I'm not sure why
But it seemseems like
Whatever I write
Is only of you
I don't know why
Maybe I've gone insane
Or is it cause I'm just that hurt
I don't know
And no one else knows
Maybe you know
It's not on purpose you see
I try hard , very hard indeed
To write more than just
Whatever I had with you
But that seems impossible
Whatever comes to mind
Revolves around you
It kills me daily
Drains me hourly
I've lost my mind
Don't know why
Love does that
If thatshe what it is
But it could be
The devil in my head
Cause just that
The devil will stay
Drowning me from ever being
The free bee I'm meant to be
Happy as could be
He's haunting me with you
The thoughts and memories
He feeds to me
As a reminder ,
That will never be
Not again
With another human
Will I feel so close to love
Cause I've left the drugs
So it's over now
I'll never be loved
By another
As true as it was
Whatever I had with you .