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With so many tears from living these years
Pains shedded cuz I was breaded
As a young hustler
Made from a struggler in the nutsacks of my father
But why bother
Me swimming in the Galaxy where other suckas like me
Was destined to this world
For the painful swirls that's soon to curl
Me back into a fetal position my ambition
Is to crush the hidden commissions lynching
Til they dead and gone Im feelin' strong
Off of that **** same ol song different day
Feelin' like Malcolm holding the AK
Destined for doomsday
No words to say
My silence invoke violence check the appliance
In the kitchen cookin' up spells for the gospels
Its god-spells lady liberty ringin' the bells of hell
Reachin' for my wooden shells where all the pain dwells
And you can tell by the smells of a demons cartel
How art thou? takin' a bow to my problems that vowed
No mercy to my hidden energy see my enemies
Surroundin' me with much artillery them shells
Knockin' my ghost out of a shell o well
And I'm still chasin' bail made to fail
A curse for my next birth welcome to a new world
Transformed into a pearl my minds trapped in the
underworld
How many wanna travel with me to the lost mysteries
Of the Egyptian dynasty see ?****** like me
Evadin' reality to get caught up in the penitentiary
Also the cemetery while the gangs flurry
In a hurry so we quick to get buried
Leave our families in tears for many years
****** dying for whips and
chains
when we used to die from.whips and
chains??
Got dang things done change don't act strange
I know ya feel me from death my eternity
To see my enemies burn eternally so much little to see
In the world painted with past blood soils
Of war spoils I'm a stay with heat until my skin boils
Over two hundred degrees making epiphanies
So when ya see know Yosef climbing for freedom See
I'm a lock down from the pain that surrounds
Paying taxes I'm feelin' closest to the abraxas
None could tax us I'm kicking in the factors
Goetias burning in to turn me in
To a nother being far from a human seeing
Beyond a galaxy a far shining my mental like a star
A lost slave tryna to behave but I can't and I won't
Til my spirits come and taunt hunt
Down the wickedness
Sick of this life ain't a bliss I'm giving a kiss
From the slugs invested heavily heated and protected
Check the rounds selected as I kick it
Chaos I'm shattering thangs and strains
Things remains the same cuz I'm feelin' so much **** pangsss..
Always had a black Christmas
Uncle sam used to dissed us
So since im a hellrazor
In the guns we trust bust
At my enemies watch em
Scatter like roaches
Take caution when ya approach
To this **** life
Baby we livin' reckless
Rolex watches and herringbone necklaces
So what if i wear baggy pants
**** the corporate society eyin' me
I got strikes on me
Quick to turn a brother in
Take a guzzle of gin
Until its corner left take a deep breath
Im on my last steps lord forgive
Its the **** in me
Lost so many homies through the years
Sheddin' tattoo tears uh


Now that ive studied
Multiple war strategies
I got less casualties  
My comrades all bad
We raw with our weaponry
No nigguh could ever get to me
Since the covert deception is clear
Im no longer happy here
Faded dreams long live the King
Im speakin' Garvey antics
My tactics are frantic
Never panic
I was made a menace out of wedlock
couldnt focus in the bias schools
So i had to drop
Now im packin' knotted socks
With a pocket full.of.rocks
Quick cash leads to the grave
But how can i find freedom
When im.just a slave?
To the entities that be
And if you expose there secrecy
That label you public enemy
Number sittin' in a jail cell
Or send ya body to hell but i dont yell
The most violence is done silence
While innocents mind being blinded
Respect ya self run ya own ****
And never be apart of the corporate
Or pulpit
Cuz when ya die theyll remember ya name
Then the next day forget  ya name
So i guess ill just weighin' my fears
Strugglin' this for all my homies
Sheddin' tattoo tears
Behind penitentiary steel

Santiago Dec 2014
Running down my face
Rushing river water dropz
Never stop always come back
Sooner or later I'm attacked

My family, My home, My career, My future, My son, My lover

Sting my heart, rip my skin, burn my eyes, bruise my body, confuse my brain, clog my veins

All these things come in effect
Lost in the lead too direct
That's on mine one day at a time
It's hard for a G like me
So close to my Associates Degree
Phi Beta Kappa President
Southwest L.A. belongs to me
I had it on lock
Straight from the block
But things happen
I fall still I stand tall
But now I'm clapping
Lames feeding off the fame
I want the money in the game
Santiago Oct 2014
Feels my pain
On a rainy day
Speaking winds
Where have you been?

Travel unseen
Breaking through
My heart fights
My brain wont give up

My clouds full of water
Commence to pour tear drops
Cleansing life resurrecting hope
Attacking in millions

Feeding mother earth
Trees, plants, animals
Covering my tearz
Thoughts begin to clear

Water strikes my skin
Neutralizing ice cold
My soul comforts to unfold
My sky My cry Never lie

People avoid my pouring rain
Shutting down closing doors
While I soar ready to explore
My skies transform heavy grey

Hoping it can last and forever stay...
- Hands, Nose, Feet Shiver Freeze Numb Ice
N.G. Oosthuizen Sep 2009
Waiting. . . Waiting for rain. Waiting for it to wash away the pain. And bring me things to gain. Its like a game. Each time the same. Standing in rain, hiding my tearz, sharing with earth my fears, waiting for the day it all clears. Hiding  it all from my peers. Standing ovation, for this special occasion. Killing the hiding invasion. Knowing that i have a vision, for the unwanted version, calling them the persians. Making them see an illusion. Giving them optical ilusion. So rain do come to stay. For success my way sway. . . And keep the unwanted away. . . .
IcySky May 2015
IcySky:
If I ran away,
would you look for me?
If I cried,
would you dry my tears?
If I got hurt,
would you make it better?
If I died,
would you cry for me?
If I wasn't here,
would you miss me?
If I was gone,
would you care?
Would you even notice me?

Written Destruction:
If you ran away, I'll pack up too
If you cried, I'll cry with you
If you hurt, I'll make it work
If you die, I'll follow you
If you wasn't here, I'll drown in tearz
If you was gone, right will slowly turn to wrong
Would I even notice you? Tell me your joking, I seen you shine amongst a parade full of people
Atta Jun 2017
ever heard of broken poem?
when i trie d too hard
When tears ztreaming down my cheeks
When my kips stain is everywher when
My macsara is ruiend by tearz
When there iz knife waiting to be used
When i got 2 bottles//packs of pill
When i cryed so hard my stomach ache
When
And when
When
i start to thinj
To edn e erything?
And that's how i wrote my broken poen.
Huh I flex chrome metals street annoynmous general polished black macks exposin' ya brain mineral no sentimentals
Wear twisted back hats no snapbacks
But crack backs like a master snaps
Whiplash leave an unhealible **** all about my maths
No subtractions only additions
Or divisions lone ranger invokiñ' danger
Out of a broken manger thirty first round in the chamber
Fully clips unload mute y'all lips sink ships
Casket closed no sweat on my nose
Once I seen the body froze then back
My ***** goes and grows inside ya girls pussyhole
Stay swole
Breakin' her urge ****** it's homocidal
Tryna step to a dangerous crew drinkin' brews
Intoxicated off of rhymes makin' dimes
On pennies feelin' like Hill Benny
Anoint my mind state with the stickiest joints
All bullets point at me but can't harm me
Ricochet all day either way I'm still gone slay
With the verbal AKs splittin' toupees these days
Haters follow make ya headless sleepy hallow
None could borrow lyrics flow like water
Prepared for slaughter from the tidal waves
Made brave weak hearts I crave and save
Brailled faith like Jesus to Judas watch shootaz
Waiting in corner to put me in the coroners
But **** that I refuse to be a spiritual foreigner



Raindrops from the clouds it's mother nature's cry
Opening her thighs ******* all over the skies
See the sin that hides over the masses my mind crashes and clashes
With stupidity of humanity I'll be **** G
If i can't blast away these evilness that trys to stay
Know to many homies buried by the Glocks
Caught up in the ticks and tocks of deaths clock
Onto the afterworlds spirits locked
And will they be able to knock
on heavens or hells door check carcasses blood all over the floor
Makes the grass grow see how the winds blows
It's another spiritual signing but real folks ain't finding
The ways of Ecclesiastes Lord left us tactics
Follow Elijah's commandmants got **** it can't stand it
Madness dancing around thoughts drowned
In the water tryna stay afloat on top of things
My mind rings but it's hard since evil and good are rival siblings
They stay firing forever will be hiring
The next dummies to exchange
There souls over riches for temporary gains
Ables turn Cain once greed spreads in their membrane
Consciously unspoken cuz they broken
By false apperance happinesses cloakin'
Watched for hataz and spiteful tokens
Sit back relax before ya body be drenched by bullets in red soakin
Check my lyrics front row electric glow game is sewed
From the broken stitches lifes nothing but glitches
Tryna fill in the real too many feel the fake heals of appeal
Yes I gotta stay true with the steel like I'm the blue shield
No more better a go getter better get ya self a knitted sweater
Worlds so cold I wanna grow old but stay young and bold
Look how many stories is told falsely chose for a pose
Of a new generation of curses I speak life thru verses
Some will hate some will relate I'd rather body a crate
Let this heat shine through ya pate dimensions of faith
A time traveler flashback of a thunderbolt occult
Wisdom I somersault tune each and every note til it floats
On cloud nine my mind stay connected to the divine






Yeah though I made this song cry from tears of the sky
Why try or lie I'm just tryna magnify ya soul essences
Through my presence spiritual presents lessons
Of life brings much trife tryna avoid pains begging knife
Decisions decisions blurred visions impaired my precisions
Hard to balance on shaky ground with haters all around
Watch em come out the wood works termites to bite
Then recite back to the lab just to write what I just wrote
Retrace the steps of a goat this ain't to be taken as a gloat
I'm on another note grab the mic til the sweats starts to choke
Out the sound speakers blast I conned the ears cast
All across the masses blunts to ashes as I clashes
Titanic the pandemic I'm in it til the glaciers canned it
This is for the grown and the real stand up if ya soul feels?????
Santiago Nov 2015
Few people will understand, maybe a couple will comprehend , it's a battle in the mind, a demonic spirit out of line, speaking nonsense troubling idiotic remarks, the journey of a prophet i embark, in the cold winter dark, hear me out it's real, it's been going on for about a year, the adversary of god is near, trying to inflict fear, he uses your voice my beloved, to obtain suicide thoughts, however i rise above it, i need you here with me, to help comfort me & never leave me, alone you're far away from home, I'm walking through the danger zone, call me pick up the phone, don't allow the demons to drag you in, force you to fit in, a bias society keep your sobriety, i wake up there he is pressuring me to smoke, to take another ****, haunting day never night, i need your hugs for this fight, and kisses if you like, but seriously this is not a poem, joke, or form of expression, i don't want to head into depression, you're my friend, my best till the end, my heart only you can amend, lend a helping hand, tell me forever until the end, hear me out i cry tearz for you, my only boo, love is so true, you made me feel blue, if only you knew, what you seem to do, it was me and you, one day the wind blew, took me and you, far away from you too, please don't. listen to that negative voice, lets be together and rejoice, my true love sent from above, demons are trying to brings us apart, lets put our love in one heart... <3
~Never Let You Go I Will Love You Girl Forever~
Santiago May 2015
Everything I did for you
Please treasure it safe
In a secret box locked hidden
Full of mysteries & valuables
I drew your name with my soul
You as my artist & blueprint
I hope you keep them with you
Always & Forever within you
I dedicated them to you, only you
Keep my song safe from deletion
To remember you of my longing voice
That sings a song for you my true
Blue moon, you make me cry tearz
Of sadness, pain, i want to be with you
I can't NEVER let go I just don't know
You're too special in my Lords eyes
I just won't allow you to pass me by
Let's make love, its real the way I feel
I want to give you a special necklace
Gold
Santiago May 2015
Like I never existed
Like I never met you
Like I never loved you
Like I never cared for you
Like I never been here

It will save you tearz
It will save you pain
It will save you sadness
It will save you trouble
It will save you from me

I'm nothing but bad
I'm nothing but a waste
I'm nothing but a devil
I'm nothing but a burden
I'm nothing without you
Santiago May 2015
They both made me better
Accomplished much greater
Learned and burned altogether
Struggles in tearz filled in puddles
Took me farther into extremes
Had me shouting into my dreams
"Hating my life" voices that scream
Insane going nuts in the brain
My life they both drained
With sudden death lethal pain
They played me like a game
One took my seed & ran away
The other took my heart & walked away she didn't want to give it back
I guess it was meant for them to keep
now I'm lost and confused, used up
all twisted, and ****** up, out of luck, my life *****, no one gives a ****, snow white won the fight, left with my blessing, and angels love only brings up my hopes, then drops them down to the floor, atleast I can say they both are special in God's eyes, I just been told so many lies, and left with sadness & goodbyes...

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