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"telephones" poems
The era of social media and virtual interaction Where it is so important to keep your reputation And yet indeed it'll take you nowhere Because you're just another particle in their atmosphere No matter how hard you try to seem kind They just can't bother to reply, they seem to be blind No matter how many thousands of follows you've got Your friends are still the same old scattered lot Selfies galore, plenty of them Show yourself to yourself, feel like a gem You go with your friends riding a bike Post a picture on FB and it gets many a like You're all content about it, it feels so nice After which, conversation turns to ice At gatherings telephones sound Ringing all day, a new friend was found Introduce yourself, one more time again And fall into oblivion, it's starting to rain
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Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 3:06 PM UTC
Social media rant
In person body language for the quickest returns and obvious signs of disinterest and distress Telephones for voices; plain, animated, or faking it Letters for gesture, or a classic long slow catch up And texting... I know you got it I may even know you read it What's your excuse for delay? Perhaps a brain lapse, perhaps some monotonous busyness Perhaps I'm now an ignored fad, maybe you got better plans Yet, could it be, our collective muscle memory pines for saying things by other means?
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Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 11:28 PM UTC
The Rhythm of Communication Means
For seventy or more years TV And radio ruled the world, Along with telephones. But then computers made their mark, Soon followed by mobiles, Smartphones, Ipads, Bluetooth, Wifi and who knows what? In no particular order. So herds of sheep migrated Into Cyberspace Even Myspace! Then on to Planet Facebook And Terratwitter. We talk with people we’ve never met, And meet folk with whom we’ve never talked. It keeps us occupied I guess, And gives relief from stress. These images that yet fresh images beget, I’m sure Yeats would agree. I tolerate these adverts flashing in my face And soak up knowledge to my solid mental grace. A world of wonders beckons in The depths of Cyberspace, And as a Nerd before they were invented, I have to say I’ve truly found my place. Paul Butters
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Jul 12, 2014
Jul 12, 2014 at 9:44 AM UTC
Communication
When Technology died, some of us merely shrugged and Tried to go back to before... Only it wasn't the same... So many hard-wirings gone, So many places where we used to go, So many thoughts we used to know, Forgotten in an ethereal swirl... Internetted and forgotten. Power plants done, and no more juice To feed along the sagging wires. Once the Internet went down, (Without so much as a diminishing blip Of dying light (cathodes were gone)), Ah, Lord, we missed the ethereal glow... Screens now dead and flat, Unable even to reminisce The comfort-glow of former irritants, The fuzziness 0f electronic snow.... And telephones! My Lord! To think of how we used to talk! Electronic prayers, each other we implored... So much connected, We forgot the depths of face to face, Now cellular paperweights lie dormant, Longing for at least a little life, Reminding us those days are gone. We pass our little news Word of mouth now, Word of mouth to ear, Only if the ones We want to know are near.
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May 19, 2013
May 19, 2013 at 11:41 PM UTC
When Technology
I know of a girl who dreads the New Year Because it steals her away from poodle-skirts and telephones And all that is long gone Drags her across the floor by her ankles while she sobs as though she'd known the era's dead.
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Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 11:24 PM UTC
Lover of All Things Vintage
Telephones. Earphones. Earplugs. To drown out Baby cries. Engines exhaling. Anxiety. "Don't be afraid" "You've done this before" "He knows what he's doing" The tired. The disagreeable. The impossibly experienced. Tickets. Bags. Smile-free faces. I'm ready. You're ready. Let's go already.
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May 6, 2014
May 6, 2014 at 5:36 PM UTC
Airport
We are afraid of tying knots. Now, my brothers weren't fond of Boy Scouts, but those aren't the kinds of knots I'm talking about. Our parents got us velcro shoes growing up (something about not wanting us to be overwhelmed with tennis shoes) And that, perhaps, was the moment that started everything. We could no longer trip on loose laces as we ran our races, Our parents couldn't see our disappointed faces as we fumbled getting ready for school. It was the perfect contribution to the flawed illusion that the human institution should be prevented from failing. Oh, yes. In my lifetime, cordless telephones were placed in every house because we did not want to untangle our own messes anymore. Failure doesn't hurt as much when it is invisible. We wanted wireless, no-strings-attached luxuries with no side effects. But there were effects that couldn't be seen (how could they until we were older than teens) Because the end effect was this: a generation that shirks responsibility we have anxiety because our parents didn't let us face our fears when we were young we are jobless, loveless, purposeless because we still haven't realized that everything has its opposite love - lust success - failure happiness - sadness peace - anger and commotion you see? there are full-grown adults living in the basements of their parents watching **** from an illuminated screen a no-strings-attached commitment to a video that will never require a vow or a promise; so many see the term "settling down" as "kicking up dust" of a dull life "confined to a four-inch screen." we've seen our own parents cut the ties now living separate lives better that way, but millennials can't fight for love or for kids or for dreams because their caretakers' examples couldn't teach the right way to do a marriage the right way to commit we are shirking responsibility-- because we don't want to fail. still as afraid of tying knots as we were in kindergarten.
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Jul 2, 2015
Jul 2, 2015 at 10:09 PM UTC
a poem about millennials
We are afraid of tying knots. Now, my brothers weren't fond of Boy Scouts, but those aren't the kinds of knots I'm talking about. Our parents got us velcro shoes growing up (something about not wanting us to be overwhelmed with tennis shoes) And that, perhaps, was the moment that started everything. We could no longer trip on loose laces as we ran our races, Our parents couldn't see our disappointed faces as we fumbled getting ready for school. It was the perfect contribution to the flawed illusion that the human institution should be prevented from failing. Oh, yes. In my lifetime, cordless telephones were placed in every house because we did not want to untangle our own messes anymore. Failure doesn't hurt as much when it is invisible. We wanted wireless, no-strings-attached luxuries with no side effects. But there were effects that couldn't be seen (how could they until we were older than teens) Because the end effect was this: a generation that shirks responsibility we have anxiety because our parents didn't let us face our fears when we were young we are jobless, loveless, purposeless because we still haven't realized that everything has its opposite love - lust success - failure happiness - sadness peace - anger and commotion you see? there are full-grown adults living in the basements of their parents watching **** from an illuminated screen a no-strings-attached commitment to a video that will never require a vow or a promise; so many see the term "settling down" as "kicking up dust" of a dull life "confined to a four-inch screen." we've seen our own parents cut the ties now living separate lives better that way, but millennials can't fight for love or for kids or for dreams because their caretakers' examples couldn't teach the right way to do a marriage the right way to commit we are shirking responsibility-- because we don't want to fail. still as afraid of tying knots as we were in kindergarten.
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people going mad telephones there hacking all along coast they want to do some fracking looking for some gas all along the shore disturbing all the sea life like they did before they dont seem to care about the consequence public up in arms feelings so intense anti fracking groups with there protest fight fighting for there cause and what they think is right why cant the frackers go and be fracking free and leave the place forever and give us back our sea
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Feb 19, 2014
Feb 19, 2014 at 8:44 AM UTC
hacking and fracking
Planes fly into the towers Planes fly from out the craters in the towers Black plumes of smoke choke the sky Windowless planes flying into the towers And now another, now another The towers rattle Planes take-off from in the fire And go off into the city, into the stars into our minds. Planes like laser-lights, jetting off, imprinting themselves into our minds. Over and over and over and over and over and over and over There were as many as 1,000 planes or more. Desks, glass-shards, people  High-heels, telephones, people Falling, smashing down from the towers A Warholian dream  Dying icons on every TV set, 24 hour access On every channel  For months on end On end Headlines recoiled by an antichrist  Rumors he was in Pakistan In Switzerland, at the mall In your mind. The towers burn forever The towers burn forever Frozen in pixels online In our minds.
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Sep 11, 2012
Sep 11, 2012 at 8:51 AM UTC
Telephone
Men who look like ferris wheels every color representing different aspects of their personality The first three words don't have to be beautiful they just have to make sense like connecting dots on paper men who love with their fists and hate with their mouths who once were boys taking things apart like remote controls their own fathers used to beat Obedience into their small bodies. Left them with a fury tattooed across their hearts Just to give them the challenge of putting themselves back together They buy their wive's flowers after a four day bruise isn't so glaringly purple anymore not so accusing- kiss her broken ribs and tell their children midnight stories children trained as mood detectors human robots *know when to shutup speak when you are spoken to Men who speak like cutting boards Every slice of the knives in their toungues leave hollow aching missing parts just to teach their children that not all things can be put together once taken apart whose daughter glues together the parts of old telephones to spite the missing pieces so every welt he beats into her bones she sings herself unbroken until she stands robust and imperfect there are holes in her armour but she holds it together with her fathers fists.
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Feb 10, 2013
Feb 10, 2013 at 4:12 PM UTC
Men who look like ferris wheels
I work all day, and get half-drunk at night. Waking at four to soundless dark, I stare. In time the curtain-edges will grow light. Till then I see what's really always there: Unresting death, a whole day nearer now, Making all thought impossible but how And where and when I shall myself die. Arid interrogation: yet the dread Of dying, and being dead, Flashes afresh to hold and horrify. The mind blanks at the glare. Not in remorse - The good not done, the love not given, time Torn off unused - nor wretchedly because An only life can take so long to climb Clear of its wrong beginnings, and may never; But at the total emptiness for ever, The sure extinction that we travel to And shall be lost in always. Not to be here, Not to be anywhere, And soon; nothing more terrible, nothing more true. This is a special way of being afraid No trick dispels. Religion used to try, That vast, moth-eaten musical brocade Created to pretend we never die, And specious stuff that says No rational being Can fear a thing it will not feel, not seeing That this is what we fear - no sight, no sound, No touch or taste or smell, nothing to think with, Nothing to love or link with, The anasthetic from which none come round. And so it stays just on the edge of vision, A small, unfocused blur, a standing chill That slows each impulse down to indecision. Most things may never happen: this one will, And realisation of it rages out In furnace-fear when we are caught without People or drink. Courage is no good: It means not scaring others. Being brave Lets no one off the grave. Death is no different whined at than withstood. Slowly light strengthens, and the room takes shape. It stands plain as a wardrobe, what we know, Have always known, know that we can't escape, Yet can't accept. One side will have to go. Meanwhile telephones crouch, getting ready to ring In locked-up offices, and all the uncaring Intricate rented world begins to rouse. The sky is white as clay, with no sun. Work has to be done. Postmen like doctors go from house to house.
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Aubade
I work all day, and get half-drunk at night. Waking at four to soundless dark, I stare. In time the curtain-edges will grow light. Till then I see what's really always there: Unresting death, a whole day nearer now, Making all thought impossible but how And where and when I shall myself die. Arid interrogation: yet the dread Of dying, and being dead, Flashes afresh to hold and horrify. The mind blanks at the glare. Not in remorse - The good not done, the love not given, time Torn off unused - nor wretchedly because An only life can take so long to climb Clear of its wrong beginnings, and may never; But at the total emptiness for ever, The sure extinction that we travel to And shall be lost in always. Not to be here, Not to be anywhere, And soon; nothing more terrible, nothing more true. This is a special way of being afraid No trick dispels. Religion used to try, That vast, moth-eaten musical brocade Created to pretend we never die, And specious stuff that says No rational being Can fear a thing it will not feel, not seeing That this is what we fear - no sight, no sound, No touch or taste or smell, nothing to think with, Nothing to love or link with, The anasthetic from which none come round. And so it stays just on the edge of vision, A small, unfocused blur, a standing chill That slows each impulse down to indecision. Most things may never happen: this one will, And realisation of it rages out In furnace-fear when we are caught without People or drink. Courage is no good: It means not scaring others. Being brave Lets no one off the grave. Death is no different whined at than withstood. Slowly light strengthens, and the room takes shape. It stands plain as a wardrobe, what we know, Have always known, know that we can't escape, Yet can't accept. One side will have to go. Meanwhile telephones crouch, getting ready to ring In locked-up offices, and all the uncaring Intricate rented world begins to rouse. The sky is white as clay, with no sun. Work has to be done. Postmen like doctors go from house to house.
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High synth notes Japanese thunder you amaze yourself Walk with headphones through grass patches and brightly lit streets heavy petroleum clouds nigerian gutter feast of trash and telephones prepaid cards litter homes floors in cardboard sandals shuffling past pubs London clenched ribs teeth breathe heart beats Kick old orchestras through instrumental mixes modernity insanity kinyopoetry.com
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Jun 27, 2013
Jun 27, 2013 at 11:55 AM UTC
Transient
Lining up batteries of anti-aircraft anti-everything all anti- something this and that distribution centre for psychological pressure backed by radio, TV presidents staring straight newspapers, journals and dialogues around flash round tables on the whys how’s and who’s sneaky microphone hidden in flower pots, long distance listening devices. Telephones tapped wives tapped, senior diplomats and doormats tapped wives tapped on shoulders whispered to: watch out for Joe blogs he has a roving eye. see me tonight, after dinner. The russians have warship A into Zone B the chinese have shifted anti-missile up the mountains near tibet, near nepal near taiwan, near  the hormuz straits into africa, zimbabwe, fiji, and northern china who cares. Tomorrow they will shift out again. the pressure is building in the ukraine, turkey is on fire The north koreans have no power as seen from satelllites The president has run of tomato sauce so he has asked for a shipload from us of a ship it with some spies dressed as tomatoes god its killing me these acupuncture points three more needles please! Author Notes Relentless. ( an wacky I s'pose). Think about it all. © Marshall Gass. All rights reserved.
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Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 4:20 PM UTC
Power Posture
Tonight's grey cloud hangs over the pearlescent blue and pink of today. The gray is an avalanche criss-crossed   with black powerlines that spread like cracks in a mirror. The rain starts to fall. To my right is a young blonde age (17?) unknown.         Her bag and telephone would match         but for a shade. The rain starts to fall. Young lovers kiss in the calm embrace of one another beneath an awning the colour of old ladies - no boredom - no subjugation -no.         the under side of an old mattress. The rain starts to fall. Across the gap stands an Asian man with the complete accoutrements of a golfer. Obfuscated now by a train with the palette of a McDonald's ad. The rain starts to fall. The streets are become slick and every lamp bleeds the start of an oil painting with brushes made of light. The air is cool. There is a canal that stretches between seats, walled by rows of heads. In the distance a little girl peaks her head up in the middle of all this, she wears a bright pink plastic bow on her head that blinks and glows. Traffic lights streak green and red over black gesso. Cars streak silver and blood down black gesso. "I simply don't need to cheapen things further" Matching work uniforms. Matching looks of boredom Matching shoes and glances Matching telephones Matching lack of conversation Matching hair Matching matching carpet and drapes Matching posture why is everything matching?        (they got off at the same station) Suburban princess holds the phone like a bible. I attempt to sketch her arm in my head....but I am too ****** I am hungry. The outside air is cool. This is a carriage for the antisocial 3 rooms of solitude. Everyone is plugged in No-one dares to speak. The Art of Conversation. An old woman sits in front of me, with the face of Ray Winstone in drag. Her hair is a dandelion and her eyebrows are birds painted in the distance. Hands wrinkled and knotty like old fruit. Trains are predictable the purest form of modern transport all the little fishies in the giant metal can are silent to one another. The train conductors voice is boredom. I mistake ambient noise for music.
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Aug 14, 2013
Aug 14, 2013 at 11:13 AM UTC
Train Sketch 1
Tonight's grey cloud hangs over the pearlescent blue and pink of today. The gray is an avalanche criss-crossed   with black powerlines that spread like cracks in a mirror. The rain starts to fall. To my right is a young blonde age (17?) unknown.         Her bag and telephone would match         but for a shade. The rain starts to fall. Young lovers kiss in the calm embrace of one another beneath an awning the colour of old ladies - no boredom - no subjugation -no.         the under side of an old mattress. The rain starts to fall. Across the gap stands an Asian man with the complete accoutrements of a golfer. Obfuscated now by a train with the palette of a McDonald's ad. The rain starts to fall. The streets are become slick and every lamp bleeds the start of an oil painting with brushes made of light. The air is cool. There is a canal that stretches between seats, walled by rows of heads. In the distance a little girl peaks her head up in the middle of all this, she wears a bright pink plastic bow on her head that blinks and glows. Traffic lights streak green and red over black gesso. Cars streak silver and blood down black gesso. "I simply don't need to cheapen things further" Matching work uniforms. Matching looks of boredom Matching shoes and glances Matching telephones Matching lack of conversation Matching hair Matching matching carpet and drapes Matching posture why is everything matching?        (they got off at the same station) Suburban princess holds the phone like a bible. I attempt to sketch her arm in my head....but I am too ****** I am hungry. The outside air is cool. This is a carriage for the antisocial 3 rooms of solitude. Everyone is plugged in No-one dares to speak. The Art of Conversation. An old woman sits in front of me, with the face of Ray Winstone in drag. Her hair is a dandelion and her eyebrows are birds painted in the distance. Hands wrinkled and knotty like old fruit. Trains are predictable the purest form of modern transport all the little fishies in the giant metal can are silent to one another. The train conductors voice is boredom. I mistake ambient noise for music.
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Oh such lonesome lives in the west When the sunshine stings bleary eyes and telephones receive no calls How does one survive in the city When the angular buildings suppress creativity and free-thought is despicable See the man, laying in bed for days at a time With ASMR videos playing on a smartphone propped against a pillow and his arm draped over that pillow, imagining a body Bob Ross love affair, the television drones Each night spent alone, praying for passion, or acceptance, or anything and joyous noise when paintbrushes glide evenly A collective of poets, posing as one man Fraudulent minds, each with distinctive style and all with crooked broken teeth Trumpets in the jukebox, cat-calls in the world Outside the window children are playing and he cries, for the years are growing weary She peels skin from her fingernails, mindless on morning commutes He stares from bus stops, train stations and runways and never blinking, never blinking, never blinking The intrinsic value of repetition falling short of artistry Given that metal machines are perpetual and when the crow lands on fences in the morning dew, there is no more life in Ironville, not for me, not for you
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Oct 30, 2013
Oct 30, 2013 at 1:16 PM UTC
There’s A Dark Side To Everything If Someone Is Motivated Enough To Find It
Post Office: Telegrams and Telephones Tell me how the snow is where you are. Traffic cones outside, must-be-done road works completed by no one nowhere men, patched up walls clad in grit painted cream shutters the same, shutting out the screams. Graffiti bridges, restaurants on ridges- river's rising fast, finish your entrée let's leave. Walk linking arms looking upon glimpses of brick, of an old home, lived in years ago by someone unknown.
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Sep 3, 2013
Sep 3, 2013 at 1:39 PM UTC
FOR THE POST OFFICE
Good for visiting hospitals or charitable work. Take some time to attend to your health. Surely I will be disquieted by the hospital, that body zone-- bodies wrapped in elastic bands, bodies cased in wood or used like telephones, bodies crucified up onto their crutches, bodies wearing rubber bags between their legs, bodies vomiting up their juice like detergent, Here in this house there are other bodies. Whenever I see a six-year-old swimming in our aqua pool a voice inside me says what can't be told... Ha, someday you'll be old and withered and tubes will be in your nose drinking up your dinner. Someday you'll go backward. You'll close up like a shoebox and you'll be cursed as you push into death feet first. Here in the hospital, I say, that is not my body, not my body. I am not here for the doctors to read like a recipe. No. I am a daisy girl blowing in the wind like a piece of sun. On ward 7 there are daisies, all butter and pearl but beside a blind man who can only eat up the petals and count to ten. The nurses skip rope around him and shiver as his eyes wiggle like mercury and then they dance from patient to patient to patient throwing up little paper medicine cups and playing catch with vials of dope as they wait for new accidents. Bodies made of synthetics. Bodies swaddled like dolls whom I visit and cajole and all they do is hum like computers doing up our taxes, dollar by dollar. Each body is in its bunker. The surgeon applies his gum. Each body is fitted quickly into its ice-cream pack and then stitched up again for the long voyage back.
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Good for visiting hospitals or charitable work. Take some time to attend to your health. Surely I will be disquieted by the hospital, that body zone-- bodies wrapped in elastic bands, bodies cased in wood or used like telephones, bodies crucified up onto their crutches, bodies wearing rubber bags between their legs, bodies vomiting up their juice like detergent, Here in this house there are other bodies. Whenever I see a six-year-old swimming in our aqua pool a voice inside me says what can't be told... Ha, someday you'll be old and withered and tubes will be in your nose drinking up your dinner. Someday you'll go backward. You'll close up like a shoebox and you'll be cursed as you push into death feet first. Here in the hospital, I say, that is not my body, not my body. I am not here for the doctors to read like a recipe. No. I am a daisy girl blowing in the wind like a piece of sun. On ward 7 there are daisies, all butter and pearl but beside a blind man who can only eat up the petals and count to ten. The nurses skip rope around him and shiver as his eyes wiggle like mercury and then they dance from patient to patient to patient throwing up little paper medicine cups and playing catch with vials of dope as they wait for new accidents. Bodies made of synthetics. Bodies swaddled like dolls whom I visit and cajole and all they do is hum like computers doing up our taxes, dollar by dollar. Each body is in its bunker. The surgeon applies his gum. Each body is fitted quickly into its ice-cream pack and then stitched up again for the long voyage back.
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Lie in the bare-faced sun savour time under seige frittering hours afor breakfast and rush ‘round later if necessary under fire moving appointments with telephones twitching anticipation then forage the howl create havoc hunt the giggling play for keeps heads roll apart the ultimate shudder MChallis © 2015
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Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 6:44 AM UTC
Affair
Sitting around, no work today Try pacing to keep awake Laying around, no school today Just drink until the clock has circled all the way It is late afternoon as you walk through the rooms of a house that is quiet except for unanswered telephones You stand near the sink while you're mixing a drink You think you don't want to pass out where your roommates will find you again Stumble around the neighborhood with nothing to do You're always looking for something to sniff, to smoke, or swallow Calling over next door to see what they got but you would settle for anything that would make your brain slow down or stop Break this circle of thoughts you chase before they catch up back with you and your parents noticed your thinning face all the weight you lost You said, "I'm done feeling like a skeleton, no more sleep walking dead." You're going to wake from this coma You're going to crawl from this bed you have made and stop counting on that camera that hangs around your neck because it won't ever remember what you choose to forget as you try to find some source of light Try to name one thing you like You used to have such a longer list and light you never had to look for it But now it's so easy to second guess everything you do until all you want is to finish this half-empty glass before the ice melts away The feeling always used to pass but seems like it's everyday Seems like it's every night now
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Apr 8, 2012
Apr 8, 2012 at 4:24 AM UTC
A Line Allows Progress, A Circle Does Not
Scrabble was more fun to play When we both used the same board,   Long distance rules we now use, As it's all we can afford. Playing Scrabble was more fun,     When you used to live near Grand; We could snack during the game,                And we took care of one hand. Playing Scrabble using phones, Is twisting the Scrabble rules; But since we are far away, Telephones are needed tools. When we're playing phone Scrabble, Face up letters need to be;                     Where they're in Scrabble box lids,       To make them easy to see.         Two letter racks we both use, Two by you and two by me; During the game if tempted, They help us play honestly. Mary Anne, my Scrabble friend, With words you're fascinated You've sculptured  many poems, So craftily created. I like the way you keep score,             You keep track of it so well; You make playing Scrabble fun I thought  this you I should tell. Mary Anne,, Do you have time, For some phone Scrabble  with me? When you've time for phone Scrabble, Let me know when it can be.
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Nov 28, 2020
Nov 28, 2020 at 11:06 AM UTC
Phone Scrabble
Dear Shyla I keep the suicide note that you've forgotten you wrote our mother folded up in a small wooden box in the corner of my bedroom It's there so that on my worst days When I've run out of friends who will listen I can remind myself that other people feel this too And after all we've been through apart sometimes our depressions and our mistakes are the only way I can remember we're related Dear mom I've hidden a diary you kept while struggling through your ill-fated relationship with my father In it there are weight loss goals Vows of marital celibacy Existential questions But mostly just a whole lot of why's leading you to answers you wanted to hear While all of the things you needed to say you left in the blank spaces between the lines on the pages you never made it to Your favorite thing to say after the divorce was that you were grateful to no longer have to walk on eggshells to protect his feelings It has been twelve years and you still can't admit the feelings you were trying to protect were your own And your feet still hurt Dad I have an envelope of pictures of you and I From when both of us were oh so much younger In each of them you are smiling at me And in every one of them I am smiling back at you I don't remember most of them I was quite very young And for quite very different reasons I can imagine you would have a hard time remembering them as well When I flip through the envelope I'm left sitting criss cross applesauce on a tore up linoleum floor Staring at the scales of justice Weighing the honest love of a drunk Against the stoic rejection of the sober man you've become And I am ashamed with how often I choose love I am the keeper of this family's pain Somebody has to Someone has to admit it's real One of us has to stare at the elephants in the room and see them To know how each of us actually feels Dear family We are nothing more than four misfitted human beings Tied together with tin can and twine telephones By an astronomer, who in an effort to console himself, Confused a congregation of lonely stars for a constellation And eventually that is going to have to be enough For each of us to love ourselves To carry our own pain I can not keep carrying all of this for each of you I have my own pain Which on most days is more than enough I assure you On most days It is more than one man should
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Sep 11, 2013
Sep 11, 2013 at 1:25 PM UTC
Dear Family
Dear Shyla I keep the suicide note that you've forgotten you wrote our mother folded up in a small wooden box in the corner of my bedroom It's there so that on my worst days When I've run out of friends who will listen I can remind myself that other people feel this too And after all we've been through apart sometimes our depressions and our mistakes are the only way I can remember we're related Dear mom I've hidden a diary you kept while struggling through your ill-fated relationship with my father In it there are weight loss goals Vows of marital celibacy Existential questions But mostly just a whole lot of why's leading you to answers you wanted to hear While all of the things you needed to say you left in the blank spaces between the lines on the pages you never made it to Your favorite thing to say after the divorce was that you were grateful to no longer have to walk on eggshells to protect his feelings It has been twelve years and you still can't admit the feelings you were trying to protect were your own And your feet still hurt Dad I have an envelope of pictures of you and I From when both of us were oh so much younger In each of them you are smiling at me And in every one of them I am smiling back at you I don't remember most of them I was quite very young And for quite very different reasons I can imagine you would have a hard time remembering them as well When I flip through the envelope I'm left sitting criss cross applesauce on a tore up linoleum floor Staring at the scales of justice Weighing the honest love of a drunk Against the stoic rejection of the sober man you've become And I am ashamed with how often I choose love I am the keeper of this family's pain Somebody has to Someone has to admit it's real One of us has to stare at the elephants in the room and see them To know how each of us actually feels Dear family We are nothing more than four misfitted human beings Tied together with tin can and twine telephones By an astronomer, who in an effort to console himself, Confused a congregation of lonely stars for a constellation And eventually that is going to have to be enough For each of us to love ourselves To carry our own pain I can not keep carrying all of this for each of you I have my own pain Which on most days is more than enough I assure you On most days It is more than one man should
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I heard it on the radio My mind was sudden fizz Did they just ask the questioned mass Does Santa really live?????? Santa are you out there? Santa do you care? Oh Santa with your big old tum That grey old fluffy beard Santaaaaaaaaaaaa Oh Santaaaaaaaaaa We'd love to have you come We wrote a letter ageeee........ago We've left some pies and stuff Now telephones went mad that day That some one questioned this Did Santa really come each year Oh my!!! said all the kids Santa are you out there? Santa do you care? Oh Santa with your big old tum That grey old fluffy beard   Santaaaaaaaaaaaa Oh Santaaaaaaaaaa We'd love to have you come We left a carrot on your plate   Hope Rudolph fills his tum   The callers of the phones agreed That Santa's really there Good people of the world breath out No words of great despair Santaaaaaaaaaaaa Oh Santaaaaaaaaaa We'd love to have you come We promise to sleep tight tonight   No peaking to be done   oh Santa !!!!!! So children of the world tonight leave Lots of pies and drink And don't forget the reindeer's food Or guess they'll leave a stink Santaaaaaaaaaaaa Oh Santaaaaaaaaaaaaa We love you Yes we do We've been so good throughout The year Our Santa's sack is hung !!! Our Santa's sack is hung!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   Our Santa's sack is hunggggggggg!!!!!!
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Dec 16, 2012
Dec 16, 2012 at 12:33 AM UTC
Santa are you there ??
Do no harm. Leave the war-plane frame of reference to other puzzle pieces. We are naked. We are not. We are not certain of which monologue to begin. So we chant in unified panting etching legends out of rhymes. Do no harm. Do no harm. It matters now that the growing telephones are charged like neglected poisons of dampening redials. Truth is gaining wisdom like groups of formatted crosses jumping like splinters of margarine jars. We are naked. We are not. We are one with living and prepared for the drying of the hands. Clean me up and leave me outside. Sun gone but wind remaining. Do no harm. Do no harm. Do no harm.
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Apr 24, 2016
Apr 24, 2016 at 9:22 AM UTC
Do No Harm
I lit the candle with two hydros, and burned the house down with a bottle of whiskey. The next morning I wandered through the ashes looking for shower invitations and aspirin. Back in bars, filled with screaming amps and glaring ex lovers I wove my way in-between old friends and mating dances, losing Hemingway and storm clouds. I dropped the anchor in your apartment, falling mid sentence into stain ridden furniture and empty Budweiser bottles. The only thing I broke that night, was my determination on not being a blow up doll molded after some girl I was never going to be. So I laid there kissing ghosts and shook with a fever and chills vibrating like telephones on silent. And you wondered where I went once the door closed. You can't define cordial as branding someone and mailing them back to a delusional soul falling in love with them after. Hot metal pokers weren't made for joyous reunions. They make sure you always know where you leave your scars.
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May 1, 2012
May 1, 2012 at 6:39 PM UTC
Branding