"thn" poems
Im the girl that lisn to soft music
love reading and writing poems
I'm the shy girl who's always quite
You you are the guy that spends
His nights out
Who can get drunk the whole night
Without giving a **** about
The world
The badboy that all the girls wants
But i guess that the reason why
I want you more thn anything
I want you to be mine and only mine
When i'm with you i forget abt
The time and about the world
If only you feel the same about me
But for you i'm just that little goodgirl
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 2:00 PM UTC
Last night thought to myself wats the meaning of life? Praised God n spread his love right? Sure you'll meet some people that are mean n thn some that are Wat if u meet someone u love? Do I tell tht person tht I love thm or do bottle my emotions ? Bt Wat if they ask me if I love them? Well god says never tell a lie even if the truth hurts! So tell her I love thn things get complicated bt hw shldnt they get easier ? Ig not but I was told tht if u love tht person alot u fight through some tough times n ignore thm n mental erase thm. So I do so cause I love her n things got easier but thn wht if we get sick of each other ? U probly will I was told thn they said u gotta keep things new n exciting ! So I did so n it got even easier bt later it got hard again ! Bt it's always gonna get hard bt ur love for tht person should make it easy!
Even though I hate somethings since u love I learn to love. N I hope u do the same. So wats the meaning of life praised god n if u happen to find someone u Lik on the Way maybe u shld hold on to thm aslong as u can! Until the end of time
Nov 7, 2012
Nov 7, 2012 at 1:05 AM UTC
Cnt seem 2 4get
Cnt get ya outa my head..
Wana c u all da tym
Want u 2 stay a while..
Thn u arrive
And its all clear
I hav good reason for ths fear
If thrs 1 thing I jst cnt handle
Its lies..
Da feeling of deceipt
A 6th sense tht comes s0 naturally
Been dwn ths road
Too many timez b4
U'v been cought
1 too many wayz b4
Wht I jst dnt get
Y wud my lov 4 u n0t jst g0?
Y wnt our roads jst part?
Thrs nofing left here
4 me 2 stay
Da trust is gone
Nov 3, 2010
Nov 3, 2010 at 1:12 PM UTC
I'm starting off agressive because I'm sick of this ****
You seem to have more excuses thn a crack head *****
Either your going to the store or out with your friends
And today for the 7th time you walked the dog again
Lies
Quick thought travel to the mouth and released thru the lips
As I watch ya mouth move I know its all bullshyt
No way in hell you been to work all week and your missing 2days pay
**** right I know ya hours, clock-in time, and hourly wage
Why the lies
You continuosly try to pull these wools over my eyes
Oh yea she ya cousin from ya father side
I know its bullshyt I see no resemblence at all
And I saw the look in her eyes when I kissed you as she walked off
Your lies
Has put you in a compromising position with me
Sick of your lies ya stories my once blind eyes now see
Here's wat you do take ya going out with ya friends, dog, and shopping sprees
Don't forget ya missing days paycheck, and cousin who don't like me
And step
One foot in front of the other ***** salute
March out my life cause I'm done with you
Yea I kbow its a rude way to say good bye
But you ****** up the day you thought it would be better to LIE........
Oct 21, 2011
Oct 21, 2011 at 10:50 PM UTC
WAKING UP, OPENING AND RUBBING THE SLEEP FROM MY EYES,
AND LOOK OVER TO MAKE SURE SHE’S STILL THERE AND YES YOU ARE TO MY SURPRISE.
THE MEMORIES START TO COME UP LIKE PREVIEWS OF A MOVIE,
YOU MOVE A LIL AND I COULD TELL THAT, MY LOVE IS STILL SLEEPY.
I REMEMBER THE FIRST DAY WE MET, SHE LOOK AT ME AND SMILED;
NOT KNOWING IT WAS THE BEGINNING OF MY DEMISE.
I TRIED TO PLAY IT COOL AND NOT LET HER KNOW THERE WAS SINGING IN MY HEART,
I GOT TO TALK TO HER, I GOT TO HEAR HER VOICE, I CAN’T LET THIS FEELING GO, I GOT DO THIS SMART.
SO I WALKED UP TO HER TRYING NOT TO MAKE MYSELF LOOK A FOOL.
PLAYED IT MY MIND, BUT I JUST ASK AND PLAYED IT COOL.
AND EVER SINCE, A SMILE HAS BEEN IMPLANTED,
MY WORLD HAS SLOWED DOWN, NOT SO FRANTIC.
THAT’S RIGHT, LOL, WE’RE CRUISING AT THE RIGHT PACE,
AND THE BETTER WE HAVE GOT TO KNOW EACH OTHER, IT FELT YOU WERE IN THE RIGHT PLACE.
I CAN’T BELIEVE GOD LET AN ANGEL DOWN FROM HEAVEN TO BE BY MY SIDE,
AND BECAUSE OF YOU I HAVE BECOME EVEN MORE HUMBLED AND FULL OF PRIDE.
NO EYELINER, LIPSTICK, OR BLUSH.
I KNOW I LOVE HER; THIS IS MORE THN SOME JR. HIGH CRUSH.
SO, TO COMPLETE THEMY FAMILY PUZZLE,
I STOP BY JEWELER AND A FLORIST FOR WHITE ROSES; “TWO DOZEN!”
SO I CALL YOU AND SAY, “HEY LOVE, HOW WAS YOUR DAY? I MUST SEE YOU.”
SHE SAYS, “HEY BABE, HEARING YOUR VOICE JUST MADE IT GREAT. SURE!” SHE HAS NO CLUE.
I APPROACH HER WITH CONFIDENCE IN MY HEART AND MY STOMACH HAD BUTTERFLIES,
BUT I KNEW THIS IS THE MOMENT, SO I CROSS ALL THE T’S AND DOT ALL THE I’S
SO I KISSED HER AND GAVE HER THE ROSES;
SHE STILL DON’T KNOW I’M ABOUT TO PROPOSE.
EVERYTHING BECAME TOTALLY STILL AND STARS WERE SO BRIGHT,
IT WAS THE PERFECT SUMMER NIGHT.
AS I GET DOWN ON MY KNEE WITH TEARS FORMING IN MY EYES, “AS I LOOK UP TO YOU AND GOD, PLEASE SHARE MY LIFE?”
“PLEASE BE MY BETTER HALF, MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER………………………………………….MY WIFE.”
Jul 14, 2011
Jul 14, 2011 at 6:48 AM UTC
Put ur feelings aside 4 a while
Take mine in consideration
Iv been ur fool
4 way 2 long
Its tym 2 let g0
Tym 2 m0ve on
Must admit
Its easier said
Thn d0ne
I'm n0t 1 stay behind
N0r do I hold on
2 things tht can't b saved
I turn around and walk away
Wif u its different
Wif u its strange
I'll be ur fool any day
Done trying 2 make it work
But ths feeling
Jst dnt wana go away
Take my feelings in consideration
I'm n0t here 4 ur entertainment
Ur braking my heart in2 pieces
I jst realized
I hav 2 let u g0
Its n0t u
Its mE
I'm allowing this 2 be
Nov 3, 2010
Nov 3, 2010 at 1:33 PM UTC
What is a memory?
A memory as we all know it is something from the past that will stay with you, but don't misread that
It is as it says it's the past and for good reason
Never allow what's happening today hold you back or allow it to control you because no matter which way you look at it
That will one day be nothing more thn a memory too...
It's okay
It will all be okay
And when they day come where what's bringing you down now becomes a memory
We'll share a laugh and a drink
Cheers.
Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 7:55 AM UTC
That sad moment
When your fingers can’t type acros the keybboard.
Because itall runs together like something
From another time whe nthings were less
Than they are now. It’ s always easier, you know,
With less. Always easier when hnds run smoothly
Over the snow or the leaes or the sun
Because they arent shaking quite like they are
Now. Now, with more thought, more feared, more lost
To the losing of days that always leave, evntually.
More to keep you up at night as your hands
Shake but tryto type throug it anyway. More
To keeep you distracted from yourself
But also more to kee pyou all too concentrated
On the world, thatthing that makes you rhands shake,
Tha thng thatis always more thn you want itto be.
Mar 1, 2014
Mar 1, 2014 at 2:15 PM UTC
I know that you are well
drill educated,
but my love don't need
to pass out any test ,
your degrees must be
higher thn me ;
and I spread my knowledge
in free .
If you feel that
by this knowledge
you deserve to judge
the arrogance ,
It's sign that you're
so far from humbleness .
I care for your happiness ,
you should Do the same ;
in return of my obsess .
You don't deserve
my memories in your chest
my image in your head,
your rudeness taking me
towards my death .
I know you're vexed ,
annoyed or may be hassled
from Me ,
I.know you're full of guilt
of giving me more chances ,
I know , I do that such things
that you hate
does not mean
I am illiterate ,
but if you really think ,
I APPRECIATE .
Nov 23, 2014
Nov 23, 2014 at 4:46 AM UTC
Not evry1s meant to last 4vr
Sum come togethr
thy r beautiful,
thy hold da fires of passion widin em
Thy lyt each odr up,
thn thy burn each odr to da ground...
others.. others come together in peace
thy lauf
thy love
thy part ways btr for having met.
Thn thr r some,
Who consume each odr,
Thy destroy each odr,
Thy rebuild each oder,
Bt alas thy go Seperate ways,
Btr for both.
Have u heard of those,
Rare,
Twosomes who are 2gthr 4vr?
Thy love, thy lauf,
Thy consume, thy lyt fires,
Thy fyt, thy burn,
Thy rebuild, thy remake,
Thy alter, thy stay,
4ever 2gther.
Dec 11, 2014
Dec 11, 2014 at 4:41 AM UTC
Ain't a nothin goin on
Here in the "later days"
Coney Island roller coaster ride
Flatbush avenue is heaven to some
--
Selling newspapers shinning shoes
Got to live for one more day
In one more day I"ll fall in love
With the moon goddess -- we will
Go to manhattan and brew
Magic moments for eachother
And have kids
--
I am so sure we will
--
One way or another?----YOU!
Once together?---WE!
--
And thn we'll "get it on"
And something will get done
Mar 21, 2013
Mar 21, 2013 at 10:58 PM UTC
Heart Colder thn a winter night
Face beautiful like sunrise
Sweet like an angel
Shining like a diamond
Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 2:59 AM UTC
ME! YES! MYSELF….
He told me to write for me,
He knows it’s impossible for me,
Me a dam maverick girl always fought,
Just for my mammas sought.
I didn’t played with dolls,
I always used to kept in bawls,
Thinking of always to sleep on mamma’s bed,
She threw me out to cover her ends,
Was even able to understand;
That she actually hates me,
I always wondered to know,
How she cry for me,
But as a wondered, cant be a truth,
My dreams also don’t have any hook.
This is what with my mentality grows up,
In seeking of mamma’s hug,
Today, I know she’s full of grievances,
I know she’ll not give me chances,
My cares didn’t depended on her,
Nor in childhood, or today either.
My head is now full of having tension,
But still I am away with my mamma’s attention.
I found myself very alone when she left me,
In that depression.
I stopped having my careful things,
I stopped thinking about my being.
I never saw myself in been,
That time I was 9,
Today nineteen.
Yes I lost myself in between,
Wanted to be a daughter not queen.
Yes I lost my everything with her,
Left with me is only tears.
Yes I cant care of myself,
With these drastic scenes I cant help.
Today found myself abused,
Coz she left me be, for here to confuse.
But in little time, I found some another,
Not mumma but yes my mother.
Care too much to make me stronger,
I cant care myself , I told him further,
I think I bother him always,
Coz, he teach me and I doesn’t stays.
Foolish me!
Where I and where’s he,
Look for me, where I stands,
Took steps for where I splash,
Know me well to understand my breath,
Pamper me his underneath .
I have my soul in him,
There’s nothing else that I can trim.
He don’t let my eyes to cry,
He cares like a newborn whenever I shy.
I hate myself to being.
Coz’ I cant do the same for him
I frighten of loosing my mumma again,
Thn there will no one to whom I can claim.
So I’ll end up with finishing myself!
Yes ! and from than
I’ll never ask god,
For my mamma again.
Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 6:18 AM UTC
In the back of my head
I know every conor I've
Memorized each and
Every curve I've
Calculated
Precisely
In the midst
Of all the chaos
I am only tuned to
To the sound of her
Feet lightly pressing
Against the ground
Each m o r n i ng i
Count every ste p
If I ever get to 10
Maybe thn I will
Open my mouth
And empty the
Way I feel of
her beauty
Aug 6, 2018
Aug 6, 2018 at 5:29 PM UTC
All alone once agian
i think im better off by myself thn with friends
cuz no one will be there in the end
but me maybe one two three a my fam
who gave a dam
friends will drift away like wind blowing sand
i tried to hold on to them but they slipped from my hand
breaking away like old rubber bands
faker than deaf drake fans
i know i sound mad
but im attually glad
that i at least know sumwhat of who i am
im not a kid but not yet a man
jst living life with a goal not so much a plan
Apr 11, 2014
Apr 11, 2014 at 11:49 PM UTC
I dont know how to tell you that
But i miss you i miss you more
Thn anything
I miss seeing you smiling at me
Laughing with me
Playing with me
I miss the taste
that your lips allow
I miss the feel you gave me
when you touch me
I miss sleeping in your arms
I miss talking to you
I miss every single day
Every single hour
Every single minute
Every single second
I had next to you
Now i know how much i loved you
But its too late cuz i lost you
Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 9:50 AM UTC
Can i tell u
Can i tell u
That the loneliest
I feel
Is whn im deepest
In my own mind
Tht the loneliest
I feel
Is so deep
That id rather reach in
Thn reach out
Rather feel u
Than me
Rather be ecstatic looking
:) :) :) :)
:)
:)
Than say whats going on
Deep inside of me
Wish i had u hear with me
Wish u could be the eventually
To eventually see
Whats ******* with me
Wht makes me wnt to push away freends
Of yrs
In sake of solitude?
Rather than love
I seek inner sanctum.
****** up
Push away friwnds of yrs.
Im so gone now
Wondering
How
Long
Now
Dec 9, 2016
Dec 9, 2016 at 9:25 PM UTC
She's the second me
We r the same person
With different
Personality
She's everything
That i'm not
Everything
I wanna be
Everything
I love
She's the best part of me
She the one
That i can trust more
Thn anyone
The one that knws me
More than i know my self
She's the one that always
Helps me
The one that i need
For now and forever
She's the other part of me
That i can always see next to me
She's my everything
We always fight thats true
We dont talk much thats true
But i'm always there for her
And shes always there for me
She's not my twin
But
She's my sister
She's my older sister
She's my other half
May 4, 2015
May 4, 2015 at 9:39 AM UTC
hello i am here nothing nothing inside of me no spiders no webs neverlandhas king gone missing andwater runsthe deep
waste telling the peoplewho wait underwater its only an
oz of time until kingdomhas time to be saving
**** thisim saying im going away nothing livesor spells it right no one usesminds lik they deserve to diein
the sun eating checkers dying in
the sun. bridge bent water is under waiting drinking lungs untl they start to panic an beg..mouselife
understreetlights tootpick sword human death in eyes spell backwards what u want to hear straight and empty your veins glowing refill with ice refill with power with hounds and life// hello i am
here nothing nothing was inside of me no spiders no livers no wasteing parachuting into the arms of death spiny leviathin chords with rose lights 4 eyes she is spelling perfectly everything right
the rainbows sleep live hideabove heropen eyes
Oct 17, 2015
Oct 17, 2015 at 7:48 PM UTC
Dear lord
Why life can be so hard?
Why are we living this miserable life
We say its our destiny to commit this faults
But we got brains!!
We can think
We can change
We can understand
But all we use our brains for is judging others forgetting our selfs
Life is a mirror and we are the reflection we decide how to look like in this huge mirrors that we call destiny
Life might be hard
Life is a *****
But we are the real problem
But dont knw her to act
We let any problem
Hurt us
Thn we say its human
To commit mistakes
Yes it is but u got a think what to do before u do it
Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 3:00 AM UTC
Never count on a girl Theyll poison ur world A world tht is now fallin down Take my life away nd dumo me down town No happy future no cap or gown **** me swiftly no pain or sound Clean my blood of the ground Wat i have found Is wen a girl leaves you ur heart is no longer bound Volnerable every girl wants to pound At ur heart Leave u alone in the dark So now i want the mark Of death Wnt my life to end faster thn it did start
Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 12:24 AM UTC
"
...Tody is soo... special to me...
I fell in love with someone unexpectedly without knowing..
He has beautiful eyes..when he sees me...... i feel shy......
He has bright lips...... his smile .... makes me mad ....
His touch makes me feel warmth..
He gives me happiness when i am sad.....
He brings brightness in my life...
His love is with me... from the time i was born.....
His beauty attracts everyone but he is special to me......
He's everything tht i need in my life....
With his love my life is like a mini heaven ....
This love losts forever and tht love is non another thn....................................
.......
...
..
.
THE SUN...
_Shilha madhuri tanguturi_
Jan 28, 2017
Jan 28, 2017 at 9:17 AM UTC
spend less time giving a **** thn a lame horse with jellied teeth
got the whole town crawling up out the ground
dead/in\living night time
and its right here
right ******* now
resting fair shovelhands
on ***** fking mounds
cuz heavens screaming lonely + dead horse come clean
its real blood in headlights and they best ******* believe in me
because they come here to breathe
to stop and to watch me (without feeling)
+ i strangle wormclouds
out of every ******* mouth thas speaking
believe in me
watching here and learning from safety
where i hate real alive and loveless existing
skinlight like wandering
burn all your plastic things
because hell is coming harder
and we are never leaving
Jul 22, 2015
Jul 22, 2015 at 3:20 PM UTC
i was looking at the sky
Like i do every night
But this time it was different
There was a new star in that dark sky
Shining up there more thn any other star
You are the new star of the night
The one that light up my night
Now i look at you everytime
When the sun comes down
May your soul reset in peace my dear
Apr 19, 2015
Apr 19, 2015 at 2:40 PM UTC
i fell in love w her presence
it was never her body.
but her personality.
in her eyes
i saw how gorgeous she was.
on the outside, but mainly
i seen beauty on the inside.
there was once
i seen how she hid her flaws..
through filters & effects,
calling herself f...
i treated her more
thn wht she thought
was facts.
she was queen, through anythin
i dont think it was me..
it was her insecurities tht
outweighed the love for me.
Jun 26, 2019
Jun 26, 2019 at 12:17 AM UTC