Thinking out loud ....YOU NEVER KNOW WHO THE HATER IS CAUSE ****** CATER TO YOUR EGO!!!!!(ANDRE 3000).... THATS WHY I DONT CARE ABOUT KIND WORDS LIKE I LOVE YOU AND YOU LOOK GREAT.... SHOW ME IN YOUR DEEDS!!!!! EVERY BODY SHOOTS THE ****. TALK IS SO CHEAP LOYALTY IS PRICELESS!!!!! BE TRUE TO YOURSELF ALWAYS AND THE REWARD IS A SOUND MIND... CHECK YOUR MOTIVES WORDUP...

I should have thought,
It would be easier,
Somehow haha,
It is neither here nor there,
A coincidental chain of things,
Setting in motion
Something akin to,
A dreamless day,

A wooden sort of way
Of going about,
Cumbersome,
Turtled,
Thiking about,
Nothing while,
Fixing blye eyes,
Analysing speech patterns
A superior sense of spatial awareness
Coupled with sartorial elegance,
That could be counted in kilowatts,
He/she is the incumbent ruler of a blank,
Where are our chaperones?
This is not the kind of party I had envisaged,
A monster is as much as you allow it to be,
So take me to solitude.

My heart aches to know
how lonely you maybe
despite a son, a daughter and a lover,
how lonely you maybe
despite a career and people
a brother and a sister
a dog and a neighbour,
how lonely you maybe
breathing, smiling, falling,
drinking, sobbing,
smashing, breaking apart, screaming,
my heart aches to know
that despite knowing how lonely you could be,
I am miles away helpless
thiking about you.