gaane ewe de lage hoye ne
sala sab kuch yaad ayi janda
te u nu apne kol na dekh ke
jaan nikli ja rahi

kai dina to me jaan buj ke nai c likh reha kuj
but aj control nai hoea
life pata nai ki ban ke reh *** he
ewe lagda jiwe kuch matlb hi nai he is life da
office jao, ghar aao. Ghar wali naal bi dil ni krda chal nal gal karan da
even oh bi ro lai, ki tuci menu pyar nai krde
oh is krke roi ki usnu lagda kite me chad na dawa us nu thuhade krde
usnu thuhade to bada dar lagda he
thuhade naam to bada dar lagda he

but me fas gea ha
parso sari raat roi gea me.
ghar wali us time so rahi c
menu pata oh raat kiwe langi meri

***, koi value hi nai rakhda ***
bilkul dil nai krda

sala mausam ewe da ban gea ki
rona a gea

Thuhade husband nal dekhea c u nu.
Soh lage, maran da dil kar reha c.
dil kr reha c ki gaddi mara kite le jake

fer tuci 7 phase wali market chale gaye
uthe tuci mehndi lagwai
te me uthi wait kr reha c thuhadi
sach kaha me has jarur reha c
but andro ro reha c
thuhanu dikhana nai c chanda ki
me thuhanu dekh lea he
menu nai pata ki tuci menu dekhea ya nai
but mera koi motive nai c apni shakal
dikhan da thuhanu

Le lao badle heena ji
chup reh ke jeena bada okha he
me bi dekhda ha kinni der
chup beth sakde ** tuci
kinni patients he thuhade wich
me bi dekha.

Ik gal kaha.

Menu 2016 to hi yakeen ja ** gea c
Ki thuhade lai menu bhulna bada easy c
Bcz us time jado thuhade viah di gal chali c
Tuci menu ik war bi nai c dasea
Nd us bhenchod nu pyar kar bethe c tuci

Yaar me kade kisi hor nu pyar nai kita, na hi kade kar paya. Beshak me hor bada kuj kita.
Bhawe oh kudi baji c ya nasha.
Par kisi hor nu kade pyar nai kr sakea.

Menu sala ehi samj nai a reha
Ki me thuhanu yaad karna band kr dawa
Ya ewe hi yaad krda raha

Me badi try kr reha ki yaad na kara.
Par is baar gal kuj hor he
2016 wich me bhul gea c u nu
But etki, gaand fati hoi a meri
Bus ik mar nai sakda
Baki bahro kush rehna penda

Kini war dekh chukea me thuhanu lal rang de choore wich
Sali iko dua nikdi ki maut a jawe menu
Bcz me khud mar nai sakda
*** bi ro reha

Yaad a ik wari, jado apa park wicho di ja rahe c
Te ik munda park wich ro reha c
Te me us time
Keha c ki sala
Kinna pagal he
Munda ewe kiwe ro sakda
Aj oh munde di yaad andi menu
Te meri kahi gal
Aj samj anda ki sala rona ki hunda

Bhen di lun hoi bi meri life di
Sala kite bi dil nI lagda mera

I know u nu mazak hi lag reha hona
Ha me kita bi mazak hi c thuhade naal
Te aj usdi saza bhugat reha ha
Ena jyada tadap reha ha

Pata ik ta banda ro ke mann halka kr lenda
Ik banda andro ronda
Jeda sala andro rona, te usda mann bi halka nai hunda
Bada ikha hunda

Fat jandi he
Rooh kamb jandi he
Sala jad bi kade wife nu patiala chad ke anda
Ta sad song laganda. Badi myshkil naal sad song sunan nu milde
Te bus sara rasta ronda anda me
Sach kaha ohi ik time hunda jad me ro sakda ha te apna mann halka karda ha
Cheeka marda ha, chest te mukke marda ha
Thapad tak marda ha apne aap nu
Sala sochda ki isi bahane kuch dil halka ** jawe
Par kithe.
Nai hunda.

Heena jj, menu pata ki mera *** koi hak nai reha.
Par metho ik haq na khona
Oh thuhanu dekhan da.
Me kade life wich interfair nai krda
Bus menu dekhan to na rokna kade.

Me tadfna chanda ha
Rona chanda ha
Apni galtia krke

Ameen

akhiyan taras gaiyan
Ve tainu vekhan nu
Mera fukke kaalja ve
Teri galwakdi  nu

Khaure kehre des geya
Jitho ve murhda nahi
Aardassa karda
Nitt peer manauna aa

Tere deedar di taang rehndi
he menu majajne
pata nai kithe kho gaye ** tuci
pata nai kithe chale gaye ** tuci

har pase thuhanu labda rehnda ha
har choore wali nu eh soch ke dekhda ha
ki shyad thuhada chehra dekhan nu mil jawe
par sirf iko cheez mildi he
mayuusi

menu pata *** thuhanu
koi farak nai penda mere to
menu eh bi pata ki *** thuhanu
mere mare te bi koi fark ni pena
dukh hi sale ewe de dite ne me

par me sach kaha
thuhade samne ni anda ***
bus jo bi he
ethe likhda rahunga
shyad kade thuhanu read karn da time mil jawe

sala likhde likhde akhan wich paani a gea

ena jajbati pata nai kad to ban gea me

but eh agg bujan nai deni me kade
eh tadap kade mukkan nai deni me kade

thuhuhanu hasda dekhan lai
thuhade samne bi na awanga me

kush reho te ghar basao apna
te us bande nu bi kush rakheo
jide naal *** ** tuci

I wish ki tuci kush raho
Nd me imagine wi kr reha
Ki tuci kush ** apne husband naal
Te tuci enjoy kr rahe ** apna time us naal
Rab har kushiya dawe thuhanu heena ji

Bus mere to seha nai ja ** reha
Dil tuti ja reha
Bus thuhanu tang nai krna chanda

Kado da pata kita hunda thuhada nawa ghar da address
But me krna nai chanda
Menu hi takleef howegi
Te *** thuhade samne ake
Thuhade lai okha nai krunga u di life nu


Kush reho heena ji

Menu ta ande hi ande ne
Meri gharwali nu bi tere supne aan lag gaye
Kal
Kendi ik
Gal
Dasa, me keha daso. Kendi gussa na kreo
Me kal sapne wich heena dekhi.
Nd me shocked. Me ki kaha te ki nai.

Usnu bada dar lagda thuhade to. Kai baar roi he oh bi thuhade krke

Swer de 4 wajan wale ne
Nd me ki kar reha
Sirf thuhade ware soch reha
Pata nai ki chL reha he life wich
Tang ** gea ha
Dimag kehnda bhul ja us nu kanjra
Par dil kehnda ehi ta meeth meetha dard he, jo naal rehna he

Me cha ke bi bhula nai pa reha
Me chanda ha ki bhul
Jawa
Par nai ** pa reha.

Sala jad dekho u da te u de husabnd da mind wich a janda
Ki tuci us naal
Kush **, me kushi naal koi problem nai, me chanda ki hamesha kush raho
Par mera dil man hi nAi reh
Haje bi thuhade wal nu ja reha
Menu sachi samj nai anda me ki kra

I seriously want to move on, but samj nai a reha kiwe

Last time nalo bi jyada ikha is baar

*** tak ta tuci pregnant bi ** gaye hone
thuhanu kuj ni pata ehna thoughts naal kini fatdi he
dil daily karda he ki thuhdae office de samne aawa
te ake dekha u nu
but control kr lenda ha kisi na kisi tarah
daily raat nu 2 mint kharar bus stand te ruk ke janda ha,
ki thuhade ghar wal nu jawa ya na jawa.
dil ena krda ki shyad chatt te tuci khade howe te me dekh lawa
but fer dimag kenda chad rehn de dilla.
kyu tang krna us nu
oh kushi kushi apni life spend kr rahi he
ta usdi life kyu spoil krni

Yaar I want to see you.
fati hoi a meri
thuhanu bilkul bi fikar ni andi?
ki kiwe reh reha hona me?
daily ronda ha
daily yaad andi he thuhadi.
But serioulsy u r stone heart
kash me bi ban jawa dubara ewe da
pehla changa bhalwa ban gea c
jado jalandhar to bad breakup hoea c
*** sala pata nai ki ** gea
us time bi 6-8 months lagge c recovery lai
but is time sala ** hi nai reha
menu bi dasdo ewe da ki kara me
ki bhul jawa u nu
jiwe tuci bhul gaye

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Thanks aj supne wich aan lai
Bada dil c thuhanu dekhan da
Sohne lag rahe c
Yellow suit paya hoea c tuci
Bindi lagai hoi c choti wali

Kaash me thuhade office niche ake geda maar sakda
Par dar lagda tuci kuj galt n kr lawo

I know ki bada kuj change ** gea he thuhadi life wich
*** mere lai thuhadi life wich koi jagah  nai he

heena ji par is baar kuj alag he
apna breakup pehla bi hoea
kai baar hoea
viah thuhda pehla bi fix hoea c
us time ena nai c feel hoea jina is baar ** reha

fati pai he meri
paralysis da attack tak hoea thuhade viah to agle din
4 din hospital admit reha ha

meri kidney ne kam band kr dita c over drinking krke.
me kade drink ni kiti but is baar kiti
rajj ke drink kiti

heena me lakh bura ha
par pata ni is baar bahut kuj alag he
daily ro reha ha
raat 2 nu waje son reha ha bcz u r coming in my thoughts
te neend nai andi
swere 4 waje akh khu jandi he te bcz u di yaad a jandi

i know ki *** kuj ni ** sakda
bcz me kita bura u naal
par pachta reha ha
mar reha ha
maut bi nai a rahi menu sali

kiwe seh paunga eh dukh sari jindagi
samj ni anda sala

Kal sade wich badi discussion hoi
Thuhade bare
Usne bada kuj puchea u bare
Nd she was comapring u with herself

Me sach nai c bol sakda
Ta me kuj juth bolea
Te kuj sach

Heena ji me divorce de sakda ha
Ik wari ha kro
Nd she can easily accept it

Do you remember
The coincidences?

May be you do.

So I am leaving all things
On coincidences now
I won’t put any kind of
Efforts
I am leaving all things
On coincidences.

Kismat wich hoea ta milunge
Nai ta nai

Me kuj bi pata nai krunga
Thuhade bare
Dil te pathar wi rakhunga
Tadpunga bi
Te tadpaunga bi

Me aj shohre ghar ja reha c
11 march nu thuhadi insta profile
Da screenshot lea c
Te aj gharwali ne oh dekh lea
Te aj badi ladai hoi
Me mana reha usnu
But oh nai man rahi
Viah to
Pehla bi 2 baar sadi behas hoi he thuhade
Krke
But etki oh bahut naraz he
M nu ji samj a reha me ki kara

Tuci ta so gaye hone kado de
Te me ethe jaag reha ha
Thuhade bare soch reha ha
Apne moments bare soch reha ha
Kiwe hoea sab
Te ki banu agge
Sab kuch flashback ban gea he

I am hating my self
More
Day by day

Bathera ** gea ***
*** metho sabar nai hunda hor
Me thuhade bare pata karn lagea ha
Kithe rehnde **
Ki krde **
Sab kuj

But ha tang nai krda, na hi u nu pata lagan dau
Thuhadi life wich koi problem nai create krda me