"thil" poems
It's been awhile since I've
took the time to write
Even though I've been
try hard with all my might
Yet, I don't know
where to start
Shall I talk about what's
On my brain or the pains in my heart
Even thought life for me
was hard still im ******* stressed
People telling me to be happy
And that I'm blessed
But that doesn't stop the demons
Inside of my that's beating on my chest
If I were to give you the key
and let you inside
The image that I presented
to you surely Will die
I'm a constant wreck
And please done ask me why
Times I want to take a ice pick
An shove within my eyes
To blind my from all the ********
I'm seeing with my eyes
From the hat pouring out my
Mother when she cries
Or the fact that I'm built
From nothing but lies
Can't tell the truth to no one
but myself
Buried from guilt and hatred
Thats deep Within myself
Now I'll i see is It's your fault
it's your fault inside that mirror
Feeling like I dead to her
She won't let me be near her
I'm alone now....
In a room full of people
I'm by myself
In a relationship with someone
I'm the only one who has felt
It's all be cause you you
That I feel this way
On April 6th I will always dread thil I
be came dead to you
And it will probably stay that way
Oct 11, 2014
Oct 11, 2014 at 8:20 PM UTC