"thermite" poems
She told me she would wait-
She told me she would wait for me.
I've been wondering this whole time-
I've been wondering this whole time, why she didn't wait?
Turns out,
She did wait.
She waited until my lowest of lows,
To take me even lower.
I've told myself over and over,
That if she would just come back, I'd forgive her.
But she wrecked me, after I was wrecked.
She waited until the perfect moment, to wreck me.
She threw buckets of thermite
On my already burning, mangled car.
I guess she just wanted to make sure
There was nothing left.
Nothing left to come back to.
And she's better now. She's happy where she's at.
She can't see me, anymore.
Dec 24, 2013
Dec 24, 2013 at 10:42 PM UTC
The charcoal dust settles
Building bombs from rusty metals
Crafting threats to mayors: I'll blow up hospitals
It’s simple how I’m giving them lost face
Burn it with a wick of aluminium phosphate
Jul 19, 2017
Jul 19, 2017 at 3:41 PM UTC
Dreams are fading fast
Like the stars in my third eye
Whatever I was seeing
Was a mirage, either that,
or Ive gone blind
Such a lonely treacherous journey
where noone understands
Cares, or knows, or givez two *****
At the instability of mental state I'm in
Stakes are high
self esteem has drained slow
I use to dream about my lyrics
Being played out on the radio
I'm fixing to blow
a fucken gasket
Burn hotter then thermite
Won't need to bother with a casket
Searching for some type of relief
They say God can help
But thats just not my belief
Thoughts keep me up
Then keep me from sleep
"Drowning myself again,
In these thoughts to deep!"
Returning to the past
Thought I'd never come back
Looking for my future
Have me a post traumatic
Counter react?
Reaction,
An action,
Keep me re_packin?
I don't know I'm so lost,
Confusing my,
A matter of facts in
Really the fact is
No idea what I'm doing
All this venom makes me sick
But I can't quit spewin!
Nov 12, 2017
Nov 12, 2017 at 11:54 AM UTC